Chapter 59 - When Shen Dayye and Chen Xiaoyi left Professor Bryson's office together, the setting sun was already sinking, and the golden red light covered the world.Before leaving the door, Shen Dayye saw the professor's photo wall at the entrance, which was pasted with countless photos of him, traveling out, standing under the blue sky and holding his wife—but among those photos, there was a yellowed image of two young men holding each other's shoulders, which suddenly jumped into Shen Dayye's eyes.Shen Dayye: The sunset in California in ...... reflected the photos all over the wall, one of which was Professor Bryson, who had thick hair at that time, and the other was an Asian face with black hair and black eyes, wearing a plaid shirt unique to a science and engineering man, but he was in his twenties, his hair was neatly trimmed and youthful, and he smiled confidently at the camera.It's really amazing, Shen Tianye thought in a trance.A person has clearly been dead for ten years, but there are still traces of him in this world.His father, who was younger than Shen Dayye, looked like a torch, but he was like a fleeting starlight.- And Shen Dayye has been hiding from that gaze for many years.Shen Dayye paused for a moment, and his heart was dull and sour.She didn't end up asking Professor Bryson who the person was, asking what your relationship was with my father.She just followed Chen Xiaozhi out.
-The remnant sun is like blood, the wind blows like a tide in the world, and the grass and trees hang low in the wind.It's not that hot anymore, but there is still a barely traceable layer of residual heat on the asphalt road.Chen Xiaozhi held the car key in his hand, Didi opened the car door twice, and he motioned for Shen Dayye to get into the car - then Shen Dayye nodded and sat in the car."
Quite an interesting one."
Chen Xiaozhi had nothing to say.Shen Dayye carefully hugged his bag and said, "......
It's okay. ”End of conversation.Shen Tianye didn't speak much all afternoon, and Chen Xiaozhi was upset when he thought of it, and even felt a sense of 'she was deliberately reducing her sense of existence'.- But why?
The car's engine hummed.Chen Xiaozhi rolled down the window in annoyance, and then he stepped on the accelerator and the car jumped out.The strong wind poured into the car, Shen Dayye sat beside him, the co-pilot's seat belt was on her thin shoulder, and she didn't say a word, as if silence was poured into her throat.Angry?
Chen Xiaozhi thought very concernedly, but it didn't look like it......
And what is the reason?
Chen Xiaozhi didn't feel that she had done anything to touch her bad head at all.Chen Xiaozhi: "......" - I should be tired.Professor Chan thought naturally.Chen Xiaozhi searched his intestines and scraped his stomach, and finally held back a sentence: "Are you hungry?"
Go grab a bite to eat before you go?
”Shen Tianye thought about it for a while, and said seriously: "No need, it's too hot, I don't really want to eat......
But I can eat it if you want. ”Chen Xiaozhi said expressionlessly: "Forget it, if you are hungry, there will be food in the back." ”“…… Not. ”Shen Dayye nodded seriously: "Thank you." ”Chen Xiaozhi did not return the same way.When Chen Xiaozhi was in a hurry, he made an appointment with Professor Bryson at half past two, and he was not in the habit of being late - he passed along the San Matio Bridge; But when he went back, Chen Xiaozhi had a whole night's time.The city of San Francisco stands across the ocean, majestic and majestic in the sunset, and silver-gray vehicles drive into the bridge.-- When he was studying, he came here countless times.Chen Xiaozhi attended high school in San Francisco, so he is very familiar with everything here.The drunken gold fans here, the sea breeze and the mansion, his three years of lonely, wandering high school.Chen Xiaozhi has had many friends, some of whom have almost stopped contacting, and some of them can still be called out to meet.At the age of sixteen or seventeen, Chen Xiaozhi threw himself into the party of the teenagers at school, socializing, mingling in bars and even on the streets.Chen Xiaozhi was almost the most popular person in the school at that time.This distant foreigner has a good skin, top grades, and is extraordinarily playful and drunk.He lives alone in his apartment with no parents, so he doesn't need access - and he's extraordinarily wealthy.Sixteen or seventeen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi has touched the waists of many girls, and many girls have loved him.Chen Xiaozhi was addicted to cigarettes at that time, and there was always alcohol in the apartment, and almost every party ended in drunkenness.He was a good drinker, and when he was drunk, he just sat there without saying a word—but Chen Xiaozhi was too drunk at his prom, and it was the only time.…… He is not a forgetful person, so he remembers everything that happened that day.Chen Xiaozhi is different from Shen Dayye, Shen Dayye is a confused ghost with a good brain, and she can forget all those inconsequential things in minutes; But Chen Xiaozhi even remembered the incident when he was five years old.After they broke up, Chen Xiaozhi said to Lu Zhiming that he felt that Shen Dayye was the darling of God, she didn't remember anything, and in the end, it was another person who carried all the pain.Chen Xiaozhi is the bearer, and he is terrifyingly sober.-- This sobriety is like a curse from God to the wise.It is also the source of his bad temper.His car passed through the mission area of San Francisco, Chen Xiaozhi turned his head to look, Shen Dayye held his cheeks, and looked at the high-rise buildings and cars flying by outside the window.…… Chen Xiaozhi remembered that the lights were bright and bright that day, the girls were all wearing their most beautiful dresses, gold and diamonds glittered on their necks, and the school even invited a band, but the alcohol blurred everything.Seventeen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi didn't know where Ah Shi was, so he went crazy and looked for her.He was looking for the girl who had curled up in his arms on the coldest winter night, and who had put her own hairband around his wrist.The little girl who ran to his door and called him in front of his house on a small strap.In the New Year's bell, Shen Dayye with starry eyes when he raised his head.His Ah Ten.-- The little flower that Chen Xiaozhi finally lost, blooming in April.Twenty-five-year-old Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were silently red.The sea breeze blows across Highway 1 in California, and the waves crash against the crags and sands, shattering into thousands of clouds.As night fell, the sun sank into the Pacific Ocean like fire and roses.Shen Dayye's hair was messy by the strong wind, and he suddenly said in the whirring wind: "......
That's not the way we came from, is it?
”Chen Xiaozhi closed his eyes, removed the red, and said, "No." ”“…… Isn't it Highway 1?
”Shen Dayye asked curiously, "......
The view is so good, it feels so much like eh. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "Yes."
The other road is not easy to walk at night - if you are hungry, there is food behind. ”Shen Dayye sighed, shook his head to indicate that he didn't want to eat, and hugged his bag full of books tightly."......"
Chen Xiaozhi asked: "Don't you have any ideas about this topic?"
”Shen Dayye shook his head and said, "No, but I have written down everything you said, I'll go back and take a good look." ”Chen Xiaozhi looked ahead and snorted.Shen Dayye suddenly said, "......
I used to work with condensed matter, and I haven't touched pure theory for a long time. ”Chen Xiaozhi sighed in the wind and said flatly: "I know." ”“…… So," Shen Dayye remembered his father in the photo, and said with difficulty: "......
It's more difficult for me. ”Chen Xiaozhi stopped talking.Shen Dayye allowed this silence to continue to take root and sprout, like a world tree that stretched out the sky.The sea breeze was howling, and Chen Xiaozhi looked in the direction of Shen Dayye.The girl's eyebrows and eyes were delicate, and she was a little tired, and she leaned her head on the edge of the window in a groggy manner.Chen Xiaozhi knew that Shen Dayye should be tired enough to run around today, so he wrinkled his brows and said, "If you're tired, go to sleep."
It's time to call you. ”- She slept soundly that night.Chen Xiaozhi thought.It's okay to get some more sleep.He couldn't even put into words the pain and tenderness he felt when he saw his sleeping face, which he hadn't seen for years.However, Shen Tianye refused in a low voice: "......
No need. ”She thought about it, endured a yawn, and said to Chen Xiaozhi, "I'm not sleepy." ”-…… The stars and mist scattered in the long night, and Highway 1 stretches along the seashore and redwood forests.Amid the humming of the vehicle, Shen Dayye leaned against the window, stunned.Shen Dayye abides by the dual duties of a student and an ex-girlfriend, but the starry sky above her head is so familiar that she can't help but think of their past, and think of the past that was as bright as the sun.Shen Tianye sometimes even felt that he was imprisoned in the years, and he couldn't break free no matter what.At eight o'clock in the evening, Chen Xiaozhi sent her to the door of the dormitory and said goodbye to her very plainly."
Goodbye."
Shen Dayye called obediently: "-Teacher." ”…… Senior Sister Shen floated back to the dormitory like a ghost, Zhang Zhen was eating potato chips while watching a drama in the lounge, and the iconic opening song of The Big Bang Theory echoed in the lounge.Shen Dayye poked Zhang Zhen on the shoulder and said like a ghost: "Zhenzhen." ”Zhang Zhen: "There is a book. ”Shen Dayye poked her shoulder again and said, "I asked you a question, and you answered it seriously."
I need your opinion. ”Zhang Zhen pressed the pause, and raised his head in surprise to look at Shen Dayye."
If you have a ......
Daughter," Shen Dayye hesitated, and then said firmly: "Yes-daughter."
You can be a very close sister.She has no talent, but she always wants to be the world's number one violinist, and her mind is full of playing the violin.Will you stop her no?
”Zhang Zhen turned around with the back of the chair, looked at Shen Dayye in surprise and said, "Is it serious, or is it just a joke?"
”Shen Dayye thought for a moment and said, "......
Earnest. ”"Very seriously."
Shen Dayye scratched his head: "If you tell her that she has no talent, it will be very hurt." ”"How old are you?"
Zhang Zhen said unsympathetically: "If you buy more toys at the age of five or six, you won't have anything, and you won't forget what a violin is in three days."
If you are twelve or thirteen years old, you will find a boyfriend......
Either way. ”Shen Dayye said: "......
Fifteen.This state can last until the age of twenty. ”Zhang Zhen: "............"
Zhang Zhen was silent for a long time and said: "-- That kind of daughter is very difficult to handle.Shen Dayye nodded."
Fifteen years old," Zhang Zhen touched his chin and said, "It's not much different from adults, it's a very thoughtful age." ”Shen Dayye said: "......
Be.But he is a very vulnerable child, very fragile and sensitive.It is difficult for her to heal from her injuries, and she will miss it for many years, let alone dream for such a long time. ”Zhang Zhen said in confusion: "......
You know, I don't think parents should interfere with their children's college aspirations, but the situation you're talking about is really tricky. ”“…… Be. ”Shen Dayye's voice was a little hoarse when he replied to Zhang Zhen: "I've been ......
Tangled, tangled for months.I don't know what to do in this situation. ”“…… But now I don't think I can put it off. ”"Zhenzhen," she asked, trembling, "if it were you, what would you do with this kind of child?"
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