Chapter 102 - The weather is anything but good.It was gloomy and windy, Shen Dayye was reading literature at his grandmother's house, feeling tired in the interval, and at the same time feeling a lack of sugar in his brain - he went to the men's technical college near Wudaokou and took two cans of Wangzi milk in the campus supermarket.The lights of the campus supermarket are a little dim, and there are a few students who come here and there to buy mosquito coils.Shen Dayye was in a trance when she picked up Wangzai's milk from the shelf, remembering that when she was fifteen years old, she also invited Chen Xiaozhi to drink this, when they were still in class in Tsinghua Garden, Chen Xiaoyi said with a wrong face that he didn't drink sweet or milk, but in the end he snatched the Wangzi milk she bought and drank it all.Shen Dayye remembered what happened at that time, and thought to himself not very happily: Chen Xiaozhi, this garbage young master, has a temper.…… It was dark and rainy, and even the wind was gray.When Shen Dayye came back from shopping, there were two children playing at the mouth of the alley, a little girl with little pigtails and a little short skirt sitting on the side of the road, and another little boy quarreling about a very small matter.The little boy's eyes were full of persistence: "I said that the little fire dragon is the little fire dragon, and the Agumon looks fiercer than the little fire dragon, and the two are not the same animation at all,......"
The little girl's face was full of stubbornness: "Why aren't Digimon and Pokémon an anime?"
Are they all treasures?
”The two children of "......" are still young and very short, probably only five or six years old, and the girls are bitten by mosquitoes on their calves.Shen Tianye sneered and thought to himself that the things that children are arguing about are really boring, how can Digimon and Pokémon be the same thing, the little girl is really unreasonable, she just wants to go up to popularize science......
But in the next second, she saw two small crockpots in their hands, poked straws on them, and the crockpots were fat and round, which were the yogurt jars that Shen Dayye was familiar with.- It was the old yogurt that Shen Dayye used to drink when he was a child, but he didn't expect that today's children still like to drink it.Shen Dayye took a closer look and found that although the two children were quarrelling, they looked like they were not suspicious.Shen Dayye: "......"......
She held the unscrewed Wangzi milk in one hand, and a white plastic bag hanging on the wrist in the other hand, and couldn't help but look at the two little ghosts twice - their dispute was white-hot, and then the next second, the pair of little childhood sweethearts fought over the question of which is the dragon and which is the big stomach.Shen Dayye: "............"
Shen Dayye was expressionless, quickened his pace to go home, and closed the door of his grandmother's house.There was a gust of wind outside the window, Grandma Shen went to the hospital to get medicine, and there was no one at home.Shen Dayye sat on the sofa and hugged the computer and continued to look at the plausible and ambiguous data, trying to find a clue from it, but when she looked at the numbers, her thoughts suddenly drifted back to the two children who could quarrel because of Kirbymon and Little Fire Dragon.-- When you grow up, you lose a lot of things.When she was a child, Shen Dayye had a very sharp nose, and she could smell the smell of winter.The smell was often sandwiched on Daddy Shen's coat that had just returned from the ice and snow, and it was a cold smell of cotton mixed with acrylic.But when I grew up, the smell disappeared without a trace, as if it had never existed.No matter how Shen Dayye sniffs now, he can no longer smell the cold air.When I was a child, I watched the world and wonders were everywhere.Banyan trees rushing to the sky by the pond, and the teacher falls on the blackboard salsa chalk.The leaves that were pulled from the trees at that age were not even called leaves.A holly leaf can be turned into a soaring airplane, a boat floating down a river, or a stone-cut 'vegetable puree' for the family.Everything in the commissary is colorful, the toys at the top of the shelves are the last treasures of the world, the shelves are like the last vaults of the world guarded by evil dragons, full of attractiveness, five cents of spicy strips, one dollar of ink, noble Wang Tsai milk.Even the most mundane holly leaves are the superposition of infinite objective existence, containing endless possibilities, the dream itself.But now, Shen Dayye will no longer eat spicy strips for five cents, will not pinch the little ants on the ground, let the ants crawl on the white paper, and will not play at home.Even when she drank Wangzi milk, she didn't feel as good as when she was a child.Growing up, accompanied by loss and forgetting, finally wiped out the initial impression of looking at the world.Everything that disappeared from life probably won't come back.Outside, the rain was crackling, and Shen Dayye, who was sitting in the living room, brace her cheeks, pondering the future of the two children—and then she let out a long sigh and lowered her head to continue looking at her data.The rainy day is a bit sentimental, Shen Dayye muttered in his heart, and he didn't know when he planned to clear up this day.In the next second, a message popped up on her WeChat.Chen Xiaozhi: "Let's eat together in the afternoon, don't forget."
Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment, and finally remembered that today was an appointment with Chen Xiaozhi......
I want to have dinner with Academician Zhou and Li Lei.
-Shen Tianye looked at the phone screen awkwardly, waited for a long time, and didn't wait for Chen Xiaozhi's "baby", his head was as if he was dead.Shen Dayye didn't wait for the word "baby" to come, so he had to condescendingly put down his body and replied: "Okay."
Do you want to dress a little more formally?
”Chen Xiaozhi replied quickly: "Whatever, dress better." ”......
"What the is this called falling in love......!!
It's just the task assigned by the president before the regular meeting of the student union, and the conversation is full of a strong colleague atmosphere, except for the data is □□ysis, not to mention the sweet and sweet love sour smell, colleagues in other companies are estimated to be closer than we seem......
It's that I'm not worthy, Shen Dayye thought humiliatingly.I don't know how many babies Chen Xiaozhi has called in his life, but he only came to me once, maybe he slipped his mouth."......"
Look at yourself, you can't forget it for ten years.Even now I think about a 'baby'.Careful about everything.With such deep feelings, can you accept such a gap?
…… Good morning part.Even if you can't forget him - no, it's because you can't forget him that you should break up with him.There should be no compromise in my relationship.Shen Dayye looked at the gray rain outside the window and thought blankly.- The sky is thundering through the clouds, and the petals of the moon in the courtyard are red all over the ground.There are two or three small sparrows perched in the small basket behind the red lacquer pillar, and a few fat and small ones are nestled in a branch cut from Yannan.Indoors, Shen Dayye curled up in his grandmother's stack of books, quietly wiping away tears while sorting out the data.She cried and laughed at one moment, and laughed as if she was crying, and when she cried, the onlookers felt broken.Shen Dayye remembered the joy of holding hands with Chen Xiaozhi when he was a child.His palms were hot, dry, and ironed, like someone who belonged to hers.Yes, the girl who was as stubborn as a pine and cypress thought to herself, wiping her tears.At that time, I felt that Chen Xiaozhi belonged to me.…… She remembered Chen Xiaozhi's hug.Ten years ago, after watching the cold winter night of "WALL-E", Chen Xiaozhi said in a dumb voice that Shen Dayye was Eva, and then hugged her tightly, Shen Dayye still remembers that the embrace was like a furnace; Now, ten years later, on that day in Indonesia, Chen Xiaozhi almost strangled her into a bloody hug, and the hug was like a lock.On the day when Chen Xiaozhi forced her to get back together in the car, Chen Xiaozhi's hug was like a knife, Shen Dayye felt out of breath, and felt a pain climb up from the bone marrow.knew that he should kiss him, Shen Dayye wiped his tears and thought, now that he wants to kiss him again, it seems that it is too late.There is no reunion day after a farewell, folding willows and gifts, and the spring breeze jade gate is closed.With this breakup, there will never be a chance to get back together again in this life.Their age is already here, and so is the hurt.Shen Dayye can't cross that hurdle, even if one day her bottom line retreats again and again, and she looks down on what Chen Xiaozhi has said and done-it will be many, many years later.At that time, according to the urine sex that Chen Xiaozhi showed on Instagram in the past, he must have a next home.Maybe the children are old enough to make soy sauce.What else was there to talk about back then?
After all, it's a lifetime of holding on to the past.So, this is the last time in life.- For the last time.Shen Dayye was alone, crying almost out of breath.Outside, sparrows rolled and chirped on the baskets, and small birds pecked at the tender branches.Shen Dayye in the room even cried red with the tip of her nose, and her eyes were swollen from crying, as if they had been stained red with blood, but the tears were still rolling out drop by drop.It's as if he wants to take something into his blood and rip it out of his body.-…… The rain was pouring down, and the vine chairs were drenched with gray and black rain under the dense foliage.At four o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Xiaozhi sent a WeChat message and said that he would pick her up for dinner in an hour and a half, Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment after seeing WeChat, and then wiped away his tears with his arm.Since it's the last date with him, there must always be a goodbye look.Shen Dayye tried his best to stop his tears, looked at himself in the mirror, combed his hair, and carefully put on some light makeup.She usually almost never rubs grease and powder, after all, there is no need in school, and she has no time, but in fact, Shen Dayye is very good at dressing herself up.She covered the corners of her red and swollen eyes with base makeup, tried her best to cover the traces of her crying, and applied a light-colored and fresh lipstick.Shen Dayye was originally born beautiful, and after putting on makeup, she was like a flower in April, radiant.She looked up and saw a gilded correspondence book on the desk in the wing room where she lived.The correspondence book was thick, and it was full of all the letters she had exchanged with Xiao Yuye for such a long time, Shen Dayye couldn't help but turn the book out and read the letters written by her at the age of fifteen repeatedly.‘…… I love him. ’In the letter, Xiao Yuye said: '......
So I'm not going to give up on him. ’Shen Dayye cried and laughed when she saw it, she read those letters full of love for Chen Xiaozhi from beginning to end, and found that it was her—fifteen years old, and twenty-five years old."
I love him."
They said."
He belongs to me."
The boy climbed over the wall for me, and led me through the streets, and we saw the Rose Nebula and the Orion constellation, and we saw the Pleiades, and that night the wind was so strong that even the last petal of the moon fell to the ground on the winter night.He is my star, moon and sun.…… But."
I don't fucking learn."
They said.Shen Dayye tried not to cry, and then went to pick out the clothes he was going to wear when he saw Chen Xiao.After all, she returned to China temporarily, so there were not too many clothes left in the country, and almost all of them had to be worn and bought.She thought for a moment, found the aqua blue dress that Wei Lai had given her, and compared it on her body—it did suit her, as if it had been made for her.When Wei Lai gave this dress to his friend, he said: 'It's perfect to wear to meet your favorite person.' ’It's a prophecy.Shen Dayye tied up the waist of his skirt, and tossed a natural curl that was not very suitable, and made great efforts to make a curly hair neatly and obediently draped behind his head.Then, Shen Dayye saw his own reflection in the mirror.The girl's house in the mirror is like a flower, reminiscent of the pear blossom branches in spring; There is water in his eyes, but his eyes are unwavering.…… It's just that I cry a little hard, and I can't cover the red tip of my nose no matter how I cover it.Shen Tianye tried to rub it, but found that he still couldn't cover it, and finally gave up.There are few perfect things in this world.She told herself.-…… The rain was pouring down, and Shen Dayye held an umbrella and closed the door of his grandmother's house.The crooked old poplar tree at the mouth of the alley was blown to the ground by the wind, and under the tree was parked a pitch-black Porsche that was out of step with its surroundings.Chen Xiaozhi was standing next to the car, wearing an expensive suit with a well-tailored fit, and his shirt alone was five figures, making his shoulders wide, legs and long figure more and more sexy, and he was a lot of people, like a high-end male model.The man who was in the bag looked in the direction of Shen Dayye and immediately paused.Senior Sister Shen said in a daze, "...... am I here?"
”"......"
The wind and rain were like obscurity, Chen Xiaozhi held an umbrella and asked unnaturally: "......
You......
Are you wearing makeup?
”He could have found out.Shen Dayye smiled mildly and replied, "Yes." ”"......," Chen Xiaozhi took Shen Dayye's umbrella and opened the door for her, and Shen Dayye found that Chen Xiaozhi's ears were a little red at that moment - as if he was shy.In the rain, he suddenly stopped opening the door.Shen Dayye: "......?"
”“…… You ......"
Chen Xiaozhi unnaturally stretched out his hand covered with rain, nodded the tip of Shen Dayye's nose, and asked, "Why is your nose red, are you crying?"
”Shen Dayye tried hard to cover it up: "Is the tip of my nose red?"
”But Shen Dayye is really not good at lying.“…… Why are you crying?
”Chen Xiaozhi looked at her and asked in a low voice, "Who bullied you?"
Well?
”Shen Dayye didn't answer.But then, in the next second, Chen Xiaozhi almost lifted his eyes like an electric shock, as if he didn't dare to look at Shen Tianye a second time.Shen Dayye only saw that the roots of his ears were redder—and then before she could take a closer look, he opened the car door.Shen Dayye, whose nose was red, said: "......
Thank you. ”Shen Dayye sat in the co-pilot.Windshield wipers whipped rain from the windshield, and the rain and fog ahead, the asphalt road was straight, leading to a towering city made of steel and concrete.Chen Xiaozhi sat in the car, stuffed two umbrellas into the back row, and the heavy raindrops crackled down."
The weather has been so bad these days," Chen Xiaozhi said in a homely manner: "......
I don't know what those two people like to eat, but the restaurant I ordered is what you like to eat, you can order whatever you want to eat after you go......"
Shen Dayye hugged his small bag and nodded politely.Chen Xiaozhi started the car and said in a good mood: "I'm over here for the time being, will I take you out to play tomorrow?"
You can go wherever you want, and you can travel by car. ”Shen Dayye smiled and said gently, "No need." ”"......"
Chen Xiaozhi pursed his lips, the car engine hummed, he twisted the key, and proposed in a hoarse voice: "I don't want to travel by car, I can go around the city if I want to, I'll go shopping with you......"
"No need." ”Shen Dayye declined."......"
Chen Xiaozhi only paused for a moment: "Then you want to go-" "-This one stops first, I have something to say to you." ”Shen Dayye's voice was gentle, interrupting him.Silence flowed between them for a long time—until Chen Xiaozhi finally shuddered and opened his mouth."
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You speak."
He said.Shen Dayye didn't know why, but he always felt that this man's hands seemed to be trembling.Is he uneasy?
Shen Tianye thought, will he be sad?
…… Maybe."
Let's ......"
Shen Dayye pondered for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to say to Chen Xiaozhi: "I've thought about it for a long time, let's break up." ”