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Chapter 962: Despair Knows How to Love Yourself


The Sanqing Daoist did not have many guards left, but they were loyal enough to Yan Li.They are the children picked up and raised by the Sanqingdao people, and over time they become the secret guards of the Sanqingdao people.The Sanqing Daoist had already seen through life and death, so he entrusted Yan Li to the children he raised for protection.First, to prevent Patriarch Yan from committing a black hand, and second, to take care of Yan Li instead of him, so as not to cause a big disaster and hurt himself.Patriarch Yan didn't expect that his younger brother would die and leave a "life amulet" for his son, which was really a good plan.To protect Yan Li from the Southern Mansion, only one of the six secret guards was left, and the remaining five were hidden in the shadows.Yan Li didn't expect the Sanqing Daoist to make such an arrangement, and he couldn't help but be sad and moved.He rode aimlessly, trying to take a sip of wine to suppress his troubled thoughts, but he reached out and grabbed it."

Mr.

Li, where are we going?"

Yan Li was stunned by the question, looking at the sky and sighing.yes, where is he going?

Nanfu can't go back, where else can he go?"

Li Haitang, I want to meet her.""

Okay."

The secret guard raised his hand and made a gesture to let his companions hiding in the shadows know that Yan Li and he were going to meet Feng Xiannu in Ciyu Town.The road from Yan clan village to Ciyu Town is very close, and it can be reached for two hours on horseback riding on weekdays.The secret guard was a little unsure of Yan Li's temper, how could a person who usually acted in a hurry, have such idle time?

Riding a horse is slower than riding a bull.Entering Ciyu Town, Yan Li asked the secret guards to find an inn to rest, and he wanted to go to see Li Haitang alone.The secret guards didn't agree, but Yan Li insisted on refusing to take them, so they decided to protect them in secret.In the new mansion of the Pavilion, Yan Li's arrival was later than she expected.She thought that after burying the Sanqing Daoist, Yan Li would come to her in a hurry.I didn't expect to wait from sunrise to sunset, and finally waited for Yang Yanyan to come to pray.In the east side of the courtyard, the main house is cleaned up.The tables and chairs, tables, ornaments, beaded curtains, etc. in the middle hall were all removed, a wool felt blanket from the Western Regions was spread, and more than a dozen jars of wine were placed around it.Yan Li followed Yang Yan's wife to the East Side Courtyard, and as soon as she entered the main room, she smelled the fragrance of wine in the room.He was stunned to see the little girl sitting cross-legged on a beautifully patterned felt blanket pouring wine."

Invite me for a drink?""

Hmm.Don't want money. ”Li Haitang unveiled a jar of daughter red and said, "This is what I sent someone to steal from the wine cellar in Zhuge Mansion, come and taste it." ”"Doesn't Uncle Zhuge love tea like life?

When did you love wine again?

”Yan Li took off his shoes, sat cross-legged opposite her, took a glass of wine and smelled the mellow and strong fragrance, and exclaimed: "It's really good wine."

It's really not a loss to Zhuge Zibo, and even the wine collection is a good product in the world. ”"Master also drinks on weekdays, but his body is ......

As you know, he should not drink alcohol.I watched more strictly, and he was more honest. ”Li Haitang also poured a small cup and sipped it, and asked, "Sanqing Daoist people are in the soil for peace?"

”"Hmm."

Yan Li felt that drinking with a cup was not enjoyable, so he grabbed the altar of daughter Hong and wanted to take a sip and stopped, looking at her embarrassedly."

Drink.I can only drink this small glass, and the rest of the wine is all yours. ”Li Haitang raised the small wine glass in his hand, touched his mouth, and his facial features were wrinkled.Yan Li smiled, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his index finger.grabbed his daughter's red wine jar and raised his head to drink, he drank very boldly, and he looked like a chivalrous man.Li Haitang pinched a piece of bergamot and ate it quietly, quietly watching him drink wildly.Who would have thought that two people who once hated each other would sit and drink together.A jar of daughter red was poured down for most of it, Yan Li held the wine jar for a long time, stared at her with misty eyes, and said, "I really don't understand, why did I come to you?"

Now that I have ended up like this, I didn't go to my friends who I made close friends on weekdays, I didn't go to Zhuge Zibo, I didn't go to the Huajian Lou singing and carnival, I actually came to you.Hehe!

Hehe!

”Li Haitang nodded, wiped his fingers with a wet handkerchief after eating bergamot crisp, took a sip of wine, and said, "I understand." ”"You?

What do you understand?

”Yan Li's eyes were half-narrowed, and his smile was contemptuous but not hostile.Li Haitang brought an altar of apricot blossom village, opened the red paper that sealed the altar, and said: "Only when people are forced into despair do they know how to love themselves and how to fight for themselves."

People only know how to love themselves when they are desperate. ”"Li Haitang, this is why you are an enemy of the Eight Great Clans?"

Yan Li didn't believe it, snatched the wine jar in her arms, and said, "Aren't you here to help Uncle Zhuge ?"

”"It's not my wish to be the daughter of Fengxian, and it is not my wish to be sold by my father.I didn't want to accept my fate, but the eight major clans were colluding to force me into a desperate situation, and I had to fight for myself. ”Li Haitang pinched a piece of red bean shortbread and ate it, she never thought she was wrong, just as the old men of the eight clans didn't think they were wrong.Everyone lives with the belief that people do not perish for themselves, and others can be so selfish as themselves, why can't she?

Yan Li poured another jar of wine and praised: "You are really smart.I have to say that Zhuge Zibo has a discerning eye and is admirable!

”"Master treats me like a benefactor, and he never teaches me to harm others."

After Li Haitang finished eating the red bean shortbread, she saw that the wine jar in Yan Li's arms was empty again, she grabbed a small wine jar and opened the red paper envelope, and said, "This is what I brewed with my own hands, you can taste it." ”"Okay."

Yan Li agreed, put aside the empty wine jar, and reached out to ask her.Li Haitang smiled and asked, "Aren't you afraid that I will be poisoned?"

”"What is the fear of death?"

Yan Li, who was half-drunk and half-awake, smiled gently, and took off his stubborn coldness, he was still a sixteen-year-old arrogant boy.Pouring wine, laughing heartily, and weeping to his heart's content, he threw away all restraints in front of her, and cut through the invisible armor to reveal his true heart.Laughter, crying, scolding, shouting, and quarreling were heard in the main room of the east side courtyard......

A sound came out of the house, so that the three people in the courtyard could really hear it.The ghost hand said coldly and sourly: "Why don't you see her treating me so well?

”Qianye hooked the corners of his lips without commenting, he turned his head to look at the handsome and peerless Zhuge Yi, as if he wanted to see him with a hint of jealousy.It's a pity that he guessed wrong, and the people are as calm as water."

See what?"

Zhuge Yi left with his back hand.He didn't expect that Haitang would be willing to comfort Yan Li, and he didn't expect her to steal his wine in order to comfort others.The ghost hand looked at each other coldly and smiled at Qianye, knowing that Zhuge Yi would not stay for long.After confirming the safety of the East Side Courtyard, they also found a place to drink, and discussed the move of the thieves' nest to Dongmin Alley by the way.In the main room, the drunk Yan Li was lying on the felt carpet, holding an empty wine jar tightly in his arms.His eyes were drunk, and he stared at the little girl sitting quietly beside him."

Li Haitang, you are really a devil.""

Well, I'm a devil and cannibalism, you must not be so drunk that you don't wake up, otherwise you won't see the rising sun tomorrow morning."

Li Haitang followed his words and threatened, not at all childish and ridiculous.Yan Li laughed and said, "Whimsical!

”"Humph!

Don't say it if you know it, be careful that I really do it to you!

”She leaned into his ear and lowered her voice.He closed his eyes and smiled faintly."

Come on, I'm not afraid

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"() Glory to the end