An Xi grabbed Cen Ge's wrist and shook his head slightly.In the final analysis, emotional matters are always nothing more than what you and I want, and no one harms anyone.It's just that the things in the world are complicated and intertwined, and when a thing happens, where the source is, and who can't tell where the beginning of the error is.Don't cry.Cen Ge kissed An Xi's tear-soaked face and kissed her forehead.Anxi still couldn't stop crying.These things, after years of accumulation in her heart, tore out the wound of remorse, scabbed over year after year, but could not heal year after year, accumulated layer by layer, and finally became eternal pain.Cen Ge held An Xi's face and rubbed it repeatedly with his fingertips to wipe the tears on An Xi's face.When you think about the past in the future, you will come and scold me, okay?
Cen Ge said gently, don't always blame yourself, if you are at fault, then I have too.To atone for our sins, to condemn ourselves, it should all be together.An Xi's gaze slowly focused and landed on Cen Ge's face.Her eyebrows and eyes were gentle, her eyes were sincere, full of distress, and she looked at her attentively and affectionately.An Xi suddenly grabbed Cen Ge's wrist.Cen Ge wiped Anxi's face with his fingertips and hugged her into his arms.An Xi's body paused, but he didn't push it away.She closed her eyes and rested her head on Cen Ge's shoulder.She doesn't know if the past can be passed, maybe the past will never pass, and the pain will always hurt when touched, but at least she can say it now, and she has the courage to face it.Tomorrow may be just as bad, or worse, but maybe, there will be a little bit of a different light and hope.Chapter 57 Cen Ge sent Anxi to the gate of the community.Near noon, there are often people coming in and out at the gate of the community, Cen Ge is not good to get out of the car with Anxi, she said goodbye to Anxi in the car.Anxi put on a mask and got out of the car.Before closing the car door, she glanced in, and Cen Ge happened to lower her head, also looking at her.The two looked at each other, Cen Ge hooked his lips and smiled, his eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness.An Xi suddenly didn't want to be separated like this, maybe she should invite Cen Ge to a meal.An Xi pursed her lips, but still suppressed the impulse, she smiled back at Cen Ge and closed the car door.When Cen Ge's car went away, Anxi dragged his suitcase and slowly entered the community.There is a short distance from the gate of the community to the door of the building.An Xi thought about her and Cen Ge as she walked.After crying in the car and saying the words that had been suppressed in her heart for many years, she seemed to be able to accept it all of a sudden and accept Cen Ge's request for peace.Thinking of this, An Xi immediately shook his head and told himself that this idea was very wrong.Cen Ge treated her like that before, and she is still reconciled with her now, isn't she a cheap again?
But An Xi lowered his head, looked at his lonely shadow, listened to the sound of the suitcase universal wheel rubbing against the ground, and his heart was empty.However, she also occasionally really wanted someone to accompany her - Cen Ge in the car.The assistant who was driving peeked at Cen Ge's face a few times, and saw that she looked relaxed and happy, and she spoke boldly.Mr.
Cen, can the trip abroad be canceled later?
Cen Ge has already arranged the itinerary of going abroad to worship Anxi's mother in advance, and also planned Anxi's birthday surprise abroad.No.Cen Ge was in a happy mood and said relaxedly, keep it, forget it if you don't use it.The assistant nodded in response, and asked Cen Ge what he wanted to eat at noon.In the past, Cen Ge didn't care about eating, he didn't eat when he was busy or used takeout to pass the time, and when he wasn't busy, he only ate in a few fixed restaurants, and he coped with the task as casually.She was in a good mood today, she rarely had an appetite, thought about it, and said a Japanese restaurant.The assistant changed the route and drove over.Cen Ge put her fingers on her knees and tapped comfortably, and then she saw the flowers that Anxi had left in the car.She scooped the flowers, placed them on her knees, and played with the petals with her delicate fingertips.I don't know what to remember, she suddenly smiled and said to the assistant: Go back to the old house in the afternoon.Good.The assistant saw the smile on Cen Ge's lips and flattered, congratulations to Mr.
Cen that the relationship with Miss Lin has finally progressed.Cen Ge heard the flattery in the assistant's words, but she was not disgusted, she was in a good mood and said: I am sincere to her now, of course I can make progress.Assistant: You're right.And you care about Miss Lin more than anyone else, everything, and Miss Lin would be very touched if she knew everything you have done for her.The assistant refers to Cen Ge's energy and money for Anxi in private, but Cen Ge only thinks of his deception of Anxi in terms of illness.She crushed a petal, and her good mood disappeared in an instant, and she didn't bother with the assistant's words.
--After Anxi arrived home, he packed his luggage first, changed into a small suitcase, and then drove to Qu Zheng's house.After picking up Mianmian in the afternoon, she will stay at Qu Zheng's house for a few days to accompany Mianmian to sleep.Qu Zheng was not in China during this time, he had an academic exchange meeting, and he had to stay abroad for half a month.Qu You is also filming in the crew, and during this time, Qu's mother is taking care of Mianmian.Before opening the door, An Xi took a deep breath and was mentally prepared to face Qu Mu.She opened the door and entered the house, but she did not find Qu Mu's figure.The nanny was mopping the floor in the kitchen, heard the movement, and came out and said, "Miss Lin, are you back?"
Anxi put the suitcase down against the wall and asked unnaturally: What about Mom?
The nanny said: I went back at noon today, and she said that you would come back in the afternoon, and you would be taken care of by someone to sleep, so you went back.There seems to be something going on at home about her.An Xi's heart was relieved, and there was no need to be embarrassed in the next few days.She said: Got it, you go get busy.Anxi carried the suitcase back to the bedroom, sorted out the luggage, and went to see the small bedroom where she was sleeping.I haven't been back for four months, and the sleeping bedroom has changed a lot.Not only have the sheets and quilts been changed, but even the curtains and desks have been changed, and there are many more gadgets and small puppets that Anxi has never seen in the bookshelves and the pile of dolls in the corners.An Xi looked at them one by one and guessed that they were all sent by Qu You.Her eyes slid over the ceramic animals on the bookshelf, and suddenly she saw a pink photo frame on the side, framed with a photo of Mian Mian and Qu You.The background of the photo is in the amusement park, and the two of them are smiling happily.An Xi looked at it for a while and quietly exited the room.Four o'clock in the afternoon.Anxi took the gifts she bought for Mianmian and drove to pick up Mianmian cram school.She was afraid of missing the bus from sleep, so she wore a hat and a mask and waited at the door of the cram school with other parents.A few familiar parents beside him were chatting, and An Xi listened smoothly.They were talking about the primary school parent-child sports meeting that had just been held a few days ago, and the name of the school was mentioned during the school, which was the same as Mianmian.An Xi was stunned, she didn't know anything about the sports meeting.No one told her.An Xi suddenly felt a little uneasy.After Mianmian went to elementary school, he didn't video with Anxi every day, sometimes twice a week, sometimes once a week or more than once.And now Anxi and Mianmian haven't talked on the phone for eight days.Anxi is indeed a little strange, she told Qu Zheng about her coming back, and Mianmian will definitely know, but she didn't call her at all to ask her if she would be home in the morning or afternoon.Before, Anxi thought that it was because Qu Zheng was not there, and Qu's mother was unwilling to contact Anxi.But now that I think about it, could something else happen?
For example, Mianmian knew about Anxi and Qu Zheng's divorce and separation.The bell rang from the cram room, and the students came out in groups.An Xi saw Mianmian and hurriedly waved her hand to attract her attention.Mianmian raised her little face, and sure enough, she saw Anxi.She stopped suddenly, pursed her mouth aggrieved and angry, turned around and ran in the other direction.Sleep!
Anxi chased in, avoided the children passing by, grabbed her, and sleeped, what's wrong with you?
Don't pull me!
Mianmian shook off An Xi's hand, her eyes were red, and tears were falling down, didn't you move away, don't want me and my father anymore, then what are you looking for me for?
An Xi's heart sank, and Mianmian really knew.Can you listen to me?
An Xi squatted down, slowed down and coaxed, don't be angry yet.Mianmian twisted her face vigorously and didn't look at Anxi.An Xi took her hand: Let's go to a nearby café to talk, okay?
Mianmian wanted to shake off An Xi's hand, An Xi clenched it and didn't let go, she wiped the tears on her face instead, choked up and asked: Then are you really divorced from your father?
Anxi Dao: Your father and I just live separately, and we are still very good friends.But you're divorced.My dad and mom were separated.Anxi Dao: We are not separated, sleepy, if you are not happy, I can move back to live.But you still have to go to filming in two days, and you won't come back for a few months.Mianmian cried and said, you don't love me at all, you just want to be a star.I didn't, sleep.An Xi tried to explain to Mianmian, but she didn't listen to her at all, and kept crying and ignoring people.Anxi hugged her and coaxed and lied, and finally brought people into the car.Mian Mian sat in the back seat, still sobbing.She blew her nose while holding the paper, refusing to look at Anxi or talking to Anxi.No matter how flattering Anxi was looking for a topic, he didn't care about it, twisting his face and just looking out the window.As soon as I got home, I hid back in my bedroom.Anxi personally cooks and cooks her favorite dishes for Mianmian.Now Anxi finally knows why Qu Mu is not at home, because of a weak heart.The separation of Anxi and Qu Zheng is probably revealed by Qu's mother.No wonder I didn't make a single phone call a few days ago.Anxi coaxed him to sleep for three days, and finally reluctantly coaxed people to get right.There was a light snowfall that afternoon.Anxi picked up Mianmian after class and took her to the cake shop to make handmade biscuits.Anxi made a box of little snowman biscuits for Mianmian, coaxed Mianmian to be very happy, held Anxi's hand all the way, and jumped home.Sleep at night, sleep still looking at the box of snowman cookies.Anxi put her away and let her sleep first.Mianmian obediently shrunk into the quilt, and Anxi dimmed the lights and prepared to leave.Mommy.Mianmian suddenly stopped her.What's wrong?
An Xi sat on the edge of the bed, combed her messy hair, do you want me to tell a story?
Mianmian shook her head, turned over, looked at An Xi with big eyes, and asked softly: Will you really live happier when you are separated from your father?
This is the first time that Mianmian has talked about divorce with Anxi so peacefully.Why do you ask?
An Xi also lowered her voice and gently coaxed Mianmian to say more.Mianmian pouted and hummed: My aunt and grandmother both said this, they said that my mother has always been unhappy, and she will only be happy when she is a star.Anxi Dao: Where am I unhappy?
Mianmian glanced at An Xi, pulled the lace on the quilt, and whispered: You are unhappy, I know.You are often sad and in a daze, and you will secretly cry at night.An Xi was dumbfounded, she didn't expect that Mianmian would even know about the things she sometimes cried secretly at night.I often see you on TV, Mianmian, but I don't think it's actually you on TV.An Xi touched her sleeping hair: Why isn't it me on TV?
It doesn't feel like you.After Mianmian finished speaking, he asked Anxi again, Mommy, does being a star really make you happy?
An Xi paused for a moment, and lied to Mianmian and said: Being busy makes me happy, so that there will be no empty thoughts and sad things.That's why you're going to divorce your dad?
My affair with your dad is complicated, and I'll tell you when you're a little older, okay?
Mianmian puffed out his face and nodded reluctantly: Okay.An Xi kissed her forehead: Mianmian, you have to believe that no matter what, I love you.Mian Mian kissed An Xi's cheek.So is Mianmian.Coming out of the sleeping room, An Xi went to the balcony to blow the wind for a while, and then went back to the bedroom.She couldn't sleep at night, so she simply turned on the light and read the script.As soon as there is something to do, time flies.Unconsciously, the night was getting deeper, and Anxi's mobile phone suddenly vibrated a few times one after another.She finished reading a script and then picked up her phone.It was a text message and WeChat message sent by Cen Ge, all of which only had four words: Happy Birthday.Anxi took a closer look at the time: December 7, 2028, 0:4 a.m.She was thirty-second birthday.An Xi couldn't help but be stunned, she was thirty-two years old.Time passed so quickly that it passed in the blink of an eye.At the end of October 2026, she and Qu Zheng returned to China, and two years have passed in a blink of an eye.Anxi put down the script and replied to Cen Ge on WeChat: Thank you, but I paused for my birthday, and Anxi still deleted the sentence that I couldn't celebrate my birthday, and only replied to Cen Ge Thank you.As soon as she replied, Cen Ge immediately turned 99999.Anxi: ?
Cen Ge: Happy birthday to you.Anxi: You don't need to transfer money.Cen Ge: Can we have dinner together at noon today?
Chapter 58 Cen Ge and An Xi had a Chinese meal in a private kitchen, and Anxi didn't let Cen Ge pick it up, she drove over by herself.The restaurant is located a bit out of the way, on top of a hill on the outskirts.The restaurant environment is elegant and exquisite, and each box is cleverly separated by greenery and corridors, so you don't have to worry about bumping into strange guests, but it is very suitable for people like Anxi who are inconvenient to show up.Cen Ge has arrived.She wore a red dress today, her makeup was also charming and exquisite, and the whole person was bright and beautiful.At first glance, Anxi thought that he had recognized the wrong person.When Cen Ge saw An Xi coming in, he got up and walked around to the other side of the table, pulled out a chair and asked An Xi to sit.Thank you.An Xi sat down, took off his cap, grabbed his hair again, glanced at Cen Ge's bright and compelling face, and suddenly felt a little unnaturally nervous.Cen Ge handed Anxi a tablet and asked her to order.An Xi immediately lowered his head and studied the menu to ease the unnatural emotions in his heart.Cen Ge sat opposite, staring straight at An Xi.Feeling her gaze, An Xi was even more uncomfortable, she scribbled a dish, raised her head and glared at Cen Ge fiercely: You don't order, what do you see me doing?
Cen Ge said: I just ordered it.An Xi lowered his gaze and whispered: Then don't look at me.Cen Ge smiled, retracted his gaze, and took a glass of water to drink.An Xi hurriedly chose the dishes, put the tablet aside, looked at Cen Ge, and fell into a subtle embarrassment that he had nothing to do.Cen Ge finished drinking the water and gently put down the water cup.An Xi caught a glimpse of her white and slender fingertips dyed red, and when she looked closely, she actually had newly made red nails.Sensing An Xi's gaze, Cen Ge generously stretched out his hand directly in front of An Xi: Is it good-looking, I did it yesterday.Cen Ge's fingers are slender and fair-skinned, especially beautiful with red nail polish, like a red plum falling on the snow, delicate and gorgeous.