Xiao Shenshu ushered in the peak period of his dreams.His career is booming as if he was open, first as a fallen master, and then opened his own factory to create his own brand.His career is growing every day.The once introverted and shy teenager has become domineering and wild.In just a few years, Xiao Shenshu is like a heavenly help, creating a company worth hundreds of millions, and he has been immersed in the glory for a long time, one day sitting on a chair, looking down at the reinforced concrete city below, he suddenly felt tired and dazed.I don't know when it began, but the original intention of earning money for freedom became a habit, and it became earning money for the sake of earning money."
But how unbearable I am now is better than it used to be!"
The blankness in his eyes dissipated and became sharp.The pain he had experienced made him feel a lingering anger in his heart. .......In the following ten years, Xiao Shenshu's business became bigger and bigger.There are more and more people and things that come into contact with them.Some people are gentle and elegant on the surface, but in fact, they are full of male thieves and prostitutes behind their backs, some people have a mediocre face, but they are arrogant and spend money like dirt, and some people are full of flesh, but they are gentle........
He had a lot of contact, and what was once new to him was indifferent when he saw it later.People may be numb because of this.Dark, bright, ruthless, kind, all kinds of people in the world, how many kinds of people, how many kinds of people Xiao Shenshu has seen, sometimes he will feel melancholy and sad, when he was young, he used to feel that everyone is different, but after seeing more, he found that most people are so similar, similar boring and boring.At the age of twenty-eight, his mother was seriously ill, and Xiao Shenshu spent a lot of money and hired many famous doctors, but the final result was still unsatisfactory.The departure of his mother made Xiao Shenshu's last concern for the world disappear.He sat in the empty office, looking at everything, only to feel empty in his heart, unable to say what he felt, whether it was emptiness or loneliness, or sadness and anger, or numbness?
Maybe it's all there.He remembered the picture of his mother in the countryside when he was young, when his family was still poor, but it did not affect his happiness, and he had expectations for each day in the future.He used to respect his mother very much and love her, but later some things made the mother and son have an indelible scar in their hearts.But despite this, she is still the closest person he has in the world.And now, the man is gone.An unprecedented loneliness rippled in my heart.People live in this world, in fact, they are composed of fetters and concerns.With people who are concerned, there is hope in their hearts, and they are willing to work hard even if they are in the shallows.And people who care about you, no matter how far you go, no matter how dark the road is, you will not be afraid in your heart, and occasionally in the cold winter, you will feel that there is a bean flame burning in your heart, although it is small but warm.When a person has bonds, he will forbear.Even if you don't have a good life, you don't want to make trouble, even if you face some unfair bullying, you will put your head down and endure it.Like most middle-aged people who are old and young, they often have a good temper, and they are even bullied by some young people and constantly laugh.But in fact, if he is left without a home, without worries and scruples in his heart, he promises to teach those young people what it means to be ruthless.Xiao Shen Shu, who lost the last bond in the world, chose to use even more crazy actions to make up for the emptiness in his heart.He began to be more ruthless and unscrupulous, playing with people's hearts and trampling on the law for his own ends.He's finally become the kind of person he used to dislike the most.His state, psychologically speaking, is called the game mentality, that is, treating everyone in reality as N.PC in the game, this kind of psychology is an extremely terrible psychological disease, and almost everyone with this symptom is crazy.often walking by the river without getting your shoes wet, doing evil things and not stopping when you die, in a sense, has been doomed.Finally, at the peak of Xiao Shenshu's thirty-five-year-old life, the bitter fruits of his rampant came to him.He was charged with dozens of counts.The so-called trees fell and scattered, the walls fell and everyone pushed them, and the huge company not only disappeared in a few days, but the subordinates and competitors of the past also showed their fangs and fell into the well frantically.()