"No......
The queen mother knows that you have a grudge in your heart......
The princess next to the palace can grow up freely, but you can only be accompanied by the Four Books and Five Classics all day long.You have a good piano skill, but because you are the prince of the East Palace, you are afraid that you will be said to be unprofessional and cannot show yourself in front of others......
"You have a soft body, you have loved silk and bamboo dance music since you were a child, and your dancing is also good-looking......
You dance well, the queen mother knows. ”The queen's eyes were half-closed, as if she remembered the past, and the corners of her lips hooked up a bitter smile."
You envy Nianxi and Duancheng, envy all the princesses in this palace, and you want to grow up normally and freely like that......
You don't want to participate in the treacherous situation between the DPRK and China, and you don't want to interfere in political disputes, and the queen mother knows it. ”Shen Changan was silent for a long time, the mist accumulated in her eyes, and she blinked hurriedly to prevent the tears from falling.He reluctantly hooked his lips and smiled, and said, "What did the queen mother say, the position of the prince of the East Palace is a blessing that no matter how many people want to ask for, the son is very content." ”"Qingqing, you don't have to hide it from me, you are my daughter, how can I not know what you are thinking in your heart?
You have been the most lively since you were a child, but you have lived on thin ice in the palace for so many years, and you are afraid that your identity will be discovered wherever you go, and you are afraid that those old ministers will talk about the lack of virtue in the East Palace in front of your father every day......
In fact......
In front of the queen mother, it doesn't have to be like this. ”The more the queen spoke, the tighter her voice became, and she couldn't hide her choked voice, and Shen Chang'an felt angina when she heard it.She smiled and comforted, "Wouldn't it be nice to be calm?"
”"Not good......
The Queen Mother would rather you be lively and naughty and free all the time.If you weren't born in the royal family, I would have liked you to be like a child for the rest of your life, but it's a pity that ......"
"The retainers understand. ”"No, you don't understand," said the Queen's voice, which grew weaker and weaker, and a gentle smile on her lips that was rarely seen in the past, "I don't have much time left anyway, so I'll tell you it all." ”Shen Chang'an's heart ached violently when he heard the queen speak like this, and he couldn't cry, "The queen mother ......"
"Listen to me-" The queen paused and said weakly, "I know you don't understand why I want you to be the prince of the East Palace......
You may have always thought that the queen mother liked boys, but you don't know how happy the queen mother was when the imperial doctor secretly told me that she felt that this baby was more like a girl......
I've been happy for a long time......
At first, I really wanted to raise you in a honey pot......
But gradually, the queen mother began to be afraid......"
"Do you know that the border from Dongwu to Huancheng is adjacent to Xicheng?
Xicheng's strength is far better than that of Dongwu, and what can maintain peace in this side of Xinjiang is not only Dongwu's tributary years, but also marriage. ”"Among the royal family, shameful, the peace obtained at the expense of the princess," the queen said word by word, "the last princess sent to Xichengguo was the eldest princess Zhaoxun, the sister of your father, the only daughter of the empress dowager......
What kind of woman is that......"
The queen's eyes slowly emptied, as if the appearance of the woman appeared in front of her."
She is lively and cheerful, gentle and generous, born with a good appearance and a good temperament......
It seems that the most beautiful words have fallen on that woman, and the people in the palace like her very much, and the first emperor even praised her as a pearl in his palm...... "() After being reborn, I became the favorite of Shousuke."