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Chapter 69: My Past Self


Li Jingde stepped forward and told the old lady about God's healing of heart disease and three choices.The old lady finally calmed down, but she was interrupted, and she was a little unhappy, but after listening to Li Jingde's words, her heart began to be happy again.Could it be that the Bodhisattva heard his pleading, so he sent these divine doctors to rescue the Li family?

However, when she turned around and saw Li Zheng's somewhat childish face, the old lady suspected that there was no hair on her mouth and she couldn't handle things well, what could she do with such a hairy boy?

Seeing the old lady's suspicions, Li Zheng didn't explain, and asked directly: "Grandma, what do you mean?"

”Li Jingde and Wang also looked at the old lady, the two of them did not agree, so now the old lady's opinion will become the final word.The old lady glanced at Li Jingde, then at Wang, shook her head and said: "Hey, I'm old, it's good for you to decide, in short, this time the doctor can help us, we must remember the kindness of others......"

Li Jingde and Wang were stunned, but they didn't want the old lady to give such an answer.Li Zheng was not very satisfied, and asked again: "Old lady, how can this work?"

You're the oldest, so we'll be sure to hear what you mean. ”"Do you have to say it?"

The old lady was a little embarrassed, as soon as she got old, she no longer had herself, and her heart was full of children and grandchildren.Seeing Li Zheng nodding, she must say that the old lady can only give a clear answer: "If I have to choose one, then I will choose to preserve the bloodline of the Li family, the old man died early, I can't let the Li family break the roots in my hands." ”Hearing the old lady's answer, Li Zheng's heart darkened, but he didn't expect that even his dearest grandmother, who loved her the most, thought that it was more important to preserve the Li family's bloodline.However, with the foreshadowing of the previous two times, coupled with his understanding of "one body and two sides", this time he didn't feel so sad and wronged, but he just felt a little regretful.Moreover, what the old lady said was not wrong.If she were her age, she might have made the same choice as her."

Okay, since the old lady has made a choice, when I go back to discuss with my master and brother, I will treat the old lady's chest pain first, and then I will choose the opportunity to send you out."

Now that he has confirmed the thoughts in his heart, Li Zheng will not delay any longer.It's not that he doesn't want to share the joy of family with his family, but the matter on the side of Zhuyun Mountain is too urgent, and he wants to solve the matter here quickly and go to Zhuyun Mountain as soon as possible to find out.Before going to Yunshan, he can send his family to a safe place, so that he will have no worries."

Chest pain?"

The old lady was stunned for a moment, thinking about when she said that she was going to treat her chest pain, but she thought that it was arranged by her family, so she didn't say anything."

Thank you, Doctor!"

Looking at Li Zheng's departing figure, the three old ladies said in unison.Soon, Li Zheng returned to his small courtyard.In the living room, only Ci'an was silently drinking tea, Xiaomei didn't know where she went, and Xia Ke was not there.Li Zheng stepped forward and poured himself a cup of tea, took two sips, and asked, "Master, where is Xiao Ke?"

And what about Xiaomei, who brought us over?

”Ci'an looked at the study next to her: "Xiaomei was persuaded by her to go out." ”Li Zheng smiled, this Ci'an is really concise.This so-called "she" of course refers to Xia Ke.Li Zheng put down the teacup and walked to the study, but saw Xia Ke burying his head in front of the desk, holding some papers in his hand and looking at them."

Oh my God!"

Li Zheng was shocked, how could he forget this stubble.My diary from childhood to adulthood, my own thoughts are written on these papers.He also locked them in the cabinet, and Xia Ke turned them all out.How can this Xia Ke be like this, casually looking at people's privacy?

Li Zheng stepped forward and was about to take the paper away, Xia Ke looked up and smiled, his eyes contained an inexplicable meaning, but his hand was pressed on the paper and he didn't let go."

What a mess you're looking at!"

Li Zheng said dissatisfied."

Now, here you go!

Cheapskate!

”Xia Ke let go and let Li Zheng take the stack of papers.Li Zheng held the paper in his arms and breathed a sigh of relief, but then heard Xia Ke say again: "Anyway, I've already finished reading it." ”"yes!"

Li Zheng came to her senses, she must have finished reading it long ago after she had been away for so long."

Hey, this Xia Ke!"

Li Zheng opened the paper and examined it one by one, hoping that there was nothing unsightly in it.Looking at the familiar and somewhat unfamiliar words, the past emerged vividly.My cowardice, my low self-esteem, my daily self-reflection in order to become a better version of myself, the hard process of immersing myself in desires, my efforts to awaken my talents, and the psychological struggles I experienced because of fear of mutation......

Suddenly, Li Zheng's heart twitched, and he once again remembered the broken picture he saw vaguely when he fell into the underground tunnel in Yunshan Mountain.In the picture, a little boy, alone, squatting in the corner, as if abandoned by the whole world.Vaguely, the self in the journal and the little boy in the broken picture overlapped......

Scold!

Li Zheng's heart was sore, he just wanted to cry happily, holding those papers, and squatting on the ground weakly......

Xia Ke was anxious, "Senior brother, what's wrong?"

I just read his diary, why did he feel like this, as if he was going to kill him?

”"Senior brother, I was wrong, I shouldn't have flipped through your things without your permission, let alone read your log, I was wrong, you forgive me, okay?"

Xia Ke also squatted on the ground and grabbed Li Zheng's hand.Seeing that Li Zheng didn't seem to be moved, Xia Ke became even more anxious: "Senior brother, I'll kneel down for you, if this can make you feel better!"

”Without waiting for Li Zheng to answer, she knelt directly on the ground.Slowly, Li Zheng came back to his senses, saw Xia Ke kneeling on the ground, and hurriedly pulled her up."

Senior brother, have you forgiven me?

If you don't forgive me, I'd rather still kneel here!

”Xia Ke knelt there and didn't want to get up.Li Zheng smiled, "It's just a log, it's not a big deal, you can get up quickly!"

”Just a moment when he was crouching on the ground, he had already figured it out.The humble, cowardly, and ugly self recorded in the diary is also the real self, and he is angry because others see this side of him?

To put it bluntly, I look down on myself!

It's like the little boy in the broken picture, maybe his relatives and friends look down on him and don't believe him, he is so pitiful!

If you are ashamed of the bad things in the past, aren't you just like the little boy's relatives and friends?

Vaguely, he saw that his past self seemed to be incarnated as a little boy, living in a hidden corner of his heart, and he could feel the change in his attitude, and the haze on the little boy's face dissipated and turned into a bright smile......

"Senior brother, do you really forgive me?"

”Xia Ke knelt on the ground, wanting to get up, but he was a little hesitant.Li Zheng had already untied the knot, but he was joking again, and said half-truthfully: "I have shown you so many troubles, and now I am in front of you, as if I have no clothes, and I want me to forgive you, unless you also tell me about your troubles." ”"No clothes?

Troubles?

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”Xia Ke thought for a moment, his old face with a stack of beards on his chin turned red, and he lowered his head and said, "Senior brother, I'm here, you can do whatever you want." ”After that, he tensed his body and didn't dare to raise his head, thinking: "Senior brother has a lot of logs about when he was addicted to the seeds of desire, what kind of smoke and vision building, Xiaoyao Pavilion, and Tiannu Terrace visited every day, I asked myself if I was good, but I don't know if my senior brother would have such a desire for me?"

Although I said just now that he can do whatever he wants, if he really comes to pull my clothes, should I let him do it, or should I get up and give him a mouthful?

”She forgot that now she was dressed as a peerless miracle doctor, looking like a middle-aged man with a beautiful beard on his chin.With her current appearance, if you want Li Zheng to have any desire for him, it is not ordinary!

Li Zheng smiled and said, "Then I really can't do it!"

”didn't bother to joke with her anymore, so he turned his head and walked out of the study.Over there, Ci'an was still drinking tea silently, and she didn't know if she heard the movement in the study just now?

A moment later, Xia Ke came out, with anger on his face.Li Zheng just didn't know.Today's matter, no matter where she reasoned, it was her Xia Keli's fault.Li Zheng talked to Ci'an by himself: "Master, it's not too early, you have drunk a few cups of tea, let's not wait for Xiaomei, let's go directly to my grandmother to see a doctor, it is estimated that there will be a big meal in the evening!"

”As for how to send his family out and where to send it, Li Zheng was going to wait until he came back from dinner and then discussed it with them in detail."

Okay."

Ci'an put down the teacup and prepared to go out with Li Zheng.Li Zheng smiled and said to Xia Ke: "You don't have to go, like this kind of minor illness, you can be an apprentice, and if you are a master, you can sit at home." ”"Hmph, if you don't go, you won't go, who is rare!"

Xia Ke stretched out his palm, which had been changed to a little rough for the needs of dressing, clenched his palm into a fist, slammed it on Li Zheng's body, and ran to the study again."

You don't let me look at it, I look at it, you don't let me flip through your things, I turn it over, what can you do with me!"

She didn't know that when Li Zheng squatted on the ground for a while, she had already completed a mental journey, and even if she found something again, Li Zheng would not feel embarrassed.Not to mention, the journals in this study are relatively secret, and there are really nothing else.After treating the old lady Lian's chest pain, it was getting late.After dinner, the three of them returned to Li Zheng's small courtyard.Xiaomei helped clean up their beds and left.Li Zheng then summoned the two over to discuss how to send their families out.