Again, I talked about the child.Twilight sat in Yan Shang's arms, and when she heard Yan Shang talk about him and his father, her hand held by him trembled, and she wanted to get up and leave.Yan Shang gently and firmly clasped her wrist, didn't let her go, and finished speaking.Twilight looked at him with a whim.She had already told him that he didn't care, she didn't care, she acted indifferent, but it was pain after all.Every time I think about it, there is a tiny needle sticking into my heart.In life, people need to balance their pain and happiness.Don't lose hope when you're in pain, and don't always dwell on pain when you're happy.In a word, don't be greedy.But she grew up eating whole grains, she is flesh and blood, she is human.If it is a human being, it will have greed and delusion.She didn't really turn away from the world, and the more she loved someone, the more she hated the past, hated that she couldn't have a child with him......
Twilight eyelashes are a little wet.Yan Shang looked down at the girl sitting in his arms, he kept observing her, and when he saw that her eyes were moist, as if she had hatred and pain, he lowered his head and touched her face.He put his fingers on her face, leaned down to kiss her eyelashes, and smiled, "What is this for?"
Didn't you say you wouldn't mind?
”Twilight pursed her lips.She suddenly said, "Actually, it's all my fault."
I didn't know I would meet you, I didn't know I would like you so much.If I had known earlier, I would not have spoiled myself like that.Did I tell you that I actually had a child......"
Twilight lowered her eyes and whispered, "I gave it up on my own."
I killed my own children with my own hands.Chunhua told me that it was a dead baby, but I didn't look at it. ”Yan Shang was stunned for a moment.She was dazed: "I can't watch."
If I want to get out of the barbarbarians, I can't stay there without any concerns.If that child grows up, he will become a threat to me, and I will never be able to do without Wuman.You see, just like Chunhua, she has a child, and she can't leave the palace.I tried to take her away, but she couldn't."
I'm just scared of that."
But I'm very ruthless, don't I?"
As if he felt her pain, his hand gripping her wrist tightened, his shoulders tensed.Yan Shang hugged her tightly in his arms, letting her face press against his neck.His voice was low and forbearing: "It's me who is not good."
I shouldn't have brought it up to make you sad.I thought ......
We can talk."
But I'm not trying to remind you of something bad.Shake, I'm sorry, let's not say that again. ”The water rippled in his eyes at dusk, and he couldn't help laughing.She whispered, "Why are you doing this?"
”She looked up at his face.Twilight was stunned: "I used to be bad.After returning from Wuman, he didn't take good care of his body.I gave up on myself for years because I didn't want to have children anymore.But after I got married to my brother, I wanted to ...... more and more If only I could have a child for my brother. ”She stroked his eyebrows and eyes, and said, "It doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, as long as it's our child."
He has eyebrows and eyes like your brother and long hair like me.The temper is the best like the second brother, the boy is as gentle as jade, and the girl is gentle and graceful."
Just like me.The second brother taught him to read and write, and I taught him piano, chess, poetry and painting.I would often get angry and reprimand him.The second brother went to coax him and told him that I loved him and that I just had a bad temper."
The second brother taught him to love me."
I just want a baby.Our family......
Just three people are enough. ”She choked up: "How many villains and fanatics in the world have children, I am not a big villain, and you are such a good person, second brother."
I made sacrifices for Da Wei to go to and pro, and now I pay the same attention to people's livelihood as my second brother, which is meritorious to the world.We do so many good things, can't we get a child?
”Yan Shang hugged her tightly, he murmured: "Shake ......"
Twilight shook her hand and rubbed her eyes, her reddish eyes lifted upward, her eyes were red, but her eyes were like snow.She was both sad and unconvinced: "Actually, after marrying the second brother Yan, I have thought about whether I should let someone else have a child with the second brother if I can't have it myself."
I have thought about how such a good person as my second brother can have no heirs in his life and be blamed."
No matter how much credit you have to the world, no matter how many things you do, but you don't have children......
Officialdom and the world's guidance will be affected. ”Yan Shang clenched her hand even harder, and he looked at her in shock, he didn't expect her to have such thoughts.Twilight had just cried, and she smiled again at the sight of him, because he was so shocked, and she thought he was cute.Twilight muttered, "Why are you so shocked?"
I'm one of those bad princesses.The bad princess loves you, that is, she wants you and protects you, and she doesn't want you to be ridiculed by the world.I'll be mad when your political enemies say this about you. ”Yan Shang frowned: "What are you thinking?"
I won't ...... with other women That's, that's. ”Twilight shakes his chin.She said proudly, "Of course you won't."
You have slept with a big beauty like me, how can you like other vulgar fans. ”Yan Shang: "......"
He couldn't help laughing.No matter how sad the topic is, it will be defeated because of her cuteness.She embarrassed and liked him, and couldn't help but reach out and pinch her cheeks.Yan Shangqinghong's eyes swept her chattering red lips, and he laughed: "Let me see, why did Your Highness start talking nonsense again."
Why don't we little princesses learn from good all day long?
”Twilight shook his neck and coquettishly: "Because the second brother spoils me." ”Yan Shang pinched her cheek, and she immediately shouted: "You don't spoil me anymore!"
”Yan Shang whispered: "Anyway, you are not used to it, and your mouth is full of foul language." ”Twilight buried himself in his neck and rolled his eyes.Yan Shang: "Girls are not allowed to roll their eyes. ”Twilight swayed: "I didn't." ”The two of them quarreled like this, and the sad atmosphere quickly disappeared.The relationship is like this, it will go off topic at every turn, and there is no way to do it.Twilight shook Yan Shang's arms for a long time, and after being slapped by him a few times, she blushed and bit his chin and made him trouble for a long time, before she remembered what the two were talking about.Twilight Shake: "I know you won't sleep with another girl."
You are the man with the highest sense of morality I have ever met.You're too self-restricted, sometimes I hate that you're too yourself, and sometimes I love your almost self-tormenting constraints."
After marrying you, I asked the imperial doctor about my body, whether I could recuperate for a few years, and whether I could have children.The imperial doctor was vague and said that it was probably possible.I knew that the old men were all old foxes, and they wouldn't give me the right words.If they are so vague, it is extremely unlikely."
But it's better than nothing."
Yan Shang suddenly lowered his head: "Are you recuperating your body?"
”Twilight nodded.Yan Shang was silent for a moment, he rubbed her wrist with his hand, and his voice was a little hoarse: "How come I don't know......"
Twilight shook his eyes and knew that he was starting to blame himself again.He must have felt that it was because of him that she went to recuperate.And he will feel that the process is not good, her pressure will be great, and she will be uncomfortable......
Twilight shook him and hurriedly reassured him: "You are so smart, can I hide anything from you?"
You don't know, it's because I don't make a big deal of fanfare, I just drink a little medicine and take a little tonic normally, and I don't go around visiting famous doctors or anything."
Don't be sad, I'm in a good state of mind, and I'm not uncomfortable.Second brother, think about it, a few years after we got married, how many times have you seen me sick and crooked?
I really didn't torture myself, I still had the heart to go with the flow......
You can rest assured. ”Yan Shang began to think about all kinds of clues in his mind.In his memory, she was always happy, bouncing, kissing and hugging him all the time.There is no such appearance of being haggard and sick to stomach because of drinking too much medicine.After a while, he calmed down, nodded slowly, and believed her words.Yan Shang whispered: "And then?"
”Twilight Shake: "Then I'll recuperate."
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I don't think it's very useful, but I'm looking forward to it.But we are so honey and oil, we don't have a low frequency of bed affairs, and I don't have any news about my stomach......
I also got frustrated and kind of gave up."
That's when I was thinking about getting you a child.I'll give you some medicine, force you to sleep with a girl I chose, and make a baby.But I'm also selfish and just want to give you a chance.If you still don't have children, I'll give up. ”Yan Shang reprimanded her: "Nonsense!
”He couldn't sit still, and his face sank, he never expected Twilight Shake to have such thoughts.He was a little angry, and he got up to leave.Twilight shook him as he got up, and opened his mouth to kiss him.Lips and teeth are entwined, dripping to the fullest.Yan Shang resisted, but she buckled her chin.She was in his arms, and he couldn't really push her down, so he just wouldn't open his mouth.But Twilight shook him so well that she stroked his chin with her fingers, and wrapped her other hand into his robe and rubbed it lightly around his waist.He was sensitive to his waist and jerked his waist sideways.He frowned and panted, and the hand on her hand was so hard that his fingers curled up and trembled, and he was soon robbed by her while he was angry.Seeing that his mood had stabilized, he relented at dusk.Yan Shang was annoyed: "Here is this trick again!"
That's all you can do!
”He scolded her, but Twilight didn't respond.Her bright, watery eyes looked at his rosy lips, and the way he panted and moaned made her heart ripple.He didn't get a response from her reflection, and looked down at her.The dark, moist eyes of Yan Shang looked so clear and clean, and the twilight shook the moment and filled the mind with yellow and filthy thoughts.Restraint, restraint.We talk about it beforehand.Although Twilight shook her hand and rubbed his waist, she was already a little absent-minded.Twilight shook nonchalantly: "What's the hurry?
Didn't I just think about it in my head and didn't succeed?
Because I don't want you to sleep with other women.Didn't I never do it?
”Yan Shang hated: "Thanks to you for not having it." ”He was afraid that she would have such thoughts again, so he took her wrist and emphasized: "I really don't need that."
If you do that, I'll ignore you. ”He felt that his ignorance of her seemed to be dry and intimidating.He stressed again: "It's really ignoring you."
Ignore you for years!
Absolutely ignore you!
”Twilight shook and sneered.Yan Shang was annoyed: "What are you laughing at when I talk to you?"
”Twilight shakes my heart and wants to laugh at your cuteness.She smiled and delicately, hugged his neck affectionately, and held his face and kissed him indiscriminately.He struggled to hide, and shook his face at dusk: "What are you stressing?"
Didn't my father feed you the heir medicine?
After that, I was completely dead."
If it weren't for the nonsense you talked to your father recently, I wouldn't have remembered it."
Yan Shang put his mind at ease.He looked at her for a moment, lowered his shoulders, and he came to hug her tenderly.He kissed her face, and when he saw that her eyes were narrowed and seemed to be very comfortable, he felt shy for a while.Twilight Shake was always so honest with his touches that she reacted by telling him that she liked him touching her.For someone as reserved as him, there is no better encouragement.Yan Shang said softly: "So you see, it's nothing."
Life is rarely perfect, and I am satisfied.It's nothing if we don't have children, it's enough for me to have you.I have you with me, my heart rejoices, more is just icing on the cake, no and nothing. ”He was afraid that she would still be unwilling to do this, so he blushed and stubbornly said something that he would not have said at all—"And it's good to have no children."
You, if you don't get pregnant, I, I can do whatever you want, you can do that.I、I can go in and don't have to worry about being bad for you."
You don't have to drink the soup.I heard that the soup is not good for the girl's health, and I don't want you to drink it.But I can't help it......
So it's good, it's good, it's good."
I've heard and heard that many men can't and can't ...... at the last minute for fear that their wives will get pregnant multiple times To quit come.I—I don't have to ......"
He slurred, slurred, stammered, and whispered a lot in her ear.Twilight Shake was confused at first, not knowing what he was for a while, but his eyes dodged and he stammered in the middle, and Twilight Shake understood.She took a moment to admire his embarrassment, and saw that his face was flushed, but still strong enough to express his meaning completely under her smiling gaze.After Yan Shang finished speaking, sweat oozed from his forehead.He turned his face sideways and exhaled softly.Twilight shook his chin and made him turn his face to face her, and she teased him, "I don't understand what you're saying, you can say it again." ”She pretended to be naïve: "What's your 'what'?"
What quit to come?
What's the last minute?
Are you practicing, what kind of powerful martial arts, do I know?
”Yan Shang: "......" he annoyed: "You are here again." ”He lowered his head, his hair fell on the tips of his red ears, and said, "You know what I'm talking about, and you like to see me laugh."
Why do you keep looking at me for jokes?
I never laughed at you, you always laughed at me. ”Twilight shook him and seemed to be a little upset, so she put away her teasing.She laughed and jumped off his lap first, clapping her hands: "Okay, okay, I won't tease you."
It's just that I've been comfortable for a long time, and I want to see your red face.You're rarely embarrassed now, but it's best when you're still embarrassed."
Anyway......
I have a consensus with Second Brother Yan about this matter, right?
Let's go with the flow and don't think about it anymore. ”Yan Shang nodded.When he talked to her about his father's words today, he wanted to express the meaning of going with the flow.It's just that I didn't expect that in just four words, I was talked about for so long.He thought the two had finally settled, and smiled slightly.Yan Shang got up.He had barely stood up when Twilight Shake excitedly grabbed him by the sleeve and pulled him over.Words are still at a loss.Twilight shook her eyes and sparkled, "Where are you going?"
”Yan Shang said softly: "Go to the government office to have a look." ”Twilight shake: "The government has important official business?"
”Yan Shang was embarrassed: "No."
I'm just going to take a look. ”Twilight Shake: "Since it's not important, don't go."
Second Brother Yan, let's go to bed. ”Yan Shang was stunned.He looked at her in surprise, and the tails of his eyes were instantly bloodshot and red.Twilight Shake was baffled by his innocence: "You told me so much about going to bed, don't you feel it?"
I thought you wanted to have a rough time with me in the dormitory.You hooked me so hard, I got it. ”Yan Shang was confused by her straightforward surprise, and couldn't help laughing: "......
I didn't. ”Twilight Shake: "You're always 'I don't' under the bed." ”She crooked her cheeks, and naughtily folded her fingers to count his reserve: "It's not you who blushes, it's not you who looks at me with expectant eyes, and it's not you who wants to welcome or reject."
You were innocently led to bed by me, but you are the purest and cleanest, and you don't think about anything, I want you to go into the red dust, and I want you to be in love."
It's not you who want to be on the word, and it's not you who hug me.It's not you who overthrew me, it's not you who likes a certain pose......
Pile by pile, all by my persecution, you are innocent. ”Yan Shang immediately reached out to cover her mouth.He was glad it was in the room, and he gagged her so she wouldn't talk nonsense.He glared at her helplessly, her eyelashes blinking in the palm of his hand, her eyes clean, but her tail cocked up to hook his soul.Yan Shang's skin was hot, and after a while, he said, "......
Put down the tent. ”So the husband and wife took a nap in the afternoon.Spring is sleepy and summer is lacking, there is really no way.
--In the southern border of Jiannan, Yan Xiaozhou has been practicing medicine here with an elderly doctor for more than a year.She followed her teacher in and out of the barracks, because of her soft nature and beauty, and her care and consideration for the wounded, the gentlemen in the barracks had a good impression of her.Many people quietly inquired with the old doctor and asked if they could ask to marry Xiaozhou's sister.Later, everyone found out that Sister Xiaozhou was very good to everyone, but she took special care of one person.The once noble Yang Sanlang is now working as a coolie at the border pass, and the person who follows him all the way is Yan Xiaozhou.In the first half of last year, Concubine Zhao Lingfei also came here to find Yang Si, and then stayed here for Yang Si.Zhao Nuxia does not practice medicine like Yan Xiaozhou, she is chivalrous and righteous, and has the posture of a ranger.The sergeants who were also coolies envied Yang Si's Yanfu, and two girls came to him one after another, and the relationship between the two girls seemed to be very good, and they often played together.In this way, Empress E's daughter is with each other, and there are no complaints between each other, what a blessing Yang Si!
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But Yang Si, who was envied by the sergeants, was silent, and in addition to working all day long, he did not mess with people.Yesterday, when he heard someone making fun of him and Yan Xiaozhou and Zhao Lingfei, he was here for the first time in nearly two years, and he got angry for the first time and beat people up.Yang Si's martial arts of one enemy and one hundred spread in the barracks.In the afternoon, Yan Xiaozhou came to the barracks with his master to consult the soldiers who had been injured before.After she redressed all the wounded, she did not see Yang Si.Yan Xiaozhou stood outside the tent for a while, and a soldier passed by and pointed out to her: "Yang San went to rotate for others, and he will come back in a while." ”Yan Xiaozhou's face immediately turned red.She explained softly: "Because I saw Saburo have an arm injury yesterday, but unfortunately there was no medicine at that time, so I took medicine today." ”After the sergeant was beaten by Yang Si, he didn't dare to arrange the affairs of the two anymore, he was serious: "Xiaozhou is kind-hearted. ”Yan Xiaozhou's face became even hotter, and he bowed his head and thanked him hastily, feeling that the more he explained, the more wrong he became.She bit her lip a little frustratedly, thinking to herself that it would be nice if she could be as expressionless as Saburo.Thinking of Yang Si, Yan Xiaozhou felt a trace of amazement in his heart......
His current silence and expressionlessness are the result of how many sins he has endured.How can she say she is envious because of the traces of the pain of others?
After self-reflection for a while, although Yan Xiaozhou was embarrassed, he still wanted to take a look at Yang Si.She wanted to care about him like a friend, so what was there to avoid?
Sister Lingfei also encouraged her - Sister Lingfei said that San Lang needed them.Half an hour later, Yan Xiaozhou climbed a hill.When she held her knees and gasped, she looked up and saw the towering back of the young man.He sat cross-legged under a tree, his eyes looking into the distance, and the lines of his face were particularly cold.The slightest wind and grass could not escape his eyes, his gaze swept over like electricity, and when he saw Yan Xiaozhou, his eyes stared at her for a moment, and the sharp color melted.He looked away indifferently.Yan Xiaozhou stood behind him, with a tall tree above his head covering the two of them.She smiled: "It turns out that it's so cool here, the third brother is reluctant to go back after his shift." ”Yang Si didn't speak.He is like a stone sculpture.Yan Xiaozhou knelt beside him and gently reached out to support his arm.Yang Si froze and turned his face to look at her.She lowered her head, her face was a little red, she was ashamed, but she also mustered up her courage: "Didn't you hurt your arm in a fight with someone yesterday, I'll help you take a look." ”She felt him staring at her.Yan Xiaozhou waited silently and firmly for his reply.After a long time, she finally heard Yang Si's somewhat complicated voice: "You......
Why are you so stubborn.Your brother doesn't seem to be like you. ”Yan Xiaozhou had a smile in his eyes.She looked up and made eye contact with him, and she cleverly caught his softened attitude.Yan Xiaozhou smiled at the corner of his lips: "My brother is also very stubborn."
You just don't know. ”She turned her face and bit her lower lip: "......
You strip off. ”Yang Si snorted and laughed.His eyelids were hot, and Yan Xiaozhou was slightly annoyed: "What are you doing!"
”Yang Si smiled: "I will take care of you, not let you help me with medicine."
I wanted to ask for your help and have a word with your second brother.I don't have any friends in the DPRK now, I only know Yan Er, a high-ranking and powerful capable person.Although your second brother is far away from Chang'an, I think it will be easy for him to pass the word to Chang'an. ”Yan Xiaozhou looked up and noticed that there was a bit of seriousness in his lazy smile.Yang Si leaned over, and Yan Xiaozhou remained motionless.When he admired her tenacity and great courage in his heart, he whispered to her: "I have been rotating for several months, and I have found that the situation of the barbarians has changed.In other words, the civil strife in the entire Nanban is different from the previous pattern......
It's like a well-rehearsed rehearsal that paralyzes us."
I thought I was wrong, and after observing it a few more times, I'm sure now that there must be something in Nanban that we don't know."
Yan Xiaozhou looked into his eyes.The two of them breathed staggered.The sergeants watching them below occasionally threw a sip and thought to themselves that the dog men and women could do this on their own.
If you are afraid of what others will say, you dare to beat people.The wind was strong on the hill, and Yang Si held Yan Xiaozhou's hand.Such a style of work is all for the purpose of guarding against possible meticulous work in the army.The handsome young man was close to the girl's face, as if he was complaining to her, but in fact he told her about his observations for several days, so that she could write it down and write a letter to her second brother to warn Chang'an.Yan Xiaozhou stared at him: "No wonder you have been helping people rotate lately, it turned out to be for this." ”Yang Si tugged at the corners of his mouth.Yan Xiaozhou: "Why didn't you tell the general here?"
”Yang Si laughed at himself: "I said it, no one believed it."
I feel that I am guilty of treason, and I have hatred for Da Wei, I wish that Da Wei would be chaotic and no one would listen to me. ”Yan Xiaozhou: "Don't you want to be in chaos?"
”Yang Si looked into her eyes.He lowered his eyes and said, "This is the place where Brother Lang's bones are buried, the place where you live, and the place where my parents live."
Why do I want to be in the Great Wei Rebellion?
Xiaozhou......
You must pass the word on Yan Er, he has the ability to stop this. ”Yan Xiaozhou nodded.She realized the importance of this matter, and after pondering for a while, she no longer greeted Yang Si.She got up and carried her medicine box down the mountain, wanting to write a letter quickly, and the second brother had to receive the letter quickly.Yang Si still sat cross-legged in place, looking at her slender waist and the thin black strands of hair waving on her cheeks.She is delicate and soft, and she is obviously also a bone and blood growth, but this is different.He was attracted by her spring-like brightness, and his heart warmed for her company.Yang Si suddenly looked at her back and shouted, "Sister Xiaozhou!"
”Yan Xiaozhou turned around, and the wind blew her hair and clothes.Yang Si laughed and said, "It's okay."
There you go. ”Yan Xiaozhou was stunned for a moment, his eyes were indifferent, but when he looked at her, a clear and warm color burst out from the depths of his eyes.For a moment, she caught what he was unspoken.Yan Xiaozhou was angry: "What are you laughing at!"
”And he still looked at her and smiled, and she couldn't help laughing.Mountain wind hunting, a thousand words, all relieved in the giggles of the two.She waved at him and ran down the hill with her skirt in hand.Yang Simu saw her, thinking of the bell she gave him two years ago.He thought he was going to find the bell and hang it around his waist. ...