"You don't love me anymore, do you?"
Ji Yunyan's voice was very low, and his tone was very light, as if he was talking to himself.Xia Yu hung his head and said, "I don't know."
But one thing is clear, I don't want to live with you anymore. ”"You're torturing me by dragging me."
Xia Yu added, "We won't have a good time, so why bother." ”Ji Yunyan tightened his arms, still stubbornly saying, "I won't give up, because I still love you." ”Xia Yu didn't continue this boring topic.He broke Ji Yunyan's arm around him with his hand and said, "You go out and change your clothes, so as not to catch a cold." ”After sending Ji Yunyan out of the bathroom, Xia Yu stayed alone in this hot and humid space for a while, turned up the water temperature a little and continued to rush, his skin was burned red.He emptied almost all of the hot water in the solar before drying himself off and leaving the bathroom.When he changed his clothes and went out, Xia Yu found that Ji Yunyan was no longer at home, and the black briefcase he usually used for work was gone.He thought, maybe Ji Yunyan had something to do and went to work again.Xia Yu took out the key to Qiu Ling's house from the clothes he had changed, opened the security door opposite, and went in to pack Qiu Ling's change of clothes and other daily necessities.Later, he will go home to cook, and then take it to the hospital for Qiu Ling to eat.Qiu Ling had no mobile phone or pen and paper at hand, so she had nothing to do, so she had to turn on the smart TV in the ward and watch variety shows boredly, and turn on the sound very quietly, so as not to disturb the nurses who were running back and forth in the corridor.The audience likes to consume beautiful women, so recently, whether it is a TV variety show or an online variety, there are a lot of variety shows with omega as the main body, drafts, blind dates, breakthroughs, and talk shows.The variety shows broadcast during the day are quite boring, so Qiu Ling casually picked a blind date show and started watching it.On the screen, a good-looking male omega guest is narrating his life: a superior family background, outstanding education, bachelor's degree TOP2 graduation, master's degree in the United States, now in the financial industry, a monthly income of almost 100,000 yuan, a house and a car, and a large deposit.The only downside is that the age is already over thirty years old, which is a bit old.I want to get married and have children as soon as possible, so as not to become an advanced maternal age for a long time.The alpha guests expressed great satisfaction with his external conditions, and several alphas spoke positively, saying that they didn't care about age, or that they just liked to be older than themselves.Then, the omega guest began to talk about his conditions for choosing a mate: to be a good-looking alpha, all physical conditions must be excellent, so as not to inherit inferior genes from the child.It doesn't matter what the job is, he can support the family, and Alpha takes care of the children at home.As soon as he finished speaking, the ten lights that were originally on were all extinguished.After looking at it for a while, there was a knock on the door of the ward.Qiu Ling thought that Xia Yu was back, and he was a little happy in his heart, and said briskly: "Didn't you say that you would come back at noon, why is it so fast?"
Come on in. ”So the door to the ward was opened.Ji Yunyan walked in with a handful of lilies and said, "I'm sorry, it's not Xia Yu." ”Chapter 64 It is impossible not to be surprised or frightened when you choose to see the wife of your cheating partner suddenly appear in front of you.Qiu Ling turned off the TV, subconsciously shrank back, clutched the quilt on her body tightly with both hands, raised her eyes slightly, looked at Ji Yunyan with a weak heart, and said, "You......
Looking for me what is there?
”His voice was soft, so weak that he could barely hear him.What I didn't dare to face but had to face finally came.Ji Yunyan put the flower in his arms on the bedside table and said, "I'll do a prenatal checkup and see you by the way." ”Qiu Ling thought that Ji Yunyan probably already knew about his affairs with Xia Yu, so he asked, "Do you want to......
Tell me about Xia Yu?
”"No, it's about you."
Ji Yunyan moved a chair and sat down beside Qiu Ling's bed.Qiu Ling was a little confused."
Your husband is going too far with you."
Seeing Qiu Ling's injuries all over his body, and thinking of the incident that Xia Yu asked him about domestic violence before, Ji Yunyan had a conclusion in his heart, "Let me ask you, do you want a divorce?"
”Qiu Ling didn't understand Ji Yunyan's intention to tell him this, nodded suspiciously, and said, "......
Think. ”"I'm here today to tell you that I can help you."
Ji Yunyan looked at him, "If you need it, I and the law firm I partner with can provide you with legal advice and even defense to help you divorce your husband without charging you any fees." ”Ji Yunyan's tone was very calm, and it seemed that he really didn't come to trouble Qiu Ling.Qiu Ling was stunned.He has no job and no savings, as long as Qin Yichen freezes his card, he doesn't even have the money to hire a lawyer.Ji Yunyan's words were undoubtedly a relief to him.But intuition told Qiu Ling that things were not so simple, how could someone help and seduce her husband's third party regardless of conditions.After a while, Qiu Ling spoke: "You should ......
What are the conditions, right?
You want me to take the initiative to leave Xia Yu, do you?
”"I'm pregnant, and Xia Yu can't file for divorce.No matter what kind of agreement or fantasy the two of you have before, it can only be based on the premise that you are all divorced, right?
”Ji Yunyan crossed his legs and rested his ten fingers on his knees, "And now that Xia Yu can't get married, what are you going to do?"
Are you willing to be a third party all the time?
You could have a better choice. ”As a lawyer, Ji Yunyan first suppressed Qiu Ling in terms of the momentum of his speech.His words weren't so aggressive, but they made Qiu Ling can't help but shrink a little."
I'll help you get a divorce, you leave Xia Yu and live your own life."
Ji Yunyan continued, "Continuing to study, or going to work, and doing what you like, no matter what, is more meaningful than being a junior and waiting for a person who has a wife and children and can't get married." ”Ji Yunyan looked into Qiu Ling's eyes and asked, "Qiu Ling, what do you think?"
”Qiu Ling lowered his eyes and stared at his scarred hands.Freedom is indeed too tempting for him, he has been locked in a cage for too long.But Xia Yu is too precious for him in life.If he could, he wouldn't want to give up, he would want to fight for everything.Is he too greedy?"
Can you ......
Let me think again?
”Qiu Ling asked in a low voice."
Yes."
Ji Yunyan had finished what he wanted to say, he stood up and said, "I wish you a speedy recovery." ”Ji Yunyan didn't lie, he did come for a prenatal checkup.Check whether the fetus is developing normally, whether there is an ectopic pregnancy, and by the way, determine the expected date of delivery, so that you can make future work arrangements in advance.He had had a previous fertility experience and was no stranger to some necessary tests.It's just that when he was pregnant with Ji Xia Ming, he was always accompanied by his husband when he came to the hospital for prenatal checkups, but now he is only himself.After the examination, Ji Yunyan returned to the diagnosis room and asked the doctor how the situation was.The doctor said, "Nothing is wrong, everything is fine."
The expected date of delivery is about the end of May next year, around the 28th and 29th. ”"Okay, got it."
Ji Yunyan nodded."
Ji Lu."
The doctor and Ji Yunyan knew each other, so they still reminded one more sentence, "Your body is not suitable for childbirth, so you should rest more when you can rest, don't work hard, so as not to suffer again later." ”Ji Yunyan nodded and said, "Thank you for reminding me, I will." ”"By the way, do you know how the patients in room 603 are doing?
He's my neighbor. ”Before leaving, Ji Yunyan turned his head to look at the doctor again.The doctor said, "He's not my patient.All I know is that when he was brought to the hospital yesterday, he was covered in injuries and had been kicked in the stomach more than a dozen times, which was quite serious.Later, the child was not saved, and my colleague cleared the palace for him. ”"Didn't his husband come?"
Ji Yunyan asked."
His husband was brought in with him last night and is now hospitalized for other illnesses."
The doctor said, "I went to another department, I don't know. ”Ji Yunyan thanked the doctor and left.He only knew a little about what had happened last night, but it wasn't much the same as he expected.Qiu Ling is very pitiful, of course he sympathizes with Qiu Ling's life, but it is limited to that.He couldn't have given up his husband to someone because of this.At twelve o'clock in the afternoon, when Qiu Ling's stomach began to scream for the first time, Xia Yu appeared in the ward in time with the food packed in a thermos bucket and the things Qiu Ling needed.Xia Yu carefully pulled up the small table for him, put the food and chopsticks in place, and said, "Eat it while it's hot." ”Qiu Ling's mood was a little low, she didn't make a sound, just nodded, picked up the chopsticks and began to eat quietly.After eating a few bites, he suddenly raised his head and asked, "What about you?"
”"I came here after eating, it's fine."
Xia Yu said.Xia Yu turned on the TV, and the blind date show was no longer on the screen, and it was replaced by an AO soap opera that talks about love and love.Xia Yu wasn't actually interested in soap operas, and only watched them to kill time.The pair of AOs in the play are right, they are so poor and neat, and they don't have a good time after being together, and they are very hard.Suddenly, one day a rich and handsome A fell in love with poor O, and tempted poor O to marry him with money, of course poor A was unwilling to let poor O go, and fought desperately, so he was suppressed by Gao Fu Shuai A, and after poor O found Gao Fu Shuai A's despicable methods, he finally decisively stood on a united front with poor A, fought against Gao Fu Shuai A, and finally continued to live a happy and hard life.Now it's the last episode of HappyEnding, where AO hugs and cries in a small broken house.O said, "Thank you for fighting the whole world for me, I love you!"
”A said: "In my heart, you are the only little princess, I can do anything for you!"
”Xia Yu sighed: "It's quite exaggerated. ”"yes."
Qiu Ling finished chewing the food in his mouth and echoed, "I've never seen anything like this in reality." ”Xia Yu said with a smile: "There are more runs with Gao Fushuai, everyone will choose the choice that is more beneficial to them." ”Qiu Ling said softly: "In fact, it is difficult to make a choice, and the most painful thing is the process of deciding to abandon another. ”Xia Yu heard that he was not in the right mood, turned off the TV, and asked, "What's wrong?"
”"I'll talk about it after eating."
Qiu Ling looked at the fragrant and hot meal in front of him, and said slowly, "After eating, let's talk." ”Chapter 65 decides, "Actually, I had an idea from before. ”Qiu Ling lowered her eyes and said calmly, "I'm thinking, if one day I really escape from Qin Yichen, I will continue to go to college, take the undergraduate examination, take the major I like in the school I like, and do music-related work after graduation." ”Xia Yu sat on the edge of the bed and listened to him quietly."
But then, I gradually stopped thinking about it, because I realized that I couldn't escape."
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Qiu Ling continued, "It's impossible for Qin Yichen to be willing to divorce me, so I can only sue for divorce.But I didn't have a job, he locked me at home and wouldn't let me go to work, I had no financial resources, I didn't have the money to hire a lawyer.So I gave up and began to jump into the trap he set for me, being deceived again and again and choosing to continue to believe in him, believing that he would one day get better. ”"Now, I finally have a new opportunity in front of me, and it gives me new hope."
Qiu Ling grabbed the quilt that covered her legs.Xia Yu listened and found that something seemed to be wrong, he looked at Qiu Ling and asked, "......
What chances?
”Qiu Ling told him one by one: "When you were not there just now, Mr.
Ji came to look for me. ”It turned out that Ji Yunyan suddenly left home in the morning to find Qiu Ling."
What did he tell you?"
Xia Yu held Qiu Ling's hand and stared nervously at the omega in front of him.He felt that Qiu Ling was a little strange and unspeakable, which made him feel faintly uneasy in his heart.Qiu Ling said in a low voice: "Mr.
Ji told me that he is willing to defend me and help me divorce Qin Yichen." ”Hearing this, Xia Yu suddenly understood why Qiu Ling had such an expression.Ji Yunyan's law firm is very famous and powerful, and as a gold medal lawyer, he himself has a very high winning rate.With his help, Qiu Ling may really be able to get rid of Qin Yichen's control.This is indeed a great temptation.Moreover, because of Ji Yunyan's pregnancy, Xia Yu can't get a divorce, even if she waits for Ji Yunyan to give birth to a child a year before talking about divorce again, Qiu Ling will have to wait for at least two years for this.- Two years.It's too long.Qiu Ling had already wasted her best years because of Qin Yichen's forced marriage, and she didn't even finish college.Is it going to make him suffer for another two years for someone who is very likely to not wait?
Xia Yu understands the truth, he understands everything, and he understands everything.But now it's really hard to let go."
This is a good thing......
Xia Yu muttered in a daze, "It's a good thing that you can divorce him." ”Qiu Ling was silent for a while before saying, "I've been thinking about this since Mr.
Ji left.For me, of course, it is a good thing to be able to get rid of Qin Yichen.But without you, I probably wouldn't be able to live happily in the future. ”It turned out that Qiu Ling was still struggling and hadn't made a choice yet, so he said these words to him, wanting to hear his thoughts.Xia Yu's heart was a little more relieved.However, human reason and sensibility are separated.Of course, Xia Yu knew that letting Qiu Ling leave him was the best choice, but no matter what, he was reluctant.The reason why Qiu Ling is entangled should be the same as him, because he is reluctant.Once the beauty of this month has been tasted, who wants to let go easily?
Xia Yu raised his head and looked at Qiu Ling.He looked depressed, helpless, and confused, like a wilted flower, drooping with crumpled petals, and people couldn't help but want to love him.Cherish.Xia Yu recalled his original intention of approaching Qiu Ling and touching Qiu Ling - he wanted Qiu Ling to be happy and no longer in pain.But if they continue to stalemate like this, it will only make Qiu Ling more and more painful.Last time, it was Qiu Ling who pushed him and helped him make up his mind to cross the taboo line.This time, let him also push Qiu Ling and help Qiu Ling get out of this relationship that can't end well.From now on, Qiu Ling will definitely have a better life.“…… Qiu Ling, let's separate. ”Xia Yu's voice was soft, with an imperceptible tremor, "It's not because I don't love you anymore, but because I still love you."
So, I want you to do what you want to do. ”A tear smashed against the white sheet, leaching a tiny gray spot on the fabric.Qiu Ling couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and threw herself into Xia Yu's arms and cried bitterly: "I know, I know......"
Xia Yu raised his hand to hug him tightly, and the hot tears fell on Qiu Ling's shoulder, wetting the dry clothes.Late autumn is very cold, and there is no temperature even in the daytime sun.Qiu Ling had a miscarriage, the injuries on her body had not healed, her physical condition was already poor, and after crying, she looked even more pale and weak.Xia Yu sat on the edge of the bed, while he pillowed his head on Xia Yu's lap, closed his eyes, and let Xia Yu rub his cheek with his fingertips.The skin touched by Alpha's fingertips was slightly hot, and there was a slight itch.Even if he didn't open his eyes, Qiu Ling knew that Xia Yu's gaze must have fallen on him at this moment.He enjoyed the feeling of being watched with all his heart by the person he liked.But soon, he will lose Xia Yu.Even if it is deliberately delayed, how long can it be delayed?"
Xia Yu, I want to eat sugar."
Qiu Ling shrank into Xia Yu's arms again, and gently rubbed Alpha's abdomen with her head, as if she was coquettish.Xia Yu happened to be carrying fruit hard candy on his body.He said while digging into his pocket: "Sit up and eat again, it's easy to grab while lying down." ”Qiu Ling didn't wait for him to hand over the candy, he suddenly stretched out his arm to wrap around Xia Yu's neck, so that he had to bend down, and then he leaned up and kissed him.Qiu Ling kissed a little eagerly, and Xia Yu was a little surprised.Usually when they kiss, Qiu Ling always follows his rhythm.Xia Yu's kiss is gentle, long, and delicate, and Qiu Ling kisses back like this, rarely taking the initiative to control the rhythm.It's like a soft little animal waiting to be petted.The unopened fruit candy was trapped in the hands of the two of them, rolling in the blazing palms on either side.Xia Yu sucked on Qiu Ling's lip, bit it gently with her teeth, and continued to probe in with the tip of her tongue, carefully sweeping the tender red oral wall.Qiu Ling let him in and entangled with him wantonly, not endlessly.Between the lips and teeth, there is a little ambiguous sound of water.Omega's soft hand unhonestly reached into Xia Yu's sweater, rubbing through the thin shirt.He could feel that Xia Yu's skin was slowly warming up like him.The two rarely kissed so intensely, and they were both a little emotional for a while.But Xia Yu was still thinking about Qiu Ling's body in his heart, and in a trance, he found that he was almost about to go off, so he let go of the person and quickly pressed the hand that was roaming in his lower abdomen.Qiu Ling looked at him with a pair of slightly watery eyes, looking very aggrieved.Xia Yu still insisted on not touching him, and only said: "Until the point is reached, you have to take care of your body first." ”Chapter 66 Anxiety While taking a nap, Qiu Ling was woken up by a phone call.He struggled to open his eyes, pulled his phone out from under his pillow, and when he saw the caller ID, he started to have a headache again.Xia Yu, who was lying on the side of the bed and was drowsy, was also refreshed, and when he saw Qiu Ling looking at the mobile phone screen and frowning, he asked, "What's wrong?"
“…… My mother-in-law called. ”Qiu Ling sighed, "I guess I want to ask about Qin Yichen's condition." ”Even though Qiu Ling didn't answer the phone for a long time, Qin's mother had no intention of hanging up, as if she wanted to grind until Qiu Ling picked it up."
Hey, Mom."
Qiu Ling finally took it up, "Is there something wrong?"
”Qin Mu's voice sounded anxious and anxious, and she asked, "Are you by Yichen's side now?"
How are the others, have you woken up?
”Qiu Ling and Qin Yichen are in different situations, they belong to different departments, so the wards are not on the same floor.Therefore, Qiu Ling actually didn't know Qin Yichen's current situation.However, since the doctor didn't come to him, Qin Yichen shouldn't be in any big trouble.Although Qiu Ling had made up his mind to divorce Qin Yichen, Qin's mother obviously didn't know about it, and he didn't want to contradict someone on the phone, so he said, "He woke up once last night. ”It's true.When he had a showdown with Qin Yichen last night, the other party did wake up, but now he was in a coma or awake, he didn't know."
Did the doctor diagnose it?
What went wrong?
Yichen won't, won't......
I'm seriously ill!
”Mother Qin asked anxiously, and there was a slight choked voice in her voice.She was a little dissatisfied with Qiu Ling, and felt that when Qiu Ling mentioned Qin Yichen, her attitude was too cold, and asking him questions was like squeezing toothpaste, asking a question before answering."
Mom, then I'll tell you straight......"
Qiu Ling said slowly, "This morning, the doctor gave him a more detailed examination, and finally diagnosed a second-stage brain tumor, which needs to be operated on as soon as possible." ”Then Qiu Ling heard the person on the other end of the phone gasp.The son suffered from a brain tumor - this blow was still too huge for Qin's mother, who was nearly sixty years old, and she couldn't speak for a long time.When Qin's mother and Qin's father got along, there was a subtle sense of disobedience, and the relationship between the middle-aged couple did not seem to be as harmonious as it seemed.Occasionally, when Qiu Ling followed Qin Yichen back to his parents' house to visit, he could always feel that something was wrong, but Qin Yichen was already surprised and accustomed to it.Once, when Qiu Ling and Qin's mother were washing dishes by the kitchen sink together, they found that she also had scars on her wrists.At that time, he thought that maybe Qin's mother had the same experience as him, and she was also suffering from her husband's domestic violence, but she couldn't divorce for various reasons.He always has some sympathy for people who have the same experience.Moreover, in the past three years of marriage, although Qin Yichen has beaten and scolded him at every turn, and Qin's father has been quite strict with him, at least Qin's mother has not treated him badly on the surface.Out of kindness, Qiu Ling still comforted her gently: "Mom, don't worry too much.The doctor said that as long as the surgery is done as soon as possible, there is still a great possibility of cure!
”"Good......
I know.You keep Yichen first, your father and I are about to get on the plane, and we will probably be able to get to the hospital in the early morning of this evening. ”Qin's mother's anxiety was still not alleviated, and she hung up the phone in a hurry as soon as she finished speaking.Qiu listened to the busy sound from the mobile phone, rubbed her eyebrows and said to Xia Yu: "My mother-in-law said that she and her father-in-law will come to the hospital in the early hours of tonight. ”Xia Yu held his hand and coaxed softly: "Isn't it just right that his mother is here?"
That way you can put his business aside and recuperate first. ”"But I want to divorce Qin Yichen, my mother-in-law and father-in-law don't know yet."
Qiu Ling threw her phone on the bed, covered her face and said sullenly.When Qin's father and Qin's mother arrived in D City, he had to face three people.Xia Yu hugged his shoulders and couldn't help sighing: "No matter sooner or later, you have to face it after all." ”As an "outsider", he couldn't help Qiu Ling in this matter, and he could only give more comfort and encouragement in words.After receiving such a phone call, Qiu Ling naturally lost the mood to continue taking a nap.He rested his head on Xia Yu's shoulder and watched the TV show sullenly.The weather in autumn is always unpredictable.It was a sunny day that was shining brightly at noon, but at three or four o'clock, the sky was suddenly covered with a layer of dark clouds, and the sky darkened almost at a speed visible to the naked eye.After a while, a light rain began to fall from the sky.The two of them had their own troubles, their expressions seemed calm and serene, but their hearts were full of anxiety.After a while, Qiu Ling suddenly asked out loud: "Xia Yu, you have been here with me for a long time, don't you need to go back?"
”"What am I going to do when I go back?"
Xia Yu said in a low voice, "Although it's because of ......
I couldn't divorce him about the pregnancy, but in fact, I had already been separated. ”"But we are about to separate, and you are about to return to Mr.
Ji to live with him, you can't ......
It's always been like this. ”Qiu Ling lowered his eyes."
Autumn Listening!
Don't say that again. ”It was the first time for Xia Yu to speak to him in such a heavy tone, his voice sounded a little angry and a little painful, "Don't drive me away......
Qiu Ling was a little frightened, quickly closed her mouth, raised a pair of reddish eyes, and looked at Xia Yu timidly.Xia Yu's heart softened suddenly, he hugged Qiu Ling's shoulders and took the person into his arms, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have murdered you." ”He knew that Qiu Ling was very gentle and understanding, and even in this difficult situation, he still thought about him.But the more Qiu Ling said such things, the more painful he felt.Because it will make him realize that he still has a reality in front of him that he has to face—a cold, cruel, desperate reality.Qiu Ling hugged him, pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed lightly, and said, "Do you know Xia Yu, in fact, I think I am quite despicable.Obviously, he has already thought about agreeing to Mr.
Ji's conditions, accepting his help, and then separating from you, but now he is deliberately delaying the time not to tell you about this decision, so that he can stay with you for a few more days......
"He can't give up Xia Yu, and he can't give up all the good things in the past month.Therefore, he had no choice but to be a despicable thief, taking advantage of the last opportunity to steal a few more days to enjoy the last warmth.Even if it would be unreassuring for him.Xia Yu comforted him and said, "It's not your fault. ”In fact, in the whole matter, who is at fault and who is innocent, how can it be easily said?
Chapter 67 I think you In the end, Xia Yu still left the hospital in the afternoon, because Ji Yunyan sent him a WeChat message, saying that he had something to do and couldn't go to the kindergarten to pick up Ji Xiaming.In any case, children can't be left alone.Xia Yu had to temporarily separate from Qiu Ling, went to the kindergarten, and took her daughter home.After arriving home, as soon as he opened the security door, Xia Yu met his eyes with Ji Yunyan on the sofa.Ji Xiaming trotted into her mother's arms, talking about being praised by the teacher in kindergarten today, her eyes were shining, and she had an expression of "asking for praise".Ji Yunyan patted her little head and said, "Mingming is so amazing." ”Ji Xiaming grinned proudly, the happiness of children is so simple."
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Didn't you say you were in trouble?"
Xia Yu stood at the door steadily, and didn't seem to have the intention of entering the house, "You lied to me again." ”Ji Yunyan rubbed the child's hand and said, "It's my business to find a way to let you go home." ”"If I don't lie to you, are you going to stay with him in the hospital all the time?"
Ji Yunyan asked again.Xia Yu was silent.Ji Xiaming raised her head suspiciously and asked, "Mom and Dad, what are you talking about?"
”"I'm talking about my grandmother's illness."
Ji Yunyan poked the tip of her nose with her finger and said, "You go back to the room to do your homework first, Mom and Dad have something to say." ”“…… Oh. ”Ji Xiaming answered, took his small schoolbag from Xia Yu's hand, obediently entered the room, and closed the door.Xia Yu looked at Ji Yunyan and said, "What I want to tell you has already been finished." ”"I went to the hospital today for a prenatal checkup."
Ji Yunyan put his hand on his still flat lower abdomen, and said to himself, "The doctor said that the fetus is developing normally, and the due date is at the end of May next year." ”Speaking of the hospital, Xia Yu remembered what Qiu Ling had told him."...... you today" just said the beginning, and then stopped stiffly.Ji Yunyan said: "Do you want to ask why I want to help Qiu Ling?
”Xia Yu nodded."
Because I know that if I do anything to hurt him, it will only make you hate me more."
Ji Yunyan lowered his eyes and said.Because of this, he chose the gentlest way - directly take what Qiu Ling wants most and negotiate face-to-face.He knew that Qiu Ling would definitely be shaken by it, and Xia Yu, who was used to thinking about others, would definitely consider the pros and cons of this matter from Qiu Ling's standpoint."
Sometimes, I don't know if you love me or hate me."
Xia Yu pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed self-deprecatingly.He understood that Ji Yunyan must be completely sure of success, and he was sure that he would persuade Qiu Ling to do what he wanted to do, so he would go directly to Qiu Ling.This man knew him so well, but he refused to understand him at all.Forcing him to break up with Qiu Lingti by himself made Xia Yu feel more uncomfortable than forcibly separating them.Xia Yu even wondered if Ji Yunyan was deliberately torturing him to take revenge on him."
Of course I love you."
Ji Yunyan looked into Xia Yu's eyes, but only saw gloom from them.Xia Yu asked, "Is this love?"
”Ji Yunyan replied affirmatively: "This is love." ”Love can also be selfish, willful, and unconditional possession.It doesn't have to be that great.Xia Yu shook his head and said in a low voice, "I'm leaving." ”Ji Yunyan stepped forward to take his hand and said softly: "You haven't been at home, what do you think about Mingming?"
She's a sensitive child, you know. ”"I ......"
Xia Yu frowned."
At least stay home at night."
Ji Yunyan's voice was a little begging.Xia Yu pulled out his hand and said, "I only accompany Mingming." ”After speaking, he entered Ji Xiaming's room.Ji Yunyan looked at his empty palm, and couldn't help but redden.Ji Xiaming was writing her homework, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she looked up: "Dad?
”Xia Yu put on her usual gentle smile and said to her, "Mingming, Dad will sleep with you at night in the future." ”"Don't you say I'm a big kid, do you want to sleep alone!"
Ji Xiaming blinked, looking quite aggrieved, "I wanted to sleep with you and my mother before, and you still said that I was here......"
"I've figured it out now." ”Xia Yu made a gesture to leave, "You don't want it, don't you?"
Shall I go?
”Ji Xiaming was in a hurry, and hurriedly rushed up to hug his waist and said, "Don't, don't!"
”Xia Yu finally showed a sincere smile.After the father and daughter quarreled for a while, Ji Xiaming went back to the desk to do her homework, while Xia Yu moved a stool to sit next to him and watched, giving Ji Xiaming guidance from time to time.Halfway through writing, Ji Xiaming's stomach suddenly rang very loudly."
Dad, I'm hungry......
Ji Xiaming pouted and asked, "Why don't you go cooking today?"
”Xia Yu was in a bad mood just now, and completely forgot about cooking.At this time, Ji Xia Ming mentioned it, and he remembered."
It's a little late now, it's too late to cook, I'll go and make noodles."
Xia Yu coaxed her, "I'll take you to eat pizza on the weekend to compensate you." ”"Yes, yes!"
Ji Xiaming shouted excitedly, "Dad is the best!"
”Xia Yu placed a pot of egg noodles in the kitchen and served three bowls, first serving a bowl to Ji Xiaming, and then serving a bowl to Ji Yunyan, who was working at the desk in the study.He put the bowl on the table, and without saying anything else, he turned to leave.Ji Yunyan saw the hot noodles on the table, and said behind Xia Yu, "Ah Yu, thank you." ”In the past, he took the children to do housework and cook three meals a day every day, and for many years, he never heard Ji Yunyan say a word of thanks.Now that their relationship has broken down, Ji Yunyan finally knows to say "thank you".If only this sentence could have come earlier......
Xia Yu pinched his eyebrows and stopped thinking about it.Qiu Ling sat alone on the hospital bed, looking at the message sent by Xia Yu in the WeChat interface in a daze: I'm sorry, I have to spend time with the child at home tonight.I ordered a takeout for you, so I want to finish my meal and have a good rest.See you tomorrow.He had been staring at the lines motionless for ten minutes.The corridor outside the ward was full of people.There was the sound of wheels running over the floor, the screams of women, the comforting words of doctors and nurses.I guess it's a pregnant woman who is going to give birth.But these noises outside have always had nothing to do with him.Qiu Ling turned off the lights, and the ward was dim, only the moonlight outside the window fell on the ground.He sat up, bent his legs, and buried his face in them.During the day, Qiu Ling was accompanied by Xia Yu, but now he was the only one left here.He has no reliable friends, no loving parents, no husband who feels sorry for him, so he can only stay alone in this empty space, with nothing to do and no one to look forward to.It turns out that when Xia Yu is away, time will become so difficult.