In yesterday's chapter, Jing Jiu showed extremely rare emotions, but in fact, I was also very emotional when I wrote it.If you look at it from his standpoint, that kind of loneliness is indeed a very fucked up thing.It's been a long time since I've issued a single chapter, except for asking for leave.In the middle of the night, I also rarely want to talk to you.My World Cup ended ten minutes ago.This year should be over.Four years are also over.In fact, the history of watching football over the years has constantly taught me a fact, football is round.This seemingly cliché is actually very sad.This world is never something you can get rewarded for your efforts, and you can never be excellent if you are excellent, so how to evaluate a person or a thing?
I don't know, I just know that there really isn't an answer to this.Occasionally, some readers will talk about my change of mindset in the comments, and of course I admit that.It has nothing to do with age, but it also has to do with it, because age is the arrow of time, and if you go forward, you will always encounter more things.It doesn't matter if it's something you want to encounter or don't want to encounter, but it's there.Your mindset will naturally change.Don't talk about self-control, dissipation, effort, or anything else, because it's pointless to do that when we can't even find the criteria for evaluation.So we can only say at this moment, we just do what we like, just be happy.Have fun, both for pleasure and for work.I still have to write books like I write about the avenue, just write what I want to write.If you like it too, of course it's the best.In order to achieve this goal, I will self-control, dissolve, and then work hard.Let's resume the double watch next Monday until the day I go out to travel with my wife and family.With a wave of my hand, I went for a glass of wine and went to bed, good night.()