"Ten years ago, a small, very little thing happened."
Meng Jianzhi raised his eyes and glanced at Shi Li, as if he was observing her reflection, and seeing that her expression was flat, he lowered his eyes and continued to speak."
Then, I started to sleep all night.Satsuki, a person who has been suffering from insomnia for a long time, is easily in a very anxious and boring state.And then, presumably, ......
It's not a good time. ”Meng Jianzhi used a few words of understatement to describe the previous ten years, an extremely gloomy time, he didn't want to describe himself too badly, but it was still not good.But subconsciously, he didn't want to say more, his voice changed, "So, a person who has always been very withdrawn, has no pursuit in life, just wants to be able to eat normally, be able to sleep and rest normally, that's all." ”"I couldn't find something I was interested in, I couldn't find what I wanted to do, and I decided to quit esports because I couldn't find fun anymore, and I didn't have any fun.""
Until I met you one day, I can't say it myself, you can do it easily, I do everything I can to do things that are difficult to do, let me relax, let me want, and fall asleep.""
I started out just because you can make me relax, so I pay attention to you, watch your live broadcast, listen to the sound of your meal, it makes me feel happy, and then gradually, a lot of things gradually get out of control, I don't know how it is going on, but that's it.Uncontrollable and find yourself ......
Start paying attention to everything that is proposed. ”"It's everything!""
Some unrealistic thoughts will start to appear in the head, will want, be better with you, no......
It's the idea of being able to get a little closer to you, that kind of greed. ”"Maybe I'm really drunk, but now my mind is broken, and I start talking nonsense."
Meng Jianzhi rubbed his temples, smiled bitterly to himself, and then raised his eyes to look at Shi Li, but his eyes were extremely serious."
But I like you very much.""
Han Xiaoyue, I can't say why, but I like it very much, I can speak very confidently, it is impossible to find anyone in the world who can like you more than you."
Meng Jianzhi really doesn't know why he likes Han Xiaoyue, there may be many reasons, maybe he thinks she is cute, maybe because she is good-looking, or maybe because of those messy reasons.But by the time he realized this problem, he was already so fond of it that he was about to go crazy, so much so that he wanted to sink into her arms immediately, and he couldn't wait to imprison her in the palm of his hand and hold her tightly forever, just that kind of liking.The feeling of holding it in the palm of your hand for fear of falling, and holding it in your mouth for fear of melting, maybe because you care too much, you are always worried that you will use too much force."
You're really drunk......
But I also want to say, Han Xiaoyue, I like you very much, I want to ......
I want you to give me a chance. ”Meng Jianzhi's throat rolled, and after thinking so much, he finally carefully took out his mind, and was inexplicably a little nervous, oh, it should be said that he was very nervous, and cautiously raised his eyes to look at Shi Li.Asked softly, word by word."
Give me a chance......
Good no good?
”Shi Li looked at his face leaning over, and his eyes were full of longing with the bright starlight of hope.