The rain was pouring down his skull, coldly washing over the holes in his eyes.He took my palm, looked up at me, and said calmly, "I made a change."
Now, you can trust me. ”Chapter 54 Later, when I thought back on this night countless times, I felt that it was the craziest night of my life.I shuddered and shook his bony hand back, for the rain was so cold that it was like touching a reef soaked in the sea.Looking at his completely dehumanized face, the fear of tumbling in his chest almost overflowed.Without Cthulhu's psychic power and the faith of the Deep Diver, what would he ......
Will it die?
What should I do if he dies?
How could he be a calm and rational person who could be disguised in front of me for so long......
Only crazy and extreme people can do this kind of thing.If I had known this, wouldn't he have been so radical in lifting the forbidden technique?
I can't tell you what I feel in my heart, sadness, regret, and anger at his self-harm.Tears welled up and were soon washed clean by the rain.I clenched his bony hand, almost suppressed my anger, and roared, "......
Didn't I tell you to stop?!
What is the difference between you hurting yourself like this and threatening?
You are persecution, coercion, and coercion to coerce me to forgive you!
Why would I like such a despicable and shameless person as you-" Before I finished speaking, I felt dizzy, covered my head, and fell to the ground.Rarely feel hopeless.When I faced death at the beginning, I just felt that I was a little unlucky.However, at this moment, I felt a real hopelessness, as if no matter what I did, I could not save this terrible situation.For the first time, I was so sad that I wanted to cry, but because I had been strong for so long, I had long forgotten how to howl.I was uncomfortable for a long time, and only let out a few hoarse sobs, "Do you think I don't want to accept you......
Who doesn't want an empathetic lover and who doesn't want a partner who will never argue?
But I would prefer to see the real you, a relaxed, happy, and who will oppose me, rather than a careful, tense you who think twice about what you say.I know you love me, and I love you, and because I love you, I want you to take off your mask and live like yourself......
Eric, do you see what I mean?
”After a long time, I heard his voice hoarse say, "I don't want myself, I just want you." ”Such a childish answer is simply not like what he would say.I stared at him and said angrily, "But I want you!"
I want you to live a meaningful life, I want you to live for yourself, not to please me, to keep me, to compromise and back down!
Respect is mutual, if you only compromise with me, this is not called respect, this is obedience.I don't like to be forced, and I don't like to force others!
”He whispered, "But, I want to be forced by you." ”How can this man be as vexatious as a little boy.I held my forehead and sighed.The fire is gone, the reason is spoken, and the people are scolded.But he still didn't seem to understand what I meant.I leaned over and held his head and met his black hole-like eyes, "You can do whatever you want."
I just want you to change, not that you have to change right away.We still have many, many hours to go, and I'll watch over you until you get better. ”He finally had the breath of a human being, and his slender finger bones wrapped around my wrists, and he asked in a low and dumb voice, "Aren't you leaving me?"
”I smiled wryly, "I didn't want to leave you, I just wanted to be separated for a while and calm down with each other."
Who knew you would do such an extreme thing. ”He lowered his head slowly, "I'm sorry, Lily. ”I was already not angry, but when I heard this, I couldn't help but get excited, "I don't want your apology, I just want you to pay attention to your body, pay attention to your own wishes, and don't do such stupid things again!"
”The more I talked, the more angry I became, and I slapped him on the top of the head, "Did you hear that?"
The next time I do something so extreme, I won't say a word to you again, and I won't let you find it again.I'm going to just disappear, to a place you'll never find, and I won't care what you do—" He suddenly hugged me heavily, interrupting me with some trembling "I see."
Don't go. ”Feeling the touch of his skeleton, I couldn't say another word.It was really planted on him.After going through this kind of thing, how could I still leave him and let him hurt himself.Before I saw him, I always thought that I would be very disgusted with his desire for control, and I was especially afraid of repeating the ending of my previous life......
After seeing him, I realized that I was more afraid of losing him than this, and I was afraid of seeing him hurt myself in the extreme.If someone else were to threaten me like this, I would probably go up and make up for it twice and kick it twice.But it's completely indifferent to him.He won.I surrendered.I patted him on the back and sighed again, "I'm not leaving." ”As I spoke, I remembered something, stood up, and walked to Mr.
White, who had fainted not far away.Eric shook his body as well, stood up, and followed behind me.I wanted him to sit back, but after thinking about it, I went with him.After using a little magic to make Mr.
White forget everything about tonight, I looked back at Eric, held out a hand to him, and said helplessly, "Go home." ”He took my hand, hung his head and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”"I said, I don't want your apology.I just want you to remember what I said. ”"I'll remember."
I looked at his broad, slender bony hands, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "You have lost the faith of the Deep Diver......
You can't have a problem with your body, right?
”"No, it won't."
He shook his head, "Lily rest assured. ”"You are like this, how can I rest assured!"
I couldn't help but murder him.He hung his head all the time, without rebutting or flattering.I softened my heart again and softened my tone, "Even if you have a physical problem, it doesn't matter, I will do my best to protect you." ”"Thank you Lily.I'm sorry. ”"No more apologies.""
Good.I'm sorry. ”When ...... got home, I turned on the wall lamp, picked up a jug of water, and heated it with magic.A stranger suddenly entered the house and woke up the white cat who was sleeping.It jumped off the table with agility, and walked around Eric twice with some alertness, its ears standing up and sometimes pressing close to its scalp.After a while, it finally failed to suppress its curiosity, sniffed Eric's ankle, and found that it was a white, thick bone, and immediately "snorted" and bit it.I was preparing a hot towel for him, and when I looked back, the cat had used Eric as a teething stick, holding him and gnawing and scratching.He was a little dazed and asked me, "What should I do?"
”"It likes you.You sleep with it at night. ”"I want to sleep with you."
He paused and whispered, "You said that I should respect my wishes. ”I frowned at him.He looked at me motionlessly.His change was what I wanted, but for some reason, I felt like I was at a loss.I wrung out the hot towel and walked over to him to wipe the sludge off his skull, bones, hands, and collarbones. ”"I didn't have confidence before."
He moved his mandible, "Now I'll learn to be confident, for you." ”This sentence sounds upside down, but I inexplicably heard a deep, hot, and bottomless affection.His love was so extreme, so crazy, so paranoid.There's still a long way to go for him to become normal.Until then, only accepted.…… I can only accept it.Thinking of this, I was about to tell him, "I forgive you," when he heard him ask, "Does Lily want to see my heart?"
”I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "What do you think?"
”"Look at it this way."
He whispered a spell, and a blood-red, pounding heart immediately appeared in the palm of his hand.I was stunned, and it took me a while to react, "Are you crazy?!!
Take it back!!
”He looked at me with a crazy love that I couldn't understand, even a little frightened, "You said before, I'm not sure if what I said came from the heart.I can only tell you this way, Lily, that everything I say is true. ”This astonishing remark directly made me stupid.Fighting back my anger, I coaxed him to take his heart back, and then slapped him the shoulder.After cleaning his body, I lay on the bed with my eyes closed, trying to sleep, but as long as I thought of him by my side and made so many crazy moves, I couldn't sleep anyway......
At this time, his voice suddenly sounded in my ears, "Can't you sleep?"
”I snapped my eyes open, and my first reaction was that he was prying on my thoughts again, and it took me a moment to remember that the forbidden spell had been lifted.I rolled over, faced him, and whispered, "Eric, there's a question I've wanted to ask you for a long time. ”"What's the problem?""
Why are you not confident?
I always feel that with you, the person who is not confident should be me......
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You are so much better than me, and with you, I often feel that I am not smart enough, that I don't know anything, that I don't understand anything, just that I can't be ordinary anymore.With me like this, you don't need to feel unconfident at all. ”He was silent for a long time: "You have changed my fate. ”I was a little confused, "Really?"
But I didn't seem to be doing anything.You are so smart, even without me, you will have a bright future. ”"No, it won't."
This time, he was silent for a longer time, "During the time I was under the influence of Cthulhu, I often dreamed of my other self.From the time I was born, I was banished, abused, hunted down, and finally forced to hide in the basement of the opera house, falling in love with a ballerina.In pursuit of her, he planted explosives that could destroy half of Paris.But for some reason, he gave up and let her go.He died alone.When I woke up, I had a gut feeling that I hadn't met you in my lifetime.Lily, you have changed my destiny and given me a complete face and a complete life.To me, you are God. ”At this point, he paused for a few seconds, placed his mandibles on my shoulder, close them to my ear, and said softly, "How can believers not feel inferior before God." ”Chapter 55 A week passed, and I gradually got used to having a skeleton shelf around me.However, habit is habit, and I never gave up looking for a way to restore him to his former self.A lot of books on flesh and blood have been collected through various sources, but for some reason, they are all ineffective for him.I couldn't help but have a headache: "Are you born like this?"
”"Yes."
He was looking down at the book, and when he heard my question, he looked up at me, his slender bony fingers lightly rubbing the page, "Or rather, this is my punishment."
I didn't want to follow Esoteric Buddhism, and the followers cursed my body to be festering, ugly, and disgusting forever.As time passed, the ulcers on my body would get worse and worse, until eventually my bones were exposed and I died.If I hadn't met Lily, I would have been a skeleton by now. ”I frowned slightly, "Don't say that, even without me, you will have your own opportunities." ”"Nope."
He lowered his head and continued to read, and replied lightly, "Lily is my greatest opportunity." ”He has been particularly fond of speaking this kind of sentence structure lately.For example, I asked him if he was used to living here.He thought for a moment and said, "Lily's home, how can you not get used to it. ”"Flim Flam.""
Honestly, Lily doesn't believe me."
As he spoke, he stretched out his white palm.Ever since I saw him pull out his heart that day, I was very afraid that he mentioned the word "sincere", and hurriedly held his hand, "Okay, okay, I believe in you, I believe in you!"
”He laughed and said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything that scares you anymore."
Just wanted to get a pen. ”He rested in his bedroom for two days and started helping me with the farm.Despite losing Cthulhu's mental powers, he was frighteningly smart, and in less than ten minutes, he learned everything on the farm that required his own hands.There were some empirical problems that he could not learn, and he could not be sure, so early the next morning, he put on his hat and mask, wore a black coat that fell to his ankles, and wore gloves, and bought an old farmer for a silver coin a whole day of teaching.Although the teaching time was a whole day, he came back from noon.On the same day, he successfully delivered the female goats on the farm.Watching him half-kneeling on the floor of the warehouse, expertly picking the grass and drying it with fire magic, I touched my chin and asked with some suspicion, "Why are you still so smart?"
”He was slightly stunned, "Am I smart?"
”"You're more skilled at taking care of the farm than I am now, isn't that smart?"
He hesitated for a moment, then said, "Cthulhu's spiritual power only instills in me the knowledge of other worlds, making my senses extremely sensitive, predicting the future or recalling the past......
So, losing Cthulhu's mental power won't change my learning speed.If Lily doesn't like me like this, I can ......
"Stop!"
”I raised my hand and interrupted helplessly, "I don't dislike it, I'm just a little curious, you can continue." ”It's getting more and more out of the way with this person.Two days later, Mr.
White came to visit.I almost forgot about this person, and when I saw the gold ring on his thumb, I remembered his last name.Eric was reading a book and didn't seem to notice the movement, so I blocked the door with half of my body, squeezed out lightly, and asked, "Is there anything wrong?"
”Mr.
White pressed the soft brown felt hat with one hand and leaned forward slightly, "I'm here to apologize."
The last time I watched the circus, I didn't know why I suddenly fainted, and after the servant sent me back, I had to recuperate for a few days before I could get out of bed.I feel guilty and sorry for missing the opportunity to send Miss Lilia home, and I'm really sorry to leave you alone in the wilderness. ”"No need to apologize to me, you are not obligated to send me home."
At this moment, footsteps came from behind me, and Eric had walked behind the door.I was about to issue an eviction order to avoid unnecessary trouble, but Mr.
White interrupted me and said, "I am willing to agree with all the points of Miss Lilia.I really can't agree with this sentence alone.I am Miss Lilia's suitor, and of course obliged to send you home. ”This sentence made my scalp tighten, and sure enough, the moment Mr.
White's words fell, a low, hoarse voice sounded behind the door, "Lily's suitor?"
”I "......"
Mr.
White's face immediately changed, "Miss Lilia, do you have a man in the house?"
”Even without opening the door, I could feel Eric's indifferent but penetrating gaze.I covered my forehead and said with a headache, "I'm sorry, I forgot to introduce you, but the one behind the door is my husband."
He used to be in business out of town and didn't have time to come back, so I was always alone in the farm. ”"It turns out that you are already married, why didn't you say it earlier?"
Mr.
White blushed and became a little annoyed, "Or are you unwilling to give up my family background and financial resources and want to make a fortune from me?"
I didn't expect you to be such a scheming woman.Fortunately, I am a far-sighted person and never give women valuables.You must think that you have reaped the benefits of me.Tell you, it's a big mistake, the gold pearl jewelry I gave you last time was an imitation, how could I send you a real gold pearl......"
I rubbed my eyebrows, and was about to take Mr.
White's collar and throw him outside the white paint guardrail, when another voice rang out, "Your Majesty, ......
Queen?"
Who is this man, Your Majesty?
”Could there be a more chaotic scene than this?
A young man stands in front of the guardrail, Eric's henchman, Jussi, and the first new Bloodline to benefit from the merit system.As a result, he admires and embraces Eric to the fullest, and even though Eric is now a pile of bones, he firmly believes that this pile of bones is the king to whom he will swear allegiance.Jussi was dressed in a black military uniform, with gilded armor wrapped around his wrists, elbows, and knees, and a knight's sword hanging from his waist.When Mr.
White saw him, his anger weakened a lot, and he glanced at me with his spare eyes, and then looked at Jussi uncertainly, "You just called her......
What?
Her Majesty?
”"You heard me right."
Jusi walked over, pressed the hilt of the knight's sword with one hand, and said indifferently, "When speaking to Her Majesty the Queen, you need to keep a distance of more than one meter, bow your head, and use honorifics.You were so disrespectful to Her Majesty the Queen just now, if Your Majesty knew about it, he could directly punish you with the death penalty. ”Mr.
White sneered, "Do you think I'm a three-year-old, and there is a queen in this world who lives on a farm?"
That's probably the most shabby queen in the world.As far as I know, it is impossible for the royal family of any country to directly punish the knights of the British Empire for capital crimes, you dare to ......"
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At this point, Mr.
White suddenly could not spit out a word.He looked around in a panic, clutching his throat and trying to make a coughing sound.At the same time, Eric's voice rang out, "Jussi, let him go." ”"Yes."
Jussi immediately changed his face and replied respectfully, then walked over to Mr.
White, grabbed him by the collar, and threw him out of the guardrail.Mr.
White took two steps back, and seeing that we had no intention of chasing him, he ran away like a wild horse.At this time, Yussi turned around and looked at me with an expressionless face, "Your Majesty, there are some words that I don't vomit or be unhappy about, Your Majesty has become like that for you, you still have the heart to flirt with other men?"
”I raised my eyebrows, "Who told you that I was flirting with him?"
”"Aren't you flirting with that man when you're talking so close?
You are the queen and the wife of your majesty, and you should consciously keep your distance from other men.These words should not have been said by me, I am just a subordinate, but Your Majesty has been too indulgent of you, and I feel compelled to give you advice-" Before he could finish speaking, the door opened, and Eric stood in the doorway, glancing at him coldly, "You are overstepping, Jussi."
Apologize to the Queen. ”“…… Subordinates know their mistakes. ”A cold sweat flowed from the corner of Yussi's forehead, and he knelt on one knee, "Please forgive Your Majesty, I should not interfere with Her Majesty's actions." ”Eric said lightly, "In the future, here, you have to tell me in advance."
The queen lived in seclusion here and did not tell anyone.By doing so, you are revealing her identity and location. ”"Yes, my subordinates know their mistakes.Please punish Your Majesty. ”"Go back and get your own punishment.""
Yes."
Jussi paused, spread his palm, and a heavy gold-rimmed book appeared in his hand, and asked hesitantly, "......
Your Majesty, am I going to report here?
”"What do you think?"
Jussi immediately opened the book, "......
This month, the number of old blood clans who signed up for demon hunters dropped by 29, while the number of new blood clans increased by 31, and the per capita income of new blood clans decreased by 215 compared to the first half of the year, but there were no voices of dissatisfaction, and the activity of civil anti-new king organizations also decreased significantly......
Also, regarding Augustus's verdict, Congress has signed and agreed that he will serve 150 years in ice prison on Ross Island, Antarctica, ending on August 5, 2021......
"Although the blood clan is immortal, its senses are no different from ordinary people, and they can feel hot and cold.It will also be difficult to survive in extremely harsh environments.Serving 150 years in Antarctica is equivalent to spending 150 years in a near-death state......
Until he was released from prison, the prison guards took him out of prison.But as I said to him, I never sympathized with him.Even if he ended up so tragically, I don't sympathize with him.He was an excellent politician and military strategist, and also a turning point in the history of the old blood clan and the history of the new blood clan.Without him, the New Bloods might never have been able to compete with the Old Bloods.Such a person, even if he fails, should not be sympathized.He should be written into the history books and become a stone monument in the vast torrent for future generations to admire.Moreover, it was he himself who caused such an ending.In that case, we should learn to accept it.Maybe one day, I'll meet him out of prison and have a drink or two with him in a roadside tavern and talk about the absurd past of a hundred years ago.…… Hopefully, one day, he will let go of his thirst for supreme power and find the future he really wants.By the time I came to my senses, Jussi was gone.It was dusk, the sky was a golden sea, and the clouds were light purple boats.Eric walked up to me, put his arm around my shoulder, looked down and asked, "What are you thinking?"
”I wanted to tell him what I thought, but the moment I opened my mouth, I suddenly remembered a lot.Countless unforgettable images came to mind: the death of a previous life, his own parents, Hedes, the first time he touched a dagger, the first time he killed a monster, the first time he killed someone, he went on a mission, he met Augustus, he saved Eric, he was hit by an arrow, he jumped into the river......
In less than two years, I have experienced death and new life, I have been in the soul of my loved one under the colorful fireworks, and I have watched him turn into a white skeleton on a rainy night, and I have pulled out my true heart ......
The old knowledge that scared or annoyed me, the dead died, the imprisoned went to prison.Fate is an unpredictable river, and neither I nor anyone else knows where the future will go.But luckily, Eric is still with me.I thought about it, looked up, and gave him a smile "I'm thinking, I'm happy." ”His dark eyes stared at me quietly, and he lowered his head for a while and touched my lips lightly, "Me too." ”Maybe because I remembered my past life during the day, even though it was only a moment, a picture, I still dreamed of Canat.However, this dream is the same as the past that Hedes let me see......
Something is different.Chapter 56 The protagonists of the dream have not changed, they are still Hedes and Ganat.The second half of the course was very different from what I had seen before.When Cannet was thirty years old, Hettis did not cheat, but instead became the man who loved his wife as much as he loved in Dayless City.Cannet didn't like the dark night sky of Dayless City, so he took her to settle in the human world, traveling from country to country in search of her preferred city.The assets of Britain, France and Germany were also accumulated from that time.He connived with Garnate to the point of exaggeration.Ganette liked the garnet of her name, so he offered a large bounty to buy the purest garnet and asked the most skilled craftsmen of the time to build her a magnificent bed.Seeing her pounce on the bed in surprise, stroking the head of the bed as bright as ruby, he stood beside him, staring at her intently, his eyes like a big boy whose world is only love.Hedes, whom I know, are completely two people.When the turning point came, Garnet found that he had the first wrinkle on his face, and Hedis was still the same as it was back then.She didn't want to be a blood clan, but she couldn't let go of the beauty of her vanishing youth.She became more sensitive day by day, until one day, she saw Hedes standing with a young girl.Even though Hedes didn't look at the girl more, she still felt so jealous that he and the girl already had a leg, but because she was still around, she didn't dare to blatantly.She was troubled by this thought, so she left a note and went to another country to relax, intending to come back to him after sorting out her feelings.On the way, she ran into her father, the old duke, whom she hadn't seen for many years.Seeing that the old duke's hair was already frosty, an unprecedented surge of guilt overwhelmed her.She hugged the old duke and cried for a long time, and followed him back to the old manor.Who knows, the old duke became extremely superstitious in his later years, and not only paid for the construction of an altar dedicated to witch spirits, but also invited the black-haired and purple-skinned witch back.By the time Garnet felt bad, it was too late.The witch quietly turned the water in her cup into a very concentrated witch silver water.After she drank it, she immediately broke out in a cold sweat and had abdominal pain.At this time, the witch said unhurriedly to the old duke: "Ling's daughter is full of vampire evil energy, and she needs holy fire to expel it." ”No matter how much Cannet pleaded, in the end, she was imprisoned in the attic of the manor by the old duke.Three days later, the witch claimed that everything was ready.The old duke immediately ordered the guards to drag Garnet out of the attic and take him to the makeshift burner in the garden.No miracles happened.Garnat was tied to the cross and experienced first-hand the suffering of Jesus.She struggled, screamed, saw her toes engulfed in tongues of fire, saw her long dress turn to ashes in the raging fire.A sharp burning pain crawled across every inch of her skin.She wanted to bow up and curl up, but because of the stake, she had to open her arms and face the scorching flames.The old duke stood in front of her and said pityingly, "It would be good if the fire was finished." ”Looking at the old duke's hypocritical face, she suddenly regretted - why didn't she agree to Hedes's request to convert her into a blood clan?
When Hettis arrived at the Duke's Manor, she was already dying of the flames.Ignoring the warnings of the others, he walked straight into the raging flames, carried her out, and with a gentle wave of his hand, reaped the lives of everyone present.However, so many people died that they could not get back the life of Garnat.Even if she was immediately converted to the Bloodline, it would not be able to undo the burns from the Holy Fire on her body.When the time comes, she will definitely be worse than dead.He looked at her and felt powerless and helpless for the first time: "I'm sorry, I'm late." ”Her jet-black hair was charred black, and her snow-white face was no longer as beautiful as it once was, and it was covered with hideous, scarlet scars.Being burned like this, even being alive is torture.She leaned against his chest and said softly, "......
I don't want to live anymore......
Hedice. ”He nodded lightly, "......
Good. ”"I don't know if I have a next life......
If so, can you find me......
Turn me into a Bloodline......
I don't want to live like this anymore......"
"Okay. ”“…… Thank you. ”She was in his arms and closed her eyes, "Your eyes are so beautiful......
I wish I could see your eyes every day. ”Garnate died, but the dream did not end.Hedes looked at her silently for a long, long time.He carried her sideways to the only field of white roses in the garden, and placed her among the flowers, and then, he teleported to the manor, pulled out a long white dress, and returned to the garden, where he carefully and carefully put it on her.I couldn't see his expression, I could only see his actions as if he were a treasure.It was the first time I had seen such a gentle old pervert, who had never been so attentive to any woman.After doing all this, he stood up and recited the incantation in the night.Crazy flames engulfed the magnificent manor, sweeping the Garnates, the old duchess, the witches, the white roses, and the evergreens to ashes.He stood in the midst of the flames, indifferently watching as the lights of the manor went on and on, and the screams of the servants pierced the night.They are ants on a hot pan, desperately trying to get out.With a gentle wave of his hand, he trapped the men in the burning tomb for good.After that, Hedes returned to Dayless City and began to work on official business.He did not abstain from sex for Garnet, and countless young and beautiful girls used to sit on his lap and kiss him intimately.A few years later, he seemed to have completely forgotten about the existence of Garnet.However, in the dead of night, he always stared at the huge garnet quietly by himself, looking very lonely.I've been around him for so long, I've never seen him look like that.Where there is him, it has always been staggered and brightly lit.He shouldn't be so lonely.That's right......
I've been red-eyed since I was born, while my parents are blonde and blue-eyed.I used to think that this was the cause of the curse, but now that I think about it, it seems to be because of Garnet's words - your eyes are so beautiful, I really want to see your eyes every day.So, he gave me a pair of ......
Eyes that are similar to your own.I was right.In this life, as soon as I was born, Hedes found me.He wanted to take me away immediately, but saw me lying in my birth mother's arms, sucking her fingers with attachment.He hesitated for a moment, but still didn't do that.He used his magic to turn me into black hair and red eyes, both fulfilling the promise he made to me in my previous life and giving me a reason to take me away in the future.Before leaving, he put a bag of gold coins in front of the door, hoping that my parents would take good care of me.My father was a gambler and drunkard, and after discovering the gold coins, he spent two days in the casino, and then the boss found out that he had a lot of money, and coerced and robbed him of his gold.When I got home, my biological father saw my abnormal hair color and eye color, and immediately blamed my mother and me for the unhappiness of the robbery, and began to punch and kick my mother.Hedes couldn't stand it anymore.He wanted to wait until I was an adult before taking me away.But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, so he had to take me away in advance, wanting to tell me everything about my previous life when I grew up.After all, the past was too heavy, and he didn't want to ruin what should have been a carefree childhood.However, to his surprise, I regarded him as a real father, with only admiration in my eyes and no trace of love.He thought more than once that he would raise me as a daughter.However, when I dream back at midnight and think of the love and joy of my previous life, I am always unwilling.In such extremely contradictory feelings, he wanted to stay away from me and get close to me, and sent me on the most difficult mission, but he would quietly follow me and watch my hands rise and fall.As I grew older, I grew more and more disgusted with his control and began to want to run away from him.But every time he escaped, he would be caught back personally.The last time I ran away, he looked at me with a hint of hatred in his eyes......
At the time, I didn't understand why he hated me, but now I suddenly understood......
When I woke up, it was already dawn, and the sky would not be bright.I was in bed for a moment, then stepped out of bed and into the courtyard, where I watched as the sun rose and the blue-gray earth was dyed with brilliant gold.…… Why do I have such dreams?
Is Hettis dead or alive?
Is everything in the dream true or false......
What kind of feelings did he have for me?
If the dream was real, why did he lie to me?
Because I saw my lover in my previous life, I was with another man......
Are you unwilling?
So, at the end of my life, would I rather have a bad feeling for him, or take back a city and die with victory?
I don't understand.Either way, that's a lifetime ago.I wouldn't be alone with Garnet.Even if the old pervert once really loved me, he loved the wrong person.At this moment, a long coat was draped over my shoulders.Eric came over, sat down next to me, and gently hugged me: "Why are you awake?"
”I closed my eyes, leaned on his shoulder, and whispered, "I had a nightmare." ”I already have a new life, a new lover, a new life, and it doesn't matter to me what the truth of my past life really was.Whether Hedes is dead or alive has nothing to do with me.On August 4, 1871, on an ordinary and calm afternoon, Augustus was twisted to Ross Island in Antarctica.A second before stepping into the magic teleportation array, he suddenly burst into flames and injured dozens of elite guards with ice magic.However, he didn't run away, just made one request - he wanted to see me one last time.