what In the headset of the police line, everyone was silent, but everyone tacitly felt the surprise of the other three.
"I remember," Zhang Yalan continued, "I remember who I am, how I was sent to Yasheng Academy, how they tortured me, and I remember that the father of the child I have always been thinking about is the one who shocked me and tortured me But hehe, maybe God has mercy on me, I suddenly want to open it again.
You may not understand, it hurts so much, even if I think about it, I didn't have time to have any special emotions at the time, it hurt so much that you didn't allow you to have other emotions and thoughts, and you couldn't feel anything but pain.
Later, the baby was born, and I gave birth in a black clinic, and after giving birth, I fell asleep there, and I slept for a long time.
Maybe I was young at that time, and my body was good, so I could really resist the toss, but if I put it aside now, I would have to die there.
The doctor at the clinic is a big sister, very nice person, helped me clean up the baby, I stayed in her clinic for a few days, she helped me to promote lactation, until I could feed the child, then went home.
That's all for later.
After giving birth, when I woke up, my mind was empty, I just opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling, I don't know how long it was, I remembered those things again and was too tired, really, after giving birth to a child, I was so tired that I felt that breath seemed to be gone, it didn't matter if I wanted to get up or not, it didn't matter how I was myself, just according to the original plan, take care of the child, I can't afford any toss anymore. ” "Don't you still want to go home to find your parents?"
asked the policewoman: "And Li Jianye, if you remember the past, it should be easy to find out about Li Jianye's arrest, haven't you thought about reporting the case and asking for an explanation for yourself?"
"I said, I can't help tossing hehe, forget it, let's be honest, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I went to the house to look for it, but my parents have moved, and they didn't think that one day I might go back, and I moved directly, and my heart was cold.
Still, I found them, and I saw them move into a new house and buy a car.
I called my mom, and when my mom saw me, she didn't dare to admit that she had just given birth, and it had changed so much at that time.
They were very excited at first, and dragged me home without saying a word, hehe, but unfortunately, after returning home, my mother first asked not how I spent this year, but how much I still remember the courses I learned in school, if I go back to the third year of high school, will I not be able to keep up, if I go to the second year of high school, will I be too old, which makes people laugh It's okay, you can laugh, I'm used to it My family's conditions are average, my parents are workers, and when I was a child, they were very face-saving, and they had no ability, so they could only compare my grades with other people's children.
When I studied well, their faces were bright, and they walked with their necks high, and then after playing games for a while, their grades came down, and they were so scared that they sent me directly to Yasheng Academy.
I could bear such parents before, but I have experienced those things, how can I say it, I am completely different from before, but they are still the same, how can I bear it I told them what happened this year, and I didn't feel ashamed that I was forced to do it, and I hoped that they would understand me, accept me, and accept my children.
Hehe, they have been scared for a year, and I don't believe they haven't thought about the worst of what happened to me, but they are like two ostriches, even if those thoughts flash, they immediately rush out of their minds.
They made a compromise, I died, they chose to be private with Yasheng Academy, with Li Jianye, they let people buy out my experience with money, and they were soft.
Now that I'm alive again, how do they face it, hehe, for them, maybe I'm cleaner when I die. ” Compared with several criminal policemen, Zhang Yalan's mood seems to be very calm, she should have been comforted and supported by her relatives at home after going through hardships, but obviously, she didn't.
Zhang Yalan continued: "I lived at home for three days, with my children, and during these three days, my parents have been secretly discussing, and I can only wait for the results of their discussions.
On the fourth day, they called me into the dining room, and we sat down at the table, and it was a particularly formal conversation.
It's ironic, when my family used to live in a small house, I imagined when I could sit at a serious table as a family like in the TV series, instead of eating and making do on the coffee table.
Now it's all there, but the taste has changed.
They came to inform me of the final decision, and there were three main points: First, the child must be sent away, they feel that the child is a stain on me; Second, they are not allowed to mention this year's events, they are ashamed, and at the same time, they are afraid that something will go wrong with the house, car, and money that they have already received.
My dad even made up the reason for me, and said that I was depressed this year and went to the doctor; Thirdly, I had to change my image, lose weight, no longer wear heavy makeup, in their words, as I used to be, as a student, and then go back to school and go to university.
They told me to skip the year and act as if nothing had happened.
It's so simple to say, isn't it a little ridiculous?
But I really thought about it, and I really, really tried to do what they said.
I'm still young, and even if it's been wasted for a year, a lot of things can really be picked up and restarted.
I can't agree to just send the child away.
When I was in the most difficult time, he was my spiritual support, and when I didn't remember anyone, he was the closest person to me, and my parents only cared about their interests, how could I abandon this child for their care I discussed with them, as long as I left the child, I would have this one condition, and I could agree to anything else, and I even dared to promise to take the Tsinghua University entrance examination and Peking University entrance examination.
However, no, I don't agree.
They laid out the facts and reasoned with me, and said a lot about what it would be to take a child to school, work, or get married, especially marriage, it would definitely be affected, and I couldn't imagine how difficult it would be in the future I know they have a point, and aside from the face, they are indeed planning for me, but I just don't agree. ” Zhang Yalan smiled bitterly, "As a result of the stalemate, we all ran out of patience, maybe just like all divorced people, at the beginning there was a disagreement, which escalated to bad words, and then escalated to mutual hatred, eager to kill each other."
In short, after the chickens and dogs jumped at home, I took the child away, which can be regarded as a severance of relations.
This is the situation at home, as for you saying to call the police, ask Li Jianye for an explanation or something, to be honest, I didn't know how to describe the feeling at that time, as if I couldn't hate him.
What should I say, it's probably what has happened, it's useless to hate anyone, I don't want to spend energy to hate anyone, I'm too tired Moreover, my parents received Li Jianye's money, and I went to ask for an explanation, and I couldn't hide the private matter of collecting money at home, and when the time came, with my parents' personalities, they would have to mess with me again.
I really don't want to toss anymore, maybe it's the time of amnesia that made me used to thinking about nothing, just thinking about the present, and just thinking about how to live today.
I just want to simply sell my body and raise my children, and I don't care about the rest, it has nothing to do with me. ” "But your child is still dead
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