Chapter 56 - Chen Xiaozhi refused Shen Dayye to go behind the table and stand with him, but instead made her stand far away and coldly told her what went wrong.Monk Shen Day, Ye Zhang, and the second monk was puzzled, and he didn't know why Chen Xiaozhi couldn't even accept this normal teacher-student distance, standing there and listening to him point out the problems one by one, and while listening, he evened out some brains, thinking about what the cause of this incident was."
You turn the third page you gave me yourself," Chen Xiaozhi said expressionlessly, "There is one less variable you think about......"
Shen Dayye responded: "......
Hmm, that's right. ”Then Shen Dayye raised his head and looked at Chen Xiaozhi's appearance cautiously through the gorse-like sunlight on this continent.Chen Xiaozhi's eyebrow bones are much taller than when he was fifteen years old, his face is more deep and handsome, and there is a faint mark on the tip of his eyebrows.Shen Dayye tried to piece together a teenager from ten years ago, but found that he couldn't put it together anymore - Chen Xiaozhi had grown taller, his face had become thinner, and now he was clearly defined.If he saw him on the street, Shen Dayye might not dare to recognize him.After all, it's been ten years, Shen Dayye thought.Ten years have grinded me into another dayleaf, and Chen Xiaozhi has no reason to stand still.She still remembers seven or eight years ago when Instagram was not walled - she actually didn't often go on ins, but she happened to follow each other with Chen Xiaozhi at that time, Chen Xiaozhi was very prodigal at that time, and Shen Dayye would always brush his news - she was still a plain high school student at that time, and Chen Xiaozhi, who was the same age as her, always had endless parties, and the blonde girl in the car was never the same.Those blonde girls were skinned sexy and bronzed by the California sun, laughing in the dark as the flash fell on the girls' blonde hair.-- Chen Xiaozhi played very crazy when he was a teenager.What about this adult man who is now much calmer in front of her?
What will his love life be like now?
…… I guess it was because of the sleep in his car.Shen Dayye suddenly thought.That behavior was definitely not appropriate, but Shen Dayye was too tired to accidentally fall asleep.It may be that Chen Xiaozhi's current girlfriend found out, and the traces may be a long hair, or a boyfriend who came home late at night, or the breath of a strange girl in the car.Whatever the reason, the strange girl must have been very angry.-- I don't have any other explanation than that.At that moment, Shen Tianye was so ashamed that he almost wanted to go into the deep pit.Shen Tianye has always sat upright, interpersonal relationships are very simple, she doesn't have that kind of thought, and she won't even have it in the future - but whether she has it or not, she is aware of the sensitivity of her identity.A person's first girlfriend, in this kind of place, should avoid suspicion.Chen Xiaozhi was still sitting behind his desk, and Shen Dayye lowered his head, but his eyes were red with sadness.I must have affected other people's lives, Shen Dayye thought tremblingly.I should have realized it when Chen Xiaozhi said, 'This is not appropriate', and I should have drawn a clear line between 'teacher-student relationship' and 'not crossing the line'.Even if I refused Chen Xiaozhi to send me back to the dormitory, I never exceeded the rules............
But I really never avoided unnecessary contact or suspicion.It's like it's a matter of course."......
"I affected his life.Shen Dayye thought.- Whether or not, I shouldn't be so casual.Chen Xiaozhi unconsciously touched his lips, and a vague voice came from the table: "To save time, I will correct the problem I just said and use it myself, but I still suggest that you also correct it." ”Shen Dayye hummed hoarsely: "......
Good, okay. ”Then Chen Xiaozhi coughed unnaturally and whispered, "-Okay, go back." ”Then Chen Xiaozhi raised his head and finally looked at Shen Dayye.But the sunlight was dappled, and the wind blew through the big trees outside the window, crushing the sunlight on the ground - Chen Xiaozhi only saw the back of Shen Dayye leaving.- Everything pressed down like a mountain.On the first day of meeting, I talked about 'teachers and students' and 'boundaries'.In the middle of the night, the hand on the steering wheel that was holding her back to the dormitory was bruised.Unwilling to hold an umbrella with her, a rainy afternoon.Chen Xiaozhi was downright cold.-- And the sentence, Chen Xiaozhi said it himself, 'Don't come here'.Fifteen-year-old Shen Dayye is very unobservant of words and colors, she doesn't understand what the meaning is under the surface of the words, and she can't even realize the truth under this series of actions.However, the twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayye has long been pressured to learn to look at other people's eyes and recognize the truth under their words - but he is not doing well.Shen Dayye was born with the ability to bend with people, and he couldn't make up for it.Therefore, when she was in China, she was often scolded by her small boss in China - she couldn't reimburse her, she couldn't deal with the financial teacher, and she couldn't coordinate the equipment, all of which were reasons for being scolded by the small boss.It took Shen Tianye a long time to learn how to look at finance.But Chen Xiaozhi's series of reactions, Shen Dayye understands.In the evening, Shen Tianye sat in the school cafeteria, with a plate of French stew and a small sandwich in front of him.She stared at the warm sun outside the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze, and after a while, she forked a piece of corn that had fallen from the stew with a fork and put it in her mouth.-…… The evening sunset in Palo Alto has a different kind of freedom and romance.Chen Xiaozhi walked into the restaurant with Professor Rosh Shuyar.Professor Rosh Shuyar is Chen Xiaozhi's direct tutor, Chen Xiaozhi just discussed with him an idea that he had been brewing for a long time in the afternoon, Professor Rosh Shuyar felt that his idea was a little too radical, and he should come step by step, the two of them chatted in the office for a long time, and then saw that it was not early, so they came to dinner together.The sun sets at Stanford, and the banyan trees cast long shadows in the fiery twilight sun.The cafeteria was noisy, and Professor Rosh Shuar suddenly laughed, "Calvin, we used to go out for a walk together." ”Chen Xiaozhi smiled and said, "-Yes." ”Professor Rosh Shuar smiled and asked, "Look at your expression, have you been in a good mood lately?"
”"Almost," Chen Xiaozhi unconsciously touched his lips again, and said blankly: "......
It's quite contradictory, though. ”Then the teachers and students were in the self-service area and put something on their own plates.Professor Rosh Schuar is a good eater – he's heavy on sugar and oil, and he grabs a cheese roasted potato and American ribs at the bar, which squeak and squeak with oil, and the meat is drizzled with a layer of barbecue sauce and maple syrup, which is one of the restaurant's specialties.Then he grabbed a Coke and sandwiched a few muffins.And Chen Xiaozhi put two cold chicken breast sandwiches on the plate, took a glass of cold water, and picked up the plate.Professor Rosh Shuyar: "......"
Chen Xiaozhi didn't care much about what he ate since he was a child, and almost always chose the easiest to eat when eating in a restaurant, and the highest record is said to be that he ate the same sandwich for three weeks in a row, and he didn't pick at all, and even called him desireless.Chen Xiaozhi took the plate and went to find a place to sit with Professor Rosh Shuyaer.The restaurant was packed with college students, faculty and staff who had just finished class, and some students took up seats with computers.The petal-like sunset of phoenix flowers falls on the snow-white tiles.- Chen Xiaozhi saw Shen Dayye in that light.Shen Dayye was wearing a goose-yellow skirt and sitting by the window where she could see the setting sun, her long black hair tied up, revealing her white, swan-like neck.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Professor Rosh Shuar said: "There is an empty ...... there" "Professor," Chen Xiaozhi said hoarsely: "......
I can't eat with you today. ”Professor Rosh Shuar was stunned: "That's okay......
But what's wrong?
”Chen Xiaozhi shook his head, did not explain the reason, only said: "......
I'm sorry. ”Then Professor Rosh Shujar saw his student, holding two sandwiches that he probably couldn't find a second person in the whole university, and reflexively turned back to the dining bar.Chen Xiaozhi went to the bar to get the plate, bent down and put small desserts, soufflés, and cupcakes on the plate - stacking the plate high.Then he thought about it and picked up another box of honey-flavored yogurt.- "Can't face it."
After that night, almost as soon as Chen Xiaozhi got close to Shen Dayye, he would think of that rainy night.Chen Xiaozhi still remembers the warm snort on his knuckles, the rain outside the car, and the crisp aroma in the car that does not belong to him......
There are also the soft and sweet lips of the sleeping Shen Dayye, and the delicate lips like acacia flowers.He kissed rudely to the extreme.-- The night when the air was so beautiful that he almost went mad.Fuck it.Chen Xiaozhi thought.Shen Dayye still doesn't know anything about his mother.If you can't face it, how can you face it?
Chen Xiaoyi smelled the smell on Shen Dayye's body and remembered the kiss he dropped when Shen Dayye was sleeping, miserable and fucked.Don't come here, Chen Xiaozhi thought, keep a safe distance from me.Then, Chen Xiaozhi slammed the plate full of sweets to the opposite side of Shen Dayye.In the sunset of the California fire, Shen Dayye, who was sitting by the window, was immediately startled, raised his head to look at him, and confirmed the identity of the person who came, and there was still water in his clear eyebrows.Chen Xiaozhi asked indifferently: "Is there someone on the other side?"
”In the light of the setting sun, Shen Dayye shook his head and said, "No, yes."
I came on my own. ”Chen Xiaozhi sighed and said, "Then I'll squeeze it down."
Elsewhere it was full. ”Shen Dayye held the sandwich: "......
Not. ”She looked around at the booths, which were indeed crowded with students—and then, Chen Xiaozhi sat down across from her.Shen Dayye took a bite of the sandwich and ate very seriously, staring intently at a little squirrel on the grass.Chen Xiaozhi: "......
"the child, Chen Xiaozhi thought desperately, why is it so cute......
Then he asked, "What did you do in the afternoon?"
”Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment, and replied rather detachedly: "I read the literature for a while." ”Professor Chen: "Let's listen to what you've seen." ”Professor Chen actually felt that Shen Dayye was very annoyed when discussing literature, and if she thought differently from him, she would insist on debating, especially getting to the bottom of things, and he didn't bother to explain many questions to Shen Dayye - but now for the sake of Ah Shi's cuteness, it's not impossible.Little bastard."
I've read three of them, but there's one I'm playing with."
Shen Dayye took a small bite of the sandwich and said very seriously.Then she changed her words: "......
I'll send you an email in a moment. ”Chen Xiao was stunned: "......?
Mailbox?
”"I'm done."
Shen Dayye put down the sandwich that he had only nibbled on for two bites, and said, "Goodbye, professor." ”Then Shen Dayye picked up her bag and picked up her dinner plate, which she had barely touched a bite, leaving the professor behind.
――As if mocking his morning "Don't come."