Every day before going to bed, Yan Shang routinely self-reflects, examines his behavior throughout the day, and whether there is anything out of line.Thinking about it like this, I couldn't help but think of last night's twilight shake asking him not to go to her again.When Yan Shang was reading today, the conversation between the two last night suddenly popped up in his mind several times, which made people follow him.So at night, Yan Shang naturally thought of twilight swinging.She was procrastinating, wanting to reject him, but reluctant to reject him.This is the conclusion of Yan Shang's reflection.When he came to this conclusion, Yan Shang was a little chilled for a moment.However, he had already chilled here in the twilight, and he could still withstand the blow.At this time, sitting in front of his own bookcase, Yan Shang was just pondering, and did not show any different colors.He reflects on whether it is his own problem, or is it the problem of twilight shake?
What was it about him who showed such eagerness that scared Twilight?
But why should she be afraid?
Is she afraid of love between men and women?
Yan Shang closed his eyes and reviewed the anomaly that Twilight had shaken a few times to himself.The first time she showed her fear, it was when she was pressed on the bed, and when he almost couldn't help kissing her, she was so frightened that her whole body stiffened and trembled unconsciously; Second......
It was the one that gave him the water lilies at dusk.Yan Shang opened his eyes and looked at the pot of water lilies next to the bookcase in his room, in the corner of the wall under the window.Water lilies bloom day and night, and this is certainly not the flowering period.Yan Shang just looked at this pot of water lilies, and thought of the evening shake that night when he took the initiative to hold the water lilies and came to him.She didn't care at first, but when she got to bed, she smiled and laughed with him, just like before.However, when he accidentally pressed her down, she resisted again......
And when he kissed him at dusk, he gave Yan Shang a feeling......
Well.Yan Shang hesitated slightly, wondering if he was thinking too much.He just felt that Twilight had kissed him many times, but she never seemed to ......
Addicted.As touched as he did.He was sure that Twilight Shake should like him......
But he just felt that she was too calm.Every time she kissed him, she was like a bystander, indifferently observing his reactions, and only his reactions could bring her pleasure.What she liked was his reaction.Rather than kissing, hugging, and getting laid.Yan Shang's heart sank for a long time, slowly got up, walked to the pot of water lilies and squatted, looking at the lotus leaves hugging the flower bones, full of fragrance, but I don't know when the flower will really bloom.Yan Shang reached out and touched the lotus leaf, and muttered softly: "......
Is it because her previous relationship was too unsuccessful?
Because she doesn't like her ex-husband so much, that's why she does this to me?
”All of a person's actions must have traces left over from the past.Yan Shang was stunned for a long time, and inexplicably hated her ex-husband, who brought her so much harm.He didn't guess the real reason for Twilight's repetition with him, but he just felt that she didn't dare to accept him because she had been hurt, and he felt pity in his heart, and he couldn't bear to persecute her.That's it.She made him chill like this, but she couldn't be blamed for that.Yan Shang silently endured this incident, and decided to give Twilight more time to accept him.Give her more time, and she'll know he's not the same as her ex-husband.Regardless of her previous marriage, in short, he was not the kind of person who would hurt her.Two months......
I hope Twilight Shake will accept it.However, in two months, with Twilight Shake's broken memory, if he had left no trace in her life, he wouldn't have met two months later, and Twilight Shake would have treated him like a stranger, right?
It's hard to cultivate a little affection, and you have to start from scratch, right?
Yan Shang naturally didn't want Twilight to leave him behind again, and after thinking about it, he planned to write a letter to her every three days.At least let her remember his existence.
--A letter in three days, Yan Shang stuck this time too well.Just let Twilight sway between the two stages of "forget it, don't miss him", "just don't miss him, he sent a letter".The struggle in the government is not easy, and the twilight shakes follow the prince, and the king of Qin fights to the death every day, and the two sides continue to make moves.And Twilight Shake is fighting with the prince to hand over the matter of the banquet in the inner court of the year-end ceremony to her.The year-end ceremony is a major event celebrated by various countries, and it will only be the turn of a few years.Twilight Shake must catch the show of his face in his own hands.As long as this matter is handled well, the twilight shake will not only have a higher prestige in the Great Wei, but will also be remembered among the small countries of all parties.This matter is inevitable.As long as the highest-ranking concubine in the palace is grounded, there is no hostess in the palace who can handle this matter, and naturally this matter can fall on the princesses.And the twilight shake is going to fight King Qin's biological mother concubine, and then squeeze King Qin's own sister Princess Yuyang away and hold a big banquet by herself, which is nothing at all.Princess Yuyang is soft, the concubine is sexual, and she won't let anyone shake her at dusk, it is estimated that King Qin hates her to death.is also because she tries to fight with these people every day, and when she returns to the princess's mansion at night, when she shakes a person to drink to relieve her pressure at dusk, Yan Shang's letter has become her "appetizer" for drinking.Normally, she sits in the three-story attic of her mansion, quietly watching the lights of the mansion opposite, judging whether Yan Shang has returned to the mansion or is not in the mansion.Is he already asleep, or is he still reading.She could already tell which side of his house was lit.So she had nothing to do, so she stared at the two lanterns hanging under the porch of his house.Today, when I saw that the lantern was not lit, I wondered if he had not returned all night; Tomorrow I saw that the lantern had been lit all night, and I was angry that he hadn't slept all night.Cranky thinking is the most decompressing, and it is the most torturous.And after the maid Chunhua left, the work of standing behind the princess every night, holding the letter and reading the letter for the evening fell on the maid Xia Rong.Xia Rong read Yan Erlang's letter in a clear voice: "I stayed at the teacher's house last night and met my wife.The teacher is over fifty years old, but when he saw his wife's big belly, he had to sigh in his heart that the teacher should be strong when he is old. ”Hearing this, Twilight shook out laughing.Xia Rong looked at the princess and saw that the princess was looking at the lights of the mansion opposite, and a glass lamp was dangling in her hand.After drinking for a long time, the princess had a red face and silky eyes, but she returned to the mansion with a gloomy face, and only then did she burst out laughing.Xia Rong breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that it was good that Yan Erlang's letter would make the princess laugh.Otherwise, the princess would have lost her temper all day long, and they would have been very afraid.Listening to the twilight shake cheeks and laughing: "He's really narrow."
It must be that he doesn't show anything on the surface, but when he returns to the house, he says that his master has a big belly, and that his teacher should be strong and strong......"
Xia Rong smiled: "Yes."
Erlang is now talking to His Royal Highness more than before, and Erlang would never say this kind of thing before. ”Twilight snorted: "Yes, his temperament is not good at all and he doesn't say anything bad about others...... so now Yan Shang will secretly say his teacher's words behind her back when he writes letters to her, which makes Twilight shake moved and complicated.…… Why trust her so much?
Are you so sure she won't catch his loopholes and harm him in the future?
A person like him shouldn't say anything to others.Twilight shook her hand and propped her forehead: "Hey, headache."
The head hurts even more. ”Just read the letter every day, and for two months, maybe she won't forget someone.Even now, Twilight Shake misses Yan Shang a little and wants to see him appear in front of her.Words are still true, and there are many thoughts.
--In the blink of an eye, summer has passed, and the autumn leaves are red.The autumn leaves fall, and the winter is cold.Chang'an entered October and began to enter early winter.For two months, the little maid sent by Twilight Shake to monitor and take care of Liu Wenji came to report, saying that Liu Wenji just went to Beili every day to buy drunk, and he was very drunk, and he either slept or read books during the day, and did not socialize with others.Twilight shook him to see that he didn't make trouble, so she left it alone.During this period, when the evening shook and fought with the King of Qin, he still had time to go to the Jin Palace, and take a look at Chunhua.Chunhua has already shown her arms, her body is plump, and her face has a soft glow containing maternal love.Although Chunhua always had a trace of sadness between her eyebrows, the Jin Wangfu did not abuse her, she was doing well, and she was relieved to shake at dusk.It's just that Chunhua wanted Twilight Shake to touch her belly and feel the fetus, but Twilight Shake rejected mercilessly.Twilight shook absent-mindedly: "I don't like children, never will." ”Chunhua could only sigh, accepting that the princess might rarely come to the Jin Palace's mansion to see her results.After all, it is the king of Jin, and the princess will not come often to avoid suspicion.In mid-October, on the day of the exam, Yan Shang went out as usual, preparing to go to the Ministry of Officials to take the exam for the erudite macro vocabulary department.If the grades are good, there will be an official immediately; If you don't get hired, wait until next year.Many people in Chang'an are waiting to see how they can do in the exam after Yan Shang rejects Liu Xianggong.Yan Shang was calm, and did not show any traces on his face.When he went out, the servant brought the horse, and when Yan Shang turned to face the alley, he was stunned for a moment.I saw that the carriage of the princess's mansion was parked in the alley, and the maids and guards were getting on their horses.Obviously, Twilight Shake went out early today and met him here.Yan Shang saw the maids and guards greeting him, and he returned the salute with his hands crossed and looked at the carriage.Knowing that Twilight Shake is inside.His heart moved, and a very soft smile appeared in his eyes: he couldn't meet it when he went out every day before, but today he easily met it.Could it be that she was waiting for him on purpose?
Yan Shang went over, stood outside the car and saluted the people in the car: "Your Highness is well." ”A lazy voice came from the car at dusk: "Today's exam?
”Yan Shang: "Yes." ”Then the curtain of the car opened suddenly, and Twilight looked out of the car, just as Yan Shang looked up.The young man stood outside the car, his big blue sleeves hanging to the ground.The thin figure makes him look a little high-spirited, lining his eyebrows like ink, his temperament is like jade and bamboo, transparent and exquisite.Twilight shook it clearly, seeing every eyelash on his raised eyes, every drop of early winter dew on his sideburns.The style is like this.Shang also looked at her, and saw a bright red leap into his eyes.She was lying on the car window, slightly hooked, round as a cat's eyes, with a little charm, with a little clear.She was lying on the window watching people like this, and he was like being thrown into a bright red dream.Her flamboyance makes everything around her dull and boring.The two looked at each other silently.After two months, I saw each other for the first time.Twilight swayed and lay on the window leisurely, but felt that his palms were already full of sweat; Yan Shangli looked up at her below, and the exam couldn't make his excited heartbeat, and it seemed that he didn't belong to him at this time.After a while, he came back to his senses first, lowered his eyes, and didn't dare to look at her more, for fear that he would be noticed by the people around him if he showed his embarrassment.Yan Shang whispered: "I am very happy to see His Highness when I go out today. ”Twilight shook without saying a word, brushed the floor and lowered the curtain, separating the two worlds.The maids and guards around the carriage showed a sympathetic look to Yan Erlang, and silently told Yan Erlang with their eyes that the princess was such a grumpy person, and it was okay to ignore him.Before he could say anything, he watched the carriage and horse slowly walk out of the alley and rub shoulders with him.When the carriage was about to pass with him, there was a lazy voice in the carriage that only the two of them could hear: "You are pleased." ”Yan Shang looked up at the carriage passing in front of him, his eyes brightened, and he felt a hint of power.
--Twilight shakes his mind.Yan Shang went to the Ministry of Officials to participate in the examination, and Wei Shu also went with him.She has been worried about this matter, and she can't listen to what the ministers have to say in the East Palace all day.She couldn't sit still, so in the afternoon she said that she was unwell and went back to the princess's mansion.Twilight waited for news in the princess's mansion and drank water cup after cup.I just felt that she was about more nervous than him.I can't help but think nonsense.Because the preparation of the examination is more difficult than the scientific examination.So many talented young people like Wei Shu took the exam with Yan Shang, can Yan Shang really do it at that level?
He has been reading the book for half a year, is it really useful?
He couldn't even cope with the previous state exam......
The current exam system really won't make his head big?
Twilight shook her lip and complained about why Yan Shang was not a great talent.If he was talented, she wouldn't have to worry so much.Twilight sat in the main hall drinking water and waiting for the results, and the muffled winter thunder came from the sky, which really made her feel ominous.
--Yan Shang's side is fine.This time the exam was actually easier for him than the last time.The last time he was full of poetry, he was not good at; This time he had to take a lot of exams, but he was not so bottomless.What's more, this time the exam began to ask about politics.With a test question like Q&T, it is much easier for Yan Shang.The secretary of the ministry, the servant of the ministry and others all came to see the examination of these people in person.The whole hall was silent, and occasionally the muffled thunder in the sky could be heard.The exam takes two days.This is the first day, they will stay in the Imperial City tonight, and take the test again tomorrow, and the results will be available the day after tomorrow.The speed is much faster than the previous scientific expedition.
--Liu Wenji slept all day in Beili, and in the evening, the smell of rouge and wine in the building woke him up with a splitting headache.Liu Wenji staggered up and went to change his clothes, and then sat back in his place and continued to drink alone.He is here all day, and the ladies of this flower house are used to him, knowing that he just wants to drink and not be served.This Lang Jun was born so handsome, but he was drunk all day long, and he was suffering from love at first glance.The girls in the Fengyue Field naturally have a good impression of this kind of dedicated Langjun, so they secretly instructed people not to drive this Langjun away.Dance seat thousand flower prostitutes, song boat colorful building.On the night when the lights were on, the famous prostitutes began to dance on stage, and the ladies upstairs snuggled up to the gentlemen and began a new night of drunken dreams.Liu Wenji sat among them, and when he heard the words of Langqu Silver in his ears from time to time, he only drank his own wine as if he hadn't heard it.More than a dozen Lang Jun pushed and shoved past him, the sound was very loud, the bead curtain crashed, and the ladies followed and shouted-"It's Zhang Lang, why hasn't Zhang Lang come for a long time?"
”"But the household department has been busy lately?""
Oh, that Shangfeng is too bad, and he didn't let Lang Jun rest for two days.Lang Jun don't worry, tonight will make you relaxed. ”The young Lang Jun who was called Zhang Lang laughed, followed by a dozen people who scolded him and hugged him.He was extremely disdainful, and when he saw Liu Wenji when he walked by, he just glanced at it, and then casually hugged a beautiful girl to kiss her.A lady knelt beside Liu Wenji softly, poured wine for Liu Wenji, and whispered: "Lang Jun, that is the eleventh lang in the family of Hubu Langzhong, but a nobleman, don't offend." ”Liu Wenji was drunk, looked at her, listened to her whispering, and only felt that she was as gentle as her own Chunhua.He forced a smile and whispered, "Who can I afford to offend now?"
Don't worry, I won't be out. ”The lady sighed, took pity on him, and sat aside to pour wine and take care of it.Liu Wenji: "......
What are you doing with me?
I don't need a lady to serve, you can go down. ”The lady pleaded, "The concubine has only been here for a short time, and she does not want to serve those who are pickled."
Please have mercy on me and let me stay and serve. ”Liu Wenji thought in his heart that it was not easy for anyone in the world, so he didn't shirk it.Laughter and laughter are the norm here.Zhang Lang drank two more glasses of wine, and when he was drunk, he sat upstairs and didn't have time to enter the attic, so he began to move his hands and feet to the lady serving beside him, and the other party pretended to refuse.It's just a game between men and women.Zhang Lang wantonly, suddenly saw a lady sitting in an oblique corner, and at a casual glance, he saw a beautiful lady so moving.Zhang Lang pushed away the people around him and pointed at the lady: "Get her for me!"
”Everyone around Zhang Lang followed Zhang Lang's gaze and looked over there.The weak lady knelt beside Liu Wenji, pouring wine for Liu Wenji, and suddenly a few Lang Jun came over to this side, separated the two sides, grabbed her arm, and lifted her up.She screamed in panic, and those Lang Jun smiled: "Don't call, don't call, Zhang Lang wants you to serve!"
”The lady was sad in her eyes: "I don't want it, I don't want it......
Liu Lang, Liu Lang save me!
”She stretched out her hand to Liu Wenji, Liu Wenji was drunk just when he was drunk, the woman's long nails scratched the back of his hand, and the stinging pain made him return to reality, and he heard the woman's sad voice for help.Liu Wenji looked sideways, and saw that it was the lady who was sitting here with him who was dragged away by several Lang Jun, those Lang Jun had a tacit smile on their faces, and the lady was dragged to the ground, her long hair was messy, her clothes were torn, and she tore out with a thorn.The lady screamed: "Help me!
Save me!
”Her pleading, tearful, beautiful eyes, with pleading, looked at Liu Wenji.Liu Wenji's brain slammed to the ground, and it went blank.He seemed to see Chunhua who was looking at him with tears in her eyes, but she was always silent.Thinking of her being dragged to King Jin's bed that night, was she also so helpless?
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When her beautiful eyes looked at the people around King Jin with tears, did she also beg someone to save her?
When a tragic fate fell on her, was she desperate, was she ......
Not a single person reached out to her helping hand?
Let her fall into the abyss, let her breath a little bit, so that she can no longer struggle out of the malicious trap that fate pounced......
In Liu Wenji's mind, the cold eyes of the twilight shook appeared.She said, "It will pass."
Will forget. ”Liu Wenji heard his voice at that time, which coincided with his current muttering - "I can't get by, I can't forget it." ”At least for now.
--"Bang-" Someone on the second floor of the flower building overturned the case, and a teenager rushed towards the group of laughing young Langjun.The young man Lang Jun shouted: "Let go of her, let go of her-" Let go of the shackles that fate has bound her!
Let go of her weak and innocent soul!
--Liu Wenji bumped into it, knocking away those hip-hop young Langjun, and he squatted down to hold the disheveled strange lady in his arms.That Zhang Lang was already holding this lady to steal incense, but he was suddenly knocked away, screamed, and fell into a cold sweat on his forehead.Zhang Lang was furious: "You dare to rob me of someone?
Give me a discarded him-" "Boom-" The muffled thunder was in the sky, muffled by the rouge and the sound of singing and dancing in the land of smoke and willows, and the building was already in chaos.A group of young people pounced on Liu Wenji, who protected the strange lady under him and closed his eyes.
--Thunder in the sky.In the middle of the night, there was a knock on the door of Princess Danyang's mansion.Twilight was woken up by a knock on the door in the middle of the night, and for a while he thought that something had happened to Yan Shang, so he hurriedly got up and went out at night.She pushed open the door, and the two little servants she had sent to take care of Liu Wenji knelt under the porch covered in blood and mud, crying and looking up: "Your Highness, it's not good, we didn't take good care of Liu Lang.""
Liu Lang was ......
Wasted into a eunuch. ”Twilight listened to the two little girls cry twice before realizing what had happened.She staggered back two steps, her face suddenly pale and bloodless. ...