Dark.A darkness that could not be seen, even his own existence seemed to have been slowly swallowed by the darkness, the boundary between skin and space was being broken, and he could vaguely feel that the skin was quietly blending into the darkness, and then he could no longer perceive the difference.Existence, retreat into nothingness.In the absolute darkness, there was no sound, no light, no touch, everything was completely gone, and only thoughts floated in mid-air."
Who am I?""
Where am I from?""
Where am I going?"
When the shackles of time and space are broken, when the proof of existence is erased, humanity will be confronted with a dialogue with itself, but there will be no right answer.Everyone can only find their own answers in the end, and if they can't find it, getting lost in nothingness is the only result.Why did he appear on the continent of Norsnes?
He worked tirelessly to find a way home, but the question was, did that path really exist?
Was his effort just an unwilling struggle?
Where should he go?
Should we continue to insist on it?
What should his goal be?
If achieving his goals comes at the expense of his loved ones and friends, if Issa is just the beginning of the cost, should he continue?
Is his persistence and paranoia becoming a weapon to harm others?
He became Hoden Herlo, so what about himself on Earth?
Even if he succeeds in returning to Earth, will all that he has still exist?
If not, then who will he become?
Howlen?
Or Howl Herro?
Who is he?
Countless and countless questions surged in one after another, instantly squeezing the brain, and before he could resist, he instantly fell into a state of suffocation, on the verge of madness, but he did not struggle or resist, just quietly waiting for the destruction to come.Because he can't be sure if his persistence is still meaningful, because he can't be sure what he's insisting on.Does all this really make sense?
Then, Hoden saw himself.In the vast darkness, he saw himself.Not his former self, but Hoden Herlo, as if his soul was separated from his body, and then his soul sat directly across from his body.The soul belongs to Hoden, and the body belongs to Hoden-Herro, but the soul is him, and the body is also him, and he is face to face with himself.Hodden Herlo, just smiling at him, didn't speak, didn't move, his calm eyes didn't even have complicated emotions, just a shallow smile; However, that smile fell in Holden's eyes, but there were countless possibilities for interpretation, and he couldn't make a direct conclusion.The disappeared soul, the lost life, was quietly watching him at this moment, but this one look was too deep and too complicated, and the four eyes met to make the chaos and noise in his mind disappear, and in the end, only eye contact remained."
I'm not you, and you're not me.From beginning to end, we are all ourselves. ”The meaning in those eyes was too profound and too complicated, and it was difficult to summarize and describe it in a few words, but he seemed to understand it faintly.It's like the threefold realm of meditation, "Mountains are mountains, and water is water."
Mountains are not mountains, and mountains are not water.Mountains are still mountains, water is still water. ”He's Holden Herlow, he's not Holden Herlow, he's still Holden Herlow.He is Hoden Helo, but he is still himself, from beginning to end, they have never changed their essence, from Earth to the continent of Norsnes, he does not continue to live as Hoden Helo, but continues the length of life in his own way, and then looks for the width and depth of life.This is a journey, which belongs to Hoden's own adventure, and the Norsness continent is also a part of the journey, everyone and everything encountered here is real, and these experiences will become the moment when Hoden re-transforms himself, and finally becomes a true self.Perhaps, at this very moment, Hoden-Harrow is also on Earth, extending the length of his life in his own way; Perhaps, Hoden-Herlow has long since disappeared, and now this life is a miracle that he has continued; Perhaps, there are other possibilities, but the only thing that is certain is that he is Holden, he doesn't know where he came from or where he should go, but he is still looking and still moving forward.This adventurous journey is still not over, through the thorns, over the complex labyrinth, and solving many mysteries, he is still exploring, he is Hoden, and he is also Hoden Helo.Isa's death is real, he should not forget, but he should not be afraid, for the truth and justice, but also for the faith he needs to protect: and Nair, and Robben, Thunder and Brutus, and Alber and Ursula, and the hidden truth, and the justice that is despised, and the way home hidden behind the fog, and many, many more......
This adventurous journey has just begun.Now, it's not time to give up.Now, it's not the end yet."
Not then!"
He said.Then, he could see that the smile on the corner of Howl's mouth seemed to rise slightly, and the change was not obvious, but the light in his eyes brightened, as if full of stars.Then, the bright and vast stars connected dots and dots, and the light became brighter and brighter, like the rising sun to break free from the shackles of darkness, and finally ignited a burst of light—tearing.The light tore through the darkness so hot and surging that it was so pure that there was no variegated color, and the light exploded violently, and the darkness in the sky quickly dissipated in the form of a rolling tide, and the light of the whole world gathered on Hoden-Herlo's body, and the hot air wave also came to his face.But Horden still quietly stared at the light in front of him, not only did he flee without fear, but he also took the initiative to move forward, faster and faster, evolving from walking to running, sprinting forward with all his might.Rumble!
The light is getting brighter and brighter, hotter and hotter, and the waves of air are spreading out in an all-round way, and the dazzling and brilliant light is shrouded in Hoden's body like this, surrounding him, and then the golden light that spreads all over the sky is so spread to the extreme, and the boundless gold completely replaces the darkness, so that the whole world begins to burn, and the golden and translucent flames spread mightily, so clear that no impurities can be seen.Call!
Time and space seemed to pause for a moment, and then, the golden light of the entire world all surged, and converged towards Horden in a posture comparable to a stormy wave, and the golden light was so brilliant that every pore on the body was full, and it seemed that even the blood was boiling.Gurgle.Gurgle!
Sou!
Hoden-Herlo in front of him also turned into countless fragments, and disappeared into Hoden's body with the golden torrent, and the darkness disappeared like this; The world is back in the air.()