Chapter Ninety-Nine-Shen Dayye finished sending WeChat, leaned next to his small luggage, and waited for Chen Xiaozhi's reply for a long time, but he didn't wait.I guess I had a lot of fun there, Shen Dayye thought blankly.At that time, the golden light was slanting, and the fiery sun began to fall below the horizon, Shen Dayye knew that it was necessary to have the most basic courtesy when living in someone else's house, at least to inform the owner of the house when leaving, and Shen Dayye had a very clear and thorough understanding of the identity of his boarder.…… Anyway, it's a passerby.Shen Dayye looked blankly at the golden white clouds outside the window, and thought silently.The sky was splashed with ink, the sycamore branches spread out in the rain, and the pedestrians wore raincoats and pedaled bicycles across the road—all the scenery was the same as when she was young.From the young junior high school years to the current age, almost everything has changed for ten years.But the streets were not much different from what she had seen when she was a child, and even the trees were almost the same as they were.…… Chen Xiaozhi doesn't seem to have changed much.Shen Dayye felt a trace of indescribable sourness and amazement, and then she sat in the empty living room and sighed heavily.-…… When Chen Xiaozhi saw the WeChat, it was almost five o'clock in the afternoon.He chatted for a long time with the students of Li Lei's research group in the café in the morning, and the girl named Pei Jing, who was closest to Shen Dayye, was so frightened that she kept crying, and Chen Xiaozhi kept telling her that it was okay, everything would be fine, and it would never be like this again in the future - but in his heart, there was an indescribable discomfort that could not be expressed directly.The girl pulled out a piece of paper and choked up: "Yes, I'm sorry teacher, I'm out of shape......
Chen Xiaozhi smiled and said, "I'm not your teacher, let's wipe it first." ”Then he pushed the tissue in the direction of Senior Sister Shen Dayye, and asked, "Why haven't any of you collected evidence?"
There are so many of you from top to bottom, why hasn't even one of you stepped forward?
”The girl blushed from crying and said hoarsely, "......
We are afraid. ”Chen Xiaozhi looked at her, and there were two mobile phones in front of them."
We, Senior Sister Shen, are afraid," the girl named Pei Jing cried, "......
Not only her, but also our students below were afraid.Professor, as a student, is actually very depressing, everything is stuck in his hands, graduation certificate and degree certificate layout fee experimental funds, there is nothing that is not begging him.And he always came very slowly, like a blunt knife cutting meat, and we kept comforting ourselves, 'It's okay, just get through these three years', 'There is something worse than us'. ”Chen Xiaozhi: "......
Well. ”The light above the booth spilled on the screen of his phone.The light in Chen Xiaozhi's eyes was almost quenched with ice, but he was not looking at the girl opposite."
Isn't that what it is, professor, isn't that how it is when you are a graduate student," Pei Jing's voice was hoarse after crying, and she said to Chen Xiaozhi: "......
A continuation of the traditional apprenticeship system, the mentor theoretically needs to teach you everything he can teach, they are both the boss and the master, but they have a high level of power over the student. ”"Yes," Pei Jing said: "It's 'power', not 'right', I use the power of power." ”Chen Xiaozhi looked at her quietly.Pei Jing took a sip of coffee, lowered her eyes, but her voice was still trembling: "......
There are many good mentors in this world who guide students when they are confused, help them when they feel lonely and helpless, tell them about the path they have traveled when they are lost, discuss together, and be teachers and friends. ”“…… After all, academics are essentially the inheritance of their predecessors. ”"They don't abuse everything they have."“…… But this power," Pei Jing said in a low voice: "If it falls into the wrong hands, it will be a big stone on our heads." ”Chen Xiaozhi's expression was extremely heavy, and he nodded in the dim light.Pei Jing said: "Tao Chongyuan committed suicide by jumping off the building in March, but Wang Pan is still hanging in the School of Automation.Gao Yan died, but Shenyang was still the head of the department at NTU.They are deep-rooted vested interests, and their intertwined interests cannot be shaken by stunned young people like us who have just entered the industry.At least we don't need to call Li Lei 'Dad', and there is no personal humiliation, he is already much better than Wang Pan Shenyang. ”Chen Xiaozhi was silent and looked at the girl opposite in silence.“…… In fact, there are people who have experienced everything we have experienced," Pei Jing looked at Chen Xiaozhi, and her voice even trembled: "There are not a few people who are depressed and desperate, lost and hesitant, and even experience injustice.I can only be here because we happen to have a light on in this corner, and you see us. ”Chen Xiaozhi lowered his head, and the corners of his lips pursed: "......
Yes. ”Then Chen Xiaozhi said slowly: "......
Are you really willing to testify for me?
”Pei Jing looked at him quietly."
Professor Chen, the reason why I came here in the first place," the girl said, "You said you wanted to talk to me about our little sister Shen."
To be honest, I hesitated for a long time, after all, this is something that will cause you to get angry. ”“…… But you said that you want to open up that past for Senior Sister Shen. ”Pei Jing didn't wear glasses, wore a pair of plain jeans, her chestnut curls that had not been dyed were tied behind her head, her eyes were still red, and she looked straight at the man in front of her, and the coffee in front of her was no longer boiling white.Outside, there was an uproar in the rain.Pei Jing whispered, "Teacher Chen, I owe a debt to Senior Sister Shen that I can't repay. ”Chen Xiaozhi looked at her silently."
Senior Sister Shen has helped me a lot in the past two years," the young girl said, "......
Although she was a close friend who supported my long graduate life, it is not an exaggeration to say that she was my other teacher. ”"I think that's what I'm supposed to do."
She said.“…… So, no matter what, I'm willing. ”On an October afternoon, thunder rolls and heavy rain falls on the yellow wood window lattices, and magpies fly into the verdant old pines and cypresses.The café is filled with the smell of milk.Chen Xiaozhi tapped his mobile phone screen twice, and the recording on his voice memo dragged his long tail, jumping and jumping, recording all the conversations between them.-- It was a show, complete, evidence-taking."
With the rest of my classmates, I'll do the work."
Pei Jing said.Her eyes were still red, but she had already held back the trembling, and tried her best to say calmly: "Professor, I know that my testimony alone is not enough. ”Chen Xiaozhi's voice was full of pain."
Thank you."
He said.Pei Jing picked up her coat and glanced at her watch in the pouring rain - it didn't matter if she looked at it, she immediately panicked: "Ah!
It's time!
I need to get to the lab......
I still have samples to make over there......"
"I've delayed you for a long time," Chen Xiao said: "I'm sorry. ”Pei Jing's voice was gentle: "What are you sorry for, this is what I should do." ”She picked up the small handbag on the card seat, took out her glasses, shook them off, and hung them on the bridge of her nose, and the rain outside the window gathered like a river on the transparent glass.Then, Pei Jing, who was about to leave, suddenly asked, "But, Professor Chen, I have one more question for you." ”Chen Xiaozhi's eyebrows raised: "You say?
”Pei Jing asked, "......
Why don't you let us tell Senior Sister Shen?
”The rain of "......" knocked on the eaves, and the black and white magpies perched among the pine branches, flying away one after another."
The answer is simple, too."
Chen Xiaozhi said flatly: "I don't want these things to hurt her again." ”Pei Jing: "......
But ......"
"She's already experienced it once," Chen Xiaozhi looked at Shen Dayye's junior sister in front of him and said calmly."
Your little sister Shen has already been injured and has fought for this.Now everything about Li Lei is no longer relevant to her, I don't want to pull her in, I don't want to put what she feels sad about in front of her again, let her identify it - I am responsible for this matter. ”Chen Xiaozhi paused and repeated: "It's only me who is responsible." ”He spoke loudly, reminiscent of iron-ridged mountains that could protect against the wind and snow.Pei Jing, who was carrying a shoulder bag, was silent for a long time, and finally asked, "Professor, I have never been embarrassed to ask you something......
What is the relationship between you and our little sister?
”"What's the ...... relationship" Chen Xiaozhi's fingers unconsciously stroked his jaw.He has a well-defined jawline, a bulging Adam's apple, and a high nose bridge, and he already looks like a dignified young man.“…… Your little sister," the man's voice was flat, "-- it's my childhood sweetheart." ”Pei Jing was shocked, and even thought that she had heard it wrong, and gasped."
--It's my childhood sweetheart," the man repeated, "and my first love." ”- "So you don't have to worry," Chen Xiaozhi said when he sent Pei Jing out: "No matter what method is used in this matter, I will definitely solve it for you." ”Pei Jing said movingly: "......
The teacher ......"
Chen Xiaozhi: "I'm not your teacher, this title is too heavy." ”"I will definitely not disappoint you," Pei Jing rubbed her eyes and said, "I won't let down our little senior sister, our little senior sister is too bitter, can you be nice to her?"
”Chen Xiaozhi smiled and nodded."
It's better."
Pei Jing whispered: "A little is not enough. ”Outside, the rain was pouring down, and the asphalt road was a small river of its own, and the puddles were as black as black holes.There were people holding books in twos and threes, walking from the teaching building to the dormitory.Chen Xiaozhi politely sent Pei Jing to the door of the café.Pei Jing smiled: "Professor Chen, you don't have to send me, I cried before, but I just cried." ”Chen Xiaozhi also smiled: "It's okay, then it's here." ”"But," Pei Jing took out her umbrella and smiled shallowly: "Professor, there are so many students in this world who are suffering like us, but where they are, they are shrouded in darkness and no one knows." ”Chen Xiaozhi said: "I know. ”"We're just lucky," Pei Jing said, "and we were only seen when the lights were turned on here." ”Chen Xiaozhi nodded silently.Pei Jing whispered, "......
The silent majority did not even have the opportunity to be seen, and even the courage to resist disappeared without a trace. ”"But they'll always be there."
Pei Jing opened the umbrella and said sincerely to Chen Xiaozhi: "......
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Thank you.Our lights are on. ”-…… Chen Xiaozhi stayed in the café to sort out the documents and sorted them out for a long time.He couldn't do this kind of thing at home, and Chen Xiaozhi was quite unproductive after returning to China - of course, in fact, he did come back for vacation.It's just that this holiday is really filled with something far worse than scientific research.Chen Xiaozhi took stock of the evidence provided by Pei Jing, including the chat records, the recording was a full hour, he converted all these things into text, listened to the things that were not clear, and added them himself.The more he looked at it, the more he felt like his brain was going to explode.Chen Xiaozhi refilled several glasses of American style during the period, and also added condensement, just to calm himself, don't rush to beat Li Lei directly - beating and violence can't solve the problem, Chen Xiaozhi has been an adult for many years, and he hasn't used the method of 'beating' to kill a person for a long time.Five o'clock in the afternoon.The sky cleared up a little, the rain gradually subsided, and some people in the café began to order pasta, and Chen Xiaozhi remembered that he still had to go home to cook - with Shen Dayye's inability to take care of his urine, it was estimated that he was already hungry.Shen Dayye was so busy that he even forgot to order takeout.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"
Chen Xiaozhi immediately stuffed his laptop and tablet into his bag, picked up his coat and umbrella, and went to check out.But when he took out his mobile phone and clicked on WeChat to pay, he saw an unread item in Shen Dayye's message box - that message seemed to have been sent several hours ago, but Chen Xiaozhi had been busy, so he didn't see it.Chen Xiaozhi remembered that he hadn't talked to Xiao Ah Shi all day, but when he got up in the morning, he waited at her door and hugged her, and kissed her.Shen Dayye hadn't woken up yet, his hair was still messy, and his eyes were particularly well-behaved and tender.Chen Xiaozhi even felt that the air was sweet.He smiled and rubbed his nose and clicked on it, but saw that Shen Dayye only sent one sentence: "My grandma is back in Beijing, I will go back to my grandma's house first tonight." ”-…… Chen Xiaozhi had no position to stop her from going to live at her grandmother's house.Shen Dayye didn't do anything about it, she thought that she needed time to calm down and think about this relationship, so when Chen Xiaozhi called to ask, she still explained to him very gently - without mixing any of her previous emotions.just told Chen Xiaozhi that grandma needs someone to accompany her.The road condition radio sounded in the taxi, the glass was covered with gray rain, Shen Dayye helped her grandmother hold a large box of Xiamen's specialty pineapple cakes, and her grandmother sat beside her and closed her eyes to recuperate.Shen Dayye held the mobile phone, smiled warmly at Chen Xiaozhi in the earpiece, bent his eyes, and said gently: "Okay, when you are free-um, um, bye-bye." ”Then she hung up gently.Shen Dayye didn't want to lose his temper with Chen Xiaozhi, let alone expose his thoughts to Chen Xiaozhi's gaze - that was a very humble thing, and Shen Dayye didn't want him to know about his calculations.…… Think about it.An object that I haven't been able to forget for ten years.The other party is still the kind of person Chen Xiaozhi.Shen Dayye thought about it, and felt that he was not only losing a breath, but also that he would be rounded and flattened after he knew about it."......"
Shen Dayye looked at the mobile phone in his hand, the gray sky was reflected on the screen, and sighed abruptly.Her grandmother closed her eyes and asked, "Ye Ye, who is it?"
It's not right to hear you. ”Shen Dayye smiled and replied gently: "Boyfriend, what I talked about is not new, it's not new, I've had it before." ”"......," her grandmother repeated slowly, closing her eyes, "child, your voice is not right." ”- Grandma Shen hasn't moved in almost forty years.The rain had stopped, and the sky was a rouge red.The old courtyard house where Grandma Shen had lived for many years was repaired quite cleanly, the stone bricks were full of fiery red light, and the wind in early October was gentle and gentle.Shen Dayye carried a handbag full of his luggage, closed the taxi door, and ran into the small courtyard.Grandma Shen coughed twice, took out the key, and asked, "When will you go back to the United States?"
”Shen Dayye said: "......
I don't know, it depends on the tutor's arrangement, he is now in China with me, and he doesn't seem to be in a hurry to go back. ”"Then stay two more days."
Grandma Shen smiled: "It's good. ”Grandma Shen had cut her hair short many years ago because of her age -- this old scholar, who had been retired for many years and had a rough life, did not want to dye her hair, saying that it was too self-deceptive, and that the occurrence of old age was a trace left by God on people's lives.But the long gray hair always looked unpleasant, and the old lady cut it short—and now the snow-white hair was dyed like a burning cloud by the setting sun.The branches and leaves swayed to the ground, and the moss climbed through the cracks of the wet stone bricks.Grandma Shen took out the key and opened the door.Grandma Shen is good at buying books, and at this time, there are even stacks of old cloth sofas, saying that books are the most expensive luxury, without him, but the volume of books is too large after accumulating too much, and a boxy courtyard cannot accommodate a couple's sixty or seventy years of study."
Ye Ye, if you have time to help me make a post," Grandma Shen said slowly, "It's time to find a home for these books at home." ”Shen Dayye: "Okay." ”Grandma Shen sat on the sofa tiredly, closed her eyes and said, "......
If you find the second dealer, you'll have your head twisted. ”Shen Dayye laughed."
You still live in the same room you used to live in when you were a child."
Grandma Shen couldn't help but smile again: "I'll make the bed for you in a while, and you go and put things first." ”Shen Dayye laughed, hugged his luggage, and pushed the door into the small room.There was only a bed and a desk in the small room, and the bookshelves were full of things, and there was a smell of ink and dust from old books.That room was originally where her father Shen Qingci lived when he was a child - more than 20 years ago, Shen Qingci went abroad to study, and since then this room has been empty for a long time, and then he married a wife, got married, and had a small dayleaf.His daughter, Xiao Yuye, returned to China when she was five years old and also lived in this room.And a long time after her son passed away, Grandma Shen requisitioned this wing room to put her books that she had nowhere to put them.The golden sunlight passed through the flower window, and Shen Dayye pushed open the window to ventilate, and saw the sunset falling on the flower branches.Shen Dayye vaguely remembered that he had a cold once, lying on that small bed, when his childhood friend came to visit, the boy sat on that stool, and he was very bad at thinking that she had a lot of, but he put a slightly cool hand on the corner of her forehead.…… That friend.The one who bought her with honey clay pots and yogurt, would protect her behind her when the car ran over puddles, fought and beat people for her, took her hand and ran along the street-and would take her on a bus full of adults because of Xiao Yuye's sentence 'I want to touch the big telescope', go to the observatory in Tongzhou far away to see the stars, and come back and be smoked by his parents and almost grounded.Xiao Yuye once knocked on his door at one or two o'clock in the morning, sat with him under the old poplar tree at the mouth of the alley, waited for a sprinkler truck, and told him about the mysterious Adi Explosion, gravity, and the king of the universe in the kernel.'
All this,' said Xiao Yuba, 'is a customization that will not change in this world. ’Wherever you go, no matter what happens, physics doesn't change a bit.This is the Theoryofeverything, Axiomappliestoeverybeing. ’When I was a child, that child lived at the mouth of the alley.- The child who believed that Xiao Yuba would win the Noble Prize.Shen Dayye looked at the bed and suddenly said, "......
Grandma, what is the family at the mouth of the original alley doing now?
”Grandma Shen sat at the dining table and took medicine, saying, "I don't know, that family hasn't lived here for a long time."
After his grandfather died, he didn't live there, he moved away, and he never came back. ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "......
I'm gone. ”"Yes," Grandma Shen said, "I moved away not long after the funeral, and life is impermanent......
His grandparents still love you very much, do you remember?
His son went on a business trip to Europe, and you got a share of each of the chocolates he brought back. ”Shen Dayye laughed: "I also ate a double portion." ”Grandma Shen said: "You robbed his grandson, I haven't seen you so ashamed but proud." ”"It's been so many years," Grandma Shen shook her head: "I don't know how it is now, but I remember that the grandson is a very thoughtful young master, the same age as you, a few months older than you, it hurts you so much, he cried for several days after you left." ”Shen Dayye: "......" and "......
Me too," twenty-five-year-old Shen Dayye said abruptly, "......
I also cried for days. ”Grandma Shen sighed and said, "Life is endless separation. ”“…… I don't know what he's doing now," Shen Dayye said abruptly: "It's time to be successful."
I can't forget him, it's just getting more and more blurry day by day......
He probably can't remember me anymore. ”The grandfather and grandson were silent.Shen Dayye sat down on the old sofa, like a fire setting sun through the panes, boxy, like the irresistible imprint of years.After a long time, Grandma Shen patted her hand that was stained with biscuit crumbs after eating pineapple crisp, and asked her, "Do you eat crabs?"
My student brought crabs again. ”Shen Dayye smiled lightly and bent his eyebrows."
Eat."
The girl's eyes were bent into a small crescent moon and she said, "Grandma, I'll give you a hand." ”- Shaoxing rice wine with steamed hairy crab is simply fatty.The crab paste was golden and oily, and it was finely tied by the rice stalks, and her grandmother also fried some dragon fish, sprinkled a little salt and white pepper on it, and the meat was white and tender, and it was not like words.Shen Dayye felt from the bottom of his heart that he was so happy to be a teacher's family, and the uncle surnamed Gu would send so many seafood and fresh seafood every year, at least half of it went into Shen Dayye's stomach.Her grandmother is really good at eating, and she never gets tired of eating, and she has a kind of delicacy of 'undefeated beauty over time'.Shen Dayye didn't inherit it at all, and he was a real kitchen killer.The kitchen killer surnamed Shen touched his grandmother's light and went to wash the dishes after eating, but in between washing the dishes, he suddenly saw Chen Xiaozhi asking on WeChat: "Have you arrived at your grandma's house?"
Have you eaten it?
”Shen Dayye took off the gloves for washing the dishes and typed, and a bubble bubbled next to the duck's head and said, "Eat." ”…… Full of perfunctory.It's true that Shen Dayye doesn't want to get too close to Chen Xiaozhi for the time being—she needs time to rethink their relationship.Chen Xiaozhi asked, "What did you eat?"
”Shen Dayye replied more perfunctorily: "Fat Sea." ”Her current boyfriend said, "Eat less of that, isn't it cold?"
”Shen Dayye suddenly realized that he was here to talk.Such a boring and unnutritious conversation was too redundant, and Shen Dayye was about to tell him the truth, 'I'm washing the dishes now' - but in the next second, Chen Xiaozhi said, "You come out." ”Shen Dayye was stunned.Chen Xiaozhi spoke in an indifferent tone.Shen Dayye clearly knew that he didn't know anything about his current inner drama.And everything he did made Shen Dayye unwilling to let his monologue be heard by him - Chen Xiaozhi could not be trusted, could not be relied on by Shen Dayye, and Shen Dayye would even feel a trace of indescribable sourness when he saw him, and almost all his body wanted to reject him.Chen Xiaozhi said again: "I'm at the mouth of the alley of your grandmother's house, you come out." ”"......"
Shen Dayye took off the gloves for washing dishes, wiped his hands, and ran out with his mobile phone.The night in the alley is deep, the rain is diffuse, and the stars cannot be seen clearly in the night sky of the city.However, Shen Tianye gently closed the door and thought to himself in confusion - how did he know where my grandmother's house was?