Cen Ge clasped her fingers, and when An Xi glared at her with big eyes, she hooked her lips and smiled, calmly and calmly, and asked elegantly without face and skin: Can you take it?
No.An Xi pumped his hand hard, but couldn't pull it out.Cen Ge grabbed her fingers, looked down at the interlaced fingers of the two, and said softly: Xiaoxi, I'll accompany you in the future, okay?
An Xi's eyelashes twitched, and she pursed her lips and didn't speak.Cen Ge slowly let go of his fingers and changed them to interlock with Anxi's ten fingers.We reconciled and started a family again.She is calm, gentle, and firm, just you and me, if you still want children, then we will have one, or two.And then just like that for the rest of your life.She tightened her strength and held An Xi's hand tightly.I promise that I will never be separated from you again, and if I lie to you and hurt you again, I will be alone until I die, and there will be no one to collect the body.Anxi was silent.She knew that once she opened her mouth, she must have answered well.Cen Ge didn't mind her silence, and shook An Xi's hand: The future is still very long, and I will slowly prove to you that every word I say at this moment is true.After a pause, she lowered her eyelids and hid the embarrassment in her eyes.There is another sentence, Cen Ge took a few seconds to finally say it, I love you, this sentence is also true, really, I love you very much.
--Cen Ge has a villa here, and Anxi didn't know until later.The location is only two streets away from Anxi and Qu Zheng's former home.But Anxi had never seen Cen Ge in this vicinity.I came to look for you that year, and I saw you and Qu Zheng together, so I left the same day.Cen Ge said in a light tone while surrounding the customer hall, I swore that I would never come to you again in the future, but after a few days, I still let people buy this villa.The decoration of the villa is indeed very Cen Ge's personal style.The same goes for Rose Castle, we were obviously divorced, but I still had people fix it according to the original design.An Xi glanced at her and said with some mockery: Because do you think I will come back myself?
Cen Ge smiled and said frankly: I did think so before, but now I know that it is not because I firmly believe that you will come back, but because An Xi curled his fingers and thought of what Cen Ge would say.Because I love you.So I've restored the house in Tiansheng Rose Bay, built our castle as originally planned, bought a new house near where you live, and kept our wedding ring.Cen Ge took An Xi's curled hand, gently unfolded each of her slender fingers, and then interlocked her fingers.I used to be a nasty and stupid woman, but I swear I'll change it later.Cen Ge said, Xiaoxi, you have to believe me.Every word I say to you, every promise I make from now on, I will do it.An Xi lowered her head, looked at Cen Ge clasping her hand, bit her lip, and still didn't respond.Cen Ge didn't mind her silence as usual, took An Xi to eat, and then rested separately.At nine o'clock in the morning, Cen Ge and Anxi set off for the cemetery.Half an hour later, arrive at the cemetery.Anxi bought a bouquet of white Baihe, and Cen Ge was a bouquet of white chrysanthemums.Cen Ge squatted down and gently put down the chrysanthemum.On the tombstone is a black and white photo of Anxi's mother, Chen Luomei, in which she smiles gently with her eyebrows and eyes, and her dark eyes gently look at everyone who comes to worship.Cen Ge looked at the familiar and strange person in the photo, and suddenly clearly felt that eight years had passed.It has been eight years since Chen Luomei passed away.And Anxi went from twenty-four years old to thirty-two.She also went from being twenty-seven years old to an old woman of thirty-five.Eight years passed, and when I looked back, I suddenly realized that one-tenth of my life had disappeared like this.The years have passed without a trace, leaving behind nothing but wrinkles?
Cen Ge raised his eyes and looked at Anxi, who was standing quietly.If An Xi didn't return to her, then she wouldn't have left anything but aging.Birth, old age, sickness and death are all lonely.Cen Ge looked at the tombstone and whispered: Mom.She shouted this word so that An Xi's heart jumped violently.Cen Ge never called Anxi's mother, only when he was in a good mood, Cen Ge would call him aunt.An Xi didn't mind this title, because Cen Ge didn't even call Su Liyu Mom.Although Cen Ge didn't say it, An Xi understood that the word mother had a shadow in Cen Ge's heart.But Cen Ge actually shouted today.The vibration that this word set off in An Xi's heart was tantamount to the sound I love you.Cen Ge said a lot to the tombstone.apologized for her past bastard, and swore for her future change, and by the way, confessed some trivial things in life.In the end, Cen Ge knelt in front of the tomb, kowtowed three times respectfully, and solemnly apologized for her ruthlessness on the night of Chen Luomei's death and her absence in the past eight years.An Xi watched from the side.Looking at the woman in a handmade wool coat, full of nobility and pride, humbly kneeling on the ground, apologizing to a cold tombstone.An Xi suddenly cried, warm tears wet her cheeks, and she hurriedly raised her hand to wipe it off.After Cen Ge got up, Anxi asked her to go first, she had something to say to her mother alone.Cen Ge touched Anxi's reddened moist eyes, and said softly: Then I'll wait for you in the car?
An Xi nodded.Waiting for Cen Ge to walk away, Anxi knelt in front of the tombstone.She lowered her head and stared at the white chrysanthemum that Cen Ge had left behind a few minutes ago.The winter wind was a little stronger, and the petals couldn't stop shivering.An Xi said in a low voice: Mom, I may be out of luck again.On the tombstone, Chen Luomei just smiled gently.An Xi didn't dare to look up, and muttered: Actually, I don't know what I think myself, but I haven't been able to refuse her recently.She paused, her tone a little higher.By the way, Cen Ge was sick, and she said it was cancer.Saying that, An Xi pursed her lips, and muttered a little coquettishly, but I always felt that she was lying to me, and you don't look like she's going to die at all.After being silent for two seconds, An Xi whispered again: But I have also checked, if you are lucky, relying on targeted drugs, cancer can indeed live for many years.Cen Ge is not an ordinary person, so many people in her family are staring at the power in her hand, even if she can use this reason to deceive me, but she can't use this reason to deceive them Perfunctory Anxi chattered and said a lot of things.At last she got up, because she had been kneeling for too long, the blood was not circulating, and her eyes were so dark that she almost fell.An Xi hurriedly held on to the tombstone, eased down for a few seconds, and his vision slowly cleared, and the photo of Chen Luomei on the tombstone became clear little by little.Mother smiled as softly as ever.An Xi lowered his hand and stood straight.After a while, she suddenly asked very lightly: Mom, if I really reconcile with Cen Ge, will you be angry with me?
The wind blew gently, and the wrapping paper wrapped in white chrysanthemum made a soft sound.An Xi replied to himself in the breeze: Is it okay for you to give me dreams at night?
If you're not happy, I'll put my distance from her again.An Xi touched the photo on the tombstone: Okay?
Cen Ge did not get on the bus.She waited outside the car for An Xi to come out.Seeing An Xi's figure from a distance, Cen Ge immediately walked over to pick up people.Cen Ge's gaze turned around on An Xi's somewhat pale face, and he held An Xi's cold hand.This time, Anxi didn't hide, and he didn't struggle.What did you talk about?
Cen Ge asked, and found that An Xi's hands were very cold, so he covered his hands and rubbed them, giving her his own temperature.An Xi glanced at Cen Ge and replied: Scold you.Well?
Cen Ge glanced at her, with a smile in his eyes, and scolded me with his mother?
The two words of mother came out of Cen Ge's mouth and were particularly scorching, and An Xi listened uncomfortably, pulled his hand out of Cen Ge's hand, and went around the car door.Cen Ge got into the car from the other side, asked the driver to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner as soon as he sat down, and then asked Anxi: Is it cold?
An Xi shook his head: It's not cold.She was even a little hot, her face was hot, and she was probably red.Cen Ge looked at her and said to the driver: There is no need to adjust the temperature of the air conditioner.After speaking, she asked Anxi what she wanted to eat for lunch.Anxi suddenly remembered the citric sour soup fish made by her mother, so she said: I want to eat fish.Cen Ge: Chinese food?
An Xi nodded.She actually wanted to say to Cen Ge, do you know, in 2020, on my birthday, my mother also said that she would make me fish in lemon sour soup, and she said that she would eat fish for her birthday, and she had more than one year after year, but we didn't end up without eating fish, nor did we eat the ordered birthday cake, because I had a miscarriage in a car accident that day.These words turned in An Xi's heart and lungs year after year, and whenever she regretted the pain, she would think of this day, these things, and then she would be even more painful and angry.She wanted to use an angry questioning tone countless times to smash these words on Cen Ge's body like a knife, so that she could also taste the pain of her heart like a knife.But when the real opportunity came, these words, these pains and hatreds that had gone from boiling to dead silence for a long time, suddenly evaporated like steam, and became meaningless.Questioning will not lead to results, nor will it lead to relief.It's better to let it pass like every past.
--In the evening, Cen Ge took Anxi to the mountains to see the stars.It starts to snow in the evening, and it's going to be snowy.Cen Ge drove the car, pressing the speed of the car and slowly walking along the road to the mountainside.This is the scenic area, the road is clean and spacious, and the street lights are bright, clearly illuminating the silhouette of the shadows of the trees and the flying snowflakes.At ten o'clock in the evening, it stands to reason that the scenic spot has long been closed, but now not only the gate is open, but the staff are also there, and when they saw Cen Ge's car passing by, they also waved politely to say hello.Anxi realized that this place was chartered tonight, and there must be other surprises on the top of the mountain.Anxi looked at the snow on the side of the road and the snowflakes in the sky, and remembered that the morning when her mother fell ill in the kitchen, it was also such a snowy day.She suddenly shouted: Stop!
Cen Ge buckled the steering wheel, slowly stepped on the brakes, stopped on the side of the road, and patiently asked: What's wrong?
An Xi stared at the front desk of the car and whispered: I don't want to look at the stars.She didn't want to face Cen Ge's surprise, she wasn't ready to fully forgive and accept Cen Ge.Cen Ge looked at her trembling eyelashes and pale face, and quickly said, "Okay, then let's go back first."
Cen Ge held her hand: I'm sorry, it's me who has too much schedule, don't be pressured.An Xi nodded: Let's go back.Good.Cen Ge restarted the car and turned around and went down the mountain.On the way, Cen Ge's mobile phone kept ringing, and she concentrated on driving in the snow and didn't answer.Anxi couldn't listen to it, and happened to see the toilet sign on the side of the road, so he said: I want to go to the bathroom.Cen Ge stopped the car, An Xi went to the bathroom, she answered the phone in the car, and notified the cancellation of the scenic spot arrangement.An Xi washed his face, and then stared at himself in the mirror in a daze.She was still confused about whether her choice was really the right one, and she found that she hadn't figured out what she wanted.An Xi washed her face again, she closed her eyes and wiped off the droplets.The sound of Cen Ge's footsteps sounded in the quiet bathroom, and An Xi slowly opened his eyes.Cen Ge stood at the door of the bathroom, looking at An Xi worriedly.An Xi avoided her gaze and pulled out a tissue to wipe her face and hands.Cen Ge came over at this time, stopped beside An Xi, saw that her hair was wet at the ends, and helped her to pull it behind her shoulders.Okay?
Cen Ge asked endlessly.Anxi thought she was asking if she had finished washing her face, so she nodded.Cen Ge took An Xi's hand and whispered: Then go back with me.An Xi followed Cen Ge out of the bathroom and into the falling snow, and suddenly thought, maybe this is what she wants.To be needed, to be dominated, to be cared for, and to be loved.An Xi lowered his eyelashes and thought, then let's do this first, take one step at a time.Anyway, maybe Cen Ge will be immune to targeted drugs next month, and then the cancer will be out of control The author has something to say: It's not far from Mr.
Cen's rollover Shura field (Chapter 60 An Xi is not in China These days, her urban drama "Xiaoyi's Life" was broadcast simultaneously on satellite TV and online platforms, and the ratings and Internet popularity were both hot.The audience responded enthusiastically, the online discussion was very high, and almost every time it was broadcast, it could get a high hot search.An Xi's name slowly appeared in more and more places, and the number of Weibo fans unconsciously exceeded 10 million, and every time he posted the official Weibo related to the drama, he could have more than 10,000 retweets.On December 17, Anxi returned to China, joined the group the next day, and continued to shoot "The Legend of Jinse".After Anxi joins the group this time, he will shoot the plot of the character's girlhood and the later micro-service out of the palace, and the filming location will be changed to the film and television city scenic area in the south, and the filming time will be 25 days.December 31.Anxi was in the third year of the crew.On this day, there was originally a big night scene on location, but in the middle of filming, the sky suddenly changed, and it rained heavily, and everyone had to temporarily collect their things and wait for the rain to stop.This location scene was filmed for four days, and the crew temporarily built a large shed for the actors to rest and make up their makeup.Xiao Miao held an umbrella for Anxi, and Anxi scooped up the skirt of the costume and went into the shed to hide from the rain.In the past, the sheds were very lively.The actors, assistants, some of the staff, and the make-up artists were all inside, but today it was unusually quiet and the neighborhood was completely unattended.An Xi carefully hugged the layered white dress, and immediately thought that Cen Ge might be coming, and she glanced at Xiao Miao.Xiao Miao's expression was normal, and she looked around suspiciously: Why are there so few people here today, have everyone gone to secretly go to the New Year's Eve?
As she spoke, she lifted the curtain of the shed with one free hand, and the soft flickering candlelight leaked out at once, with a faint and intoxicating fragrance of roses.Xiao Miao was stunned at the door.Starting from the entrance of the curtain, the ground is covered with roses and candles, intertwined into a romantic sea of flowers and stars, and the candlelight gently sways in the delicate flowers, outlining beautiful light, shadow and color.In the depths of the sea of flowers, there is a man standing.An Xi was outside the shed, her vision was incomplete, and from her vantage point, she could only see a flower and candles, as well as a pair of straight long legs in a dark red pantsuit.Looking at the leg Anxi, you know that it is Cen Ge.Xiao Miao also recognized it, and looked back at An Xi's face.An Xi bent down into the shed: You go and rest first.The shed is extra carpeted.An Xi put down her skirt, her costume today is a white gauze skirt, with a complex and beautiful style.Because she filmed the girlhood of the character, in order to pursue a girlish feeling, her makeup was also extraordinarily delicate and pink, with candlelight draped on her body all over the floor, and her gauze skirt was semi-transparent, like a fairy in the sky who came by starlight.Compared with her, Cen Ge, dressed in modern clothes, seems to be from another world.Cen Ge looked at An Xihao sluggishly.Anxi's makeup today is so beautiful, the long and deepened eyetails make her eyes bright and big, her eyes are pitch black, full of candlelight in the sea of flowers, and she is like a bright lake reflecting the moonlight; Her eyelashes fanned, her eyes fluctuated, and her soul was crisp.Cen Ge suddenly remembered the day An Xi confessed to her for the first time