No one is born heartless and heartless, Luoyunguan was baptized in blood, and his family was slaughtered, how could Shen Shu be painless in his heart, no hatred, and no thoughts of revenge?
But the innate waste vein, after all, made him from high-spirited and unwilling to fate, to finally paralyze himself by drinking all day long, indulging in Qinglou, and lingering in beauty."
Actually, I hated you in the past, not only me, but also Shen Huafei and them.Because Jiang Lao loves you the most, he is willing to give you anything, and the only cultivation resources are also given to you. ”Shen Linlin choked up and said, "But then I don't hate it when we Zhang Da grows."
You carry too much, more than all of us, but God gives you too little. ”Shen Shu smiled and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, he knew what she meant.Children need love, no matter when and where they are.And Shen Linlin and they are all orphans, and the only one who can give them care is Jiang Lao, in their eyes, Jiang Lao is a relative.But this relative loves Shen Shu alone.In fact, if Shen Shu encounters this situation himself, he will be uncomfortable.But ......
"it's all gone......
Now the Falling Cloud View will become stronger and stronger, after all, one day, I will take back the former blood feud and let them repay their blood debts. ”Shen Linlin choked up like a wronged child, and then threw herself into his arms and sobbed quietly, Shen Shu was distressed, but he couldn't do much, so he could only pat her back and comfort her softly.They depend on each other, both in the past and in the present.If one day suddenly there is one person missing, it will be very uncomfortable and very uncomfortable.Therefore, Shen Shu knew that Jiang Lao's departure made Shen Linlin and them unable to accept it.Especially Shen Linlin, as the only girl with delicate emotions, was hurt by Shen Shu and the deepest among them.And this kind of damage is long-lasting and almost never goes away, and even becomes more and more painful as time passes.When you see a teacup without water, a courtyard full of fallen leaves but no one cleans it, and a familiar house is missing......
Even a gust of wind blows, a familiar smell of food spreads through the tip of your nose, and you look back to find that the kitchen is no longer that familiar figure.That feeling of emptiness in the bottom of my heart makes even iron-beaten men red-eyed.Perhaps tired of crying, Shen Linlin lay on Shen Shu's shoulder and said in a low voice: "Sometimes I think of going back to the past, but I can't go back, not in my dreams, because our realm makes us not need to sleep, and we can't sleep." ”"......"
Shen Shu's body stiffened, and he couldn't tell whether he was laughing or crying on his face, but he felt that his heart felt like he had been shot, and it hurt indescribably.He took a soft breath and said with a smile: "No, sleep well, everything will be fine......"
Shen Shu held Shen Linlin's pretty face, didn't allow her to speak, and just said softly: "Look at my eyes." ”The pitch-black pupils became as deep as a star cluster in the night sky, full of attraction, Shen Linlin looked at it, but after a few breaths, she found that her mind was getting more and more dim......
Carefully put Shen Linlin, who was asleep, on the bed, Shen Shu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the girl's quiet and smooth cheeks, lowered his head and gently kissed her on the forehead.…… Shen Shu felt sincerely lonely and lonely many times.This loneliness and loneliness comes from within him.Because he has many secrets, none of which he can tell to anyone else, but can only bear them alone.But man is a life that needs to be told and comforted by others.If something is piled up in your heart for too long, you will become depressed, you will become cold and heartless, and you will become perverse and abnormal.So in the end, most of those saints who have lived for a long time are extremely abnormal, almost insensitive, treating life as grass and trees, without the slightest vigorous temperament.Is this kind of life, such an immortal life really meaningful?
Shen Shu once asked himself.His heart told him that this was not what he wanted.If he is the only one who lives forever, and all the people he once knew are dead, his relatives, his lover, his family, and all the people are dead, then even if he is still alive, he will not have the slightest happiness, and he will gradually lose the seven emotions and six desires of life, and become an existence like a stone.Fortunately, he was accompanied by Shen Linlin.The so-called dependence on each other is to rely on each other, Shen Linlin and they can't do without Shen Shu, but Shen Shu can't do without them, because they are Shen Shu's spiritual pillars and give Shen Shu a home.A person with a family, no matter how far he goes, will not be lost in his heart.If a person is homeless, even if he is immortal, he is actually just a poor person who is helpless and cursed to die.()