Twilight shakes the face of Yan Shang with all the sharpness and precaution.He looked at her so sadly, and he said it in a high tone, and he rarely really got angry......
All of this makes Twilight's back straighter and straighter, and her chin higher and higher.The words in his mouth, "You didn't tell me many things earlier", directly stimulated her, making her eyes flush and her pupils vibrate.Twilight Shakes Anger: "How's it for you?"
Wouldn't you want to get out of the way early, so you don't have to get involved with me?!
”Yan Shang was stunned for a moment, and barely controlled his mouth without choosing words: "I didn't mean that......"
Twilight shook and sneered: "Seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, gentlemen do not stand under dangerous walls......
Isn't that what you mean?
Where did I say it wrong?
You're just a piece of wood, I don't poke you, you don't move.I've been teasing you, but are you innocent?
Didn't you give me a chance again and again?
If you are really loyal and unyielding, when I kiss you for the first time in Lingnan, you should be killed by a headlong death!"
You didn't!
You have enjoyment, you have sinking......
It's the opportunity you gave me!
”Yan Shang couldn't argue, and his face was white.He really, really......
No matter what kind of mentality he had, whether he wanted to have a good relationship with Twilight Shake or didn't want to be an enemy with Twilight Shake, he did ...... at the beginning He calmed down slightly and asked softly, "Okay, it's me who is not innocent, I do have an ambiguous attitude towards you.
Dark.So, what do you mean when you say that I will be your lover and not give me a title, Your Highness?
”Twilight shook and didn't speak.Yan Shang stared at her: "It's for me to watch you marry someone else and become a husband and wife with someone else, but I can only steal from you in secret.
Feeling?
”Twilight shook impatiently: "I said I won't marry......"
Yan Shang interrupted: "It's just that the benefits are not enough to make you excited!"
Once it makes your heart flutter, you will marry.What do you want me to hide in the shadows and take me for?
Face-to-face?
Don't you see a lover?
Year after year, you and others appear at the same time, but I am only asking for a little charity?
”Twilight Shake: "Don't be so pathetic.Nor will I prevent you from taking a wife and having children. ”Yan Shang looked at her: "Really?"
Won't you stop it?
”Twilight looked at him in amazement.His eyes shone like ice and snow, and the gaze that saw through her heart made her want to say that she wouldn't care about him, but she swallowed it back and couldn't say it.He is so perceptive.As long as he is not emotional, as long as he is not confused by her, he can easily see through what a person is thinking.Twilight shook her and couldn't speak, so Yan Shang whispered to her: "You speak nicely, you won't care about me, but if I marry a wife and have children, can you really accept it?"
Your Highness, are you the kind of person who can accept it?
When you say this, it's just that you think that I won't marry and have children now, but you think that since I don't care about this, why don't you go along with you and continue to spend time with you."
You want me to follow you, year after year, day after day.You want me to go on like this with you, and let me go on like this with you for the rest of my life......
You are so selfish, Your Highness. ”Twilight stared at him quietly, and for a while, she seemed to have lost all the source of her anger.She laughed self-deprecatingly.He is looking forward to marriage, expecting children; She hated marriage and hated responsibility.He hesitated not to have children, but he wanted a name; She didn't want to give a name because of her interests, but she wanted to enjoy his company with peace of mind.None of them are pure.Twilight shook a faint voice: "Then what do you want?"
”Yan Shang whispered: "I know my attitude has disappointed you, but I really am not the kind of person who acts on impulse.I really need to think through all the consequences before I can give a clear answer.However......
For you......
"Your Highness, do you feel that you do not deserve a normal marriage?"
Do you think that interests, ambitions, and power are more important than me?
Do you hate a marriage and the promises and responsibilities you have to your lover, and even I can't make you fall in favor?
”Twilight shook and looked at him.Look at him like a pine and cypress, and his quality is like gold and jade.But he stood in front of her in such a mess.Twilight shook suddenly, "Let's separate." ”Yan Shang's mind went blank and looked at her blankly.He stayed for a moment, anger in his eyes, more annoyance, and more sadness.knew that she would not talk to him properly, and finally gave up on him and chose her power.He's getting so ridiculous here.All his pressures, how is he going to endure the pain of not having an heir......
It's all getting so ridiculous.After all, it was a tease of him.After all, when her interests were touched, she gave up on him.Such a humiliating feeling!
Yan Shang looked at her in a daze, he didn't know what he was still hoping for, he felt extremely uncomfortable, and the light in his eyes was like tears, rippling in the clear lake.Twilight shook his eyes away, sat down, and shouted: "Someone, send off!"
”The maids came in.In front of Yan Shang, Twilight shook his eyes and commanded word by word: "In the future, without my permission, my princess's mansion will not welcome this person."
If he can come to my princess's mansion without being able to do it again, I'll ask you!
”The maids glanced at Yan Erlang worriedly, and saw that Yan Erlang's eyelashes fluttered, and his face turned pale.Such humiliation, even Yan Shang can't stay.He bowed to her, turned and walked away.
--Twilight sat in the dormitory with her head bowed.She looked at the shards of porcelain that she had just taken to smash Yan Shang.She stared at the corner of the lichen again, thinking that it was where Yan Shang had just stood.His eyes went from anticipation at the beginning to dead ash later.He was disappointed.But what is he?
An heir problem traps him, makes him hesitate, and makes him not want to make a decision!
He's not pure either!
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He doesn't love her!
She doesn't regret it!
The maid Xia Rong came back, knocked lightly on the door outside, and asked the princess if she could come in and clean the porcelain fragments.After twilight shook up, the maids quietly came in to clean.No one dared to talk to Twilight at this time.Xia Rong quietly looked at the princess, and saw the girl sitting on the couch with her back up, her face drooping, looking at her palms in a daze.The princess's eyelashes are thick and long, and her face is cold.The princess clearly didn't show her fragile appearance at all, but Xia Rong suddenly felt that the princess was sitting there alone, not crying or laughing, as if she was very lonely and lonely.The princess, she thought, seemed very sad.On weekdays, Xia Rong didn't dare to persuade him to shake the twilight more.Although she is a maid in the house, since Chunhua left, the other maids don't know about the princess's past, and none of them can enter the princess's heart.They say a lot and make a lot of mistakes, and if they are wrong, they will be punished, so they don't say it at all.However, at this moment, Xia Rong suddenly wanted to say something.Xia Rong stood beside Twilight Shake and carefully placed a cup of tea on the desk next to the princess.She whispered: "The maid was just outside, but I actually heard His Highness and Erlang arguing about something." ”Twilight shook her head and looked at her, her eyes clear, but she didn't get angry.Xia Rong felt uncomfortable, thinking that the princess couldn't have an heir.No wonder the princess used to hate children so much......
She boldly continued: "Your Highness, Erlang likes you, and Erlang also said that he still wants fame."
It shows that Erlang cares more about fame than children."
The slave knows that His Highness also likes Erlang.In that case, why didn't His Royal Highness let go and give Erlang the title?
”Twilight asked, "Why do you think I like him so much?"
”Xia Rong was stunned for a moment and stammered: "Because, because when the princess is usually with Erlang, she is like a little girl, she likes to be coquettish with Erlang, and likes to let Erlang hug His Royal Highness......
Your Highness and we have never been like this, Your Highness and no one else."
Although His Highness always says Erlang, His Highness is actually not very sincere in getting angry with Erlang.As long as Erlang appears, His Royal Highness is in a good mood, so that the slaves and maids will also follow and be in a good mood......
The slave maid thought that His Royal Highness must be very, very fond of Erlang. ”She was bold and plucked up her courage: "The slave maid thinks that His Highness likes Erlang more in his heart than His Highness shows." ”Twilight shook and didn't speak.Of course, she knew that she was very fond of words.It is precisely because of her unusual experience that she likes words so much in her heart.Her love is clean and clear......
This is the only one, the good, and one that brooks no one to spoil.Even if it's your own words.Twilight lowered her eyes and whispered, "Because I like him, I don't want him to hesitate a little."
I don't have anything, nothing in this world is what I take for granted, only my love is the best."
I don't want his hesitation."
--The twilight shake is no more.Sometimes the carriage was blocked in the alley, and the twilight sat in the middle of the carriage, never looking down.Yan Shang may have come to look for her, she didn't know, but from Xia Rong's hesitant look, Twilight Shake could guess that Yan Shang should have come to her.But she's not uncommon.If you break it, you will break it clean.She knows best how abnormal her liking for Yan Shang is, and she knows that she just looks at him, and she will be moved.Because he is so good, the most beautiful light in her darkness.She didn't know if there was a better Lang Jun in the world than Yan Shang, anyway, she didn't meet it.His influence on her was too great.She would not allow herself to be cowardly, and she would not allow herself to see him and become hot-headed and want to come back.Sometimes at night, she would hate herself for making everything clear, and if she continued to coax, she would continue to enjoy the good that Yan Shang took for granted; Sometimes when she drank too much, she had an urge to go to him, to say that she regretted it, for whatever reason, as long as they were together......
And when the day came, when she calmed down, Twilight Shake was glad that she had survived another day, and she told herself once again that her choice was not wrong.Power precedes love.No one wants to take power away from her!
Whether it is Yan Shang, or the Li family or the Wei family!
Or the crown prince, the emperor!
She tried her best to live well for herself, and to let the people around her be protected by herself, and live well!
--When Twilight Shake saw Yan Shang again, it was already May.At a courtier's banquet, she was supposed to meet Wei Shu.Wei Shu's official luck has not been smooth recently.In the previous military exercises, it is said that Wei Shu should also be promoted.But the officials stuck him.After all, the official position of supervising the imperial history has offended too many people.There were too many people in the court who wanted to pull Wei Shu off the horse, and Wei Shu did not ask for help from the Wei family or from Twilight.When Twilight Shake knew, it was already her decision to solve the problem of her marriage between the Li family and the Wei family.At the banquet, the two sat quietly, and each other had some unspeakable embarrassment.Wei Shu quietly looked at the twilight shake, and felt that Her Royal Highness the princess's temperament was much colder.I don't know if it's because I'm going to marry myself, but when I see him, I don't smile like usual......
Wei Shu lowered his eyelashes, a little uncomfortable.Twilight Shake: "Juyuan, do you want to marry me?"
”Wei Shu looked up at her.Twilight shook no eyes at him, and looked at the other officials who came and went at the feast."
If you don't want to, then we should work together and refuse this marriage together."
If you want to marry me, then I will make an exchange of interests with you - you refuse to marry with me, and I will help you solve the problem that you are now being troubled by in officialdom. ”Wei Shu lowered his eyes: "Your Highness is compensating me?"
”Twilight Shake: "Hmm." ”Wei Shu whispered: "Why do you want to do this?
”Twilight shook his head and looked at him.See him raise his glass-like eyes, quietly, sadly.Wei Shu: "Your Highness didn't talk to me like this before.Has Your Highness begun to hate my existence now?
”Twilight was stunned, knowing that her attitude had hurt Wei Shu.The boy pursed his lips and sat stiffly, his eyelashes quivering and his eyes stained with frost.Anyway, it's a brother who is a full four years younger than her.She was a little dazed all of a sudden, and she didn't know how to coax Wei Shu, and at this time, I don't know which official shouted "Yan Erlang", and she shook her faster than she reacted, and looked over at once.She was originally avoiding Wei Shu's eyes, but she was looking over instinctively, but she suddenly met Yan Shang's gaze.He stood with several Tobe officials, including Tobe Shiro, the minister who was the most effective in Twilight Shake.The head of the household is appreciating Yan Shang for doing an excellent job on official business, and he is still shaking this side to the twilight.He was stunned for a moment, because she had looked at him too.I didn't see them for a month, and both of them were a little distracted, and their hearts were empty.Just looking at each other, it seems to recall a lot of the past......
Twilight turned her face unexpectedly, and her attitude was cold: "Why is Yan Shang here?"
”Wei Shu was stunned, he didn't know why the second brother came, why did His Royal Highness react so much?
The maid Xia Rong bent her knees and said nervously: "When the banquet was announced, there was no name for Yan Erlang.Perhaps, Yan Erlang came temporarily......
It's the slave's fault......"
Twilight Shake: "Let's go." ”She didn't stay here for a moment, she got up and was about to leave.Wei Shu stood up with her and took two steps: "Your Highness......"
Twilight shook reluctantly stopped, and showed a smile to the young man who looked at her at a loss and looked at Yan Shang, and said: "I'll talk to you another day, don't be careful, I didn't target you." ”Wei Shu: "Your Highness, you and Second Brother Yan ......"
He thought to himself, His Royal Highness refused to marry, isn't it because of Second Brother Yan?
Twilight said, "No matter what I say or not, it won't affect you.Don't panic because we're apart. ”Twilight shook away in a hurry, not even doing much to save face, making the officials look strange and look at the newcomer inquiringly.Yan Shang's eyes darkened slightly, and he laughed at himself.He didn't come because he heard that she was coming, and he still wanted to meet her......
However, she is ruthless, saying that she broke off with him, so she really wants to die of old age, right?
Wei Shu walked over and looked at Yan Shang, who looked a little apprehensive: "Second Brother Yan......"
Yan Shang smiled at him gently: "Juyuan doesn't have to worry.No matter what happens to me and Your Highness, it will not affect you. ”Wei Shu didn't speak.I think your statements are really consistent.However......
Are you really separated?
Are you planning to see each other again?
But a princess who wields power, a courtier who rises step by step, how can she never see each other again?
--Twilight Shake also understands this truth, and secretly regrets it.This is the trouble of falling in love with a courtier.Even if they are separated, it is impossible for her not to see Yan Shang again.And every time I see him, there is a possibility of a resurgence.What can I do?
--When the relationship between Twilight and Yanshang became like this, Feng Xianyu left Chang'an and went to Jeju to join the army.Jeju is a deserted place, and Feng Xianyu said that going to Jeju is actually equivalent to being demoted by the center.Feng Xianyu didn't have many friends in Chang'an, and after drinking a farewell wine with a few friends who had little friendship, he waited for Yan Shang to come in a hurry.Feng Xianyu and Yan Shang sat together under the willow tree of Baqiao and spoke.Yan Shang frowned and looked at him, and said gently: "Brother Feng, when the envoys of various countries were still in Chang'an, I heard that you had made meritorious contributions to poetry, and at that time, I also heard that after the envoys left, you would be promoted."
But why are you going to Jeju now?
”Feng Xianyu looked a little haggard.He said, "Serving the princess has gone wrong." ”Yan Shang was stunned.Feng Xianyu turned his head to look at him, and said: "When the envoy was there, I was meritorious, and the eldest princess was a little unhappy when she saw that I didn't rely on her, but went to find another way to be promoted.But His Highness didn't say anything at that time, and it was regarded as acquiescing to my promotion.But after that, His Highness didn't look for me much."
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Then once, because I suggested to His Highness, let His Highness dismiss those useless faces.His Royal Highness refused my suggestion because he was angry that I had been promoted, and did not tell her about my promotion.But my suggestion was heard by the faces, and they were jealous.They sowed discord, framed me in front of His Highness, and designed for me to go to the palace that His Highness had not allowed anyone to go to belong to her husband and her dead daughter."
Your Highness was furious, and I didn't even have a chance to defend myself.I couldn't see His Highness face to intercede for myself, so I was demoted to Jeju to join the army.Your Highness completely hates me who refuses to settle down. ”After hearing all this, Yan Shang sighed softly.Yan Shang: "Jeju is bitterly cold, Brother Feng should be prepared." ”Feng Xianyule: "Thank you for not pulling me to cry like everyone else, crying for me."
Ay......
Forget it, at least when I go to Jeju this time, I can go and pick up my daughter with me.I was just worried that my daughter wouldn't be able to endure hardship and didn't want to go to Jeju with me. ”Yan Shang said gently: "Brother Feng can ask in person." ”Feng Xianyu sighed: "My daughter is too young, and she is not close ......to me" Yan Shang: "No matter how young a child is, he has his own ideas."
Brother Feng always has to ask.Brother Feng has missed the past few years with his daughter, and he must have missed it very much.Once in the world, the fate of parents and children is so difficult, and the elder brother should cherish it. ”Feng Xianyu smiled when he heard this.was demoted out of Chang'an, even though he was sad.But thinking of seeing his daughter soon, he faintly looked forward to the future.For the sake of his daughter, he has to persevere, and he can't die in Jeju.Feng Xianyu looked at Yan Shang: "What about you?"
”Yan Shang was stunned: "What's wrong with me?"
”Feng Xianyu: "You're about to win the crown, right?"
The family is still not urging you to get married?
When I was your age, all my babies were born. ”Yan Shang shook his head and smiled.There was a bit of loneliness in his eyes.He whispered, "I'm afraid I don't have this fate." ”Feng Xianyu only saw the sadness in the eyes of the young Langjun, but he didn't know more, he just thought that Yan Shang was like his opportunity.Feng Xianyu sighed and said, "You and I have known each other, but it is a similar fate.Are you still with Princess Danyang?
”Yan Shang was silent, and after a while, he said a soft "um".Feng Xianyu persuaded him: "If you look at my current appearance, you will know that Princess Shang is not a good errand."
Although she can rise to the top with the princess, the princesses of Dawei have a big temper, and Princess Danyang will not have a much better temper than the eldest princess of Luling."
Being a brother is for the sake of career, and there is really no other way to go.But why should you do that?
You are young and have a bright future, so why bother to serve these princesses?"
Does she refuse to give you a name, nor a child, and to use you as a face?"
Su Chen, listen to my brother's advice, take advantage of your youth, and leave Princess Danyang.Serving the princess is not worth it. ”Yan Shang whispered: "Serving the princess, that's nothing......
It's just, she really doesn't care about me so much?"
Was it a joke on me from beginning to end?
Just think I'm funny, and they tease me again and again.I was moved, and she retreated again and again, prevaricating again and again.She really just used me as a boredom relief and fun.Doesn't she have me in her heart?"
Or is it because I don't have enough status and my official position is too low?
Why did she never let me get involved in her affairs, she always solved things by herself and didn't even think about me?
I've been with her for so long, and she doesn't come into my life or let me be involved in her ......
At first, I thought it would be good to wait a long time, but ......
It's been so long. ”He lowered his eyes and was embarrassed: "I'm not afraid of waiting, I'm not afraid of time, I'm not afraid of those troubles......
That's all solvable.The question is, how long is this period?
Is it for a lifetime?
Will it never see the light of day?"
And now, she's still ......
I just gave up. ”Feng Xianyu patted him on the shoulder, not knowing what to say.Princess, how can ordinary people cope with it.
--Yan Shang and Feng Xianyu drank a little wine at Baqiao and sent Feng Xianyu away.After blowing the cold wind for a while, Yan Shang was a little smoky, but he still chose to go back to the household office.After he exercised his daily drinking, he now drank a little cloudy wine, which would not affect him too much.And when he felt uncomfortable, Yan Shang found that he did drink some wine and his mood could be better.He is already tired of relying on himself to control his emotions, and sometimes he can only rely on this external force.When Yan Shang arrived at the household department, he met someone from the Ministry of Industry who came to ask for silver.In the eyes of several other ministries, Tobe is the richest.But in the eyes of the household, the household is always short of money.Several others came to ask for silver, and it was very difficult each time.The Ministry of Industry came this time, and it was their Shangshu who came in person.Several senior officials of the household department immediately hid out and sent the junior officials out to deal with the Ministry of Works.As soon as Yan Shang returned to the household department, he had to deal with this kind of thing.When he arrived, the people from the household department and the Ministry of Industry were arguing, and the voices were getting louder and louder.Yan Shang rubbed his somewhat sore forehead and walked over to stop the fight, hoping that the two sides would calm down and talk about it.He has a gentle temper and is usually familiar with this kind of thing.But this time, the Ministry of Household and the Ministry of Industry quarreled and shouted, and the two sides pushed open, and Yan Shang was sandwiched in the middle, persuading: "Everyone calm down, ......"
An official reprimanded: "Don't talk too much!
”"What's your business!"
Pushing and shouting, Yan Shang's thin body was pushed back by someone who doesn't know.Yan Shang was a little weak from the wine, and hit the lamp and candle behind him, and the lamp and lamp oil instantly poured towards him, and he fell down...... - Twilight Shake was pulled together by Liu Ruozhu and went to play at the banquet between the girls.The twilight shake was impatient, but she couldn't stand this Liu Niangzi, who was particularly able to pester, and spoke softly.Twilight Shake just can't do anything about this kind of person, so he really went.Just went, and she was also very cramped.She had been unaccustomed to this kind of feast for many years.She was used to interacting with ministers, and she really couldn't talk much to these delicate girls......
Liu Ruozhu was worried that she would not adapt, so she had to follow step by step.Because Second Brother Yan asked for help, saying that His Royal Highness has been in a bad mood recently, and if she has time, she hopes to accompany His Highness.Liu Ruozhu naturally agreed.Liu Ruozhu was talking with the twilight, and suddenly, her maid hurried over, leaned over and whispered a word in her ear.Liu Ruozhu's face changed instantly, and he stood up suddenly.Twilight raised her eyebrows: "What's wrong again?"
”Liu Ruozhu's starry eyes looked at her.Liu Ruozhu panicked and was dumbfounded: "Your Highness, Your Highness, you don't mind if I tell you, right?"
Second Brother Yan and Second Brother Yan were doused with lamp oil......
"Twilight shook his brain and stood up suddenly.She was stunned, didn't say a word for a moment, turned around and walked out.At first, she just walked briskly, but then she was so anxious that she ran straight away.Liu Ruozhu chased after her from behind, and when she reached the gate of the mansion, she saw that Twilight had already mounted her horse and left before her servants.Liu Ruozhu panicked, but calmed himself: With the princess here, Second Brother Yan will definitely be fine.
--Swinging the horse like flying in the evening, she is very good at equestrianism, but there are many people in the Chang'an Street Market, and she rarely disturbs the people with her horse.Today, I don't care about that.The guards rode after her, and Twilight Shake only had time to order: "Go to the palace, ask the imperial doctor to come, be sure to have the best and best ......"
She was so confused that she could barely let herself concentrate on making a decision, but her eyes were already damp, and she was just under control.Twilight shook regardless of the obstruction, and after dismounting, he ran to the backyard of Yanfu.She ran out of breath, and saw a servant in the courtyard holding a roll of white silk in his hand, and the servants were all mournful, and her heart was cold.Pushing open the door, Twilight shook the servants out and walked inward.She saw a dying Lang Jun lying on the bed, and saw that his face was as white as paper, with gauze wrapped around his forehead, and his middle coat was also messy, as if he was wrapped in bandages.He lay there with his eyes closed, and he couldn't feel his breath.She was stupid and thought he was dead.The tears of the twilight shake fell instantly.She threw herself on the bed and hugged him, hugged him who was unconscious and began to sob: "Yanshang, Yanshang......
What happened to you?
Yan Shang, Yan Shang, Yan Shang ......
"What should you do with me like this?"
I can't live without you!
You can't leave me!
You're the nicest person in my life, I don't want you to go!
Yan Shang, woo woo woo ......
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"In a drowsy state, Yan Shang heard the twilight shake as if calling him, hugging him and crying.He struggled to hold his eyelids, and when he opened them, he saw her plopping on the edge of the bed, holding herself and not letting go, crying as if she was about to die.He was tormented by the pain, and now his neck seemed to be drowning in her tears.He vaguely saw a shadow pounce on him, crying so hard that his brain hurt.The words were still vague: "Shake ......"
She whimpered, hugged him and cried even harder, burying tears in his neck.Yan Shang was still confused, and reluctantly sat up on his elbows and hugged her, and she cried even harder.But after she cried for a long time, she finally remembered something.Twilight shook her tearful face, "You're not dead?"
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