Memories are also intermittent.A lot of the time it just hurts.The body hurts.The heart also hurts.So he could only vaguely surmise from the words of this lieutenant that it was probably after he told Yang Jin his true identity.When he told Yang Jin that he was Cheng Qi, he didn't do it out of trust.It was probably a self-defeating idea, and after learning that his father was still sending people to hunt him down, wave after wave, causing countless troubles to Yang Jin and them, he generously admitted it, and it didn't matter how the other party would deal with him.At that time, he was still very closed.As for hearing what the captain said, Gu Jingyuan didn't even remember.He's real, I don't even remember.In the other party's concerned and guilty gaze, Gu Jingyuan was stunned for a moment, and finally remembered what to ask.He asked: Why did you say that the emperor would send a large army to help me, like that?
If there has never been such a rumor, why do you think that you are misunderstood that you are Yang Jin's subordinate, then Yang Jin must know about it.Without waiting for the other party to answer, Gu Jingyuan muttered to himself again.So Yang Jin knew that he had always known that Long Yanzhao had been very soft to me until the end.It's so light that it's almost inaudible.The general, who was kneeling on the ground, looked up in more and more surprise, and his eyes were covered with horror.So Lord Hou is calling the emperor's name?!!
He didn't know much about the relationship between the Hou Ye and the emperor.Including the general, he didn't really know much about the three of them.At that time, he was still very young and did not understand many things.Knowing that the emperor might send a large army to rescue a sick and disabled young man, he only overheard what the general said.The general's original words were that the emperor must not be allowed to know about this, otherwise he would probably ignore it and send a large army to the rescue.It's been so long that he can't remember it clearly.Besides, he really didn't understand anything at that time.That's why it's so easy to talk behind your back.At that time, he couldn't imagine that the king of a country would do anything ridiculous for a young man, so he shared this overheard information with his partner and expressed his own opinions as if it was an after-dinner conversation.He really didn't know that the sick and disabled boy was also in that courtyard at that time, so he hid behind the rockery and listened quietly.But he always remembered that it was a winter day.When he and his companions walked around the rockery, the young man sitting there was as pale as paper, his beautiful face was carved from ice and snow, and the whole person was lifeless, fragile as if it would be broken at the slightest touch.The boy saw him too.He remembered that the boy was as stunned as he was now, with tears hanging from the corners of his reddened eyes, and tears were running straight down.The young man said with a blank face: You are right, how can the king of a country be for me.He was directly frightened by the boy's collapsed appearance.Without thinking about it, he ran away with his companions, and it happened that the general's guards were looking for the young man at that time, so he showed him the way by the way, and he was not worried that something would happen to the young man.It's just that the more I think about it, the more afraid I am of the teenager's informant and the general's punishment.I spent a day in fear, but I didn't expect that not only did I not get the reproach of the general, but I heard the news that the young man was seriously ill and had a high fever, and he was in a coma again, and then he was transferred to the camp of the king of Guangping for some reason to continue to be a small soldier, and the young man's dazed look became a nightmare in his dream.Such a white and flawless young man had a lifeless and heartbreaking appearance, and the tears that fell seemed to smash through his heart.He remembered that image for many years.So after seeing Hou Ye again, when he was surprised that after so many years and the young man of that year was still growing straight and tenacious, the wrong thing he did when he was young began to torment him day and night.The lieutenant also hesitated a lot before deciding to come over and ask for guilt.After telling all the information he knew back then, the captain kowtowed again and admitted his mistake: Master Hou forgives me, everything happened back then that the last general said nonsense, and the last general really didn't know that you got up.Gu Jingyuan said.As he spoke, he looked away from the general.With his wisdom, even though there were still many details that were not perfect, it was enough for him to figure them all out.Gu Jingyuan had nothing to ask anymore.Hou Ye's lieutenant refused to get up, and still buried his head on the ground.Gu Jingyuan was still standing upright, and said in a very light voice: I don't blame you.As he spoke, he lifted his steps again, walked forward, fluttering, and had already brushed his sleeves away.The general really didn't mean it, so many years have passed, and it is impossible for Gu Jingyuan to pursue it anymore.He had already heard too much of what he was talking about behind his back.But Gu Jingyuan never thought that his former self was so fragile because of a sentence.A joke from a small soldier.He took it seriously.How disappointed is it to cry about this?
Today's Gu Jingyuan can't even imagine it.The only thing that is certain is that even though he will not remember this incident in the future, the events of that night still cast a shadow on his heart.So much so that many years later, so many things happened, he never thought that it was Long Yanzhao Long Yanzhao After receiving his letter for help, it was not that he did nothing.He sent Yang Jin over.And according to what the captain said, Long Yanzhao has always been concerned about and asked about his condition.Even、Even if he was killed by his biological mother at that time, he almost lost his life.Even at that time, he was not in charge of the government, isolated in the DPRK and China, and had no right to speak at all.But he still sent Yang Jin.He trusts the most, Yang Jin.It's Long Yanzhao.It turned out that Long Yanzhao never gave up on him.After leaving the captain, Gu Jingyuan's footsteps suddenly became a little vain.His face turned pale as paper again, and he had to hold on to the wall to keep standing.Gu Jingyuan stood against the wall for a long time.It was a long time before he raised his head again, opened his eyes to the clear sky, and spoke to the void: Why didn't the emperor tell me these things?
His voice was quiet.But after a few breaths of silence, a deep male voice came from the ethereal place: Your Majesty is worried that you will be hurt by this.Gu Jingyuan stood quietly and pursed his lips.The male voice continued: Your Majesty does not want the image of the general to break in your heart.He's afraid you'll be sad.Gu Jingyuan: No more doubts.He walked straight in the direction of the martial arts arena.When he arrived, the emperor was on the side of the field, leading people to inspect all kinds of weapons and equipment in public.Before the big war, weapons and horses are always the most important.Long Yanzhao must have seen it himself and checked them one by one to rest assured.Today's emperor still doesn't pay attention to any decency, and only wears a very ordinary black robe.Even if you are far away, you can stand out because of your tall stature.Very recognizable.Gu Jingyuan watched there for a long time.Until Long Yanzhao, who had finished checking all the blades, turned around, and the emperor's originally majestic and serious face instantly smiled, and he walked in the direction of Gu Jingyuan with a smile, and his long eyebrows twisted violently.Why didn't Ah Yuan go back to rest?
It's such a full day, what should I do if the sun is damaged?
Come back with me.As he spoke, Gu Jingyuan's wrist was held involuntarily.The emperor's hands are very big, and he has been busy for a long time, and he is already sweating all over his body at this time, so even the palm of his hand is a little hot and hot Gu Jingyuan did not hide.He was obediently dragged and followed the emperor in the direction of the camp.His eyes were full of Long Yanzhao's broad back, and Gu Jingyuan followed suit, honestly following the other party's shadow.In fact, he also found anomalies.I used to think that people would change, especially when they ascended the throne and became the emperor, it was normal to change.So I didn't want to know the emperor, so after entering Beijing, I automatically thought that the status of Jiangshan Sheji and imperial power was the most important thing for Long Yanzhao.But since the other party went to Jiangnan to find him, Gu Jingyuan felt that it was wrong.When the other party attacked Beirong, he could still deceive himself, the emperor was really out of consideration for the social situation, but in fact he had nothing to do with himself.But since the time he saw Long Yanzhao again, Gu Jingyuan could no longer deceive himself after all.And I have to admit that even earlier, as early as that night, when Long Yanzhao went to Rongqing's grass house to find him, point out his acupoints, and tell him about the past, he began to feel that something was wrong.The emperor who is so fond of feelings, how could the emperor who really missed Cheng Qi really ignore him and didn't respond to him back then?
At first, it didn't matter if I knew the truth.Also afraid.Fear of learning the new truth, fear that the belief that has been making me barely survive will collapse again.At that time, he only wanted to draw a clear line with the emperor and not involve Long Yanzhao.But then those things happened later, which made Gu Jingyuan have a new understanding of their relationship, and he gradually began to be curious about the truth.In fact, on the cruise ship, he promised the emperor to return to the north, and he agreed with the exploration of this question.It's just that he didn't expect that he hadn't started the investigation yet, and the truth was automatically placed in front of him.pulled Gu Jingyuan back to his tent all the way, and after going back, the emperor took the lead in pouring a glass of water and handed it to him.Gu Jingyuan shook his head, shook the wrist that had just been held all the way, and did not answer: I'm not thirsty, you drink.Long Yanzhao was indeed thirsty.Gu Jingyuan is afraid of cold, but he is afraid of heat.During the summer days in the north, the sun is always hot.After swaying on the martial arts arena for more than an hour under the sun, the emperor was thirsty.After he finished drinking one cup, Gu Jingyuan had already poured the second cup and handed it to him.The other party's fingers are as white as onion roots, the finger bones are craggy and prominent, the nails are full and round, and the whole hand holding the teacup looks too cute.Long Yanzhao couldn't help it, held that hand, and then took Master Gu's hand and drank the cup of tea.Why is Ah Yuan so well-behaved today?
I'm not thirsty, the emperor's old problem has been committed again.He couldn't help but skin up, held the hand tightly and didn't let go, and asked with a smile: Do you want to die?
Well, I thought.Unexpectedly, Gu Jingyuan nodded and said neatly.The emperor was suddenly stunned.I don't know how to pick it up.He called in a low voice: Ah Yuan can Gu Jingyuan has already raised his eyes, and the red peach blossom eyes at the tail of his eyes are slightly bent, looking directly into his eyes.Gu Jingyuan said seriously: I miss you, Long Yanzhao.Chapter 69: I'm also floating for a long time, ah, ah, ah?!
Long Yanzhao was in disbelief, and the palm that held the other party slammed into his arms, pulling the person into his arms.His spirits were sharply excited, and his mood fluctuated.I was happy that Gu Jingyuan suddenly said that I missed him, but I was so surprised that I couldn't believe it at all.I always felt like something was going on.The emperor asked uncertainly: What's wrong?
What happened?
He pressed the man in his arms, looked down at him, and patiently asked: Huh?
Gu Jingyuan winked at him.The tails of his eyes were flushed again.Like the clouds in the sky in the evening, the fiery red sun dragged and gave birth to a reddish glow, extremely dazzling, radiant, but always with a little bit of sunset sadness and sadness.It's beautiful.It's breathtakingly beautiful.It's also so beautiful that it's heart-wrenching.What the hell happened to Ah Yuan?
Long Yanzhao touched his face, took off his chin and rubbed the top of his head, there is something, no matter what, I have to tell me.Gu Jingyuan said: Your Majesty, thank you.This seems to be the only thing that can be said.He has said it many times, but when he really wants to say something, this is the only thing he can think of.Gu Jingyuan insisted: Thank you, Long Yanzhao.Long Yanzhao: The emperor began to be at a loss.He really likes to hear Gu Jingyuan call him like this, but he can't hear the other party's tone combined with such a title.I can't hear what the other party is thinking.Fortunately, Gu Jingyuan quickly said frankly: I know that when I was in the north, Yang Jin didn't tell you about me, the emperor, I know everything.Ah wish?!
Long Yanzhao was shocked when he heard this.He hurriedly went to see Gu Jingyuan, stretched out his hand to lift his chin, and didn't ask him how he knew, the emperor was full of thoughts about no wonder Ah Yuan was sad again, no wonder Ah Yuan cried again and his heart cracked a little bit, he hugged him tightly, tightly sealed, and didn't know how to hug him tightly.Long Yanzhao tried to explain, and even defended Yang Jin.But before that, Gu Jingyuan unexpectedly smiled at him.He smiled lightly and raised his eyebrows.Even the scar on the brow bone is much more vivid and lighter.It was undoubtedly a relieved laugh.It was more like a relief, Long Yanzhao had never seen him smile so easily.No, it's not like I haven't seen it.Many years ago, Ah Qi also laughed like this.Although it is not like it is now, the three souls and seven spirits have been portrayed by the years, and the eyebrows and eyes have long been burdened with deep and restrained, and they can no longer fly as happily as when they were young.But Gu Jingyuan, who has such a smile, is indeed very similar to Ah Qi in the past.Gu Jingyuan chuckled and said: Your Majesty, I'm really fine.His past beliefs had collapsed, and it did take him a long time to clear his mind and digest it.