Although Li Min's life experience is simple, she can't understand Mu Jie's feelings at the moment, but it does not prevent her from standing in front of the wheelchair and gently stroking Mu Jie's back to show him that she is in the same camp as him."
Mujay, in our previous primary school textbooks, there was a poem "Some people are alive, but they are dead", does it contain the situation you said?
”"And this text?"
Mu Jie looked up at Li Min suspiciously."
Yes.The first volume that should be in the fifth grade is the poet Zang Kejia.Some people are alive, but they are dead; Some people are dead, and he is still alive.Some people rode on the heads of the people: "Oh, how great I am!"
Some people bent down to serve the people as cattle and horses.Some people carve their names into stone, wanting to be "immortal"; Some people are willing to be weeds and wait for the fire to burn.Some people live, others cannot live; Some people live for the better life of the majority. ”Li Min only recited it to Mu Jie, but did not say that this poem was the Zang Ke family's commemoration of the thirteenth anniversary of Lu Xun's death.She recited the poem very slowly, leaving enough time for Mujay's intellect and emotions to follow the poem.And she achieved her goal.After Li Min stopped, Mu Jie repeatedly whispered, "Some people are alive, but they are dead." ”Don't look at Mu Jie is only a few years older than Li Min, but he went to school early, and he went to the first grade of primary school as early as the anti-big class, and the first lesson of the Chinese textbook is not a A o wo e Oh, but Mao/Long live the chairman, I love Beijing □□.The teaching materials that follow them are also different.In the year Li Min went to school, he had the first edition of the unified textbook for primary school students in the country.After Mu Jie chanted it many times, he felt that this poem was too close to his heart.He hugged Li Min tightly and said, "Minmin, thank you for bothering to enlighten me.If I'm still sad for someone who has been dead for fifteen years, I'm too confused. ”Li Min fluttered his hair and said, "Don't swear."
Mu Yu will learn from you.Prenatal. ”Mu Jie withdrew his hand and wiped it on his mouth, and cooperated: "Slap your mouth."
Say no more, lest you teach the child badly.That, Minmin, aren't you tired in the morning?
Go take a nap. ”"Well, it's quite tiring.Today's blood vessels are on the thin side.It's exhausting. ”Li Min covered his mouth and yawned, and then begged Mu Jie in a soft voice: "You lie down with me for a while, okay?"
”"Hmm-okay."
Mu Jie understood his lover's intentions, so he turned his wheelchair and followed Li Min back to the master bedroom.* Li Min woke up and found that Mu Jie had slept more peacefully than usual.The heart said that it was no wonder that Mu Jie saw that his spirit was not so good this morning, and it was estimated that he didn't sleep well last night.But thinking of Mu Jie's demeanor when he woke herself up for dinner last night, she couldn't help but admire Mu Jie's self-restraint ability - knowing that his father was dead, he could still pretend to be casual in front of him for the night.If he hadn't refused to eat meat at noon today, he wouldn't have noticed his abnormality.However, now that he knows that he will be out of the spirit tomorrow, he doesn't want to rush back, but if he doesn't do anything like this, will he regret it in the future?
But what should be done to do it?
Li Min stared at the ceiling, thinking for a while and couldn't figure out what to do.She reached for her watch on the bedside table, it was almost two o'clock, and it was time for her to get up.As soon as Li Min moved, he woke up Mu Jie.He hugged Li Min uneasily: "Minmin, where are you going?"
”"Washroom.You go back to sleep. ”"Hmm."
Muljay vaguely agreed.Li Min got up and unplugged the phone extension, took the watch, and went out with his clothes.These movements, which she thought were very light, made Mu Jie wake up completely.Mu Jie, who came to his senses, grabbed his multi-function watch and looked at it, it was almost 2 o'clock.It was a really heavy night's sleep.If you sleep like this in southern Xinjiang, you don't know how you might die.He secretly spat on himself, and after being gentle in the countryside for a long time, his vigilance was gone.He stretched his body, and the good elasticity provided by Simmons mattress allowed him to sit up smoothly with one leg crossed.He stretched his arms and waist, and then lay back on the big bed with a "jump".He patted himself on the head and said, "Hey, what am I doing so vigilant in my own home?"
It must have been because I didn't sleep well last night. ”Yesterday, Li Min went home from work and went to bed first, and then started to make routine work records at 9 o'clock, Li Min slept late, and he also postponed the bedtime later.In the end, the man lay in bed, but because of his father's death, he stared and didn't fall asleep for a long time.I also fell asleep in the second half of the night.But after falling asleep, what recurs in the dream is when I was a child, when I was a child in the countryside.At that time, my family lived in harmony and happiness......
The scene of my father taking his brothers to tie kites and make lanterns is vivid, as if I had passed through it all over again.Until the alarm bell in the early morning interrupted his fond memories.Mu Jie folded his hands on the pillow behind his head, and now he remembered the question that he had been avoiding and unwilling to face yesterday.Where will my father be buried?
Will you be buried back to your hometown and your mother?
If my mother had a spirit and asked him if he had taken good care of himself, what would he say?
He sat up, dressed, sat in a wheelchair, and when he opened the door, he heard Li Min and Xiaofang talking in the living room."
Make vegetarian balls at night.If you are not sure, do it early and call your sister to help you. ”"All vegetarian?
Aunt Min, Uncle Mu wrote this week's recipe a few days ago, reminding me to make sure you have enough protein every day. ”"Tofu and eggs have enough protein, and they are not considered vegetarian.""
So, what about steaming a plate of blood sausage?""
Let's steam."
Then there was the sound of Li Min opening the door and going out, and the sound of Xiaofang opening the refrigerator door.Mu Jie turned his wheelchair and went to his daily position and began his afternoon work.* After Yang Yu was told by his father, he felt strange in his heart.He knew that his father's words were right, and he did what his father said, not to mention that within ten or twenty years, at least ten or eight years would have a smooth life, and there would be many opportunities for surgery and business improvement......
But in doing so, he couldn't promise that he wouldn't repeat his father's and mother's old ways.When he entered the city that year, he was already 10 years old, not a child anymore, he remembered.He remembered that it was the spring when his father had just returned to the provincial capital to go to school, and it was almost such a season, when such pear blossoms and peach blossoms were full of trees.He remembered that his grandfather dragged himself and his sister to the school, took his father's letter of divorce, and reported the situation to the school.At that time, he did not understand why his uncles had always looked down on his father, and when he did not want to continue with his mother, they were all against it.Maybe it's because my grandfather looked for a school.My father never went back after he left the countryside to go to school.But because his father was in school, his bursary was not enough for him to spend, and his mother and siblings had been adding new clothes for three years, and he was the worst-dressed child in primary school.There is also a mother who takes herself and her sister to live in a small room in the courtyard of her grandparents' house, and takes him and her sister over when they eat.He began to think it was the same as his grandmother's house.But slowly, from the words of his aunts and aunts, he heard their dislike for his family of three.That kind of disgust is that I can't stop their mother and son from eating at the dinner table, and I can't wait for their mother and son to disappear.But they didn't dare to let their mother and son go.They were afraid that their father would be implicated and expelled from school.They often quarreled with their mothers, and their mothers were so angry that they were defeated at the beginning, and then they fought against three with one against three, including grandma.For more than two years, he was terrified.Slowly, he discovered that his father didn't look down on his stupid mother.It's not entirely stupid, what he doesn't like should be his mother's "laziness", but in the countryside, his mother has never done those housework, and his father just did it silently and didn't say anything.He held all his doubts in his heart, watching his father, who only came back during the winter and summer vacations, becoming more and more silent, and no longer talking to his mother day after day, year after year, watching them become passers-by.In that small room, they persevered for more than two years.The house had no electric lights, the house was so hot in the summer that it was impermeable, and in the winter it was so cold that every brick crevice had air in.It wasn't until my father graduated and went to work in the provincial courtyard that they were able to move to the provincial courtyard's tube building.A north-facing room with no sunlight all year round.But there are some lights, heating, water room, and toilet in the building, which is better than in the countryside and better than the small house in the grandparents' house.And my mother soon got a job, and she and her sister also added new clothes.What a day.But her mother detained herself and her sister and did not allow her to go to her grandparents' house.Every time my father brought it up, he was not allowed to make a New Year, and the result was my mother's crying.There are many bad things and many embarrassing things.I didn't pass the exam when I transferred to the provincial experimental junior high school, and then I had to go to the primary school to retake the fifth and sixth grades.He still remembers the words of the gray-haired old teaching director at that time - "This child has average talent, and the primary school he studied in the countryside was delayed in the junior high school of his children."
If you force him to go to junior high school, he will definitely not be admitted to the main high school after three years.After that, it was impossible to get into university. ”So he and his sister were demoted.Then the father began his first quarrel with his mother for the first time.He blamed his mother for not taking care of his and his sister's homework in the past three years, and his mother ridiculed the children's study, and it turned out that in the countryside, it was the father who was in charge.He remembered that his father had asked his mother, "What do you want to do?"
”He remembered his mother's reply: "Without me, you would have died of exhaustion and starvation in the countryside."
I gave birth to the eldest grandson of your old Yang family, and I am the hero of your family, so you should play a board for me. ”He didn't know if his father was willing to play for his mother.But he liked the life in the tube building, because he didn't have the disgusting eyes of his aunts and aunts; He likes that the teachers in the experimental primary school are clear, and he also likes the environment of the experimental primary school.But he was embarrassed.Because he is the tallest in the class, but he is a relegated student.The coaxing of the little classmates made him so ashamed that he couldn't raise his head or straighten his waist.But such an embarrassing thing never happened again after my father went to the head teacher once.My father was omnipotent in his eyes at that time.Soon, the family added a washing machine, a TV, and a small Xiaoice box, and their lives were richer than their neighbors.The only regret - is that my mother's voice is getting louder and louder day by day.He remembered vowing at that time that he would never repeat his parents' life.But in the face of Li Yanran, he doesn't think like they think, he will like Li Yanran, a beautiful girl.At that time, in the tube building, my parents were a joke in the eyes of the neighbor's children.And Li Yanran is almost an enviable princess in the eyes of children of the same age.She is protected by three older brothers at home, and no one dares to provoke her from the children in the dormitory area of the provincial hospital.At school, she is protected by a teacher, and she dances best.She was the same age as herself, later than she went to school, but her grades were worse than her own.When she was admitted to the junior college of medical school, she graduated from high school and was admitted to the health school.Technical secondary school.She's dumber than herself.Other than that, I can't find anything wrong with her.I just feel that it's okay to live with her, and it's okay to live with others.After thinking about it for a while, Yang Yu finally clarified and figured out his intentions: Li Yanran is not the girl he wants, not the girl he wants to be like Director Li and his wife, who live and die together for a lifetime.The remaining question is whether to repeat his father's old path.() The distance is a bit far