Chapter 85 - Chen Xiaozhi leaned against the wall and closed his eyes.He couldn't sleep at all, but he was so tired that he almost died, and in the second half of the night, it rained, Chen Xiaozhi didn't even want to move, only pulled his hat above his head to cover the rain.The rain poured down on his hat.…… Is she raining?
Shen Dayye can't get wet in the rain, her body is too bad.But she is so lovely, there must be an eaves above her head at this time.Chen Xiaozhi closed his red eyes tiredly, trying to call out Ah Shi's phantom.He was already going crazy, it didn't matter if it was a phantom, it didn't matter if it was a fantasy, he just wanted to see Shen Dayye's face and listen to the faint voice call 'Zhizhi' in his head.But when he closed his eyes, his voice sounded in his head.'
Don't talk about it,' he heard himself say coldly to Shen Dayye, "Shen Dayye, what are you going to say besides me and you?"
You say I'm too lazy to listen. ’What did Shen Dayye say at that time?
…… Chen Xiaozhi's tears oozed from his eyes.He carefully discerned the voices in his memory—but the sound of the rain above him and the waves washing against the rocks was so loud that Chen Xiaozhi couldn't even hear a word.What did she say?
Then, a voice in his head said leisurely: 'Chen Xiaozhi, are you satisfied, are you too lazy to listen?'
You won't be able to hear Ah Shi speak in your life. ’Chen Xiaozhi almost bounced.He was holding his knees and gasping heavily, damply, like a mountain about to collapse, and his eyes were bloodshot after three days of not closing them.Behind him was a wall, and behind the wall were the corpses he had climbed over—each one cold and swollen.…… There is no Shen Dayye in it.Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were full of tears, and the rain poured on his head.He stood in a corner of a foreign land, in front of the door of the morgue, covered in filth and almost dying.Shen Dayye must have been torturing him.Chen Xiaozhi thought.Shen Dayye's personality is actually a bit black and white, once it touches her point, she is actually quite a resentful person - she must have been forced to be anxious to see how crazy she looks.Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were red and black, almost like a dead man.He felt that Shen Dayye should be making a child's temper, but he thought that Shen Dayye, who was so angry, was very cute, so cute that it didn't matter if he wanted to see him go crazy.Whatever she does is a pain.Also, what's wrong with this dark little thought?
Twenty-five-year-old Chen Xiaozhi treated her so badly that he didn't even smile at all.…… For such a long time, Chen Xiaozhi didn't even give her a little gentle appearance.Chen Xiaozhi panted roughly, propped his knees, and stood up firmly.He was paranoid that Shen Dayye was taking revenge, and at this time, the girl's family should be secretly watching his embarrassed appearance in an unknown corner to relieve his anger.But what if you want revenge.Chen Xiaozhi was willing to go crazy to show her.
-Chen Xiaozhi ate some compressed biscuits he brought, closed his eyes in the rain for two hours, and the fine rain crackled on the tiles above his head.He still couldn't sleep, but he had to force himself to sleep.The high-intensity, extremely tense nerves caused his brain to decline, and Chen Xiaozhi deeply realized this when he rummaged through the corpse - he was extremely sleepy and lost the ability to recognize faces.This is a no-no.If he walked on the street and passed by Ah Shi, Chen Xiaozhi didn't want to recognize her.Chen Xiaozhi squinted for a long time under the dilapidated eaves that had not yet collapsed, and when he opened his eyes again, a dense, subtropical rain fell from the sky.He coughed twice, ate a little more to feed his hunger, and then walked out from under the rain-sheltered eaves.There are still some aftershocks one after another.Chen Xiaozhi stepped on the ground, stepping on broken branches and leaves, and the rain flowed through the oil.A subtle roar could be felt under his feet, as if it were coming from the depths of the earth.…… Chen Xiaozhi remembered that when he was a child, Xiao Ah Shi told him stories.She held the original English heavy encyclopedia, "AstronomyEncyclopedia", pointed to the colorful and exquisite pictures printed on it, and translated the popular science on it to Xiao Xiaozhi word by word."
How did the ancient three-toed horse run from France to Florida," Xiao Shi said to Xiao Xiaozhi warmly, like a storyteller......
How did man get from Africa to Australia, and the rock we stepped on was actually a moving skateboard, which scientists call tectonic plates.When the skateboard rubbed......
"She talks about the universe and how small people are compared to the world.Xiao Xiaozhi stared blankly at Xiao Yuye, who stepped on the sofa barefoot.Then Xiao Xiaozhi asked: "Then this little bit of collision, what my grandfather said about the Tangshan earthquake......
Isn't it like the earth is tickling?
”Xiao Yuye nodded: "yes, I guess it's like being bitten by a mosquito."
You know, even the tallest Mount Everest in the universe is only so high. ”The five-year-old girl worked hard to pinch her index finger and thumb up, and compared it to the height of a needle tip, indicating that this was the world's first Mount Everest, which was 8,846 meters high in 1998, which was printed with all popular science books, and caused thousands of people to die in the wind and snow.Xiao Xiaozhi looked at the two little fingers that were almost together, and wowed in shock."
Then we're still a fart," Xiao Xiaozhi said confusedly, "......
We're so small, so fragile, and hundreds of thousands of people die when the earth is bitten by mosquitoes -- it's terrifying, isn't it?
It's terrifying to just be alive, and it may be extinct at any time, how can anyone want to go to outer space?
”Xiao Yuye thought for a moment and said, "......
That's what people are. ”Chen Xiaozhi blinked in surprise, "I ask you," Xiao Yuye closed the book, leaned on the soft carpet of his grandfather's house with a smile, and asked her little bamboo horse with his cheeks: "If you knew that you were going to die, would you still play duck with me?"
”Little Bamboo Horse said unhappily: "Everyone will die."
What does it have to do with whether I want you to play or not. ”Xiao Yuye's cheeks puffed up: "Yes."
So wouldn't you?
”"......," Xiao Xiaozhi said reluctantly, "......
I didn't look for you one day. ”Xiao Yuye smiled sweetly: "Then it's okay." ”"We are such people," Xiao Yuye Nuan looked at the boy in front of him and laughed: "Human beings are like this.We know that there is no eternity in front of us, that the deep chasm of destruction marks every place in front of us, that we are so fragile that we are not even ants in front of all things......"
Xiao Xiaozhi looked up at the little girl in front of him.“…… However," Xiao Yuye said seriously, "we will never be willing to do this. ”"We're always going to move forward," Xiao Yuba said."
We will never shrink to protect ourselves, we will not rest on our laurels, we will always explore and move forward."
Then she smiled warmly and looked out the window.The little girl is looking at the sparrow, and Xiao Xiaozhi is looking at the little girl.The only small day leaf in his sight, half of his face shrouded in the gentle setting sun.Her hair was reflected in the setting sun, like the brightest and most immature morning star in the world, so dazzling.…… It's so fragile.…… So fragile.The rain stuck to Chen Xiao's body, he walked alone in the long heavy rain, Chen Xiaozhi gritted his teeth and restrained himself.He walked on foot to the hotel where APAPC was meeting.The hotel was quite badly damaged, the glass doors were washed away by the sea, the water was still dripping under the curtains, the wooden floors were soaked, and there was no one when Chen Xiaozhi pushed the door in.It's like an empty city.He took a photo of Shen Dayye and asked everyone who passed by along the street, but found nothing.Chen Xiaozhi walked along the road where Shen Dayye came to the meeting, which was a long street.The street was not far from the meeting place, but by the sea, all the shops were closed, and those that were open were looted.Ruins and remnants of wood lay on the concrete floor, drizzling and rotting melons and fruits crushed by masonry, and bed sheets and corpses lying on the sheets were hung in the playground of the elementary school next door.There was also the sound of the old man hissing and crying bitterly.Chen Xiaozhi came from thousands of miles away.He went to find the living, saw Shen Dayye's face in the list of Chinese missing, and turned over the body carried out in silence.There is no Shen Dayye anywhere, only a photo of her in the list of Chinese missing contact.Is she alive?
A voice asked.- Definitely alive.It's like the fire in the heart of a man who crawled out of the pile of dead people burned like ashes, but it burned the plains and burned everything to the ground.Chen Xiaozhi's fingers were stained with mud, and the rain soaked through his jacket, and he looked almost unstoppable.There was a long crack on the side of the road, a child sat next to the gap and played with glass beads, the beads fell in, the child lay on the ground and reached out to fish, Chen Xiao passed the child when he heard the child crying.The dark-skinned child had one hand in the slit, but he didn't even bother to take the glass beads, but just lay on the ground choking and crying.With a bang, the liver and intestines were broken.Crying is a universal language.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Chen Xiaozhi didn't even blink an eye.He went to the hotel where Shen Dayye was staying, that is, the hotel where he had last contacted her and had a video call with her, and where he was supposed to stay with Shen Dayye.The rain gradually stopped.When Chen Xiaozhi arrived, the palm tree in front of the hotel was broken and put on the roof of the collapsed lobby, and several people at the door carried stretchers and came out of it.Inside the white-painted doorrail of the resort, Chen Xiaozhi could see the collapsed buildings with his blurred vision without glasses.He gritted his teeth.The bloodied men carried the stretcher, which passed by Chen Xiaozhi almost in slow motion—allowing Chen Xiaozhi to clearly see the blue-white, twisted wrists of the people on the stretcher, and the white cloth covering his face.The white cloth that covered his face had been torn from the hotel bed, still covered with blood and mud, and everything was blurred in slow motion, and a lock of long blond hair fell from the stretcher.The stretcher was far away, and Chen Xiaozhi walked into the doorrail in silence.“…… This place is too serious......" someone whispered, "......
Let's be honest, not everyone can find it......
Even an earthquake has gone missing, and I don't know how many tsunami can be involved, but if you can't find a body anyway, it's considered missing......," another person added......
In Sulawesi the year before last, hundreds of people were missing from the light...... "............
Missing.The man walked in and wasn't even stopped.His heart was swelling wildly, almost taking over the world, the hotel was almost razed to the ground, the sea water poured in and pumped out, and the softest fluid inflicted irreversible and utter damage on the building in the process of going back and forth.Only the remaining stumps of the palm trees have been uprooted.Chen Xiaozhi lowered his head, and then walked inside, everything in the courtyard was destroyed, he stepped on something, and when he looked down, it was a pair of glasses.Always know where she ended up.Chen Xiaozhi turned through a small snow-white door and saw a half-collapsed house facing the sea.The spring sun shines through the thin clouds and falls on the rubble.The house used to be beautiful, with sky-blue wind chimes hanging from the well-preserved porch, but now the vase at the door was shattered, and the flowers were dry and dirty.Chen Xiaozhi stepped on the tiles and tried to push the door.The door lock was broken, and it opened as soon as it was pushed, and the soles of Chen Xiaozhi's shoes creaked when he stepped in, and the wooden floor was covered with cold seawater.Golden sunlight shines through the holes in the ceiling.It's a mess.The leather sofa was washed away by the water and ran to the door, and several APAPC conference pull pages were piled up in the doorway.A yellow suitcase in the corner of the living room was shattered by the pressure of the water as it faded.A few of the girls' dresses were stuck in the corners like rags.-- Chen Xiaozhi's back didn't even move.He looked around and reached out to push the toilet door, which clicked and fell.Chen Xiaozhi smiled.He laughed more than he cried.He peeked into the bathroom to see that the bathtub in the bathroom was full of water, seaweed stretched in the bathtub, and the floor was full of traces of ocean currents.At that moment, Chen Xiaozhi sneered - he thought to himself that Shen Tianye was really good at grinding, when had she not grinded?
But that can't be helped, who can't let themselves forget.With such a cute girl, who can control themselves from not loving her?
Chen Xiaozhi's love is crazy.At the age of five, he gave friendship and love to his best friend, and at the age of fifteen, he gave his first love to his first love, giving her all the good things he could give.-- Since then, the rivers and roads are far away, and the world is ethereal.The sun is shining brightly and the sea is back to blue.Chen Xiaozhi leaned against the wall and laughed endlessly, feeling that Shen Dayye was too resentful, and then he turned around and rummaged through the rubble.The entire bedroom collapsed, and Chen Xiaozhi saw the painting on her bedside that he saw when he was in a video with her.The painting was smashed in half by beams and pillars, and the edges were nestled among the ruins."......"
Chen Xiaozhi's eyes were red, and he almost rushed into the rubble, digging outward with his bare hands.Cement and masonry rolled down piece by piece.The man's back was like a stone mountain, but his hands were covered with blood, and he coughed frantically as he dug it, tears dripping on the damp cement blocks, and the sun shining on his tattered, gray joints.Chen Xiaozhi coughed twice.The next second, he came across something different.
――Cold, slippery, and thin to the touch, Chen Xiaozhi pulled it out from under tons of masonry.At that moment, the sunlight was cold, reflecting on Shen Dayye's iPad.…… Her tablet screen was shattered and covered in cobwebs.And Chen Xiaozhi pulled it out, and finally the sheets under the iPad appeared-the snow-white sheets were full of spilled and flower-like blood."......"
The man stared at the bloodstains like climbing flowers.The sun and the sea breeze blow.Chen Xiaozhi finally knelt on the rubble of a foreign country, hunched his waist, and coughed roughly.The next second he almost collapsed and coughed, curled up there.-- It's like a mountain range that has completely collapsed.Chen Xiaozhi only knew that he was crying, and he knew that the wind was blowing in his ears—just like when he reunited with Shen Dayye when he was fifteen years old.In the wind that year, Ah Shi, who had grown into a girl's flower, stood on tiptoe and kissed him.Chen Xiaozhi: "AhhhHe saw blood soaking in the water.If someone sees Chen Xiaozhi, they will actually find that he looks like a dead person.Chen Xiaozhi went to pry the heavy cement and bricks that pressed the mattress and went crazy and gouged outward.His blood dripped onto the sheets.Chen Xiao wept heartbreakingly as he moved—like a trapped beast that had lost everything.-……………… What he didn't notice was a small sun-stained stone tumbling down from the top of the rubble.