Chapter Seventy-Two - "Don't Talk About Dying."
Shen Dayye sighed when he unplugged the computer, thinking that there was nothing wrong with hanging death on his lips, and he had to say what he thought in his heart.Reading a Ph.D. has a lot of psychological problems, and the psychological counseling center of P University receives the most people who are forced to have master's and doctoral degrees all day long......
Shen Dayye also went for a psychological assessment at the beginning of the year, and it was found that he had a slight tendency to depression, but it was not enough to affect his life.The teacher in the psychological center asked Shen Dayye to pay more attention to rest, not to put too much pressure on himself, and if necessary, ask the instructor for a vacation, go out to enjoy the mountains and rivers, and be happy.- However, Shen Dayye has never had a chance, and he has not even been able to go to Hebei.Shen Dayye held the computer and pushed Chen Xiaozhi's office away, the warm sun fell on the ground, Chen Xiaozhi looked at the computer screen, and said calmly: "The position opposite me, sit." ”She put the computer down.Chen Xiaozhi asked: "Have you bought a ticket for the return trip?"
”Shen Dayye: "This ......
Not yet. ”Chen Xiaozhi said: "If you buy it, you will return it, you look at the itinerary, the 24th to the 27th is the meeting." ”Shen Dayye put the computer opposite Chen Xiaozhi, pulled a small chair, nodded and said: "Yes, the hotel only booked the night from the 23rd to the 26th, and I took a look at the ticket on the 26th......" - Don't book a ticket for September 26. ”Chen Xiaozhi interrupted her: "There's no need to come back so early. ”Shen Dayye: "......?"
”"See for yourself," Chen Xiaozhi said indifferently: "Look at what you want to go around, take a look around first, set the itinerary and then book a return ticket."
You don't have to go back at the original airport. ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "......
Are you going to give me a holiday?
”Chen Xiaozhi nodded carelessly, motioned for Shen Dayye to play freely, and looked down at his computer.He sat opposite Shen Dayye, the sun was gilded on his body like flowing gold, Shen Dayye saw his tall and straight nose, and his eyes flashed with strong concentration, as if he uncontrollably remembered the moment when he was in the distant past, and his heart was pounding for him.…… On another sunny afternoon, Zhang Zhen hugged the back of her chair and asked her in a low voice, '......
What is your reason for liking him?
’Shen Dayye was doing the task assigned by Chen Xiaozhi at that time, and he was stunned for a moment, and repeated: "Why do you like him?
’'That's it,' Zhang Zhen thought for a while, "there is always a reason for first love, and there is always a moment of heartbeat."
For example, in romance novels, he looks good in a white shirt, what he took off my headphones, what he looked at me more when he was cooking in the cafeteria......
'Shen Dayye in the past bathed in the sun, thought for a long time, and whispered: 'I thought about it for a long time later, and found that I liked him because of ......'
She heard her voice pierce through time:'......
I've only seen one person in this world, just like me at that time. ’The gaze is unwavering, and the focus is like a child.- Like her as a young woman, her feet are deep in the mud, but she is always looking up and chasing the stars.-......
"Is it booked?"
”Chen Xiaozhi said calmly: "Why are you so abrasive?
”Shen Dayye was suddenly dismissed: "Order ......
It's booked, is it okay around the 30th?
Depart from Nuralaii. ”Chen Xiaozhi said coldly: "You can do whatever you want."
When I set a time, I will also book my ticket. ”Shen Dayye booked a ticket for two people, and the chord that collapsed in his heart loosened, feeling that he finally had time to go on vacation.Chen Xiaozhi obviously planned to take this opportunity to take a rest and take a vacation, and by the way, he simply carried her with him, which was a very casual move that didn't even mean to give, but it gave Shen Dayye, who was tense, a ray of life.Shen Dayye's recent pressure has been incredibly great, and he can almost crush the good people to collapse.Then Chen Xiaozhi glanced at her and said mockingly: "Why don't you leave?"
What are you going to be waiting for here?
”Shen Tianye shrank down and hugged the computer in his arms.The room is filled with a gentle sunset, and the sunset on the horizon is dyed pink.Chen Xiao gave the eviction order, and Shen Dayye went back to his office with the computer and sat by the window alone.-…… The sunset in the distance was like fire, and Shen Dayye sat at his desk, putting the task assigned by Chen Xiaozhi in front of him.She did it for a while, and the more she did it, the more she collapsed, so she simply put away her notebook and climbed to the windowsill to sit.Shen Dayye never did this kind of thing before, but after a person collapses, he is always inaccurate about what to do, Shen Dayye's roommate likes to go to the platform of the science teaching building to eat in the semester before he drops out, and he runs to the science and education every day after taking takeout, Shen Dayye thought at first that she was there to meet her little boyfriend privately, but then her roommate told the truth: she went to the platform of the science and education, just because the balcony of the old building was open, she stood on the balcony and looked down, and always felt that the ground was calling her.I want to jump. ’The girl jokingly said, "Isn't there a promo for Assassin's Creed III, the one where the Assassin jumped from the tower of Notre Dame Cathedral all at once......
That video kept echoing in my head, and I stood there and always felt like the ground was calling me. ’At that time, Shen Dayye couldn't empathize with him no matter what.But Shen Dayye sat on the windowsill now, and suddenly understood what her roommate said."
—The ground is calling."
Downstairs, the red banyan gas must blow like the most gentle waves, the sunset is like fire, and the people below come and go, all of them are beautiful.Better than everything behind her.Shen Dayye won't really jump.-- But it's really an option when you have an emotional breakdown.Shen Dayye couldn't help but stick to the window, and opened the window again......
The blazing wind seeped in, squeezing out the cold air from the air conditioner installed by Chen Xiaozhi.That's not enough.Shen Dayye thought vaguely, and then she opened the window a little wider.So Shen Dayye leaned against the open window frame, and the hot summer wind blew her slender and straight calves.- It was a posture that could almost fall, but Shen Tianye didn't care at all, on the contrary, she felt quite relieved when she was on the verge of collapse.Shen Dayye put the correspondence notebook on his lap, leaned against the window frame at dusk, and began to write a reply to his fifteen-year-old self.Shen Dayye wrote very slowly, almost word by word.Considering the 'mosaic' and 'harmony' issues when she sent the letter, she didn't write what happened later, but just wished her past self a smooth rematch, and reiterated the issue of 'stay away from Chen Xiao'.Judging from the time when the headpost was taken, Xiao Dayye had already dated fifteen-year-old Chen Xiaozhi, but Shen Dayye knew that in the early days of dating, his feelings for Chen Xiaozhi were not too deep.I like it, I like it, but at that time, I was able to stop the loss in time.
--I didn't love him as much as I did when we broke up.Shen Dayye wanted to cry as soon as she wrote it, tears rolled out, Chen Xiaozhi was originally a good memory for her, but after Chen Xiaozhi's deliberate humiliation, it had turned into a wound that made Shen Dayye feel shame and pain in the middle of the night.In his eyes, that short first love was nothing.- It was a piece of garbage that he could play with at any time.Even Shen Dayye was a person he despised him.Shen Dayye choked up and wiped her tears as she wrote a letter with a pen, and the sunlight passed through her hair and tears, falling on the goose-yellow stationery.Please don't be like me.Shen Dayye leaned against the window, his writing hands trembling.She thought: Please have a different life.If this period is a closed loop that affects me now, I hope that the day the dust settles, I will wake up and everything around me will be completely different from what I am now.In the next second, there were two bangs on her door.Shen Dayye: "......"
Shen Dayye immediately wiped away her tears and closed the notebook, but before she could react, the door squeaked open."
Shen Dayye," Chen Xiaozhi said commandingly, "......
You ...... this document," but before he could finish the next sentence, he saw Shen Dayye sitting by the window.Chen Xiaozhi: "............"
Shen Dayye cried so much that the tip of his nose was red, and he opened his lips and teeth to say yes, but in the next second, Chen Xiaozhi rushed up in three steps and two steps, and grabbed Shen Dayye's wrist!
Shen Dayye: "......??"
”In the next second, Chen Xiaozhi used extreme force and dragged Shen Dayye off the windowsill.His strength was so great that he almost wanted to kill someone, dragging people was almost like dragging the enemy, Shen Dayye was dragged to a stumbling side, and tears rolled out of his eyes in pain.Chen Xiaozhi was furious and yelled, "Who the let you go to the windowsill?!"
”Shen Dayye sobbed: "......
I—I want to blow the wind. ”"The blowing wind won't go outside?!"
Chen Xiaozhi pinched the girl's slender white and slender wrist extremely hard, almost trembling with such force, and said aggressively: "--You need to poke out so much on the windowsill?!"
Have a problem with your brain?!
”Shen Dayye was in pain and collapsed, and whispered: "Sit, sit for a long time, slip, slide down...... ......"
Chen Xiaozhi was almost crazy: "What the—" He pulled Shen Dayye in his direction again."
Don't, don't pinch me," Shen Dayye sobbed and pulled his hand out: "......
Your strength is too great, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, ......"
Chen Xiaozhi didn't let go at all, his teeth clenched, and he said sharply like an ice knife: "You still know that it hurts?"
Do you know that there is a problem with the construction of this window sill?
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Leaned in and didn't squeak?
”Shen Dayye shook his head desperately, and his little paws were pinched by Chen Xiaozhi so that the blood supply was not smooth."......," Professor Chen asked word by word, biting his chin tightly, "You didn't go up on purpose, did you?"
”When Shen Dayye reached the age of twenty-five, his skin and flesh were also very tender, and he couldn't use his strength at all, and said with hazy tears in his eyes: "No, it's not......
Woo, let go!
My hand really hurts, and I pinched it......"
Chen Xiaozhi's eyes narrowed: "-It hurts?"
”Shen Dayye was really in pain, and he couldn't pull his hand out, so he nodded with a sob.Chen Xiaozhi loosened up a little—but when Shen Dayye was about to pull out his claws, his bony hand tightened hard.At that moment, the girl's delicate flesh and bones were pinched with a thin sound.Shen Dayye trembled in pain: "......
Woo, woo......"
"It's right," Chen Xiaozhi said viciously: "-- The windowsill is crawling and leaning around, Shen Dayye, where did you come from?"
This is the fourth floor, and if you accidentally fall down on the fourth floor, you can't save it, and it will be cold directly. ”Then he said coldly: "If it hurts, it will be a long lesson, and no one will be responsible for the loss of human life." ”Then he let go of Shen Dayye's hand.Elementary school student: "......"
Chen Xiao's hand is actually not heavy, and the one he used later is also a coincidence, Shen Dayye's hand is just pinched a little white, and the pain is only a short time.However, Shen Dayye was naturally afraid of being squeamish, Chen Xiaoyi let go, she immediately took three steps back, and unconsciously put her hands behind her back."......"
Chen Xiao regretted it instantly."
The subject can't help at all, it's good at adding chaos - Shen Dayye, run an errand."
Chen Xiaozhi tried his best to endure and said: "Send me the document, Building B 316, to the head of the department." ”Shen Dayye wiped his tears, looked around, and asked sluggishly, "......
What about texts and documents?
”Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
The two eyes moved out of the window at the same time.The lights outside the window are dusk, the wind is surging, and the sun is setting outside the glass window.The two pieces of A4 paper brought by Chen Xiaozhi swirled, and they were blown into the distance like dandelions.Shen Daye: "......"
Chen Xiaozhi: "
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In the evening, when Chen Xiaozhi pushed open the door of the house, Lu Zhiming was wiping his hair from his bathroom and walked out.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Chen Xiaozhi's eyes couldn't bear to look at him, and he said sadly: "When can you wear pants at my house?!"
”Lu Zhiming: "Oh, you came back so early, don't you stay at the university until eleven o'clock today?"
”"I can't stay until eleven o'clock, right," Chen Xiaozhi changed his slippers and found a towel to throw over: "How long are you going to stay at my house?"
”Lu Zhiming said: "Play for a few days."
Brother is going to go to Disneyland by himself tomorrow......
I've fed you your cat, it's squeamish enough, so why is your cat called?
”Chen Xiaozhi asked viciously: "Why are you called Lu Zhiming?"
Why are you called Lu Zhiming, why is my cat called. ”"......," Lu Zhiming sighed and said, "Your brother, if I don't shake M, I won't be with you......
Then again, is so cute, so cute that it doesn't look like your pet. ”Chen Xiaozhi took off his coat and called the kitten's name twice.The snow-white Persian cat whose name was called ran down from the stairs and rubbed coquettishly on Chen Xiaozhi's slippers.Chen Xiaozhi picked up the cat, kissed the fluffy little face of the, and then sat on the sofa with the, and touched the clean and fluffy hair of the.Lu Zhiming found a pants cover, and when he saw this scene, he fell into an awkward silence."
I always thought you would have a dog," Lu Zhiming complained, "I didn't expect to really have a cat." ”Chen Xiaozhi said: "It's not very good. ”Lu Zhiming: "......
Sort it off. ”He sat shirtless on the sofa next to Chen Xiaozhi and said seriously: "......
Going to Indonesia at the end of the month?
”Chen Xiaozhi pinched the little paws of the, checked the length of her nails, and said, "Go ahead, maybe come back a few days later."
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I'll leave the to you for a few days. ”"......," Lu Zhiming said, "yes, yes, but when will you go on vacation?"
”Chen Xiaozhi pinched another cat's paw, and said while pinching: "It doesn't matter if I have a vacation or not, my vacation has always been ceremonial......
But my students have to go.The state is so wrong. ”Lu Zhiming: "?
…… You mean Xiao Shen?
”Chen Xiaozhi asked rhetorically, "Do I have other students?"
Do you think Shen Dayye can't even keep up with the progress that I have adjusted three times?
”"......," Lu Zhiming said, "With what I know about her when she was a child, you should be catching up with her progress." ”Chen Xiaozhi scratched his small chin and said indifferently: "Almost, so I hope she will relax." ”Lu Zhiming reminded: "But you are too bad to her, try to be gentle with her." ”"......"
Chen Xiaozhi didn't say a word.But at that moment, Lu Zhiming obviously felt that the atmosphere around Chen Xiaozhi froze.Chen Xiaozhi mocked: "――Gentle and useful?
”Lu Zhiming: "......"
"Brother," Chen Xiaozhi said coldly: "Let me ask you, who is around Shen Dayye who doesn't favor her or praise her?"
Don't talk about my mother, Teacher Ci also spoils her to death, when I was a child, my grandmother was so fierce, she stuffed me pocket money and asked me to invite Ah Shi to eat popsicles. ”Lu Zhiming: "But you are not the ...... who dotes on her the most" "......
Will it change when you grow up?
”Chen Xiaozhi interrupted him coldly and said, "I can't answer almost any of the questions I ask, there are no results, and I am basically a bastard from the resume." ”Lu Zhiming: "It's not so exaggerated, is it?
How can Xiao Shen say that the emaciated camel is also bigger than the horse......
"Yes." ”Chen Xiaozhi mocked: "-She really has it." ”Lu Zhiming: "......"
"Put satellites with me back then," Chen Xiaozhi gritted his teeth and said: "Let me go, say that we will not meet each other, just listen to each other's names in the future, and say that I will not need me by my side in the future, and I will not forget my support for her, and I will continue to walk unswervingly on this road-" He paused and said sarcastically: "For so many years, a person who has been so favored by the people around him, just like that?"
”"- Is she worthy of me?
Shall I be gentle with her?
”Chen Xiaozhi sneered: "It's okay if I didn't scold her to death." ”- As soon as Chen Xiaozhi finished speaking, the meowed and arched his hand.He looked down and saw the beautiful and delicate Persian cat with teary eyes, and licked his palm as if pleading.