It's just that when it was time for the reunion of thousands of families on Chinese New Year's Eve, she didn't come.She was married, and we were at odds with each other, and I drank a lot of wine and fell drunk in my dreams without her.In February of the following year, when she was about to get married, I opened the storeroom and looked at the face that my grandmother had left for me, saying that it was going to be given to her future granddaughter-in-law in the future.I smiled, picked up a bunch of girl's gadgets next to me, and stuffed them into the housekeeper, who smacked his tongue, so many things, too precious.Is it valuable?
I looked at it, didn't pay much attention to it, and picked out a few more bracelets in good color, and then closed the shining golden storeroom.On the day she got married, I should have go, but I was a little hesitant, I was afraid that I couldn't help but rob my relatives.Later, I still went, I was afraid that without my support, I only relied on her father who was a third-grade official, and she had a hard time after she got married.With me, the titular brother-in-law, she can live a better life.I went, carried her on the sedan chair, and accidentally caught a glimpse of a bright red under her hijab, and hurriedly put her into the sedan chair.I watched her sway away in a sedan chair and made an excuse to go back.I wasn't too sad, but I was just a woman, I said this to myself, but I couldn't persuade the heart that didn't know when it would be beating.I seemed to have drunk a lot of alcohol and wanted to go to sleep, but the housekeeper pulled me up with panic in his eyes.I didn't care, and asked him what was wrong, and he said that something happened to Miss Jiang.I used the first three words very well, but after listening to the last three words, I woke up most of the time, and asked in a deep voice what had happened.Coughing all the time, pale, sick and unable to get out of bed......
I fell down on the bed and let the butler go down.He stood there and hesitated for a moment, but went back.I couldn't sleep tossing and turning, ready to go and see, but I felt like I was being amorous.On the second day, I checked the judgment of the Tai Hospital and asked him to follow him when the Yu family came.Otherwise, with the ability of the Yu family, it will definitely be judged by the court.After a few days, the court told me that her days were numbered.I was calm and calm, but I didn't think about it, okay, why was I so sick?
But I can't visit her, at least not yet.I waited patiently for three days, couldn't wait any longer, and rode on my horse to the Mansion of the Marquis of Berning.Qinan Courtyard is Chu Chengxuan's courtyard, and the smell of medicine on my face made me frown, and the little maids on the road were eager to take a detour, so I walked quickly to the wing.She was very haggard, but she was very happy to see me, after all, her father and mother could not easily come to visit, and I was the only one who knew her here, except for the maid who accompanied her.She said she was so nice that I didn't have to worry about it.I didn't say much, I just asked her, if you found the antidote, would you be willing to leave?
She was stunned, obviously not expecting me to say such a thing, and I was silent for a moment before saying that I would talk about it after I found it.After that, I went back to the house, and I went to see her every ten days and half a month, and she became more and more emaciated every time, and I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, so I went crazy to find the antidote, but I didn't even know what disease she had, and where to find the antidote?
After more than half a year, her condition still did not improve.The death of my eldest brother was finally announced to the world, and the frontier was turbulent, and I also got an edict to go and guard the frontier for three months soon.I went a little more diligently before leaving, and her mother-in-law was a difficult person to get along with.With me, her life would probably be better, but now I'm leaving.Before leaving, I found Chu Chengxuan, he still looked so gentle, Jiang Yingyue's condition was dispensable to him.In the name of my brother-in-law, I asked him to take care of Jiang Yingyue, not as the Duke of Xinguo.Chu Chengxuan asked me if I admired her.I was silent for a long time, do I love her?
Actually, I don't know, I just think she's a very interesting little girl, and my feelings for her may be family affection, after all, she always comes to visit me when I'm in the most difficult time, even if she doesn't do anything.In the end, I almost ran away.The days on the frontier were very hard, and when I looked up at the moon at night, I was always blinded by the wind and sand, and suddenly my eyes turned red.I knew I missed her, but I couldn't say it.My subordinates all asked me why I didn't get married, and I didn't know, maybe I was waiting for someone, waiting for someone who was simply impossible.After returning from the frontier, I endured it for a day before going to the Marquis of Berning's mansion.She was even more haggard, but her eyes were still the same as when they first met, round, but the tails of the eyes were slightly raised, a little charming, and a little sad.Distress?
She shouldn't be sad, it's because I didn't protect her.I often think that if I had been brave at that time and went to Jiangfu to propose marriage, maybe she would not be like this.But I don't have a chance to regret it, she doesn't like me either, how can a little girl who has been afraid of me since she was a child like me when she grows up?
Just watch her from afar.But she seemed to have a premonition that her time was running out, and she looked at me with a pleading gaze.I told her that her parents and siblings were all right, and I lied, but I didn't go to see them at all.I just want to put her at ease.She was visibly relaxed, as if she had lost her nostalgia for the world.I couldn't bear to look at it anymore, and ran away again like the last time I saw Chu Chengxuan.Walking out of the Berning Marquis Mansion, I thought again that this might be the last time we would see each other.I glanced at the direction of Qinan Courtyard with some nostalgia, she didn't know until she died, there was once a teenager who once deeply admired her.Yes, love.I couldn't have her for the rest of my life.There is no one who can have her, she lives for herself all her life.After two or three days, I looked at the green shoots blooming on the branches, and suddenly I had a premonition.I rode through many streets to the Mansion of the Marquis of Berning.She rarely sits in the yard basking in the sun, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, she is really a very beautiful person.She looked up, looked at the shoots on the branches, closed her eyes, and never opened them again.It's like falling asleep.I didn't go over, I left the Bunning Mansion.On the day of her funeral, I took a look from afar, and her mother's family was crying, but I still didn't shed a single tear, and even for many years afterward, I didn't shed a single tear.I came back to my senses and picked up the new spike from the table and placed it on the longsword, the old one in a box with a letter.It was my suicide note.I'm going to the frontier tomorrow, and I'm going to get some sleep.But I couldn't sleep tossing and turning.Then I finally fell asleep, and in my dream there appeared the little girl, who was nine years old.In the dream, she didn't have timid eyes, but called me "Brother Qi" with a smile, and her voice was very sweet, like dew in the morning, sliding down on my heart along the veins of green leaves.I am twenty-seven years old, and it has been seven years since Jiang Yingyue passed away.It was the first time I dreamed of her, and maybe the last.In the last battle, I rushed forward without my life, maybe they were all intimidated by me, no one dared to step forward, and I still fought regardless of it.Later, when they finally found my flaw, I watched the blood gush out of my chest and watched the person across from me smirk.Maybe this is relief, I look at the sky, but it is daytime, there is no moon.I have never had a moon in my life.The author has something to say: Recently, I recommend my pre-received essay "There are oranges every year" Xiao Tianwen who raises cubs to hunt and cure diseases, and I'm sure I don't want to take a look'Copywriting: Ah Tang's parents died when he was a child and he lived at his uncle's house.Sixteen-year-old Ah Tang is getting more and more smart, but her aunt wants to give her to the stupid son of the landlord's family as a concubine.Ah Cheng resisted to death, desperately grabbed Zhu Wenjing, a life-saving straw, and married him.Even if Zhu Wenjing has no land and no money, lives in a thatched house, and has a stepdaughter who is waiting to be fed, she also admits it.Living a small life diligently, Ah Tang felt like a dream, and his family not only built a green tile house, but also opened a hospital in the city.Even her stepdaughter is the daughter of a noble man in Beijing.The people who have fallen into the ground: !!
Ah Tang's life is too good, is it too late to tie the knot?
Ah Cheng counted the money leisurely, but she didn't know that those people didn't even touch the corners of her clothes, so they were driven out by Zhu Wenjing coldly.This man, she married the right one!
* Zhu Wenjing remembered that when Ah Tang was a child, he also hugged her.So when she was desperate, he rescued her, married her, and raised her as a sister.Later, he couldn't help it, took her into his arms, and gave her what she wanted, and he gave her both hands.
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