Father.Zhao Mingze suddenly looked at Zhao Yuan, as if he was tired of arguing with him more, but he just stopped him lightly and asked something that he had never asked before.Have you really been doing well all these years?
Zhao Yuan didn't know how long it had been since he heard Zhao Mingze call him like this, he stopped, and for the first time he showed a hint of strangeness, although it was only a trembling that was almost inaudible.I'm not here to talk to you today.Because I know that the door of your heart was closed by yourself twenty years ago.Zhao Mingze didn't want to say more, he stood up, turned around, turned his back to Zhao Yuan and said: I'm just here to take one last look at you, no matter what, thank you for giving birth to me and raising me.When Zhao Mingze walked out of the prison, he saw that the wind and sun were beautiful outside, and the sun was falling through the cracks in the trees, and the dappled light and shadow fell on the person who had been waiting for him.Came out?
Zhou Zhao smiled at him in a warm floating light.Zhao Mingze looked at Zhou Zhao, took a deep breath, and the haze in his heart suddenly dissipated, and he smiled, yes, it came out.It's all in the past.All the bloody and filthy past that haunted him for so many years is over.In the autumn of this year, Zhou Zhao and Zhao Mingze went to the cemetery together.On this day, the weather was fine, the autumn was crisp, the warm sun was shining, and the breeze and sunlight were blowing through the entire cemetery.Zhao Mingze was dressed in a straight formal suit, leaned over and put the pure white and elegant bouquet in his hand in front of the tomb.He straightened up and looked silently at the woman in the picture of the tombstone.The woman in the photo has long black and silky hair, black eyes, and a smile that is gentle to the bone on her frozen beautiful face.The woman in his memory always smiled at him like that.It wasn't until he returned home when he was seven years old that he curiously asked his mother about his father's entanglement in the office, the woman was still trying to smile at herself as usual, but Zhao Mingze still looked through her out-of-focus eyes, trembling speechless lips and extremely pale face, faintly feeling as if he had asked something wrong.Zhao Mingze couldn't understand the feelings of adults at that time, but he could still keenly feel that something that he was trying to maintain completely collapsed and shattered.It didn't take long for him to see with his own eyes that the beautiful woman, who was always smiling gently, fell from a great height, her flesh and blood blurred......
It seemed to take him a long time to recover some consciousness from the extreme emotional outburst, and in the scarlet vision stained by blood, he saw the handsome man in the well-dressed walk over, pick up his mother's broken body, raise his hand, and gently close his mother's dead eyes.There are no accidents, no sadness, no breakdown, and even gentle and graceful as usual, as if coaxing a person to sleep peacefully.It was the first time he discovered what a creepy demon was wrapped under the perfect and gentle skin of his father, whom he had always admired.Zhao Mingze closed his eyes and threw aside the memories that pulled him to the nightmare again and again.He opened his eyes and looked at the woman on the tombstone.Although it is only a black and white photo, it seems that you can still see her whole world dyed warm because of her smile, her gentle and light laughter can be faintly heard in the wind, and the heat from the sun makes people vaguely recall the temperature of her soft palms and embrace.Zhao Mingze looked at it deeply, and unconsciously turned red.Then, he happily hooked the corners of his mouth, and for the first time in many years, he returned the same smile to a woman that he had not seen for a long time.Just like the little boy who would look up and smile at his mother when he saw her smile at him.No more self-blame that goes deep into the bone marrow, no more the chaotic struggles that torment him day and night, only the peace and prayer that let go of everything.Actually, he should have understood it a long time ago.It's just that he refuses to let go of himself.No matter what he does or where he ends up, the loving mother who always smiles at him gently will understand him, tolerate him, respect him, and even ......
Bless him.Zhao Mingze glanced at Zhou Zhao, who was also looking at him with a gentle smile.He Zhao Mingze is so fortunate to be able to meet this person and join hands.When they first met, Zhao Mingze never thought that he would have such a deep bond with Zhou Zhao.At that time, he was still a withdrawn and misanthropic teenager, and Zhou Zhao was only a young man in his early twenties.Later, he heard that this young man who suddenly appeared was surprisingly capable of doing things, and even helped Zhao Yuan soar all the way up in a short period of time, firmly sitting in the position of the leader boss, and in the end, he also resolutely let go, letting the demon who thought he had covered the sky with one hand completely fall into the abyss.As for whether Zhou Zhao secretly intervened in the fall of Zhao Yuan back then, Zhao Mingze didn't care.There was only one thing he was curious about.......
That's right.I haven't asked you yet, what exactly is the agreement you were talking about at that time?
On the way home for Zhao Mingze, he suddenly remembered to ask Zhou Zhao.Many years ago, once you had an upset stomach, your father forced you to attend a banquet, you drank a lot of alcohol and caused stomach bleeding, and you were drunk and crazy and refused to go to the hospital, I carried you into the car.I helped you warm your stomach with my hand and whispered in your ear: Be obedient, I will help you get out of here.You just snuggled up to me and didn't move.Zhou Zhao smiled: I thought at the time, this little wolf cub with teeth and claws turned out to be so obedient.So I came to the appointment to fulfill my obligations.The author has something to say: Chapter 31 1.The author has something to say: The story of Zhao Yuan in this chapter (there is a little angel who likes him very much, so he took the opportunity to write the next fan, but he may not like it after reading the fanwai 233).It's a bit of a newspaper agency.I have tried my best to avoid the uncomfortable plot and delete the overly dark parts, which I don't like to jump.The last two chapters are high sugar in harmony.I solemnly declare that Zhao Yuan's three views are very crooked, not my three views!!
Brother-in-law, nothing happened between you and my sister, right?
She's been a little absent-minded lately.After Chu Zhiqing went downstairs, when he was sure that the mother and son in the house couldn't hear it, he stopped and asked Zhao Yuan.Zhao Yuan lowered his eyebrows and showed an apologetic smile, it may be that I have been busy with work recently and have snubbed her.Chu Zhiqing looked at him in surprise: If you will snub people, there are few considerate people in this world.Chu Zhiqing is not good at expressing himself, his face is not obvious, and he admires him very much in his heart for his brother-in-law, who is dignified and capable, and makes people feel extremely relaxed and comfortable, it is not an exaggeration to say that he has never seen someone as perfect as his brother-in-law.When his sister married Zhao Yuan, although his father was against it, he was really happy.He patted Zhao Yuan's arm, and his tone was a rare intimacy for others, and he persuaded: Go back and talk to my sister well.The one in my family, who used to be so tired that I had a headache, suddenly didn't stick to me recently, and I didn't feel comfortable for a few days.My sister is not an empathetic person.Well.Zhao Yuan smiled, I will communicate well with your sister.Chu Zhiqing put his mind at ease, remembered something, turned his head again, looked at the dark sky outside, and said: I really don't know what's going on lately, it's not very peaceful.Zhao Yuan didn't speak, just quietly lit a cigarette and handed the cigarette case to him.Chu Zhiqing gratefully took a cigarette in his mouth, lowered his head, borrowed the fire in Zhao Yuan's hand, and smoked it.Heavy smoking addiction may be the only shortcoming that Zhao Yuan can call a shortcoming, but this person can always control it very well, and smoking will also be very concerned about the occasion and the feelings of others, so that it will never be disgusting.Moreover, in the opinion of Chu Zhiqing, who was also a cigarette stick in the past, smoking is not a big problem, and smoking abounds when men communicate normally.Chu Zhiqing's biological father, who came out with his rotten book net, was born with a decent and upright civil service, but under the influence of his adoptive father, a soldier ruffian, he still became a nondescript smoking gun at a young age.It was after he got married that his wife pestered him every day to quit smoking, and he finally controlled it.It's very boring at this time, and the addiction to smoking is committed, and this cigarette is simply a lifesaver.Chu Zhiqing put one hand in his pocket, dusted off the cigarette ash with the other, looked at the rain outside the corridor through the glasses splashed with rain, and suddenly said: You have heard.Some time ago, a big man was just punished, saying that he was prostituting 1.The human and material evidence is conclusive, and the video has been exposed, and there is no way to argue.That uncle is very arrogant, and in order to prove his innocence, he actually wrote a suicide note and swallowed medicine at home.Zhao Yuan didn't speak, just watched the rain in front of him getting heavier and heavier and smoked quietly, looking like he was listening.Our dad was so angry that he called me overnight and asked me to check the nightclub where the young lady was.He said that the man was a good friend of my biological father, and that he knew my biological father, and that it was absolutely impossible for him to befriend that kind of person.It must be to find out something, giving people yin.However, who can be yin by such a high position?
The more Chu Zhiqing said that his heart became more and more blocked, he frowned deeply and took another puff of cigarette.Don't worry.Zhao Yuan patted him on the shoulder with the hand holding the cigarette, and said with a soothing smile, no matter what, things will always have a result.Chu Zhiqing looked at Zhao Yuan in the smoke.Zhao Yuan has a pair of very good-looking eyes, which were originally very sharp and heroic, but because of his smile, they appear narrow, soft, and even charming, like a fox.He had always admired his brother-in-law, and although he didn't get any particularly good advice this time as usual, he was still very useful, and smiled with relief: Hmm.Chu Zhiqing has a strong temperament and is a little bored and doesn't like to express himself, since his sister found him such a good brother-in-law, it is rare for him to find someone who can complain.After Chu Zhiqing finished speaking, he was a lot happier in his heart, finished a cigarette with satisfaction, walked to the car, remembered something and said: By the way, brother-in-law, my dad also asked you to find him for a few drinks after a while.He's got an old injury again, and his heart is not good, so you tell him to pay attention.Zhao Yuan looked at him and said with a smile: Okay, definitely.Seeing Chu Zhiqing leave, Zhao Yuan stood in the rain and did not leave, half-paid, the mobile phone rang, and he picked it up as if expected.What do you think?
This is a gift, but it has been bloody.It's time for you to be sincere.A piercing voice came from the other end of the line.Under the dim street lamp, Zhao Yuan's eyes could not be seen clearly.He wore a thin and slightly damp white shirt, stood in the dark rain, smoking quietly, without speaking, the cigarette butt was half extinguished by the rain, and the wisps of smoke were about to disperse.The man in the shadows laughed, his tone undisguised as heavy as longing.Brothers, it's near your house, come here.Zhao Yuan casually spit out a thin wisp of smoke, took out the cigarette from his mouth, stared at the cigarette butt that had been completely drenched by the rain, and rubbed it with his fingers.Then, he licked his lips that were dry from the smoke, and then he chuckled and said, Brother Quan, I may have family affairs to deal with tonight.Tomorrow at the latest.The voice over there was a little more impatient, but seeing Zhao Yuan's coquettishness, he still laughed in the end, and persuaded again: Zhao Yuan, brother has to kindly remind you that the things that grow in the swamp can't be cleaned, you have always been a smart person, don't be demoted by someone when you get married.When Zhao Yuan walked upstairs, he saw a little boy standing on the stairs with an umbrella.Dad, why have you been out there for so long, I'm about to send you an umbrella.You're all wet.Zhao Yuan didn't speak, staring at the boy.Everyone said that the boy looked too much like him, but he didn't think it at all.The boy in front of him, those eyes did not have the slightest impurity, pure like two pools of water, reflecting him, like another person who was completely opposite to him.Zhao Yuan only has a photo of him when he was a child, and it was in an old newspaper, thanks to a powerful rival who wanted to threaten him when he was about to become the Chu family's Chenglong fast son-in-law, and he could only see it by investigating his bottom in detail.The boy in the newspaper was covered by someone's elbow, revealing only a vague half of his face with scratches from a woman's fingernails.He stood in the dark corner behind his little mother who was being slapped and cried by the hair in the main room, his eyes full of coldness and resentment that did not fit his age.To his stupid biological mother who was obviously despicable but wanted to be pitied by the nobles, and to the rich wife who commanded from above.The rich kid who was born with a golden spoon slammed the newspaper in his face, and sneered arrogantly: Zhao Yuan, you are a low-level garbage that can't see the light, at most you are accompanied by a high-class chicken like your mother, and you are also worthy of pursuing Xueran?
Zhao Yuan quietly looked at the newspaper on the ground.The snap on the yellowed old newspaper was the only photo of him and his short-lived and lowly biological mother, and he didn't cherish it at all, and after walking around the people who came to find fault, he stepped on the leather shoes over the newspaper and let the employees dispose of them as garbage.He seems to be a cold-blooded animal by nature.He was able to pretend to be a child with a very low sense of existence, cowardly and obedient, just begging for a family to live in front of his noble biological father and stepmother, and at the same time he planned in his heart that he would trample them under his feet by all means.The rich man who used his background to laugh at him later ended up with a ruined family, and even experienced the feeling of being a chicken under the forced purchase and sale of a group of ruffians who didn't know where to go, and was played to the point of insanity.Zhao Yuan took the umbrella and looked at it, it was a transparent umbrella, very large, warm from the boy who had just been held in his arms, and he smiled and said: Thank you Ozawa.The boy smiled, although he was small, he felt something in the dark, and asked curiously: Dad, are you sick and your face is not very good.Zhao Yuan was still smiling, touching his head gently with his cold hand that had been eroded by the wind and rain as usual, and did not speak.Zhao Yuan went to the study, handled a lot of business as usual, and then washed up and returned to the room on time.The woman next to the pillow had slept with her back to him, she was much thinner than when she first got married, her nightdress was loose, and her snow-white back was slightly thin.Zhao Yuan didn't seem to feel the woman's alienation at all, hugged her as usual, and gave her a goodnight kiss that looked full of pity in the corner of her forehead.The woman's dark and thick eyelashes fluttered violently.Zhao Yuan also turned off the light as if he didn't see it, lay quietly to the side, and closed his eyes.After a long time, in the darkness, something reached his chest.Zhao Yuan slowly opened his eyes and saw that the woman's originally gentle and beautiful eyes had become tough and even sharp for the first time because of determination.It's you, right?
The woman's fruit knife tightened tighter, and she tried her best to suppress it, her voice trembling with intense emotion.Uncle Shao was killed by you!
Because if he finds out those things, he will find out to you right away.Right!
And those people, those innocent people, all of them were ...... by you She couldn't say any more, and lowered her head, trembling with intense emotion.Half paid, just as Zhao Yuan wanted to break the silence and open his mouth to defend with a smile, in the darkness, hot tears fell on Zhao Yuan's slightly cool face.Zhao Yuan's smile froze for the first time.Maybe it's because there's no need to disguise it under the cover of night, maybe it's because the tears from the woman are too hot.Although the woman is virtuous and gentle, she is a person who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, and rarely weeps and pities herself, but at this moment she looks so vulnerable, her tears are big and big, and she desperately suppresses them, and it takes half a salary to stabilize down.The woman tried her best to laugh softly with tears in her eyes as she did before, and said, "Go back."
End it all and go turn yourself in.I'll wait for you, Ozawa and I will wait for you no matter how long it takes.Zhao Yuan was stunned, the warm tears that fell on his face, and the woman's still extremely gentle voice, made him feel an indescribable pain from the heart for only a moment in his life.For the first time, he felt instinctive, not disguised, and subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to help the woman wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but he had only barely moved visibly when he felt a tingling pain in his chest.Zhao Yuan lowered his eyes, looked at the knife against his chest with a bit of dazzling cold light, and suddenly came to his senses.