An Xi didn't reply to Liu's words.She knew what Liu Ci meant by this unexpected scenery Cen Ge was guarding her downstairs, and as soon as Anxi opened the curtains at night, she could see Cen Ge's affectionate waiting.An Xi thought it was funny.Even if she opened the curtains tonight and really saw Cen Ge downstairs with her, what could it mean?
She wouldn't believe that before tonight, Cen Ge had traveled thousands of miles to squat downstairs in the hotel where she lived.She just said that she wanted to see Cen Ge, not for anything else, just for the last time, to make all the words clear with Cen Ge, even if she tore her face in the end, she didn't want Cen Ge to appear in her life again.An hour and a half ago, North Side.Knowing that something had happened to the crew, Cen Ge interrupted the halfway project meeting and went straight to the airport.Unexpectedly, Cen Ge met Su Liyu at the airport.Dressed in a green cheongsam and a shawl of the same color, she was standing on the side of the road watching her assistant help her carry her suitcase.The number of suitcases is quite large, there are eight.Su Liyu, a man and a woman, were carrying boxes, while Su Liyu was standing next to a young woman wearing black-rimmed glasses.With experience and intuition, Cen Ge guessed that the woman's profession was a translator.It is estimated that he is going to accompany Su Liyu abroad.Cen Ge glanced at it and retracted his gaze, not planning to care about which country Su Liyu was going to play.She walked straight in front of Su Liyu with big steps.Ake.Su Liyu called her, she met her, and she didn't say hello to me?
Cen Ge still stopped, and his tone was cold: I have something urgent.Su Liyu took half a step towards Cen Ge, and her shawl slipped off, revealing her jade-white arms.She turned her eyes, her gaze gentle and mournful: this may be the last time we will see each other.Cen Ge: What do you mean?
Su Liyu pulled up the shawl and pulled it together, and the soft pressed fabric outlined her graceful figure.I wasn't going to tell you, but since we met at the airport, maybe it was providence.It is providence that gives our mother and daughter a chance to say goodbye.She slowed down for a few seconds, and her voice was sad and calm: "I'm dying."
Cen Ge didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, she twisted her eyebrows and said: What are you talking about?
Su Liyu said: My cancer has recurred, it has spread to the brain, and there is no help.Cen Ge's expression stiffened: Cancer recurrence?
Su Liyu said: Ah, I didn't tell you before, in 2018, I was diagnosed with breast cancer, and I did a bilateral mastectomy at that time, but I didn't expect it to recur.By the way, I've heard that this disease can be hereditary, so remember to get a careful check-up when you have time.Cen Ge looked at Su Liyu in disbelief, it was so sudden, it was like a joke.Su Liyu smiled sadly: Don't worry, I didn't lie to you.Cen Ge was speechless, Su Liyu looked at her, the mother's love that had never awakened suddenly woke up at this moment, she stepped forward and gently held Cen Ge's wrist.Have a cup of coffee with me and have a chat.Cen Ge didn't shake off Su Liyu's hand this time: Does my father know?
Su Liyu shook her head, and her eyebrows instantly became sad: I didn't tell him, I divorced him by agreement last week.I told him I would settle abroad and never come back, so he would never know that I was going to die soon, and he would never feel bad about me.Cen Ge laughed.Su Liyu let go of Cen Ge's arm first, she grabbed the shawl, but calmly: I know you want to say that he doesn't love me at all, but what does it matter?
I love him, so I don't want him to feel the slightest bit of discomfort, even if it's just my imagination.Also, the appearance of dying of cancer was too ugly for him to see me like that.Cen Ge suddenly smiled, his face became strange and gloomy, and he even took a step back.Su Liyu said strangely: What's wrong with you?
Cen Ge said in a low voice: Eight years ago, Su Liyu was puzzled: What happened eight years ago?
Cen Ge muttered a word, Su Liyu didn't hear it clearly, and she didn't have a chance to ask carefully, she saw Cen Ge turn around and stumble into the depths of the hall.What's going on?
Su Liyu asked Cen Ge's general assistant.The general assistant also looked dazed, hurriedly said sorry to Su Liyu, and ran to chase Cen Ge.Su Liyu looked at Cen Ge's dejected back, and couldn't help but start thinking about what happened eight years ago.That was supposed to be 2019.That year didn't seem like anything special.At the end of that year, Cen Ru also had an illness and was hospitalized for half a month, but it was not a serious illness.But Su Liyu's breast cancer, she never told anyone, Cen Ru didn't know, and Cen Ge couldn't even know.So, what else happened that year that made Cen Ge's face change like that?
Su Liyu thought of Anxi, but Anxi was healthy that year and had no problems.By the way, what year did Cen Ge file for divorce from Anxi?
Su Liyu tried hard to recall for a while, and finally remembered vaguely, it seemed that it was also this year.2019, or the end of 2018.She remembered Cen Ge and Anxi's honeymoon period after marriage, which was less than six months.They got married in June 18, and when they calculated the time, it was around the end of that year, and there was a divorce.The reasons for the divorce are unknown.Now Su Liyu thinks that this reason for divorce is probably the reason why Cen Ge has just changed his face.So what else happened in 19?
Su Liyu thought about it again and again, she really couldn't remember anything.Could it be a small matter in the eyes of others, a big thing in the eyes of Cen Ge?
Then Su Liyu couldn't think of it.There are so many little things that happen every day, how does she know what Cen Ge's quiet woman minds every day?
Half an hour later.Cen Ge entered the first class cabin of the plane, and at the same time, she received a text message from Anxi for the first time in a long time.Just six words: Meet today.The author has something to say: Editor's notice, Thursday, that is, on May 14th, it will be the next chapter, and I will update a chapter of 9,000 words at 0:00 on the 14th (if I can write it, I deleted 5,000 words today, crying I hope everyone can continue to support ~ Chapter 22 Cen Ge proposed marriage to Anxi in June 2018, and the reason she gave to the public was that her grandmother asked her to take care of Anxi.But the real reason, it is not.Grandma Cen did like Anxi, but she didn't like it to the point where she wanted her to give up her family views and let Anxi marry into the Cen family.So before she died, she said to Cen Ge in a trance that it was right for them to break up, Anxi was fine, but she was not worthy of Cen Ge.Cen Ge originally just listened quietly, until Grandma Cen said that she had prepared another marriage for Anxi.The other party is a lawyer, with a superior family background, and Anxi is very suitable, the two have already met last month and have a good impression of each other.So Cen Ge suddenly proposed marriage to Anxi.That's why they got married.And what about divorce?
Cen Ge closed his eyes and remembered many small things soaked in the trivialities of life.She once wrote a love letter to Anxi, at Anxi's request.Cen Ge didn't like to do this kind of thing himself, but he was young at the time.She is younger, and Anxi is even younger.Cen Ge's love book was written during the Spring Festival in 2015.She first copied a love poem by Mrs.
Browning to Anxi, How I Love You.Anxi is not satisfied, she wants Cen Ge to write it herself, she can say anything, otherwise she just doesn't like her.The two were together, and Cen Ge never confessed that he liked it, so Anxi asked Cen Ge to write love poems instead of expressing his heart.After thinking about it for a long time, Cen Ge wrote a sentence to An Xi.Of all the pleasures that are not remembered, I like you the most.Of all the things that have changed, I like you the most.(1) This handwritten sentence, as well as the handwritten love poem, were later copied by Cen Xu, and then posted on the bulletin board of Cen Ge School for the whole school to visit and comment.Because Anxi took pictures of these two things, posted them on social platforms, and shared them with friends, Cen Xu knew.Cen Ge didn't know if the source of those copies was the photos posted by An Xi or the originals.But she heard Anxi tell her friend about Cen Ge's poem for her.This audio of Anxi showing off his love affair comes from Cen Xu.The content is not long, Cen Ge only listened to it once at the time, but she has a good memory, and she still remembers it clearly.The first sentence was said by Anxi's friend.Wow, oh my God, she actually wrote you a love poem, still such a neat handwritten version, with sincerity.Then came An Xi's voice: Of course, although she didn't say it, she actually liked me very much, and I could feel it.Friend dragged out the tone: cut or friend: But what does it feel like to be in love with a rich man?
Anxi: Sweet feeling.A burst of laughter followed.Hey, Anxi, let me ask you a question, you said that Miss Cen likes you very much, so when you do it, does she give you a mouth?
Anxi: AhhhhDamn, yes, I'll know by your reaction.Oh my God, I really can't imagine Miss Cen doing such a thing.At the end of the recording, there was another sentence from Cen Xu: I can't imagine how our noble eldest lady would do such a thing.But I do know how your mom did this, and you enjoyed your mom's expression.At the beginning of listening to the recording, Cen Ge was not angry, she only felt trance and disillusionment.It feels like the goddess who was originally pure and sweet in your impression suddenly lost her aura.You pass through the glitter on her surface and see what she really looks like under that false aperture.It turns out that she is like this.It turns out that she will talk about me behind my back.This is the reason why Cen Ge and Anxi broke up for the first time.They were reconciled in March of the following year.It's not because Cen Ge is alone abroad and it's difficult to get rid of loneliness, but because she found that after being disappointed and disillusioned, she still likes her.is like the sentence that Cen Ge wrote to An Xi: Among all the happiness that is not remembered, I like you the most.Of all the things that have changed, I like you the most.I like you the most.Far beyond expectation and rationality.But what about Anxi?
Cen Ge wasn't sure how much Anxi liked or how long she could last it, but she was sure that Anxi admired her.And this admiration is enough for Cen Ge to dominate the relationship between them.It's like Su Liyu and Cen Ru.Anxi and Cen Ge are at a café near the hospital.When Cen Ge arrived, it was already half past seven in the evening, and Anxi had already arrived.As soon as he got out of the car, Cen Ge saw Anxi through the glass wall of the café.Cen Ge stood in place for a moment before taking a step inside.Because of his back injury, An Xi wore an extraordinarily wide checked shirt, rolled up his sleeves, and put his slender and white arms on the table, holding the iced lemonade on the table.She lowered her head and stared at the bubbles floating in the lemonade.The chair opposite creaked open, and Cen Ge sat down.An Xi didn't look up immediately.It was very strange that at this moment, she suddenly became afraid, hesitating whether to really say those words, so that the relationship between the two was complete, permanent, and impossible.The café waiter walked over and asked Cen Ge what he needed.Cen Ge said: American.Good.After the waiter left, the two fell silent.The business of the café is not good, there are only two people, An Xi and Cen Ge, empty and quiet, and the sound sounds a little harsh.An Xi grabbed the glass of cold lemonade and raised his head to look directly at Cen Ge.Cen Ge also looked at An Xi, and she spoke before An Xi.I bought you an island.Cen Ge Road, on which a rose castle was built.An Xi interrupted her, no matter what you do now, we can't go back.Cen Ge's eyelashes trembled, and he suddenly fell silent.An Xi clutched the cup.In fact, every time I remember you and see you, I think of my dead mother and how she was lying alone on the kitchen floor.An Xi took a breath lightly and held back the sourness in his throat, you are no longer a lover for me now, but a shame, and I feel embarrassed when I think of how humble I once loved you so lowly.While speaking, An Xi suddenly felt hot and wet on her face, and she actually cried.She immediately turned her face sideways to hide the tears.I don't know why you still want to reconcile with me, but we really, can't go back.An Xi said in a hoarse voice, how do you want me to forget my mother's death, and how you hurt me over and over again before?
In the past, I pestered you because I loved you, but now I don't love you, so I don't have any reason to come back to you.Cen Ge asked softly: Then why are you crying?
An Xi closed his eyes and said again: Because I thought of the past, when I thought of how I sent you messages in the past and you didn't reply, and when I thought of my mother being rescued in the hospital, I sent you a message, hoping that you would comfort me, but I only heard a sentence that I should not contact you if I am divorced.The calm and calm on Cen Ge's face suddenly collapsed, revealing an emotion that seemed to be remorse and panic.She leaned forward and took An Xi's hand.An Xi held the ice lemonade for too long, and the back of his hand was cold.I'm sorry, I didn't need your apology right now.An Xi pulled out his hand and put it on his knee, and your apology has no effect, it can neither change the past nor the present.Cen Ge said: But I want you to give me a chance to do it all over again.Don't you think you're like your mother when I used to do a lot of things before?
An Xi interrupted her, how many times do you want me to refuse you before you can stop bothering me?
Cen Ge was silent for a moment.An Xi crossed his hands on his knees and raised his eyes to look at Cen Ge.During this time, you threw money at the crew, arranged people around me, and took care of me in private, and your actions of flattering me are really very similar to your mother's style of acting, which makes people feel very ridiculous.Why do you think that you can make up for your mistakes in the past by spending a little RMB?
An Xi stood up, pushed away his chair and prepared to leave: Don't waste each other's time anymore, let me go, and save some face for yourself.My mother was dying.Cen Ge suddenly said that she told me today that she was going to die.An Xi paused for a moment, and then said: I am sorry.Anxi still left.Cen Ge sat alone in the café.The waiter finally brought her Americano, and when she saw that the other guest had left, she felt strange, but she didn't dare to ask more, because Cen Ge's face was really ugly.Putting down the cup, the waiter quickly disappeared.There was only one guest left in the café.Cheerless.The Americano is served in a clear glass, and the ice cubes float on the surface, melting silently.The water vapor condenses into beads on the walls of the cup and slides down the smooth surface of the cup, soaking the wooden tabletop.