Ji Xingmian: Little Qiong'er?
Ah, it's the pony, I once heard the domain master call her that.The boy raised his hand and took off his mask, his tender white face flushed slightly, and he bowed to Ji Xingmian and saluted: I'm sorry, I lied to you before, in fact, we don't call us Niu Tou Ma Mian, my name is Jing Ri.What you apologize to him is, it's obviously my idea.A voice came from the side, and Ji Xingmian looked at it when he heard it, and saw that it was the girl who sent him over earlier, or Xiao Qiong'er.She didn't know when she came, sitting on a high branch, dangling her legs hanging out, seeing Ji Xingmian raise her eyes to look at her, she was embarrassed to turn her head, and her exposed neck was a little red.I'm sorry.The girl jumped down and said awkwardly: How do I know that you are really amnesia, and you believe everything, I thought you stopped talking halfway through her, Ji Xingmian asked, what do you think I am?
It's nothing.The girl shook her head, we're going back, what about you?
I'll wait.Ji Xingmian said: There are some things I want to talk to my seniors.The two boys didn't say anything more, and walked away one after the other.Before leaving, the boy also bowed to Ji Xingmian.Far away, Ji Xingmian could faintly hear the wind sending the sound of the two talking.Little Qiong'er, why are you pinching me?
The boy said aggrievedly.The girl sounds fierce, who told him my name?
You didn't say no, the boy was even more aggrieved, and it wasn't me who said it first, it was the domain master who said it.The girl snorted and said something, but she couldn't hear it because it was too far away.Ji Xingmian returned to the pavilion and sat down, waiting for someone while saving the rabbit in his arms.At dusk, the figure of the man appeared far away on the other side.The net that was almost transparent before walking had completely turned ink, and it was heavily dragged in the man's hand.Seeing Ji Xingmian stand up, the man paused for a moment obviously, you haven't gone back yet?
I'm waiting for my seniors.Ji Xingmian said.You don't need to take a bite of a senior, you should call me a man Speaking of this, he paused, and after a long time, he didn't come up with a suitable name, so he changed his words again: That's it, let's call it as you do.The man said, dragged into the pavilion with the net, and asked while lowering his head to remove the stitches, what should be the matter with you waiting for me for so long.It sounds questioning, but it's in an affirmative tone.Ji Xingmian snorted and said, "Thanks to the seniors for taking care of me these days, I want to ask the seniors if there is anything I can help do."
Why did you suddenly ask me this, and I didn't really help you.The man laughed first, and then thought of something, you know, let me guess, whether it was the little guy from Jingri who told you.Ji Xingmian: He didn't think of what to say, so the man said: Okay, don't think about how to explain, I'm not angry.He said and sighed, how can you write everything on your face, no wonder you will be eaten to death, if you don't know if he is the only one who has no memory, Ji Xingmian found that these people around him always like to say half hide and half hide, otherwise they just stopped abruptly as if they were leaking.Once or twice, Ji Xingmian can pretend not to care, but there are too many times, it is really difficult for him to continue to ignore it, and it is inevitable that he will be curious.He wanted to ask, but he was afraid of poking the other party's sore spots, because the man's state really didn't look like he was fine.The action of removing the stitches had stopped as early as he spoke, and the man sat there, unconsciously pulling the threads in his hands with his ten fingers, which should have been unraveled, but inexplicably winding those threads more and more complicated, dazzling and annoying, and wishing to cut it at once.Would you want to recover your memory?
For no reason, the man suddenly asked him, Ji Xingmian was stunned for a while, and then he remembered to answer, yes.Why?
The man turned his head to look at him, and the warm sunset shrouded his body softly covered his body, but it still couldn't dispel the innate feeling of coldness on his body.The man asked, you should be able to feel that those memories are not so good, and may cause disagreements between you and him, or even indelible cracks, even so, do you have to pick up those memories?
Yes.Ji Xingmian said honestly: Maybe those memories are not beautiful, even gray and not bright, but they are also my memories.It represents my life, it is the proof of my existence, and it is what I have experienced with Wuyang, and I should bear it with him, and I can't let him carry these past alone because I am afraid to face it.Maybe this sentence is not enough for me, but I think Ji Xingmian paused and continued: A person who has no past cannot truly embrace the future he wants.That's just the first half of the question.The man said: You haven't answered my question yet.If memories divide you, do you still pick them up?
This passage circulated in Ji Xingmian's ears for a long time, he pursed his lips, and finally nodded lightly, I will.Differences and cracks Ji Xingmian asked rhetorically: Don't I want to get up, it doesn't exist?
I'm going to always care about what happened to us in the past, and I'm going to feel guilty forever about those things because I didn't really forgive them, and we can't touch each other without any guilt, and we can't really embrace each other, and that doesn't make those cracks go away, it just makes them bigger and bigger until there's no way to whitewash the peace.No one will ever be angry, but being angry won't solve all problems.Even though I don't remember the past anymore, my essence hasn't changed, I know what I think and what I'm going to do.Maybe because the person concerned was not present, Ji Xingmian said these words without hindrance, and finally said: I will never let him alone.Yes.The man turned his head, as if he smiled, and as if relieved, originally I thought his luck was very bad, but now it seems that it is not bad.Ji Xingmian: Luck?
Not everyone can forgive others as you do.The man lowered his head and slowly untied the threads wrapped around his fingers.He seemed to be very accustomed to doing such things, and the originally chaotic threads obediently let go of his hands as if they were spiritual, and quickly gathered back into place.Ji Xingmian couldn't figure out the meaning of his words, so he could only say half-guess by himself: If there is anything inconvenient for the seniors to say, they can hand it over on their behalf when I go out.That's still it.The man half-jokingly said: If you go to spread the word, I am afraid that you will die faster.All right.The man put away the gathered thread, stood up and walked outside, rest assured, he will be back soon.Chapter 66 Although she said that she didn't care, after handing over the rabbit to Ji Xingmian, the girl still obviously increased the number of times she came to him, but every time she used other excuses.Ji Xingmian didn't poke her, but just showed her the rabbit that was already alive and kicking up, and proposed to make a pair of gloves for her that could isolate death, but the girl refused.That's not interesting.The girl said: Even if I can touch it, it can't touch me, and there is no one here to accompany it, so let it go back to where it should live.There is also a girl who raised her face again after speaking, raised her head seriously and said: Don't call me girl, it will mess up the generations.Ji Xingmian: Then what should I call it?
If only you could call me senior.So said the girl.Ji Xingmian: This proposal didn't take shape in the end, because the boy on the side suddenly asked after hearing it, if Ji Gongzi's name is Qiong'er and your senior, then how should you call me?
Oh, forget about you little fool.The girl said: What you call yours, we call ours, it would be better to count each of them into his own.Why do you call me stupid again?
The boy is wronged, and according to the first-come, first-served rule, I am older than you, Qiong'er, you should call me brother.Whoever is going to call you brother.The girl snorted, I don't have that rule here.The two stumbled and forgot Ji Xingmian aside, so he didn't interject again, and sat on the railing of the porch with the rabbit in his arms.The weather outside the window was just right, but Ji Xingmian was not interested in going out.It had been a few days since Feng Wusun left, but the other party still had no sign of returning, and even the domain master began to become unclear.At first, Ji Xingmian could still see him occasionally, but then he never saw him again.Instead, the two little boys began to run to him all day long.Except for the reason to see the rabbit, it may not be that he was not instructed to accompany him.Although Ji Xingmian felt that he didn't need to be accompanied.At some point, a dark cloud drifted in the sky, and after a while, the air also fell to a dull place.Is it going to rain?
The girl poked her head out of the windowsill to look.Rain?
The boy also squeezed out his head, how could it rain for no reason, wasn't it still the last time it rained!
The sound behind it was completely like a scream, Ji Xingmian was shocked and turned around, and saw the boy wrinkling a bun face, and his big eyes were full of tears.Because the windowsill was blocked, Ji Xingmian couldn't see what was wrong with him, so he could only infer from his reaction that he might have been hurt, did he touch something?
The boy shook his head frantically, his arms behind his back.The girl on the other side helped explain: He came out in a hurry and accidentally squeezed his fingers.Ji Xingmian frowned slightly, lowered his head and was about to look, but the girl said: It's okay, just wait and you'll be fine, by the way, she got up and went out, and brought in a steaming medicine bowl, you should drink the medicine.Wasn't it always noon?
Ji Xingmian asked.This medicine is to be drunk every day, but because it contains calming ingredients, in order not to affect the mental state during the day, it has always been set at noon, and you can take a nap after drinking.The girl explained: It may thunder when you look at the evening party, and I am afraid that you will not be able to sleep if you are late.This explanation is indeed reasonable, but Ji Xingmian was inexplicably a little uneasy, took the medicine bowl and stirred it for a long time, until it was completely cold, and then had to drink it.Outside, it was completely dark, and raindrops the size of beans were falling in a hurry.The two children closed the windows separately, and Ji Xingmian wanted them to stay outside and wait for the rain to stop before leaving, but they waved their hands indifferently and entered the rain curtain one after another.The rain curtain separated the inside and outside of the bamboo house like a curtain, Ji Xingmian stood under the eaves and watched for a while, calculating that it was almost the time when the medicine would take effect, and then he took the rabbit back to the house.As usual, he put the rabbit back into the outer nest, and then lay down on the couch in the inner room with his hands clean, and closed his eyes peacefully.This sleep was heavier than ever, and when Ji Xingmian woke up, he only felt a splitting headache, as if he had had a long dream, but he couldn't remember the content clearly.The room was dark, and the sound of raindrops hitting the window seemed to hit the eardrums.Ji Xingmian sat up and wanted to pour a glass of water to drink, groping to pick up the cup, but his hand slipped in a trance, and the porcelain cup fell to the ground with a clatter, shattering into pieces.There was a sound of clattering footsteps, and the boy peeked in through the door outside, are you awake?
Well.Ji Xingmian replied indistinctly, and his dry voice startled him, what time is it?
It's just past the end of the day.The boy replied expectantly, saw the broken porcelain pieces by the couch with sharp eyes, and immediately said: Don't move, I'll clean it up.Ji Xingmian leaned against the bedpost to relax, a little surprised that he had slept for two hours, and he didn't understand why he had such a headache.He raised his eyes and saw the boy coming in with a broom, and hurriedly said, "I'll come, didn't you hurt your hand before?"
Ah the boy subconsciously hid his hands behind him and stammered: It's okay, it's already fine.This hesitant posture attracted Ji Xingmian's attention, and he looked at the boy, only to find that the other party had been dodging his gaze.For no reason, Ji Xingmian suddenly chuckled in his heart, and some details that he hadn't noticed suddenly came to the fore.Do you have something to hide from me?
Ji Xingmian asked.No, no.The boy's reaction was not nervous, and he almost tripped himself during the action, but Ji Xingmian pulled him in time so that he didn't fall to the ground.At this time, Ji Xingmian could almost confirm that they were hiding something from themselves.And the things that would make him care about Ji Xingmian's heart suddenly jumped, got up and got out of bed, didn't even bother to put on shoes, and hurriedly ran out of the door.The rain was pouring down like a torrent, almost the same as it had been before he went to bed.It wasn't the time at all, but the next day, and he slept almost the whole day, and they added a dose to his medicine.Ji Xingmian figured everything out almost instantly, presumably the two little boys had already realized something when they found out that it was going to rain, so they added a dose to his medicine, wanting him to sleep a little longer and drag the time over.You beware of catching a cold.The boy behind him came out with his robe and said incoherently: It's really okay, you wait a little longer and something will happen, right?
Ji Xingmian asked without waiting for him to finish.Well, nothing happened, and no.The boy said incoherently: He was just a little injured, and it was fine.Wounded?
Ji Xingmian's heart jumped suddenly, and he felt a little uneasy inexplicably.He couldn't listen to what the boy said, so he turned and ran into the rain, following the direction he remembered when he had woken up from a coma.The cold rain drenched his whole body, sharp stones cut through his skin, and Ji Xingmian's body trembled unconsciously, but his speed did not decrease by half a minute.The boy's voice came unclearly through the rain curtain, which seemed to make him stop, but Ji Xingmian didn't listen, and only recalled the previous events repeatedly in his mind.Since it is a dead place where living creatures cannot survive, the change in the weather will not be for no reason, at least it is related to the strongest person here.Ji Xingmian was a little annoyed why he only found out that something was wrong at this time, and kept rushing all the way.He didn't guess the wrong place, and when the girl opened the door, she was startled when she saw him wet, my God, why did you run over like this, at least put on your clothes and shoes.The girl turned around to find a blanket for Ji Xingmian as she spoke, and in a blink of an eye, she saw that someone was going to go inside, and hurriedly called him, and so on This sentence was said a little later, Ji Xingmian had already opened the curtain and entered, he was first stunned by the blood for a long time, and stood firm against the door frame, and his pupils slowly focused and saw the person on the couch clearly.