Chapter 30 - Shen Dayye looked at Liang Le's wise avatar, and couldn't remember when this person became like this for a while, but remembered that Senior Liang had used Han Hong to sing and dance with Jolin Tsai - don't look at Liang Le's seriousness when he spoke, he was actually very commotion inside.Shen Dayye hesitated for a moment and typed, "Is Senior Liang here?"
”It was almost a second back over there: "Yes."
You haven't slept at all?
”There was a rare light rain in California today, and Shen Dayye looked at the time on his mobile phone - it was more than ten o'clock in San Francisco time, and it was indeed early morning in China.-- Every international student who has been in the U.S. for the fifth year is well versed in jet lag.She thought for a while and said to Liang Le: "Senior, I'm coming to the United States." ”Liang Le was stunned: "?
Finally in the United States?
Your little tutor actually let him go?
”@无限好文, Shen Dayye, who was all in Jinjiang Literature City, smiled and replied: "The birds are all hidden with bows and arrows, and the rabbits are dead and the lackeys are cooking, he saw that I might be useless, so he immediately kicked me away." ”Liang Le was silent for a moment, and then said bluntly: "That fool will die sooner or later." ”Shen Dayye had just cried and replied humbly: "You can't die, but you have to be hit by a car once." ”Liang Le: "......
You're just soft-hearted.If you want me, I'll strangle him to death, and find a car to do it for me?
If you want to do it for you, at least the train starts. ”"In which state is it now?"
Liang Le sent another WeChat message: "Drive to you on the weekend to get together." ”Shen Dayye finally burst into tears and sent him a message: "I'm in California, senior, you can't come." ”Shen Dayye thought for a while and said, "--It's still important to have a topic. ”- Shen Tianye only started using WeChat after university, and it was in 2012 when he registered.In 2012, QQ was still very popular, but WeChat has been quietly popular among the older generation, so some student affairs have been transferred.She remembers that when she first applied, it was the spring of her freshman year.At that time, Yingchun hung on the stone wall of Yanyuan, the spring breeze in March was like scissors, and the eighteen-year-old Shen Dayye had just gotten off the course of the basics of cosmic physics, and he was still holding a thick textbook borrowed from the library under his arm.At that time, Shen Dayye added the first batch of people - that group of people from her glorious undergraduate days, and then gradually unknown graduate times......
None of these people had ever turned their backs on her.- Her family, her mentors, and all the friends Shen Tianye met along the way.There was no trace of Chen Xiaozhi there.After all, Shen Dayye had always thought that she would never have an intersection with Chen Xiaozhi again in her life.Her determination has always been firm, not to mention that ten years have passed, and Chen Xiaozhi doesn't know which corner of the world is cool.-- But creation makes people.In Shen Dayye's friend list, there is still one more Chen Xiaozhi after all, and his identity is still a mentor.There was a light rain in the sky of California, and when Shen Dayye exited the app, he suddenly swept Chen Xiaozhi's WeChat account.Chen Xiaozhi's WeChat is the abbreviation of his name, followed by the words 2012, which is his registration date.…… It was actually registered in the same year as Shen Dayye.Shen Dayye saw Chen Xiaozhi's ID card during the exam, and knew that she and Chen Xiaozhi were born in a year, they went to junior high school in the same year, sat at the front and back tables in junior high school, participated in the competition in the same year, and now they have to add a WeChat registration in the same year.But when she clicked the back button, she saw a sentence: "This time it's pretty much the same."
Re-look at the literature numbers 2 and 3, I'll check tomorrow.Don't fool me. ”The tone of the assignment.Shen Dayye: "......" - this is a mentor.Shen Dayye pondered carefully, and felt that it was still too exciting, and he didn't know how he had fallen to this point.
-In this world, there are probably not many people who can empathize with Shen Dayye.Shen Dayye felt that he was simply properly placed in the fourth courtyard of a certain city, and was repeatedly electrocuted by a magnetic explosion infantryman, these happened one after another, Shen Dayye thought that he was numb before, but he rolled into the pillow, and his mind was full of Chen Xiao's appearance as a dog.The Chen Xiaozhi in his mind also said, Shen Dayye, I hate you the most, so I won't give you your subsidy this month, you can drink the northwest wind yourself."......"
Shen Dayye was so desperate that the fluffy little tail on the corgi's ass slapped comfortably on her head, and she squirmed into the corgi's small pillow.She lay in the small attic of the dormitory, with neatly booked articles at the head of her bed.Late at night, the fine rain hit the window, and Shen Dayye lay in the quilt and hugged the pillow.After a while, her mobile phone shook, and Shen Dayye was afraid that Chen Xiaozhi would assign her homework again, so she immediately picked it up and took a look-On WeChat, Liang Le said: "Are you in California?"
”Shen Dayye replied: "It's a duck." ”Liang Le: "......"
Liang Lexu was busy, and sent an ellipsis as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't reply for the time being.A person like him who learns hardware is essentially a coder - and the coder's work and rest are late at night, whether it is doing experiments, writing code, or climbing lattices, he is always more inspired late at night.Shen Dayye withdrew from the dialog box with Senior Liang, and in the dark night, only Zhang Zhen and Chen Xiaozhi, who she had recently contacted, and an official account were left on the screen.Chen Xiaozhi only left a cold sentence of 'don't fool me' in WeChat, and then ignored her."
Would you like to change your mentor?"
The voice suddenly echoed in the small dark attic.Shen Dayye felt cold in his limbs when he thought of that moment.When Chen Xiaozhi said that, his eyes looked at her almost emotionlessly.-- Contempt.Starry sky on a spring night many years ago.A daughter who was held aloft by her father.Disappointed.Bonfires and blackouts at night.Kiss after scarf in the cold of winter.Everything is shattered, like the magic mirror of Eris, and the mirror vaguely reflects the young man's once gentle gaze, reflecting her once dreamed of mountains and seas.Shen Dayye told himself that he couldn't cry anymore - he really couldn't cry anymore.But in the dark, in the dark night when he was alone, Shen Dayye was still curled up on the bed alone, crying and trembling.Shen Dayye thought of himself and struggled almost with all his might.Shen Tianye has been so busy since his sophomore year that he rarely sleeps before twelve o'clock.She followed her previous teacher in Changping and even Kunming, going back and forth between schools to collect data.Shen's mother was distressed.Her mentor at that time was not Li Lei, but Ci Huaichang, an old scholar who was highly respected but did not like to lead students very much, and was also one of the first people in Shen Dayye's WeChat account, and was also her current real mentor Academician Zhou's old friend for many years.Shen Dayye was indeed desperate.It's just that the desperate effort is useless.It is not impossible to experience such failures, but one cannot find oneself without talent.Her efforts, her sleepless nights, but in the end, not even a little fruit was born.Not even a bit.When I was young, I thought there would be someone I wanted to be.There are children who want to be superheroes like Iron Man, there are children who want to write Harry Potter stories, some people want to be the next big Ronaldo, they want to be profilers, and they want to be pianists like Lang Lang.But in fact, Iron Man only exists in comic books and movies, Robert?
Donnie's armor can only fly through a green screen.There is only one J.K.
Rowling, just like there is only one Harry Potter in the world, Lang Lang cannot be copied, and Ronaldo retired due to injury.And Shen Dayye didn't even have the qualifications to touch that height.In the quilt in a foreign country, tens of thousands of kilometers away from home, in the middle of the rainy night, Shen Dayye saw that his mobile phone lit up slightly, and there was a new message.Chen Xiaozhi: "See me at the office at half past eight tomorrow morning."
Shen Dayye could make up for the twenty-five-year-old demeanor when he texted.- It must be as she has been seeing these days, with a completely different tone than she had been ten years ago, a complete indifference.There's so much that can change in a decade.Twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayye was silent for a moment, and suddenly felt an indescribable sourness from the past.However, in the next second, Liang Le's WeChat also arrived with a bang.Liang Le said: "I will drive to you next weekend to play."
Others may not be able to, but you are an exception. ”- The next day.Chen Xiaozhi didn't look at her, just lowered his head to look at the stack of documents.The dim light of the sky passed through the clean window and fell on Chen Xiaozhi.It was a misty, velvety arc of light, and the gray wind blew through the branches outside the window.Twenty-five-year-old Chen Xiao wore glasses for the first time in a long time.His silhouette is much more mature than when he was young, but when his glasses cover his outline, he is still vaguely the grumpy teenager he was back then.It wasn't until he raised his head and looked at his former classmates that he could see the difference he had made in the past ten years.His former classmates had sweaty palms and nervously carried their backs, pulling at their skirts.Chen Xiaozhi asked slowly, "Are you serious?"
”Shen Dayye was already about to give up on himself, and said, "Yes." ”Shen Dayye, who was uncomfortable when he read the literature of the discipline, thought to himself, I can really only do it to this extent, you have the ability to kill me, dog, but I must remind you of one thing, Professor Chen, although I am not the top, but it is still difficult to find a doctoral student with my quality with a lantern......
"It seems that you should not fool me." ”Professor Chen narrowed his eyes and said to his junior high school classmates, "This is your level." ”The junior high school classmate closed his eyes: "Yes." ”I haven't experienced the feeling of being swept out of the house by the research group, Shen Dayye thought, although I had a hard time when I was in the north, it was also the C position of their group......
Professor Chen: "Again, I'm not targeting you, I have something to say.But to be honest, I'm quite disappointed with the level you showed me. ”Shen Dayye thought desperately to himself, he was finally going to be swept out of the house, if he wanted to sweep me out of the house, hurry up, don't delay me......
If I go to the department chair's office now, I can tell him about it before he goes to lunch."
It's like an exam, a perfect score of 100," Chen Xiaozhi said indifferently: "Jacqueline scored 78 points, I know what level she is, give her a B to show encouragement, but it's also you, April - if you get 78 points, I want to give you an F and let you come back next semester to retake." ”Shen Dayye: "......"
"But you're not failing.You did get a 78. ”Teacher Chen mocked: "Although there are many mistakes, and you can't even explain them to me in many places, they are not so bad, and they can be regarded as task completions."
It's not like it's not going to pass, but it's 'satisfying to me', it's an extreme, very, long distance. ”Shen Dayye: "......"
Professor Chen Xiaozhi concluded: "-So I'll give you a B-." ”Shen Dayye asked blankly: "But Jacqueline, who is 78 points like me, got a B?"
”Teacher Chen said impatiently: "If you have any questions about your grades, go to the head of the department." ”Shen Daye: "......"
Shen Dayye tightened her skirt, sadly thinking that she was finally going to be swept out of the house - Chen Xiaozhi's temper has always been so bad.He was not a thing when he was a child, and the adult version of Chen Xiaozhi obviously didn't even have the tenderness of his youth, and it was okay not to throw Shen Dayye out of the office at this time.Shen Dayye snorted: "Then I'll go to Luo Shishu......"
Before she could finish speaking, 'Go and apply for a change of tutor', Chen Xiaozhi interrupted her, drew two circles on a piece of paper, slapped it over, and looked at her in disbelief: "-How can your foundation be so poor?"
”Shen Dayye's palms were sweaty, and he took the piece of paper—he thought it was a sticky note for her to change her tutor, but she found that it was actually a class schedule."
This is my class this semester."
Professor Chan said.Shen Dayye: "......?"
”Shen Dayye, who thought he would be swept away, didn't expect such a development, and was directly stunned.Shen Dayye stammered: "But ......"
--I let you come to my course." ”Professor Chen interrupted Shen Dayye and said unpleasantly.
-Chen Xiaozhi likes to stay until the evening to work.Although he arrives early in the morning, he will work late into the night.A university job is different from working in a company, and it has the benefit of having the freedom to work hours.Whether it's when you go to work or when you leave work, you can decide for yourself, and as long as you can produce results, no one cares what time you clock in to work.Therefore, most people who work in universities will cultivate a routine that is very consistent with their own schedule.Some professors are productive in the morning, so they will come to school at 5 a.m. and leave work accordingly.
Some people like to do experiments in the dark at night, and some people must touch the instrument at 7 o'clock in the morning.After Shen Tianye came to Stanford, he saw a Finnish female professor studying particle physics on the third floor of Building A, who drove to work late at 5 p.m.When Shen Dayye saw her, he was a little curious about what time she would get off work, and even suspected that she was just coming to the school to eat in the cafeteria.Then, the next morning, when Shen Dayye came to report to the office at eight o'clock, he happened to bump into the female professor coming out of the building, yawning, and driving home to sleep.Among so many strange routines, the youngest Professor Chen's work habits seem to be the most rigorous and diligent, with a kind of strict self-discipline from the East.What's even more strange is that his schedule and rest actually coincide with Shen Dayye's......
Come to open the door around seven o'clock, check for any new interesting articles in the morning, go to lunch at twelve o'clock, go to exercise or touch fish at one or two o'clock in the afternoon because the efficiency is too low, eat a little etiquette at six o'clock in the evening, come back to work or read a book, and lock the office door after nine o'clock.The night breeze was blowing, and Shen Dayye was so cold that he wrapped his coat.She picked up her phone and looked at the time, it was already eleven twenty at night.Shen Dayye sighed, and saw her mother asking with concern on WeChat, "Baby, are you still in the office?"
Go to bed early. ”Shen Dayye picked up his mobile phone and replied to his mother obediently: "Well, I'll pack up my things and go back immediately." ”Shen's mother said: "It's too late, it's eleven o'clock in San Francisco, it's so unsafe, and your dormitory is so far away......
Can't you find an acquaintance to give you a ride?
”Shen Dayye looked at the phone screen: "......" acquaintances, there are yes, but you have to have a car before you can have someone to send her.Shen Dayye typed and replied: "Neither Zhang Zhen nor I have a car. ”Mother Shen said worriedly: "......
Don't have an acquaintance who has a car?
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San Francisco is so badly safe. ”Acquaintances with cars......
Shen Dayye glanced at the sports car parked downstairs, listened to the movement of the owner's office again, and said to his mother very sincerely: "No." ”Shen's mother: "......"
"Don't go back so late," Shen's mother said angrily: "How can your boss rest assured that your daughter who can't resist and can't lift her hands stays in the office until eleven o'clock, and you have to walk two kilometers to go back to the dormitory?"
Is he human?
Are you married?
”Shen Dayye remembered Professor Chen's face, and remembered his dog appearance when he was in junior high school, and humbly told his mother: "I don't know this." ”After all, Shen Dayye is a qualified EX and never ignores the private life of his ex-boyfriend.Ms.
Hua was ruthless: "There is no best.I don't think this kind of person is worthy of a wife. ”@无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City......
Don't have a wife?
Shen Dayye thought deeply about Chen Xiaozhi's personality and did not refute it......
Shen's mother immediately sent a long string: "Today I also saw that my student at UCBerkeley was robbed and was held to the head with a gun, but fortunately, in the end, only a wallet was snatched and no one died."
You go now, hurry up and pack your things, and call your mom on the way. ”Shen Dayye immediately began to stuff things into his small canvas bag.The next second, there was a sudden knock on the door of her office.Chen Xiaozhi knocked on the door, took a bite of Beijing films, and asked unhappily, "Why are you still staying here?"
”Shen Dayye immediately shouted very skillfully: "Teacher, I'll go back right away!"
”Chen Xiaozhi immediately turned around and left, and then Shen Dayye found his iPad from his pile of books, hurriedly stuffed it into his bag, and left with the bag on his back.The moment the lights were turned off, darkness came in the room, and Shen Dayye glanced at the moon outside the window.-- There should be almost no people left in this laboratory building.
@无限好文, when Shen Dayye walked to the third floor of Jinjiang Literature City, the sound of large instruments buzzing inside, and then a door opened, and an Indian postdoc walked out of the laboratory tiredly with his notebook.Shen Dayye nodded to him, and the man also showed a tired smile to Shen Dayye.The lab building was empty, and there wasn't a single car left.Chen Xiaozhi drove the last car, leaving his students or former classmates in an unfamiliar city and disappearing at the end of the road.Shen Dayye paused slightly, and his fingers unconsciously pushed open the small box with his headphones.-- It's been 10 years.Shen Dayye shook his head, trying to escape from the memories that were holding on to him again.She only remembered that fifteen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi would always send her downstairs to her house and watch her go upstairs.But it was a long, long time ago.She pulled out her two small Bluetooth headphones, stuffed them into her ears, and made a voice call to her mother.After a long beep, Shen's mother picked up the phone and fed hoarsely: "Baby?
”The voice almost seemed to come through endless years--Shen Tianye was shocked.“…… Mom......"
She opened her mouth and said bitterly, "Mom, I'm going to walk back to ......
Went back. ”Mother Shen said gently: "Pay attention to safety on the road, baby." ”The moon is bright and the stars are scarce, and the street lamps are shining on the road leading to the small attic.In the late summer of California, the clouds rode the wind to the south, and the last stubble of the moon flowers bloomed in the wind, and the skirt of the Shen Dayleaf under the laboratory downstairs was blown up a little, revealing the mountain lotus and slender waist at the corner of the skirt."
Hmm."
Shen Dayye looked at the moon that could finally be called a 'foreign country', and said to his mother, "I will." ”"Mom, don't worry, I've been alone for a long time."