#第五十一章-" - What's wrong with you?
”From the breakfast table, Shi Po asked in shock.The rain was pouring down, and the dining room in the dormitory building was empty, and the Scots were still sleeping upstairs.At six o'clock in the morning, Shen Dayye raised his head and looked at Zhang Zhen opposite in a daze.Zhang Zhen asked with concern: "Shen Dayye, why are your eyes so swollen, what happened last night?"
”Shen Dayye was silent for a while, and said softly, "Not much." ”Zhang Zhen seemed to be desperately speculating about why Shen Dayye's eyes were swollen - after a while, Zhang Zhen finally asked guessingly, "Do you want to eat braised pork so much that you cry greedily?"
”Shen Daye: "......"
"I want to eat braised pork, I feel homesick," Zhang Zhen said with a smile: "Who wouldn't have it?"
When I first went to college, I was homesick and wanted to cry in the dormitory, and when I cried, my undergraduate classmates also cried, and finally the four of us in the dormitory played a quartet, hugging each other and being homesick......"
Shen Dayye sniffed and whispered, "I remember that time."
The crying in the dormitory of the fans was shocking, and I went to fetch water, and passed by the door of your dormitory, which almost scared me into nightmares. ”Zhang Zhen: "......"
Shen Dayye said honestly: "I thought someone in your dormitory had hanged himself. ”Zhang Zhen: "............"
"Later, the people in our dormitory said that it was your dormitory that was collectively homesick. ”Shen Dayye added: "The scene is very terrifying, where do we dare to speak......
Zhang Zhen said: "I beg you to forget that time." ”Shen Dayye whispered, "I'm also trying." ”After a while, Zhang Zhen asked again: "So your eyes are so red, isn't it because you are homesick?"
”Twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayye thought for a moment and smiled gently: "......
No.At least not that simple a concept. ”-At the age of five, to be happy is to be happy, and to be happy is to be happy in oneself.When a child cries, it is sad, when it laughs, it is happy, when it slams the door, it is just anger, when it trembles, it is simply fear, and tears are never given more meaning.Pixar Studios once made a very sub-oriented cartoon, "Mind Squad", which is very simple in style, but not at the core - it talks about the five emotions in a child's mind and the runaway of a little girl.The tears of a fifteen-year-old girl can be happy or desperate, her smile may be reluctant, and the trembling may be from a sadness that she cannot express.The girl will be speechless, and will begin to try to close herself, locking those gradually complex and heavy emotions in the bottom of her heart and rotting.The years will eventually give tears, smiles, slamming doors and shivers, more meaning and weight.By the age of twenty-five, all emotions are inextricably linked to life, and a hearty laugh may be followed by a failed experiment, or it may be blamed and scolded by superiors.In the tears of adults, there will be self-blame and pain, and they will be filled with helplessness and surrender to the current situation.Growing up, she cried all night and had nothing to do with grief.Shen Dayye cried in her sleep because a hole had been pierced in her chest, and the white flag of surrender had been flying above her head for years.-......" - this is the result you gave me?
”Twenty-five-year-old Professor Chen raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes unwarm.Shen Dayye stood in his office, not even a stool, she ran in the rain on the way here, and the hem of her skirt was wet and stuck to her thin white legs.Shen Tianye closed his eyes and said as strongly as he could: "......
Yes. ”Chen Xiaozhi poked the computer screen mockingly and asked, "-I gave you three days to push this set of data, and this is the result of your launch?"
”Shen Dayye clenched his fists tightly, trying to hide the wet sweat in his palms."
I did my best."
Shen Dayye trembled, his eyes avoided him, and he snorted, "......
I really did the best I could.I'm sorry. ”Shen Dayye did her best.Chen Xiaozhi had previously given her a set of freshly classified observation data from WeChat, and asked her to sort out the data before the weekend, push the formula, and come to the office to discuss.Shen Dayye hadn't touched these things for a long time, and the numbers of condensed matter she had made before were much easier to understand than these.It's just that she has been missing these professional knowledge for many years, and on this premise, she also added her traumatic stress.Shen Dayye stayed up all night to deal with it, but when she dealt with it, she was holding the urge to run away.Part of it she told herself she had to do it well, and part of it she resisted everything she knew—the ones that proved her efforts were not worth mentioning, but when she sent them to Chen Xiaozhi, she wanted to get into the cracks in the ground.Professor Chen sneered and said mockingly, "Look up." ”Shen Tianye raised his head in a panic.She looked at the boy she once loved so much that she allowed him to climb over the windowsill, at her former first love and current mentor, and her mind was almost a mess.The boy had grown up.He said: "--Shen Dayye, let's say it first, I'm not waiting for an opportunity to take revenge on you."
I'm a bad temper, but I'm not going to put little shoes on your business.I've always had one thing to say about these things. ”Shen Dayye endured the trembling and snorted."
But your quality," Chen Xiaozhi mocked: "I can't accept it, I won't even use a little." ”Shen Dayye trembled and nodded lightly.Then Chen Xiaozhi took a deep breath and said irritably: "-Go out." ”- "Scolded again. ”Shen Dayye sighed, intertwined his fingers, and looked at Zhang Zhen: "As expected. ”Zhang Zhen said: "Your mentor's temper is too bad, you are a former material, and the second district has also published it in the first district, and you are at least in the top three in the number of doctors in our year, and then you were scolded by him for only two weeks after you joined the group?"
He's picky, hasn't he ever seen a bad student?
”Shen Dayye sighed, tapped twice on the pencil, switched the red pen, corrected his calculation mistakes on the pad, and said while correcting: "Materials and astronomy, although both need a foundation in physics, materials are very applicable, and astronomy are completely two disciplines. ”Zhang Zhen said in horror: "Then what did he take you for?"
”"......," Shen Dayye sighed, called up the eraser tool on the screen, directly erased the entire wrong formula and operation, and said bitterly, "I don't know." ”Zhang Zhen sighed: "You are really unlucky...... was robbed of the results by the little tutor, and the doctor had to change his major when he went abroad. ”It was pouring rain outside, so Zhang Zhen went to the water dispenser to brew two cups of instant dissolution and stirred it with a stirring rod.Shen Dayye erased all the calculations on the second page, and suddenly whispered, "......
I heard that it was my great mentor, and Academician Zhou wanted me to transfer. ”Zhang Zhen poured a little into the paper cup: "Huh?
Didn't that old man come to school......
A few days ago, I heard that he was in poor health, so he went to Hainan 301 to recuperate.Does he care about you?
”Shen Dayye shook his head and said honestly, "I don't know. ”-- Shen Dayye has been following Academician Zhou Hongjun for four or five years.Senior Sister Shen followed Professor Ci Huaichang for four years as an undergraduate, and Professor Ci Huaichang has always liked her a lot, if nothing else, Shen Dayye will become his graduate student.But in his senior year, when Shen Dayye was about to graduate, he attended the funeral of Professor Ci Huaichang as a closed disciple.She cried very much at that time, and Professor Ci was both a teacher and a father to her, but it was useless to be sad.After the death of Professor Ci, Shen Dayye lost not only her husband, who was also a teacher and father, but also the supervisor she applied for when she was in graduate school.Professor Ci is not closely connected with the department, and Shen Dayye doesn't know who to go to to take over her, and there are very, very few supervisors who are willing to accept her - after all, not every tutor with resources wants to accept a graduate student who has followed another old professor for many years and whose research direction has almost been decided, to occupy one of their enrollment places.At that time, it was Academician Zhou Hongjun who took her away.Academician Zhou Hongjun accepted the closed disciples of his best friend.In the past four or five years, Shen Dayye has seen him only a handful of times -- this kind of academician-level figure often wears many hats, and he will never have time to take students.This is evident from the fact that an academician kindly asked his students 'who is your tutor' during a small class.And Academician Zhou's physical condition was not good, and Shen Tianye couldn't even see him once for several months.Shen Dayye sometimes even felt that Academician Zhou didn't remember what he looked like.But when Academician Zhou asked her to go abroad, he actually specifically told Shen Dayye to change his research direction.“…… I do not know. ”Shen Dayye shook his head and said, "Maybe he thinks I'm not doing well on the condensed matter side." ”Zhang Zhenyi shook his head: "......
Tsk, why are you so bitter in this life. ”Then she put the stirred coffee and sugar packet on Shen Dayye's table, and the white smoke was billowing from the white smoke under the clouds.“…… However, the mentor on your side is actually okay with you.That's Professor Chen. ”Zhang Zhen commented pertinently: "We have just been here for two weeks, and the water dispenser printer and everything are all in place, and today I came to see that there was a new refrigerator......
"Twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayye was quiet for a moment, and said sourly: "......
Is it.He was really attentive. ”"It's just a bad temper," Zhang Zhen said, "but it's not a bad person." ”Shen Dayye nodded.Then Zhang Zhen suddenly changed his words: "Speaking of which, what country is he?"
”Shen Daye: "............" which country did she ask?
Did I hear me right?
Shen Dayye glanced at the wall behind him in disbelief - the direction of Chen Xiaozhi's office, he should now be grim-faced, and redo the data he handed over to the 'student' himself.-- It's been two weeks.Zhang Zhen and her moved here, and stayed in a neighboring office with Chen Xiaozhi for two weeks.Zhang Zhen asked Chen Xiaozhi what nationality he was from.Shen Daye: "......"
"I heard your tutor's English accent," Zhang Zhen said curiously: "It shouldn't be an overseas Chinese, is he from Singapore?"
”It's been two weeks, Zhang Zhen and Chen Xiaozhi have seen each other almost every day, "......," Shen Dayye was in an extremely complicated mood, and he was silent for a long time and said: "......
He is Chinese. ”Zhang Zhen: "......"
Zhang Zhen almost squirted out a mouthful of coffee: "???
You're not lying to me, are you?
”Shen Dayye didn't raise his head: "Why am I lying to you?"
His family lives in Dongcheng. ”"......"
Zhang Zhen: "Dongcheng District?
You're getting better and better. ”Shen Dayye knocked pencil on his skull, and began to push the data for the second time, saying while calculating: "He said more about Beijing than I did." ”Zhang Zhen was suddenly stunned and found the Hua point in the middle: "......
Wait, how do you know his family lives in Easttown?
You've gotten to this level?
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”Shen Dayye: "......"
Shen Dayye thought to himself that he was my ex-boyfriend, the one who scolded him every time he got drunk, could I not know where his home was?
But these words turned on her lips for a long time, and she really couldn't say it.It's better to go to the grave with her for this secret......
Although it is unlikely that it can be brought.Shen Dayye felt a stomachache when he thought about the possibility of secret exposure.Her mother, her grandmother, and even Liang Lewei and Xu Zihao all knew that Chen Xiaozhi was at Stanford with an undergraduate degree, and his master's and doctorate were still at Stanford, and she was now at Stanford.Zhang Zhen, a native of Shandong, has heard of Chen Xiaozhi's deeds, and now she also knows that this god is her ex-boyfriend.Everything is inextricably linked.How many days can this be hidden?
But Shen Dayye really didn't have the strength to tell everyone that Chen Xiaozhi had become a winner in life and came to be my mentor.That's too terrifying, Shen Dayye himself was shocked alone for two weeks and hadn't digested it yet, plus this group of people shut up together and were amazed, Shen Dayye was estimated to be killed by this group of people.She didn't dare to imagine how she would be treated - but what was certain was that Liang Le would definitely buy a plane ticket to come and watch the excitement.- Hide it for a day, she thought.How did you say that, it's cool to hide it for a while, and it's always cool to keep it hidden?
Escaping is shameful but useful.Shen Daye had a certain number in his heart, and immediately lied without changing his face: "--His WeChat information card is Dongcheng District, Beijing. ”Zhang Zhen: "......"
Zhang Zhen accepted this sentence, she was concealed, and said angrily: "Damn, this Beijinger has been speaking English to me for two weeks?
I also asked him whichChinesefooddoyoulikemost, and fucking he politely told me dumplings!
I still wonder how there can be foreigners in this world who like to eat dumplings as much as in English texts......"
Shen Dayye stared intently at his iPad screen and said indifferently: "The dialogue in the English textbook in the first semester of the second semester of the Foreign Language Research Society?"
He's sarcastic about you. ”"......"
Zhang Zhen: "Fuck you, I remember him." ”This man is really sick, Shen Dayye thought, what kind of younger brother's behavior is it to pretend to be a foreign guest in front of Zhang Zhen for two weeks, are all men in this world like this?
While thinking about the structure of men's minds, Senior Sister Shen added milk and coffee to her instant coffee, and the next second her mobile phone shook, Shen Tianye picked it up and took a look-Chen Xiaozhi sent a WeChat message: "You have a class in the afternoon."
Shen Dayye: "......"
In the next second, there was two knocks on the office door, and Chen Xiaozhi's voice sounded straight outside: "-Let'sgo." ”He said these two words very naturally, which reminded Shen Dayye of the few times he appeared - each time he didn't seem to speak Chinese, at first Shen Dayye thought that he was just on the set, and he didn't come back after living abroad for a long time, but now he recalls carefully, when he was discussing literature with her, the Chinese was particularly slippery, and he didn't even add a single English word.Zhang Zhen: "......"
Zhang Zhen said with his mouth: "Is your mentor sick?"
’Shen Daye: "......"
Then Chen Xiaozhi knocked on the door again, and said lightly: "......
Yourclass。
”-Shen Dayye held his small notebook and iPad, and quietly followed Chen Xiao downstairs.In late summer in California, the vast white rain and fog spread, the banyan trees must be wet by the rain, and the wind blows through the white moon season on the American continent.The stairwell was so quiet that only the hum of the large instruments running on the third floor.Shen Dayye suddenly remembered that in the middle of winter that year, she had followed Chen Xiaozhi like this.Fifteen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi was wrapped in a heavy down jacket, walking in the cramped safety passage of the hotel, he blocked Shen Dayye behind him, and the moment the door of the hotel opened, the wind and snow inevitably poured in, and Chen Xiaozhi turned around at that time and gently hugged her in his arms.- But it wasn't a hug.Fifteen-year-old Shen Dayye didn't even feel the urge to hug him inside.But later, Shen Dayye gradually came back to his senses, and the hugging action was the subconscious protection of a fifteen-year-old boy.…… From the wind and snow, from the world.Ten years later, Shen Dayye closed his eyes and tried his best to forget the winter of that year.Heavy rain fell on the windows.Chen Xiaozhi, who had grown up, carried a long umbrella in his hand, walked down a very similar staircase, and then pushed open the door on the first floor.In late summer, the humid wind poured into the stairwell like a mountain and a sea, and the moon flowers in the flower beds spread out like stars.Professor Chen, who was about to go to class, opened his umbrella and walked into the rain, Shen Tianye took out his small umbrella, held his pad and clicked twice-the umbrella did not move at all, as if the parts inside were stuck.Shen Daye: "......"
Shen Dayye pushed the handle of the umbrella desperately, but found that he couldn't push it at all, and looked at Chen Xiaozhi for help.Chen Xiaozhi: "?
”“…… The umbrella is stuck," Shen Dayye said in a panic: "It's really been used for a long time, and it is estimated that there are parts stuck in it." ”Chen Xiaozhi sighed coldly, took the umbrella and pushed it twice.The man's strength was greater, and when he pushed, two points of red rust fell, and the umbrella creaked dangerously.Shen Daye: "............"
"Don't dismantle the umbrella," Shen Dayye said dismally: "Yes......
It shouldn't be repaired, right?
”Chen Xiaozhi said angrily: "This kind of broken umbrella can't be thrown earlier?
Are you too poor to open the pot?
”Senior Sister Shen rubbed her paws for a while: "......
It's not so miserable, the group still gives a lot of money, and it's a blessing in misfortune.But, but ......""......
But now it's definitely not free," Shen Dayye's ears turned red with shame, and he almost pleaded: "......
Can you rub your umbrella ......?
”In the rain, Professor Chen, who was holding an umbrella, narrowed his eyes dangerously.Shen Daye: "......"
Shen Dayye stood on the small platform at the entrance of the building, trembling and changed his words: "Can, can rub you down......
Your umbrella?
It just so happens that we also ...... along the way," Chen Xiaozhi smiled without smiling.Fuck you, what a garbage man."
--Teacher, teacher."
Shen Dayye was almost about to cry: "The classroom is far away, and my roommate is not a person with an umbrella, and we only have this one combined, you ......
If you don't rub it on me......
I'm going to have to run through the rain......"
The rain crackled on the umbrella, and she rubbed her paws pitifully.This is Shen Dayye's little habit when she begged for someone since she was a child, when she begged for someone, she not only begged, but also rubbed her paws together, she would be fifteen years old, and she would be five years old, and she would be a baby - the girl was born squeamish and well-behaved, sensible and cute since she was a child, and she was born to please her elders.'
Teacher' will also use it, and 'you' will also use it.Chen Xiaozhi didn't speak.Shen Dayye said slightly: "Chen ............
It was almost a desperate choice.Chen Xiaozhi's name was called when they were intimate, and the winter when she was fifteen years old was full of these three words, and Xiao Yuye used any tone when she shouted these three words.Delicate, smack, sweet, angry and sad......
At that time, Chen Xiaozhi would agree every time.Chen Xiaozhi suddenly spoke: "--Shen Dayye." ”Shen Dayye was stunned.“…… "What are you doing," the young man spoke, his voice full of mischievous, even as if he were working against her."
Can't you buy your own umbrella if it's broken?"
He stood under the umbrella, and Shi Shiran said, "Is it appropriate for me to hold an umbrella with you?"
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