Don't look.Ridiculous and pathetic, cowardly and vulnerable.But it was the only way he could do it at this time, to protect himself.I didn't know I was in tears.Gu Jingyuan returned to the hut where he was imprisoned.It hurts so much.That seals the sense of pain.It's too dark.I can only close my eyes and not look at it at all.He suddenly felt a little cold.But he didn't even have the strength to tremble.He knew that he was just caught in the illusion of the past, he knew that everything was over, as long as he forgot it, he was still the living Gu Jingyuan.But he couldn't move.It can't stop the five senses that were specially trained and are still fortunate to retain to perceive everything around them.He listened to Long Yanzhao's roaring inside.Tears were uncontrollable and flowing.Yes, don't listen to it.Please, don't listen to him!
If Cheng Qi is just in the past, and I can't go back to that Cheng Qi.Then I beg you.At least just remember the beautiful me, everything is dark.It was as if he had been walking alone in the darkness for a long time.The lights of the palace and the snow surrounded him, and in front of him was a road that would never end.Gu Jingyuan felt so cold.But at the most desperate and gloomy moment, he was embraced into a warm embrace.Ah Yuan's familiar voice exploded in his ears, low and hoarse, with a trembling timbre.His body was hugged tightly.Gu Jingyuan's eyelids twitched.A ray of light poured in through the cracks.Gu Jingyuan seemed to be being carried by someone, and his feet were off the ground.His body was a little bumpy, but there was a breeze on his cheeks, warm and gentle, which reassured him somewhat.The person with him hugged his waist tightly, and he could feel a big hand supporting him, and the person kept saying in his ear: Don't be afraid.Gu Jingyuan still didn't open his eyes, but he wasn't very scared anymore.He recognized it as Ryusi's voice.Ryusi is a poor child.When Gu Jingyuan saw him for the first time, he felt pitiful for him.He is also very different, inexplicably optimistic, and funny.Gu Jingyuan likes to play with him.So is it Ryusi who came looking for him?
Long Si was abused by his subordinates again today?
Why was his voice choked?
If only Ryusi wasn't the prince of the Dayi Dynasty, he could talk to his father about it, and then take Ryusi home to his house?
Where is his home?
By the way, he doesn't have a home.So who is he and who is he?
He seems to have no name, why did my father leave me and only take my younger brother away, I am not unknown, I am also a person, what kind of person does my father want me to be?
I can do it all.I can go to martial arts, I can do well, Yang Jin, I'm so cold.Yang Jin?
Are you going to leave me?
Yang Jin.Sure enough, I was an ominous person.My father was right, I shouldn't have lived with this kind of body.Gu Jingyuan's previous reaction was still very calm, but now he suddenly started to tremble again.Long Yanzhao hugged him tightly, comforted him, and sped up his pace desperately, jumped directly into the palace, and brought people to the highest pavilion in the palace.He put Gu Jingyuan down, and the other party could stand on his own, but he couldn't stop trembling.Long Yanzhao could only wrap the person tightly in his arms, pat him, and call him.Then he pulled the chaise longue that was idle next to him, sat Gu Jingyuan on it, he hugged him from behind, and sang him the song he had hummed.The lyrics are still unknown.The tune is still patchwork, messy, and out of tune.But he didn't dare to stop.He hurriedly hugged him, hummed to him, wiped his tears, and comforted him.It's okay, Ah Yuan, I'm all over here.I'm here with you, I'm with you.I will always protect you.Would you like to open your eyes and see if I'm okay?
Ah Yuan, is the song I sing good?
The sun is setting, Ah Wan.Look, it's so beautiful outside.Long Yanzhao said, slightly adjusting Gu Jingyuan's sitting posture.He knew he could hear.I just fell into a nightmare and didn't want to open my eyes.So he kept humming a song to him, patting him lightly, and calling him: Ah Qi.Or do I still call you Ah Qi?
The person in his arms finally reacted.Gu Jingyuan's eyelids began to shake wildly, and his body trembled.Long Yanzhao's heart hurt even more.He knew that he shouldn't mention it, no one knew Ah Qi's pride better than him, and perhaps Ah Qi didn't want to recognize him more than anyone else.He couldn't bear it, how could he bear to let Ah Qi be hurt again?
If you don't call it like that, Ah Qi won't be able to get out.How could he bear to want Ah Qi to be stuck in memories all the time and not be able to get out?
Long Yanzhao was so distressed that he was about to explode, but he could only hug him tightly.Although he couldn't bear it, he still called him one after another: Ah Qi.In the end, Gu Jingyuan still opened his eyes.A pair of black and white eyes, full of dodging and supplication.Before Gu Jingyuan was about to close his eyes again, Long Yanzhao hurriedly said: It's okay Ah Qi, it's my fault that I didn't recognize you, I should recognize you.I'm sorry Ah Qi, but I didn't recognize you because you didn't look like Ah Qi, it's my fault.It's the reason for me.He looked into his eyes: Ah Qi has not changed, not at all.If you had changed, how could I have fallen in love with you again?
I love you, Ah Qi, the dragon you saved has grown up.I can protect you.Aqi, you look at me.This building was built by my father for the warlock to watch the stars.Long Yanzhao said.Afraid that Gu Jingyuan would be cold, he hugged the other party tighter, and it didn't matter if his arm was numb, he just continued to tell him stories with great patience.It's the warlock who said that I was a sorcerer, and the emperor was an eccentric warlock in his later years, praying for a long life, but I don't believe it.He smiled as before, and said in a calm tone: That wandering warlock is obviously a liar, and when he saw that his father was no longer good, he still wanted to run.But how could I let him go?
He gently rested his chin on Gu Jingyuan's shoulder socket and rubbed his face.When I returned, the first thing I did when I ascended the throne was to kill the sorcerer.A thousand cuts.Therefore may thou not, fear.Don't be angry.I'm here.Gently brushing the hair on Gu Jingyuan's forehead, Long Yanzhao's blood-dripping eyes turned black at this time, and the demon seemed to be able to absorb all the light in the world.But his voice was still warm.It's just that the bite is heavy.The tone was light, but it sounded too heavy, like a simple but effective curse.He said, "Whoever has hurt you, I will make them pay one by one, just like I did to the warlock."
A thousandfold repayment.No one can run.Chapter 44 Death to Life, Life to Death After the sun set, Long Yanzhao took Gu Jingyuan out of the Star Viewing Pavilion.It has been abandoned since he ascended the throne, has not been cleaned for years, and is full of dust.Long Yanzhao didn't like this place either.The reason why he brought Gu Jingyuan here was to let him see the scenery here.As the tallest building in Dayi, standing on this top can overlook the entire capital.It's a pity that when Gu Jingyuan opened his eyes, it was already dark outside, and the grand scene of the sunset sky was no longer there.But that's okay.There will be a chance.Long Yanzhao directly brought Gu Jingyuan back to the dormitory.Gu Jingyuan didn't close his eyes anymore after he opened them, and his eyes blinked with moist red at the end of his eyes, and they were clear inside.He's recovered.It's just that I don't want to face him, so I don't want to talk.Long Yanzhao knew this, a little relieved, but also very uneasy.But he didn't dare to ask the imperial doctor to come and see him, for fear of irritating him.Ah May this be a heart disease, and the imperial doctor will not cure it.Long Yanzhao didn't know how to hurt him, how to go into his heart and hug him, so he could only accompany him silently.He called Hong Taiquan, and in the other party's surprised eyes that Master Gu had come back, he ordered him to do something.Then someone from the palace brought hot porridge and hot tea, and Long Yanzhao fed Gu Jingyuan little by little as in the past.Ah Yuan did not refuse.Later, Long Yanzhao sent everyone away, but he still held Gu Jing's wish.Lying down on the couch with him, he kissed him gently.When his lips lightly touched the other party's forehead, Gu Jingyuan spoke.He said, "Your Majesty, you are not sorry for me for anything.Long Yanzhao paused, grinned bitterly, and didn't kiss him again, but just asked him: Ah Qi, do you hate me?
Gu Jingyuan answered the question: Long Si, you don't owe me anything, the sentence I want you to remember back then was just what I said casually, don't take it seriously.He said seriously: Don't do anything for me anymore.Gu Jingyuan said and gently closed his eyes again.Many times he was a little confused about whether he was alive or dead.More often than not, he couldn't tell whether he was in the palace of the Dayi Dynasty or in that cold and dirty hut.The scent of ambergris pours into the nose and refreshes the heart.Gu Jingyuan sniffed lightly.So for people like him, don't delay Long Si here anymore.He closed his eyes and said: The purpose of my coming to help you is indeed for Yang Jin.Ah wish?
Where Gu Jingyuan couldn't see, a touch of pain flashed in Long Yanzhao's eyes.Gu Jingyuan bit his lower lip, and still said ruthlessly: Yang Jin, he swears allegiance to you to the death, and he has always mentioned you.Later, he was gone, and before leaving, he asked me to come to Beijing to see your situation, and I came.In the early days of acquaintance with Yang Jin, Gu Jingyuan's situation was a little chaotic.His body was ruined, his legs were half crippled, and he was half dead.Ever since Yang Jin dug him out of that ice cave, he has been healing.During that time, Yang Jin visited famous doctors all over the world, and also took him to the Western Regions to seek medicine, and it was not until he invited Doctor Rong that his leg was saved.But the body is indeed useless, and no one can reverse it.However, Yang Jin still took care of him and took him with him.Gu Jingyuan didn't know if he knew his identity and what his purpose was.Day after day, he watched and watched out for him.But Yang Jin's personality seems to be as upright as his appearance.He didn't seem to have any plans for him, or he didn't have anything for others to ask for anymore, and gradually, Gu Jingyuan let down his guard against him.During that time, he had nothing to do, so he sat in the house every day and watched Yang Jin practice martial arts outside.Either listen to him arrange his troops and plan the overall situation, or watch him admonish his subordinates to be loyal to His Majesty.The word emperor always appears frequently in Yang Jin's mouth.For almost a year, he couldn't feel anything, and he couldn't string any of his memories together.I only know Yang Jin.Just remember his words.But just when he was about to get better and could stand up, Yang Jin had an accident.He knew that the battlefield was ruthless, but he couldn't believe it, it was just a skirmish, why was Yang Jin gone.He brought people out of the sea of blood in the mountain of corpses, and after hearing that the general was not saved, he tied him to his back and took him thousands of miles to find Rongqing, and ran for three days and three nights.At first, Yang Jin could still talk to him in the back.Then there was no sound.The first horse was so tired that he couldn't run anymore, and there was no more sound.Although Doctor Rong is known as the dead, flesh and bones, how can anyone in this world really save someone who has been dead for a long time?
Gu Jingyuan remembered what Yang Jin said to him at the end, which was to ask him to enter Beijing to see the emperor.So here he came.With Yang Jin's body and the token on his body, he changed his identity and stepped into the capital of the Dayi Dynasty.Since Yang Jin was buried that day, his emotions and consciousness, which had gradually recovered, became fragmented again.But judging from the other party's countless actions of mentioning the emperor in front of him, Gu Jingyuan guessed that the reason why Yang Jin wanted him to enter Beijing may be out of peace of mind not to get rid of Long Yanzhao.So Gu Jingyuan entered the palace.Do your best, at all costs, but also push the emperor to the highest position.Because that's Yang Jin's ideal.The one who dug him out of the hole in the ice and took care of him.Yang Jin, who resisted the pursuers sent by his father for him, almost died in the Western Regions in order to find medicine for him, and may even be killed by him.Now that the mission is complete, it's time for him to leave.Or rather, it's time to leave.Ah Yuan heard Gu Jingyuan mention Yang Jin, Long Yanzhao's throat rolled up and down twice, and he stopped talking.He wanted to ask the other party, do you like Yang Jin?
But I found that this question did not make the slightest sense.Because no matter whether Gu Jingyuan likes Yang Jin or not, he has never liked himself, but Gu Jingyuan is so smart.Although Long Yanzhao didn't ask, he had already replied on his own: I like Yang Jin.At this point, he opened his eyes again.Peach Blossom Eyes were looking at Long Yanzhao.His thin lips trembled a little, but Gu Jingyuan still insisted: Your Majesty, the person I like is Yang Jin.Ah Yuan Long Yanzhao continued to smile bitterly.With a thick bitterness and a hint of melancholy, he smiled and said: Yes, of course Ah Yuan will like Yang Jin.This is not surprising at all.The hardest time was spent by Yang Jin with him.No one can match that.Long Yanzhao knew that he couldn't either.He understood, but he still had hatred in his heart.hated the person who accompanied Gu Jingyuan during that time, why wasn't it himself.hated himself, why was he so weak at that time, he didn't protect Gu Jingyuan.