Anxi invited Qu Mu to the small garden for coffee.Mianmian was tired of crying, and he was just coaxed to sleep and rest by Anxi, which was just convenient for the two adults to talk.Qu Mu took two sips of the coffee cup, and looked at An Xi's eyes with unexpectedly kind and gentleness.Her eyes made An Xi probably guess what was going to happen next.You and Qu Zheng have been married for several years, when are you going to have children?
Qu Mu finally spoke.An Xi rubbed the slightly hot cup, lowered his eyes and replied: We haven't thought about this question for the time being, Qu Mu immediately said: You can think about it, while you are still young, it is no problem to have two or three, I still have the energy, and I can help you take care of it.An Xi didn't know how to answer, so he just hummed.Qu Mu put down the cup, sighed and said: Youyou actually has depression, don't you know?
An Xi raised her eyes in some surprise, she really didn't know.Speaking of this, Qu Mu also looked uncomfortable.The place in the entertainment industry looks very glamorous, and there is a lot of pressure behind it.A few years ago, when Youyou was the most popular, she was smeared by rumors and smears across the mountain, and fans scolded her in private messages every day, so forget it, some black fans sent some strange photos and dead animals to the quiet residence, and they also squatted in the quiet hotel room, eavesdropping, peeping, and installing cameras in the room is very scary.Qu Mu said and became angry: It lasted for several years, and it didn't stop for a day, and it was just a few years that Youyou began to have depressive tendencies, but she didn't tell us that she didn't know that she was seriously ill until she suddenly committed suicide by turning on the gas three years ago.Hearing this, An Xi remembered that Qu You suddenly interrupted his work a few years ago and rested for half a year, and the reason given to the outside world, including Qu Zheng, was that he was tired and needed to rest.I didn't expect to suffer from depression.It wasn't until the year before last that the situation slowly improved.Qu Mu looked at An Xi with a request in her eyes, I know that you have taken care of Mianmian for many years, and it is not easy, but you and Qu Zheng are young, you can have your own children, but we are quiet She only has Mianmian Ah Anxi slowly lowered his hand and fell weakly on his knees.I see what you mean.Anxi Road, in two days, I will join the group to film.Sleep, I will entrust you and Sister Youyou to take care of it.Qu's mother saw that she was interested, her face was overjoyed, she snorted hard, and said: You can rest assured, whether it is Mianmian or your future child, I will take good care of it.After speaking, she also shook An Xi's hand.Xiaoxi, I have wronged you.An Xi smiled: No.After sending Qu Mu away, An Xi sent a message to her agent, saying that she would not terminate the contract and would join the group in a few days.Chapter 17 On March 17, 2027, Anxi set off to enter the group, and the location was in the border Yunzhou Province.Originally, the time to enter the group was on the 18th, but in order to avoid the weekend, Anxi advanced by one day.After sending Mianmian to school, she took her luggage and set off.This time, there are agents and assistants who are traveling together, and mosquito and sun protection and other outdoor products have also been prepared for Anxi in advance, which shows that the studio attaches great importance to Anxi's sudden increase.But this kind of attention makes Anxi feel awkward.When I arrived at the hotel, it was evening, just in time for the crew to have dinner, and Anxi was also called over.In the hotel where the dinner was held, she met another female lead, Bai Yuzhou.This drama is called "Twin Fires", one positive and one negative two heroines, An Xi plays the hot-blooded justice policeman in the play, and Bai Yuzhou plays the undercover policewoman who was originally an undercover agent, but gradually rebelled into a villain in the later stage.Anxi had searched for Bai Yuzhou before.She has been in the circle for ten years, her acting skills are good, her appearance is beautiful, and she has starred in three dramas, but she has never been popular.It is well-known in the circle, but there is no heat, only strength, no traffic.Because of the needs of the plot, Bai Yuzhou cut his hearty short hair, his complexion was dark, and he always had a casual lazy smile on his face.An Xi and Bai Yuzhou sat down a few seats apart, and after the director introduced her name, she stood up and stretched out her hand to An Xi: Hello.An Xihui held it: Hello.The two held palms together, and An Xi inevitably touched the hard cocoon of Bai Yuzhou's palm, she was a little surprised, and she didn't know how Bai Yuzhou got it.You're soft.Bai Yuzhou joked, but when she spoke, her eyes stared at An Xi's eyes too bluntly, making this joke seem a little frivolous.An Xi smiled and withdrew his hand.During the banquet, everyone added WeChat to each other, and a circle of people added down, and there were more than 20 more friends in Anxi's address book.When I officially join the group tomorrow, I will have to add people in a long list.An Xi looked at the red number on the information icon below WeChat, and felt uncomfortable as if he was scratching a cat.She has obsessive-compulsive disorder and doesn't like these red prompt numbers, so she always has to click them off one by one.But as soon as there are more people, these reminders seem to be endless, which makes her a little annoyed.After the dinner, on the way out of the hotel, Bai Yuzhou came over to talk to Anxi.I've seen your campus micro-movie a few years ago, and it was very well shot.She looked sincere and said regretfully, it's really a pity that you didn't enter the circle earlier.An Xi coped: It's been a long time coming.Bai Yuzhou said: You are also from the acting department, why did it take so many years to enter the circle?
Anxi said directly: Because I got married and had children, my daughter is already six years old.Bai Yuzhou was a little surprised, and raised his eyebrows: Wow, what an accident.An Xi gave her a very married smile.Bai Yuzhou smiled back regretfully, and the two exchanged two more words and parted at the door of the hotel.Because she is the starring role, Anxi's treatment is upgraded, and she lives in a hotel suite alone.As soon as he returned to the room, An Xi called Qu Zheng and asked about Mianmian's condition.Qu Zheng sighed helplessly: When he came back and found that you were not there, he immediately cried, crying loudly.An Xi also felt uncomfortable.Now, is it better?
No.Qu Zheng said, I didn't eat dinner, my mother coaxed all night, and she refused to drink a sip of water.Anxi Dao: Let's change the video, I'll go and coax you to sleep.Good.Switching videos, Qu Zheng held his mobile phone to sleep in the bedroom.Qu's mother was in the room, and when she saw Qu Zheng coming in, she immediately raised her finger and shouted, and said in a low voice: Just asleep, don't make any noise with her.Qu Zheng's footsteps seemed to stop, and the mobile phone camera did not zoom in, shooting the bed from a distance.Sleep curled up, indeed asleep.Qu Zheng exited the room, and the camera was directed at himself: Mian Mian fell asleep, or she would wake up and call you after a while?
Anxi can only say good.But she waited all night and didn't wait for Qu Zheng's video.The next day, when the actors arrived, the crew had a small meeting, and as soon as it was over, Anxi hid in the lounge to dial the video for Qu Zheng.Qu Zheng didn't answer, and sent her a message back saying that she was outside, doing a discussion with the students, and she asked Anxi to call Qu's mother, and Qu's mother was at home to take care of Mianmian.An Xi hesitated for a moment and dialed the WeChat video to Qu Mu.There has been no answer.It wasn't until the evening that Anxi finally passed the successful video of Qu Zheng and Mianmian.But Mianmian didn't want to pay attention to Anxi, she only cried and said: I really don't want to pay attention to Mommy anymore!
After saying this, Mianmian hid in the bedroom and refused to look at his phone again.Qu Zheng couldn't persuade him, so he could only hang up the video like this.Anxi was uncomfortable all night.The intensity of physical training before the start of filming of "Twin Fires" is much greater than that of the previous drama, and a lot of professional skill training is added.As soon as she was free, she tried to contact Mianmian, coaxed and apologized, and worked hard for a week before Mianmian was aggrieved and reluctantly forgave Anxi.But Anxi was not relieved by this.She knew that the time she could spend with Mianmian would only get less and less, and when Mianmian got older and had more ideas, the distance and estrangement between her and Mianmian would become more and more.If she waits until she sleeps in adolescence, or if she can't wait for puberty, she and Sleepy will no longer be intimate.When the time comes, Mianmian may alienate her, or resent her.resented Anxi for cheating on her feelings, and abandoned her halfway through.This coming reality made Anxi lose sleep again.Tossing and turning, An Xi suddenly recalled the past when she and Cen Ge were young.An Xi and Cen Ge were also close in the long past.At that time, Anxi was fifteen years old, graduated from junior high school, and had his first long vacation without having to do summer homework.As usual, she was taken to the old house of the Cen family by her parents during the winter and summer vacations.Grandma Cen is kind and allows the servants to take the children to the old house for the holidays.The old house of the Cen family is active and wide, occupying the entire green mountain.And Grandma Cen is not in good health, she is closed all the year round, and the occasional walk is only in the garden near the main building, and the rest of the foothills, the top of the mountain, and the back of the mountain are all idle and useless.So this part became a playground for the maid's children, except for the vicinity of the main building, which could not be approached, and the rest of the place was arbitrary.Only An Xi is an exception, she can not only enter the main building, but even Cen Ge's bedroom.Cen Ge's bedroom, this place evokes more memories of Anxi.She and Cen Ge have done many, many simple and non-simple things in the bedroom.An Xi forced herself to stop her memories, she sat up from the bed, opened her mobile phone and swiped various APPs, and read some messy news.The page is refreshed again and again, and what pops up is always boring information.Anxi became more and more bored.It's boring and empty.She held her phone and fell into memories again.An Xi and Cen Ge's first kiss was in that year, in Cen Ge's bedroom.That day, Cen Ge opened a bottle of very delicious sparkling wine, which tasted sweet and sour, like a delicious strawberry soda, and Anxi drank half a glass, and then lay dizzy on Cen Ge's bed and giggled.The drunken flutter made her feel happy for no reason, as if she was lying on a marshmallow, and all her troubles were left behind, leaving only the pleasure amplified by alcohol.Cen Ge sat on the carpet next to the bed, still reading.An Xi lay on his side, tugging on Cen Ge's ponytail.Cen Ge turned his head to look at her.At that time, Cen Ge was eighteen years old, still wearing a ponytail, a few strands of broken hair hanging down his cheeks, and his side face was white and cold.She lowered her eyelashes and looked at An Xi with a faint smile in her eyes.Well?
Cen Ge asked Anxi what he was doing with a syllable.An Xi turned over, lay on the bed, pillowed his arm, and tilted his head to look at Cen Ge.Wine strengthens people's courage, and she opens her mouth and says: I like you so much.Then Cen Ge smiled, she turned her head and continued to read, and replied with two words casually: yes.An Xi was afraid that she wouldn't believe it, so she said seriously: Really!
Cen Ge said: Okay.Then she flipped a page of the book, apparently not paying attention.An Xi felt that she was being ignored, and the wine was up, so she rubbed it over and kissed Cen Ge on the face.Cen Ge was stunned for a moment, and turned his head to look at her, his dark eyes were heavy.An Xi was suddenly stunned, and his voice was lowered, but he still insisted: Really, I like you very much.Cen Ge stared at her for a while, suddenly pinched An Xi's chin, and asked her softly: Which one do you like?
Anxi was young at that time, and she was ignorant and had a concept of love, so she replied to her: that kind of liking.Cen Ge hooked his lips and laughed, and suddenly leaned over and kissed An Xi's lips.As soon as he touched it, he was so fast that Anxi didn't react at all.After stepping away, she smiled and asked, "Is that so?"
She kissed suddenly, and retreated too quickly, An Xi was caught off guard, and only looked at Cen Ge with a red face.She smiled again when she saw Cen Ge, that kind of happy and gentle smile.She wiped her fingertips over An Xi's lower lip, and then kissed her again.An Xi finally reacted, and her head rumbled, all of which were the sound of her own heartbeat.An Xi closed her eyes and pulled herself out of her memories.No matter how close she and Cen Ge used to be, it was only a matter of the past.Now they are neither intimate nor related.Chapter 18On April 3, "Twin Fires" was launched.On the day of the start-up, the crew received a six-layer cake from the investor, as well as a flowing dessert table, and a bonfire barbecue.The shot was very generous.The whole crew was very happy.After the start-up ceremony, the director held the last script reading meeting, added a few questions and points to note, and finally sprinkled a handful of hot blood chicken soup and waved the meeting away.Everyone took the script and was just about to leave, when there was a sudden knock on the door of the conference room, and a woman in a gray-blue shirt and trousers came in.Seeing someone coming, the director smiled and said: Sister Liu, why are you here?
Sister Liu smiled generously and motioned to the two bouquets of flowers in her arms: Come and send flowers to the two leading actors.Come in, come in.The director stood up and introduced to the actors in the room, this is the representative of our investor, Liu Ci, Sister Liu.The actors immediately followed suit.Liu Citong replied with a smiling face, and then walked straight to Anxi and Bai Yuzhou, and sent a bouquet of flowers each.Bai Yuzhou is a bouquet of birds of paradise, Anxi's is more ordinary, it is a very ordinary Corolla red rose, with a very incongruous pink and white rose.When Liu Ci handed over the bouquet of flowers, An Xi didn't take it.This flower reminded Anxi of Cen Ge.There is a large patch of Corolla roses in the back garden of the Cen family's old house, and the wall next to it is covered with pink and white roses.On the day Anxi confessed to Cen Ge, he used the roses and roses from the back garden, wrapped them in a bunch, and then ran to Cen Ge's bedroom and said I like you.Then the two rolled the sheets for the first time, and the bouquet of flowers was also dismantled by Cen Ge and sprinkled on An Xi.After that, every time he went to the old house of the Cen family, Anxi would cut such a bouquet of flowers and put them in Cen Ge's bedroom.The mixing of these two flowers reminded An Xi of her love and desire/hope with Cen Ge.Anxi didn't pick up flowers for a long time.The director was strange, called An Xi, and motioned to her to hurry up and pick up the flowers with his eyes.An Xi raised his eyes and stared at the willow words in front of him.Liu Ci was smiling, very polite and gentle, and was not at all dissatisfied with Anxi's delay in receiving flowers, and Anxi was even more sure that this flower was sent by Cen Ge.The biggest investor is probably Cen Ge.An Xi took a step back, with a cold and polite smile: Please tell her, this flower, I am disgusting.Liu Ci was stunned, and the other people in the room were also stunned, and the atmosphere suddenly became quiet.The director rolled his eyes, looked at An Xi and Liu Ci back and forth, and was just about to say a few words to ease the atmosphere, when he saw Liu Ci smile and generously put the flowers back.Good.She took back the flowers and said to the other actors in the room that the barbecue grill and dessert station were ready, and you are welcome to enjoy them at any time.On this day's bonfire barbecue, Anxi didn't go.Producer Sister Chen felt that Anxi was an unknown actor and a leading actor, and the whole crew didn't come to dinner, it was too shelf-free, she wanted to call to invite, but Liu Ci on the side stopped her.Miss Lin may not be in a good mood, and if she doesn't come, she won't come.Liu Ci smiled gently and moderately, it doesn't matter, everything is dominated by her.Sister Chen is very proficient, and immediately heard the meaning of Liu's words.Then let her have a good rest, and it will be turned on tomorrow, but she will have to adjust and adjust.She handed Liu Ci a glass of champagne and inquired, but looking at your attitude, is your boss chasing Anxi?