Chapter 123

Chapter 123-Shen Dayye: What should I do with "......", this person is quite reasonable, did he kill or slaughter him?

Shen Dayye looked at Chen Xiaozhi's face, which could indeed attract bees and butterflies, and fell into thought-every pore of his eyes was revealing that he was looking for trouble."

Am I wrong?"

Chen Xiaozhi mocked: "Shen Dayye, tell me yourself, isn't this the truth?"

”Shen Daye: "......"

Shen Dayye was silent for two seconds, and then Chen Xiaozhi repeated in a weird manner: "Hehe, what I did during that time has nothing to do with you." ”Shen Daye: "......"

If Shen Dayye's ears were a little sharper, he would hear that Chen Xiaozhi's tone was particularly uneasy.Shen Dayye looked at Chen Xiaozhi's face, and didn't even know what to say for a while, only felt that Chen Xiaozhi really deserved to die—but she really didn't have a good seizure.…… Those ten years were indeed in a state of breakup, and there was no way to interfere with him......

Shen Dayye's heart was almost overflowing.It would be nice if I hadn't broken up in those ten years......

He wouldn't have so much......

Thirty-seven......

Dog stuff!

Shen Dayye's heart was dripping with blood, and he made a heavy note to Chen Xiaozhi in his heart, and said, "Oh." ”Then she thought to herself that I was a reasonable person and would not play such a game with him, so she patiently said, "Then I will not say that in the future." ”Chen Xiaozhi: "............"

Chen Xiaozhi was choked back in an instant, and he stopped talking.Shen Dayye didn't know what he was going to say......

To be honest, she doesn't care very much, and let Chen Xiaozhi do it herself.So she quietly followed Chen Xiaozhi forward, along the long street covered with sunshine, to the Chinese restaurant opened by the Korean.Shen Dayye's anger came and went quickly, especially on this occasion when he couldn't deal with him.She watched Chen Xiaozhi hold two thick books for her, the moon season was blooming purple, and the sparrows burrowed into the trees, and when she saw the shadows of the two people glued together, the fire was not very big."......"

Shen Dayye suddenly asked, "Chen Xiaozhi." ”Chen Xiaozhi snorted."

I have a question that I haven't asked you seriously."

Shen Dayye said.Chen Xiaozhi's sword eyebrows raised, motioning for her to ask.Shen Dayye paused and asked, "Are you really planning to return to China?"

”Chen Xiaozhi: "......?

”The meaning of his expression was very simple, he wanted Shen Dayye to describe her too rough problem in detail.“…… I mean," Shen Dayye hesitated, "You're actually very comfortable here."

The head of the department is your mentor, and when I was talking to people before, they said that when you graduated, it was Professor Rosh Shuahr who insisted on hiring you as an AP......

If you stay for a few more years, you should be able to get it for life. ”Chen Xiaozhi was very interesting, and looked at Shen Dayye intently.Shen Dayye thought about it for a while, and said very humbly: "......

The better the school, the less money is given, and the green peppers in our school are ......"

Chen Xiaozhi smiled and asked: "Your school green peppers?"

”"......," Shen Dayye remembered the salary he had received as a teaching assistant, and admitted with righteousness and awe: "......

Judging from the fact that we have never dared to write down the treatment explicitly, the salary should have a sense of history. ”Chen Xiaozhi laughed out loud."

Few people who can find teaching positions outside the home go back."

Shen Dayye said hesitantly: "From my father's time, or even earlier, those who could stay abroad have stayed......

It may be that you have not experienced it at all, and you may not know that the domestic scientific research environment is not very good......"

Chen Xiaozhi looked at Shen Daye and asked with a narrow face: "And then?"

”Shen Dayye said incoherently: "What do you ......

So......

I'm curious, do you really want to return to China......"

"One," Chen Xiaozhi said: "Shen Dayye, let me ask you first, if you are in my position, will you go back?"

”Shen Dayye thought for a moment and replied, "......

I think I think about it, my mom always told me not to mind them, to go wherever I wanted, to do whatever I wanted......

But I looked at my mother's white hair and couldn't bear to let her be so lonely......

I don't worry about her and my grandma. ”Chen Xiaozhi nodded and said casually: "Yes, I don't worry about them either." ”"......"

Shen Dayye felt that the roots of his ears were burning in the sun."

I'm also an only child," Chen Xiao said solemnly: "You too."

And we still live so close. ”Shen Dayye: "Hmm. ”Shen Dayye realized that this was them talking about the future between them.Chen Xiaozhi said: "So it makes sense, we should all consider a convenient place to go home and see." ”“…… However, Chen Xiaozhi, who was walking on the side of the road, pulled Shen Dayye slightly, and asked her to walk on the inside of the sidewalk: "This is actually not what drives me in the end." ”"Thirteen hours of flight is not too much, but it is not too little."

Chen Xiaozhi: "I have been living here for a long time, here is my mentor and my friends, it is not an exaggeration to say that many people envy my life......

Why am I considering going back. ”Shen Dayye: "......?"

”Chen Xiaozhi said flatly: "......

Shen Dayye, I don't have a deep impression of your father, but I remember that you grew up with him, and he taught you what science is and what is unknown.He was a very free-spirited, very casual romantic. ”Shen Dayye was silent for a while, "Yes." ”"When I was a child, my parents weren't around, and I grew up with my grandparents."

Chen Xiaozhi said: "Among them, my grandfather and his old man have passed away for a long time.When I was alive, I liked to ride my bicycle out to see the scenery......

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He was born in the most turbulent and desolate era in the history of our nation. ”Chen Xiaozhi took a long breath and said, "His old man is not casual, nor free, and even very strict. ”"But it gave me a little bit ......"

"It's something different."

Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered the source of the five-year conflict between his grandmother and father.- Grandma wanted my father to return to China, but my father was unwilling, and my grandmother cut off contact with her father in a fit of rage, and it was not until the birth of her granddaughter that she loosened a little.Those memories from more than 20 Chinese New Year's Eve years ago, before she was born, came flooding back.They walked to the restaurant, where two mountain bikes were hitched on the side of the road, and the outside of the restaurant was covered with autumn flowers."

We're really going back home."

Chen Xiaozhi said casually: "-But don't be in a hurry, my funding here is not over yet, and the subject has just begun......

So it will take a long time to sort it out. ”Shen Dayye blinked: "Hmm?

”Then Chen Xiaozhi said, "You don't have to worry about this.I'll take care of these things. ”So Shen Dayye nodded obediently and happily.Chen Xiaozhi is different from her, he is naturally good at dealing with people, and he does not retreat or compromise.He will be able to apply pressure with ease, not gullible, and even much more mature and strong than his peers.Shen Dayye knew that she was like a defenseless child in front of her malice, she couldn't grow and couldn't become tough when she fell all over her body.But he was a warrior in armor, like a mountain.…… If we hadn't broken up, maybe this decade would have been different.Shen Dayye thought vaguely."

There's another matter," Chen Xiaozhi suddenly said in a good mood: "--Shen Dayye." ”Shen Dayye, who was distracted, was pulled back in an instant: "Huh?

”Chen Xiaozhi lifted the door curtain, and the aroma of fried sauce was fragrant, and the voices were boiling.Then Professor Chen said narrowly: "-You care about my appearance, especially my little daughter-in-law." ”"............" - Shen Dayye received the evaluation of 'little daughter-in-law' x1, and she was so aggrieved that she wanted to deduct her name back from Chen Xiaozhi, but the garbage surnamed Chen was like an iron wall, without any gaps.She ate a bowl of sweet fried noodles in a sullen manner, and walked back to their office side by side with Chen Xiaozhi.The scenery along the way was like a song, the students rode their bicycles, and the California autumn mountains and seas rushed in, just as her father once described.“…… Shen Dayye," Chen Xiaozhi suddenly said, "It's good." ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "Huh?

What?

”“…… It's good," Professor Chen said in a voice that was not too loud and sounded a little shy, "-- just go out to eat together, take you whatever you want, and walk back to the office together after eating...... and then he concluded: "That's it." ”Shen Dayye saw Chen Xiaozhi's spring breeze-like pleasantness, and the love and satisfaction in his eyes were almost overflowing.The girl couldn't help but laugh, and her skirt fluttered in the Californian light-mixed wind."

I can't see it-" Shen Dayye said gently, "You're quite satisfied." ”Her first boyfriend avoided the eyes and said, "......

I've always been satisfied, but you've never cared. ”Shen Dayye was stunned: "Why don't I care?"

”"You?

You have cared for me half a time-" Her first love seemed to endure the ridicule very hard, and said: "-Forget it, Lao Tzu does not turn over old accounts." ”Shen Dayye: "......???

”Shen Dayye immediately said awe-inspiringly: "Chen Xiaozhi, you tell me something clear, where do I not care about you?"

”Chen Xiaozhi's eyes narrowed, and he said dangerously: "You're still horizontal-" "-I can't be horizontal yet?!"

”Shen Dayye became angry: "Your surname is Chen, and you have a black pot on top of my head, ...... you make it clear" Chen Xiaozhi was even more angry: "-I said it clearly?!"

- You still want me to make it clear?!

”Shen Dayye: "You say!

”Before he could say three sentences, the two of them stood on the street arguing with red faces and thick necks, and passers-by looked sideways one after another, and Shen Daye noticed that the eyes of others were not intimidating.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"

Shen Dayye said stubbornly: "You have to tell me why you come out." ”Chen Xiaozhi stared at Shen Dayye in disbelief, and found that she didn't look like she was the slightest bit cowardly, and immediately became angry and aggressive, as if Shen Dayye was a trash and negative person - and then he said, "Ten years ago, if you had the slightest damn concern for me, would you break up with me?!"

”- "......"

Shen Dayye: "............" and the two of them instantly fell silent.Chen Xiaozhi didn't seem to expect that he could release this kind of fart, and he was terribly silent......

There were a lot of pedestrians on the road, Shen Dayye broke the silence and said with difficulty: "That's ......

Then I'll pretend that we're acting, and just take two steps forward......"

Professor Chen: "Oh, oh - then I'll pretend nothing happened......"

Shen Tianye only felt that he was about to burn, and the roots of Chen Xiaozhi's ears were red, and he took two steps forward.In the next second, Shen Dayye ran, Chen Xiaozhi followed, and the autumn sun shone behind them.Why, Shen Dayye felt that he was burning in the sun, and closed his eyes obediently.Chen Xiaozhi seems to have overcared too much about the decade-long breakup, he should be seeking justice for himself, otherwise he would not blurt out on such an occasion.He seemed to be genuinely aggrieved - but what had he been wronged about?

I didn't think he was unclean, Shen Dayye was angry.And it's arguing again!

Obviously, the atmosphere was quite warm, but it turned out to be noisy, and I almost forgot how many times I had quarreled in the past few days......

My roommate said that to determine whether two people are husband and wife, it depends on whether the two people can quarrel within three sentences.From this point of view, I am indeed with Chen Xiaozhi's old husband and wife-old husband and wife.Shen Dayye just wanted to sigh and mourn - but in the next second, Chen Xiaozhi was running, holding Shen Dayye's fingers heavily.Obviously, it was just an ordinary hand-holding, but the moment it could be held, Shen Dayye's bones and souls were all crisp.Where they touched their skin, it was like a mountain fire.-……………… To: Dear me."

Are you alright?"

The geese fly south, the branches and leaves return to the roots, and the dusk sunset casts a long purple light.Sitting by the window, Shen Dayye watched the black geese go away, and the geese were migrating southward, and they would cross the land of America to the warm ferry meadows of the southern states.She lowered her head and wrote in Juan Xiu's handwriting on scratch paper: "I don't know what month you received the letter, what stage of your life you are in, whether the time difference between us is still ten years......

Rather, I don't know if this letter will reach you.It's a letter that may never arrive, but I'm still writing it.I'm already in November, and the California winter is said to be not very cold, but I'm already going out with a thick coat.I wake up at 6 a.m. at first, and at first I suspected that I was sleeping badly, but then I realized that I didn't seem to be very sleepy, probably because I had a dream in my heart."

Shen Tianye paused, found that the fountain pen was not very useful, shook the pen, and continued to write: "I have the feeling of a dream, I have forgotten it for too long.My health is also better, Chen Xiaozhi insists on bringing me breakfast every morning, every time he takes out the thermos bucket, I want to laugh, but I will remember that when I was an undergraduate, there was a girl in the class who would eat breakfast brought by her boyfriend every morning, and her boyfriend would get up at six o'clock to buy her food and send her to the classroom......

If I hadn't broken up with him, it would probably have been my college life.Did you go to college?

Ah, also, Wei Lai is getting married at the end of the year.When you reach this age, the people around you are drastic and everything you think is constant will deviate from the track you imagined.When I was a child, I only knew that people were to get married, but I didn't know that marriage meant so many things, and that my childhood friend was not just my friend, but that she would belong to many people in the future - no, I was learning this from the moment she fell in love, that part of Wei Lai left you, and you became a stranger to half of her life.Now, the half of Wei Lai, who is strange, has become a little bigger.I'm saying goodbye to her."

Shen Dayye raised his pen and looked up at the sunset sinking into the ground in the distance.「…… There is a science fiction novel that once envisioned that if the past self and the present self meet, they can't touch each other.Because if you touch it, the moment you touch it, both 'selves' will explode, and even the energy will disappear, as if it never appeared.This idea has no theoretical basis, but it is full of gimmicks and meets the expectations of the audience.We've really touched each other, and nothing happened.But I think the science fiction novel was actually written correctly, and the impact I experienced mentally could not even be described as 'explosive'.Who would have thought that the confrontation between the fifteen-year-old and the twenty-five-year-old self would have such a big impact?"

Then Shen Tianye took a long breath and wrote in the cold autumn wind: "The letter is written with great pride, but the progress of the research is very bad.I had expected that the method we used would be in trouble, and so did Chen Xiaozhi.At the beginning, I used this method to better understand the model that Chen Xiaozhi and I jointly set up, but I thought that it would fail, but I think that deepening my understanding of it may lead to new ideas......

But now I feel that failure is imminent, and I feel even more deeply that I have reached a dead end.-- A real dead end."

She rubbed her frozen red fingers."

Chen Xiaozhi is also at a loss."

When she finished, she flipped through the scratch paper: "No matter how we deduced it, we couldn't figure out what the problem was, and all the steps were incredibly smooth, but we always got stuck at that step.I spent 12 o'clock in the middle of the night with him in the office last night, and he drove me back to the dormitory, and when I came at half past six this morning, I found that he had been driving back to the office all night after seeing me off last night.I know he's the same as me......

I have another thing that troubles me......

But I don't know if you're an adult, so I won't talk too much."

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Shen Dayye rubbed his face and wrote the last sentence, "I wish you all the best."

Then Shen Dayye wrote down the inscription, turned out the book that had been flipped softly, folded the two pieces of grass paper that had just been written, and the one that was written casually with automatic lead written all over the calculation steps, and casually found a page of the notebook and stuffed it in.The book was full of unsent letters.Shen Dayye was still writing intermittently after finding that the letter could not be sent, but he did not hope that it would be sent, but simply confided.Matching it, her paper became rougher and more flying, and now she finally used her straw paper, which was as thin as a cicada's wings and soaked in oil when used as a placemat - it was still the kind that had just been calculated and was smeared dirty by hand.Shen Dayye looked at the book condescendingly: "......"

The book didn't say a word......

"Do you really have nothing to say to me?"

”Shen Dayye narrowed his eyes and said to the book: "I don't think you seem to be an ordinary object." ”The book is still quiet, and the cover is quietly glowing.Shen Dayye scratched his messy little curly hair, and threatened: "You be careful, I'll burn you tonight......"

The next second, Chen Xiaozhi pushed open the door and asked in surprise: "What do you want to burn?"

”Shen Dayye sighed, did not shy away from Chen Xiaozhi's gaze, stuffed the notebook back on his shelf, and said to him, "......

An iron Hanhan. ”- The research is really not going well.Shen Dayye's dinner was solved in the dining room with Chen Xiaoyi, the students were noisy, Shen Dayye looked at their figures in a daze, eating Zuo Zongtang's chicken, and his brain had already drifted to the clouds.In fact, Chen Xiaozhi, who was sitting opposite, was not much better.He may look more decent than Shen Dayye, after all, Shen Dayye really ran out to eat casually by grabbing her hair, and she was still wearing glasses, which was in stark contrast to her delicate little skirt and small leather shoes when she was not worried - quite a kind of Marx?

Planck's sense of upheaval from 1878 to 1901.…… In comparison, Chen Xiaozhi's changes are still slightly smaller.Shen Dayye suddenly spoke: "What do you think ......"

Chen Xiaozhi raised his head from his soup and motioned for Shen Dayye to say.The pile of garbage that Shen Dayye thought about rolled around his mouth three times, and finally said bitterly: "......

It's nothing. ”Chen Xiaozhi nodded knowingly, and asked intimately, "Do you need headache medicine?"

”Shen Dayye poked the chicken on the plate with a spoon, and said while poking: "No, I ate it yesterday, I decided to control it in the past few days, who knows if there is drug dependence on salicylic acid." ”"There shouldn't be......"

Chen Xiaozhi said confusedly: "There shouldn't be." ”Shen Dayye lowered his head and went to eat, and the two of them fell into deep thought again.The sun was gradually sinking in the west, Chen Xiaozhi scooped up a spoonful of soup, and suddenly said: "Do you think it is possible, the delay constant we incorporated in the fourth step......"

Shen Dayye raised his head, and in the next second, a plate was placed beside them.“……！”

Both of them were taken aback, and Professor Rosh Shuar, who put down his plate, smiled, "Do you mind if I sit here to eat?"

”Chen Xiao was stunned: "Teacher?

Don't mind. ”Then he moved out of the way, and the old professor sat down."

I heard the other day that the two of you were ......," Professor Rosh Shuar picked up his fork, "Date, it seems that the rumors are true. ”Shen Tianye nodded shyly.The old professor laughed: "Why are one or two so emaciated?

Isn't it going well for the two of you?

”Chen Xiaozhi said, "Yes, it's stuck." ”"The subject ......is stuck," the old professor said, "Everyone will encounter five, six, seven or eight times, which is normal."

If you need help, you can always come and talk to me. ”Chen Xiaozhi seemed to remember something, and smiled slightly relaxed."

It's just that my old bones don't necessarily help."

Professor Rosh Shuyar laughed, and said to Chen Xiaozhi not without loneliness: "When you were a master's degree and doctorate, I could still supervise one or two, but now I am afraid it will be very difficult." ”Shen Dayye raised his head and saw Chen Xiaozhi's slightly lonely expression, he nodded and chatted with the old professor about something else.Yes, Shen Dayye thought.…… This is probably a step that everyone must take.At the beginning, there is a guide in front of you, a senior, who will tell you what to do and tell you what your problem is.But one day, there will be no one in front of you to guide you, no one will give you advice, and you will have to figure everything out by yourself.Shen Dayye sighed slightly.The old professor smiled: "Both of them are happier." ”"It's normal to encounter difficulties," the old professor said, "especially if your field is still theoretical, and it is normal for a year or two, or even three or four years, to have no results in such a situation." ”Chen Xiaozhi smiled and said to the old professor: "I understand, but I don't think she understands." ”Shen Dayye: "......"

Shen Dayye was stunned for a moment, and saw that the eyes of the two faculty on the other side fell on her, thinking to herself What does this meow have to do with me, and then she looked down.“……”“…………”“…… Do you hate me for wearing a house T?

”Shen Dayye looked at Mario on his body and asked.Chen Xiaozhi was silent for a moment, and replied honestly: "I hate you for not combing your hair." ”- Just rushed to that sentence, Shen Dayye almost made Chen Xiaozhi bald.In any case, whether it was for Shen Dayye or Chen Xiaozhi, the lack of progress on the subject was a very frustrating thing - especially for Shen Dayye.Chen Xiaozhi has already experienced it more or less, but Shen Dayye is really a novice.Groundbreaking work is completely different from exams, where there are correct answers – just do it right, you know the answer is there even if you can't do it, and if you don't have an answer to the question, it's the wrong person's fault.Most of the scientific research staff are actually working in the work of copying bigwigs, and there are only a few who can really be at the forefront, and more than 95% are painting scoops and bowls.Because many people don't touch the real cutting edge, let alone more challenging, groundbreaking, and highly original topics.And in front of such a subject, there is an indistinguishable fog.-- You never know if there's a brick wall or a road ahead.…… In the early autumn of November, when the sun completely sank into the horizon and the cold wind blew slightly, Shen Dayye and Chen Xiaozhi walked out of the restaurant after eating, and there were students in the distance who gathered together to play basketball.Chen Xiaozhi said coldly: "Shen Dayye, you drag me one more hair, and I will pluck out your entire dog hair." ”When Shen Dayye heard this, he was full of challenge to Chen Xiaozhi, and stretched out his hand to pull his hair.Chen Xiaozhi: "......"

"You wait." ”Professor Chen, who was having his hair ripped out, threatened fiercely.…… And then he didn't do it.Not only did it not work, but when Professor Chen passed by the vending machine, he even went in very fiercely and carried two cans of hot cocoa, one can was given to Shen Dayye, and the other can was put in his pocket to warm his hands.The autumn wind was quite cold, Shen Dayye held the can, drank the cocoa in a small sip, and said, "I want to drink Wangzai." ”Professor Chen, indifferently: "Then you just want to think about it." ”"......"

Shen Dayye had learned to ignore Chen Xiaozhi's dog attitude, sighed, and asked, "......

What if we really can't do it?

”Chen Xiaozhi was silent for a long time and did not answer.They walked in the cold wind, and after a long time, Chen Xiaozhi finally replied: "......

In any case, we must believe that our problems can be proven. ”"If it doesn't work," Chen Xiaozhi paused slightly, and said in a deep and hoarse voice: "I'll wait until it's confirmed." ”Shen Dayye looked at him.“…… It's too early to think about this. ”At that moment, the street lights lit up in the campus.The moon is full in the east on an autumn night, whether it is Shen Dayye or Chen Xiaozhi, no one knows where the end is, let alone whether it is a road or a brick wall ahead.-- Until the answer is truly revealed, we should go all out, whether it is the road or the wall.

-The autumn wind blew, and Shen Dayye closed his eyes slightly.When she opened her eyes again, she hesitated, paused, and said to Chen Xiaozhi: "-I have something to tell you." ”