That's right, but so what?
You know it's all useless!
Personality is a unique and integrated pattern that makes up a person's thoughts, emotions, and behaviors.And Meow is not a personality, he is just a missing memory of you, it's just a schema, and as soon as time passes, it should naturally assimilate and disappear!
But if you try to keep it forcibly, if you continue like this, your true personality will be affected, and you may disappear all along with it.Qianye coldly picked up his words, as if he was talking about someone who had nothing to do with him.If you know this, why do you still want to!
Ranbu,I know you want to ask me why,Indeed,Even if I don't suppress myself,The character of the stupid cat has begun to develop into the current me.,Will gradually merge back.,Hawkers,After all, it's the same person.,It's also a helpless thing.。
But even so, only this side doesn't want to be seen by him, the silver-haired young man turned his head slightly, with some unconscious sorrow in his ink-like eyebrows, his smile is clearly gentle and bright, but with some unconcealable loneliness and sadness, the real me is cold-blooded and paranoid, and the existence that threatens me is ruthlessly eliminated, and there is no love for the world, and all the close existence is not afraid to speculate with the greatest malice but no way, I have lived to this day by relying on these, they are part of the combination of the moon and a thousand nights, and they can't be changed, Give up this dark and terrible side, and I will die.But I just hope that when I am with him, I am really an innocent and innocent cat with love for the world.It doesn't matter if he's stupid, it doesn't matter if he's easily deceived, as long as it's the way he likes it, no, such a statement is too cunning, he realized that the words would be mistaken for self-sacrificial love, he shook his head with a wry smile, and deeply analyzed the weakness of his heart like self-criticism, it should be said that I longed for it, the kind of life that can be treated gently by the world and walk in the sun.As long as it can take me out of that darkness, no matter who it is, I'm afraid I'm going to fall in love with that person.Mr.
Fukuzawa just appeared in front of me at that moment and grabbed my hand.Do I really love him?
Or I just use him selfishly, I can't figure it out if I want to get warmth and redemption from him, but I know that this is unfair to him, it's me who is too selfish, I often think recently, maybe leaving is the best choice, he deserves better, but I'm just a despicable person who can't even figure out his own heart.Qianye lowered his eyes, and his long curly eyelashes fell, as if this would cover his heart, and he could completely hide his depression and inferiority self-doubt.This kind of thing doesn't matter, the detective grabbed the messy black hair irritably, and the Ranbu adults don't understand your mood in love, but I also know that falling in love with someone is an indispensable thing at the right time, in the right place!
You just need to know that the person who appears at that moment is the president, and it is enough for you to fall in love with him!
What selfishness is not selfish!
Everyone is selfish in the face of love, everyone just wants to hold on to their lover, like you who is obviously in love but wants to let go because he feels that his feelings are not sincere enough, is too naïve!
Are you really the one who used to crawl and crawl in the dark?
His eyes are complicated, and his words are disgusted: At this time, learn more from the domineering male protagonist of idol dramas, and since love is unscrupulous, grasp it by any means!
Meow-chan, do you know why the script of the bitter and gentle male second always can't get the heroine's heart?
Ranbu, haven't you always thought such dramas are stupid?
It doesn't matter if you actually take the things in there as an example, you caught the wrong point The corners of the black-haired boy's mouth twitched slightly, but he quickly cheered up again, I tell you!
Because men are not bad, others are not loved.This is the same in love, you have to be a little worse and selfish!
The president too, and so you, are all thinking about something!
The detective, who was still in his pajamas, strode forward and grabbed Chiya's shoulders.Don't you see that?
It is because of the sincere love for you!
He has always been decisive and resolute, and he has begun to have a time for gains and losses!
He's scared too!
He's afraid that you'll choose to leave if you regain your memory!
I'm afraid that you're young and undecided, it's just a whim!
I'm afraid that you just don't have a memory, and you're too naïve and easy to deceive before you fall in love with him!
I'm afraid that one day you'll be abducted and run away by other younger and more handsome men!
Ranbu's words made Qianya's eyes widen slightly in disbelief.He is like a little wild cat who has been longing for the high-end cat canned in the window for a long time, although he wanders around the bright and clean window every day, he knows that all he can do is to look at it from afar.But suddenly one day, a person bought a canned cat food, opened the lid and put it in front of it.It was both blissful and incredible.It was eager to try the long-awaited delicacy, but it was afraid that what it had been expecting would not be delicious.It cautiously poked its tongue out and licked it.The canned cat was tastier than it thought.But it hesitated.It doesn't believe in good intentions.He began to worry that the canned cat he had given him had been poisoned, that the person who gave the canned cat had ulterior motives, that he was worried about his own taste and heart, and that he was worried about the future.But what worries it the most is the cat's willingness to can.Do canned cats really want to be eaten by themselves?
It was nothing more than a wild cat that had been wandering and had no fur, dirty teeth, and a sharp mouth, but the canned cat was placed in a bright and clean window, and it was so expensive that no other human could afford to look at it.In its opinion, the canned cat in the window is full of the indifferent luxury of the inaccessible kaolin flower.The cat can is also worried, although this kitten is always watching him secretly outside, but he is both smart and cute, and countless wild cats regard him as the boss and are willing to saddle him before and after.Every day, a cat with bright fur and a strong physique brings the freshest little fish and sparrows to this beautiful cat.In order to get a pity, many humans wander around the store every day, even if he scratches a paw fiercely, they will not change their hearts and want to lure it home.The cat canned food was sad, although he was placed in a high-end window and marked with a good price, but no cat was willing to come over to touch him to taste it, and he was even close to the best tasting period.This kitten has always eaten the freshest natural ingredients, would it be willing to try this artefactant?
What's more, he is a can that is about to expire, but there are other varieties of canned food in the store that are at their best taste.The cat canned worried.One day, a certain hand took him out of the window and put him in front of the cat king, who was coveted and admired by other cats.The cat approached, touched it with its little paws, and sniffed with its pink nose, as if trying to test something.The cat canned food was very nervous, he wanted to say that he was delicious, although it was close to the expiration line, but it was indeed still in the tasting period.Luckily, the cat stuck out its tongue and licked it, and it loved it.It stuck to the cat's can and refused to leave, and slept tightly around him, as if it was afraid of being stolen.Everywhere you go, you have to take the cat canned food with you, wander around the cat can, and don't take a single step.The cat didn't care about the sight of his soft fluffy fur coveted around him, but the cat canned food cared very much.He even wanted to put the cat whole in the can and cover the lid from anyone else.Even if you have a cat canned cat and want to get close to touch the cute cat, you will be stared at by him viciously.The days of cats and canned cats are blissful.But the cat canned looked at the cat's youthful and beautiful fur, and then looked at the box that was about to pass the appreciation period, and began to worry.What if the cat is just a temporary freshness for him?
Will there be a day when he dislikes himself and runs away with other cat cans after the tasting period?
Cats are breed cats, smart, cute and beautiful, although they are now wandering outside, but what if one day he is attracted to a better life and has other flavors of canned food?
You stupid couple!
The final word is on the rampage.His turquoise pupils were fully open, sparkling in the clear moonlight.Qianye was slightly stunned, and then couldn't help laughing.How could Mr.
Fukuzawa think that?
The person who can't be lost is me.I could have endured the darkness if I hadn't seen the sun.But the sun has made my desolation a renewed desolation.I can't afford to gamble, Wander.You are a child who grew up in a loving environment, and you have a strong sense of confidence and security that I will never imitate in my life.In the past that no one knows, how much did I pay, to observe, to refine, to study and imitate, to rehearse and disguise, I tried all my strength to live like a normal person.However, the difference is not the same.I can't bear to lose the light that I've worked so hard to grasp, and I won't gamble even if there is even the slightest chance of being abandoned.The author has something to say: My friend was maliciously brushed up, she was in a bad mood these days and wanted to play with her, and she was busy with her own affairs and writing, so the ones that have appeared recently are all in the manuscript box~ I have read everyone's comments, but I don't have time to reply.Love you guys!
Chapter 39 I'm afraid it's not a fake mess, so are you, so don't make up such words to comfort me.Ranbu: He stared at the young man in front of him quietly for a moment, and finally sighed weakly, his open turquoise eyes narrowed back into a slit, and his shoulders drooped as if they could not bear it.Meow-chan, you are really only suitable for falling in love with a genius.Why don't you think about getting together with the world's number one detective, Lord Ranbu.Although the president is not stupid, his IQ is slightly better than that of ordinary people.Emotional intelligence is high, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, although decisive and decisive, but sometimes more emotional than logical common sense.Meow sauce has a super high IQ, but whether it is a thousand nights or a thousand night meows, the EQ is outrageously low.Talented, beautiful, and talented, with a good personality, he is obviously Su Shuang but he is unconscious, and from time to time he sneaks and hides in the corner with low self-esteem, and he feels that he will be abandoned at every turn.is far better than adults in other aspects, only emotionally like a child who has not grown up, probably because he was not in a normal social environment before, lack of socialization led to deviations in cognitive structure, naïve and naïve and take it for granted, and look down on himself like a speck of dust in a romantic relationship.However, when these two people fall in love, let alone learn from each other's strengths, there is a crazy love reduction with emotional intelligence, a crazy reduction in intelligence with IQ, and all the advantages become disadvantages, swaying in the wind together.Their gains and losses are simply a nightmare for Ranbu adults.I thought about it, it's too difficult to match you, the detective has a serious expression, so I'll just take over the difficult meow sauce by Lord Ranbu.Chiya: ?
Ranbu seems to have found some kind of reason: because of you two, I've lost a lot of hair lately!
In order to prevent Meow-chan from sneaking away like a fool one day, the detective-sama must keep an eye on it all the time, which is too tiring!
If a genius and a genius are together, they can understand each other with one look!
Needless to say, just prove it with your actions.His turquoise eyes opened completely, and he met the silver eyes with faint doubt.Ranbu thought he was hinting at it obviously, almost explicitly.The two looked at each other in the clear moonlight.Qianye hesitated, and swallowed: This look is that you want to eat double snacks tomorrow?
Ranbu: Ranbu looked intently at the silver-haired boy opposite.But sadly found that the other party was really not pretending to be stupid, and he really didn't care at all.He could only take a deep breath and sigh in the end.I'm sorry, but I was naïve.If this fool in front of him is a little enlightened, he won't be able to take the president and him today.Qianye looked up suspiciously at the complicated and tangled expression on Ranbu's face that was still a little baby fat, and her fluffy fluffy tail couldn't help but shake.What was Ranbu thinking?
It's not a dangerous thing, and there are no negative emotions, but he seems to be very entangled, and his face is about to crumple into a bun.Is it adolescence?
At a glance, he understood what the cat was thinking, and directly announced that he would give up.This cat is no longer good, there is no help.Stupid cats are trained in the survival of the fittest, and they are only sensitive to the malice of others.The small radar in the head will only be sharp when it perceives malice, and it can see through people's hearts at a glance.He didn't think that way about the same sex at all.No matter how ambiguous your words and deeds are, the stupid cat thinks that no one will beat his mind except for a perverted idiot.You are slimy to him, if you are an acquaintance, you will be treated as a friend, as a son and a pet, and if you are a stranger, you will be treated as a pervert and an idiot.Except for Yukichi Fukuzawa.That's right, only that man is excluded from all the guidelines.He's an exception, it's an accident, it's a deviant existence for cats, and almost all rules can give way to that man.Wandering got up and left with a plate in his hand.It's a pity, finally there is a person who agrees with everything from IQ to temperament, but he is already famous, and he is dead, but the good death heart can't help but make people suspect that it is fake after a few days.Taking a certain case taken over by the armed detective agency as an opportunity, these two people began an awkward quarrel that suffocated all the members of the armed detectives, but neither of them refused to pull down their sons to reconcile.The cute mascot of the Armed Detective Agency is not in the office every day, and every day he goes to the military detective to check in on the pretext of sending him to work, and then disappears without a trace, and I don't know where the waves went.But since the two started the cold war, I don't know if it's a thousand nights or a thousand nights, and the thunder can't move will bring back a different number of handsome guys every day, and it's very confusing to choose a date in the café downstairs of the martial arts.This means anywhere from two to five per day, and it's seamless.The general situation is: from the cat back, after sitting by the window of the best sunlight in the café, handsome guys began to appear one after another, one left and the second came in less than five minutes, and the most rampant day The flower cat directly dated five.These handsome guys are younger and more handsome than the other, from height to face to body modeling, the martial arts detectives who watched it were almost dazzled, and they had to help Dr.
Xie Ye cover up her salivation from time to time.What's even more terrifying is that none of the handsome guys are ordinary people, all of them have abilities, from contractors to people with abnormal abilities to superpowers, and people can't help but suspect that the statement that there are few people with abilities is false.Even one day, the cat directly brought in a royal family, and the two of them talked sweetly and happily face-to-face, and drank a cup of coffee for 6 hours.Back to the morning of the first day of the Cold War.Obviously, three people set off from the house together, but an old man did not deserve a name.Cat and Ranbu focused on chatting, from recent cases to math puzzles, from math puzzles to deducing puzzles, all the while ignoring an old man who had been silently following the two of them.Even, the cat, who has never had close contact with a man other than Fu, directly hugged the arm of the black-haired detective next to him for the first time.As we all know, this was originally Fu's exclusive treatment.After arriving at the martial arts, Fu took out a small dried fish and was about to greet his own cat.The cat flicked its tail and walked away.Not only did he walk away, but he also lowered his ears to show him the ears of the plane.