Sending a message full of expectation, but sinking into the sea, without a response, is a process of hope and dignity being ground up.Cen Ge did a few minutes of psychological construction and clicked on the edit box.She stared at the jumping sign, completely unsure of where to start.After ten minutes, Cen Ge finally knocked out the first sentence: Xiaoxi, I am Cen Ge paused.She deleted that I was Cen Ge, and changed it to: My mother was in a car accident, the situation is very serious, maybe the word is typed here, Cen Ge stopped suddenly, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that the appearance of this miserable sale was despicable and shameful, and she ruthlessly deleted all the words she had just written.The phone locks the screen and goes dark.Cen Ge leaned back and leaned back in his chair tiredly.She thought that she shouldn't have stopped returning to Anxi like that.If she hadn't done that at the time, she wouldn't have turned a blind eye when Anxi desperately begged for help later.In that case, she and An Xi wouldn't be so stiff now.Cen Ge closed her eyes and sneered at herself, she really, there are too many things she shouldn't have.But there is no going back to the past, and even if she regrets it now to the point of vomiting blood, nothing can be changed.Wrong things, wounds, broken cracks, can never be repaired.Two days later, Su Liyu woke up.The first thing she did when she woke up was to ask Cen Ge if she had taken her legs well, and she would take them to the burial in the future, so as not to have no legs in the future.The second thing is to be discharged.Cen Ge disagreed, Su Liyu's situation was that she couldn't get out of the sterile ward at all, and she couldn't leave the bunch of life-saving machines.But Su Liyu was very insistent, she was determined not to die in the hospital, she was going to die in her luxury villa.Su Liyu was resolute, and got angry because of Cen Ge's disagreement, and the doctor finally politely suggested that Cen Ge agree, anyway, it's only been a few days, it's better to make the patient happier.The time of discharge from the hospital was a week later, and Su Liyu was in good spirits for a few days.Cen Ge converted a guest room in Su Liyu's villa into a ward, and invited two doctors and four nurses to take turns to take care of Su Liyu 24 hours a day.Su Liyu has very little time to be awake, and sometimes when she opens her eyes, her gaze is scattered and out of focus, and she will close them again after a while.When she was really awake, the nurse called Cen Ge over, and Su Liyu would take advantage of her sober moments to repeatedly tell Cen Ge some things that she had said several times earlier.For example, how to deal with her body, how to handle her funeral, her inheritance must be transferred to Cen Ru in full, and she has ordered the new style of the season in several luxury stores for two years, and Cen Ge has to help her pay on time and send it to Cen Ru.These few things, over and over again, have been told over and over again.Cen Ge could listen to every word.June 11th.Su Liyu woke up in the afternoon.Cen Ge was working on the piled up of work papers in the downstairs living room, and the nurse came downstairs and whispered to her to go upstairs.Cen Ge closed the computer and went upstairs.Miss Cen, the nurse called Cen Ge softly, with pity in her eyes, I am afraid you have to be mentally prepared.Cen Ge paused for a moment and nodded calmly: Hmm.She pushed the door open.The doctor and another nurse who had been on guard immediately got up and retreated to the door.Su Liyu leaned against the head of the bed, looking at her lost leg with her eyebrows lowered.Cen Ge pulled over the chair and sat down slowly.Su Liyu looked up at her, her eyes were clear and gentle, and her face had a little blush that seemed to be healthy.Ake.Su Liyu opened her mouth and called her, and her tone was soft, like her usual appearance.Cen Ge moved her lips, wanting to reply to her mother, but she couldn't open her mouth.She didn't know how many years she hadn't called Su Liyu's mother, and she had forgotten how to pronounce this word appropriately.Su Liyu's eyes were gentle and kind, and she looked at Cen Ge softly.Are you so old?
She said, "Fast."
Cen Ge replied: Yes, I grew up.Su Liyu sighed: Mom was sorry for you before.Cen Ge opened his lips and said after half a ring: It's okay.Su Liyu said seriously: It doesn't matter which one is so easy, I know you have always minded.Cen Ge lowered his eyes and said: I didn't.Su Liyu: You just have a hard mouth and refuse to tell the truth about anything.After a while, Su Liyu said again: What about Anxi, why didn't she accompany you?
Cen Ge looked at Su Liyu and saw that her eyebrows and eyes were incredibly gentle, and guessed that Su Liyu was probably delirious now, forgetting that she had divorced An Xi.She and I were separated.Cen Ge said, "It's been seven years since we divorced.Su Liyu was really stunned, and wondered: Why did you get divorced, don't you love each other very much?
Maybe Su Liyu's expression was too gentle at this moment, or maybe it was the softness of her heart before saying goodbye, Cen Ge suddenly opened her heart and told Su Liyu the truth: Because I am selfish, I am not satisfied with her daily neglect of me, so I want to separate and punish her, let her know that I am more important than everything to her.Su Liyu opened her bright eyes and looked at Cen Ge softly and kindly.Cen Ge's throat suddenly became a little sour, she looked forward to it, and longed for Su Liyu to comfort or support her.But Su Liyu said: Ah, I am like this to Aru, he is my everything.After speaking, she glanced at Cen Ge embarrassedly.More important than you.Cen Ge smiled mockingly, swallowing all the complicated tastes in her throat, and she said unusually calmly: I know.Su Liyu said again: Ake, mom is sorry for you.This time, Cen Ge didn't reply.What about your father, why didn't he come to see me?
Su Liyu suddenly cried as she spoke, he hated that I had no breasts/room, didn't he?
Su Liyu held her chest and muttered: But I rebuilt it, it looks very good, but it can't be touched, and it still doesn't feel the same The more she cries, the more she cries.I don't deserve him like this, and he will definitely dislike me.Cen Ge comforted her and said: He didn't dislike you, he said that he would send the others away and concentrate on living with you in the future.Su Liyu shook her head and reacted violently: No, I can't be with him anymore, he will find out about my breasts/room, and then he will have a bad image of me, thinking that I am a strange woman without breasts, and I can't be with him.Su Liyu nervously grabbed Cen Ge.You go and tell him that I have changed my mind, that I don't love him as much as I used to now, that he is old and not handsome, how can I still love him as much as before.Cen Ge said: I can help you tell you, but you have to tell me, after so many years, why has your feelings for him never changed?
Su Liyu was dazed for a moment, and asked Cen Ge: How can love change?
Cen Ge was dumbfounded.Su Liyu smiled and said: Love is love.Su Liyu was awake for half an hour this time, and then fell into a coma again The doctor sent Cen Ge out of the ward, and whispered to her: Madame may be today and tomorrow, you should be mentally prepared.Cen Ge had heard such words for the second time, and she felt that she had already been prepared.Cen Ge returned to the living room on the first floor, turned on the computer, and tried to continue working on the files, but he couldn't calm down.After sitting for half an hour, Cen Ge put down his work, turned off the computer, and went to the gym to run to divert his attention.Night.Cen Ge had nothing to do, turned on the TV, connected to the domestic TV network, and rewatched Anxi's "Twin Fires".This drama is not a big hit on the Internet, but the satellite TV ratings are very good, and after the exclusive broadcast, several stations bought the copyright and broadcast it in turn.Now, "Twin Fires" is not only shortlisted for the 36th TV Drama Moonlight Awards, but also Anxi has also been shortlisted for Best Actress in TV Drama with this drama.The future is bright.The TV series is playing Anxi and a group of gangsters scuffling and fighting.She had a beautiful over-the-shoulder fall, throwing one person into the air, while raising her leg and kicking, kicking over the other person who rushed up, and then raising her face and staring at the camera.On the huge TV screen, only An Xi's face was suddenly left.There was a sneer on the corner of her lips that implied a fierce sneer, her eyes were bright, her eyes were resolute, and there was a little flamboyant fierceness, like a pink rose that looked delicate and gorgeous, but the petals twisted, and the bottom was full of sharp and fierce barbs.This was a picture that Cen Ge was once completely unfamiliar with, but now she felt that this was also what Anxi was hiding.It's all what she looks like.Cen Ge watched episode by episode without stopping.At 1 a.m., the nurse called Cen Ge to the ward again.This time, both the doctor and the nurse left the room, and before going out, the doctor shook Cen Ge's hand and told her that this might be the last time she would talk to Su Liyu.A very soft and bright light was turned on in the room, and the luster was warm, which gave Su Liyu's complexion a layer of warmth.She was looking at the ceiling.Cen Ge walked over and suddenly called out naturally: Mom.Su Liyu turned her face to look at her, her eyes were stunned, and she asked Cen Ge in a low voice: Where is Aru?
Cen Ge lied and said: On the way, it will be there soon.Su Liyu nodded first, and then said angrily: What did you call him to do, look at my ugly appearance?
Cen Ge said: Okay, then I'll tell him not to come first.Su Liyu is satisfied: You can't tell him about my illness, don't let him know that I don't have milk/room.Cen Ge: I know.Su Liyu was happy, her expression immediately became gentle, and she said for the first time: Our Ake is really good, and my mother will love you in the future.Cen Ge pursed his lips and did not answer.Su Liyu said a lot of scattered words in fragments, most of which were related to Cen Ru.Cen Ge just listened, occasionally following Su Liyu's answer.What about Anxi?
Su Liyu suddenly mentioned others, why didn't she see Anxi?
Cen Ge had to say it to her again: she and I were separated.She and you?
Su Liyu suddenly grasped the point precisely, she left you, why?
She loves you so much, how could she be willing to leave you?
Speaking of this, Su Liyu seemed to think of something, and asked suddenly: What about your child, have you given birth to it, and have you chosen a name?
Cen Ge opened his mouth and said with difficulty: The child is long gone.Su Liyu frowned: Then Anxi is so sad, she wants to use the child to keep you, the child is gone, no wonder you are angry.Cen Ge lowered his gaze and added: And her mother, you can't do this.Su Liyu didn't hear Cen Ge's words at all, and said to herself, if you want to admit that you love her, there is nothing to be ashamed of.Saying that, Su Liyu suddenly shed tears and said sadly: I'm sorry for you, I let you be discriminated against with me since you were a child.But it's not that I want to be so cheap, I just love Aru, I love him so much, I am willing to accept any grievances.Anxi, Su Liyu pinched Cen Ge's arm tightly, Anxi also loves you like this, I can see that she doesn't want dignity for you, you also have to be like that, put down the shelf for her, so that it can last for a long time, otherwise Anxi will be disappointed and leave you.Cen Ge couldn't help but retort: But haven't you never been disappointed?
When did your father regret being so unkind to you before?
You still love him until you die.Su Liyu suddenly froze, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes.After a few seconds, she suddenly said: I'm not reconciled, I am so unwilling.I gave so much, and I was not reconciled if I didn't get it.Cen Ge was stunned: Unwilling?
Su Liyu muttered to herself: I'm so tired, I'm really tired.As she spoke, she turned her head, stretched her red eyes wide, stared at Cen Ge, and said sharply: I also want to leave like Anxi!
Cen Ge was startled, and his fingers suddenly trembled.Su Liyu stared at her and said sharply: You deserve it!
Well deserved!
Who made you trample on my dignity like that, am I born to be so lowly?
It's not because I love you!
So you deserve it!
Deserve!
She shouted angrily after saying this, and suddenly exhaled, her chest collapsed, her whole body sank to the hospital bed, and her eyes instantly darkened.Cen Ge was stunned for a few seconds, and shouted in a panic: Mom?
Su Liyu's eyes rolled for a moment, aimed at Cen Ge, and then, never moved again.On June 12, 2028, at 1:23 a.m., Su Liyu passed away.Cen Ge sat in the room for a few minutes, slowly got up, opened the door and called the doctor and nurse, and told them that Su Liyu's legs could be stitched up.This is what Su Liyu repeatedly told Cen Ge a few days ago.She was to be cremated intact.Cen Ge walked out of the room and stood in the corridor with an unusually calm expression.Behind her, another group of doctors and nurses hurried into the converted home ward.Several servants in the villa stood in the corner, looked upstairs, and then looked at Cen Ge's calm face, looking uneasy and panicked.Cen Ge began to go downstairs.The corridor and stairs on the second floor are facing the large TV in the living room, and Cen Ge can see the picture with one side of his eyes.The TV show somehow jumped to the live broadcast of the 36th Moonlight Awards.The beautiful and elegant hostess held the microphone, bent down slightly, smiled with joy, and said neatly and crisply: The 36th TV Drama Moonlight Awards, the Best Actress Award is Lin Anxi!
Cen Ge's footsteps slowed down, staring straight at the TV screen.In the show, the applause was thunderous, the camera turned, and fell on An Xi in a water-blue starry sky dress, she pulled up her hair, revealing her snow-white and delicate swan neck, she lifted the skirt embellished with broken diamonds, walked on the stage elegantly, and walked slowly to the microphone.The camera is facing An Xi's face.Her makeup today is delicate and gorgeous, her eyes are bright, like stars, and she smiles at the camera, which is as moving as spring flowers blooming in an instant.It's so dazzling and beautiful.Cen Ge suddenly stepped into the air, and Poofong rolled down the stairs.There were still seven or eight steps left, and Cen Ge rolled all the way and finally fell to the floor.The servant in the corner screamed in panic and hurriedly ran to help him.Cen Ge grabbed the arm of one of the servants and straightened up on his knees.She looked across the servant's body and stared at the TV.After An Xi finished saying his thanks, he happily raised the trophy and shook it, and then walked off the stage gracefully and briskly under the light of the spotlight.Cen Ge suddenly remembered two sentences.One sentence is from Anxi, and the other sentence is from her recently deceased mother.I'm fine without you.So you deserve it!
Deserve!
The author has something to say: I forgot to leave it as a word (T▽T), this article is more than halfway through, and it should be finished at the beginning of next month if it is fast, so give me a new article to pre-receive it, the next part is Da Tianwen Zhen's "I was angry after falling in love with a straight girl" The pampered but beautiful little ancestor X The dog woman with big breasts but straight female cancer Chapter 46 Cen Ge walked to the yard.At two o'clock in the morning in early summer, the moonlight was dim, and the outlines of the distant mountains were blurred and deep, like beasts lurking under the dark blue sky.Cen Ge sat on the edge of a flower bed, took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat, and found Anxi's WeChat ID.Her brain was a little empty and her thoughts were drifting, so she didn't hesitate at all and pressed the video call directly.