The wind seemed a bit chilly.
Although I was not afraid of the cold, I still wrapped my collar tightly and walked quickly on the streets of Shinan District.
I don’t know how to understand the “demonic nature” that Er Ye said.
The classics of the Jin family say that “the extreme of good gives rise to evil, and all evil returns to good.
Everyone in the world has two natures, and good and evil coexist.”
Since everyone has evil spirits, Why does my dad have to be the most special one?
Is this so-called demonic nature my dad was born with, or was it forced upon him by his family after he was born?
Thinking of this, I started looking around on the street, trying to distract myself.
Now my heart is full of resentment.
In this state, I don't think about problems with my brain, but with my emotions.
It's easy to imagine everything in the most disgusting way.
"Resentment is sometimes more troublesome than evil gods and ghosts.
If the resentment in your heart is too heavy, you have to resolve it quickly.
Even if it cannot be resolved, don't think about it at this time.
The more you think about it, the worse it will become.
I feel that life is gloomy and that if things go on like this, sooner or later I will fall into a situation of no return.”
This is what the second master said to me when I was grounded.
Although it was just a casual conversation and the words were full of randomness, it is still imprinted in my mind, urging me to stay awake every moment when my heart is shrouded in resentment.
No matter what role the second master played eleven years ago, one thing I have to admit is that he is indeed a good master.
In the year or so when I first returned home, the things he taught me were enough to benefit me throughout my life.
After leaving the barbecue restaurant, I went to Zhongbai Building and bought two suitcases and a lot of clothes.
I really don’t want to stay at the Zhang family for a moment, I just want to go to Shanghai as soon as possible.
I don’t plan to use the suitcase that Zhang Liyan bought me anymore, and I don’t want to wear the Tang suit that the Zhang family wears every day.
At that time, I seemed to have a vague confidence, thinking that I could wash away all the traces left on me by the family.
I dressed myself up again to look like a normal person outside the industry, but the bad news and gossip money were still entangled.
On my wrist, the psychic jade is still hanging around my neck, and the longan, 梼ya, and the Netherworld Tongbao are still put in my pants pocket.
Even when buying pants, I specifically choose ones with many pockets because I’m afraid I won’t be able to fit these things.
I can indeed erase some traces easily, but some traces have already been deeply ingrained in my heart, and they will not disappear until the day I die.
When I dragged two suitcases out of the shopping mall, I finally felt a little calmer.
I originally planned to ask Li Huaishan to go to the train station with me after shopping, but when I stood by the road, I was about to take out my mobile phone.
When I called Li Huaishan, the No. 3 bus leading directly to the train station had a car accident in front of me.
This car accident was not serious.
It was just a simple rear-end collision.
There was a moving company's truck, which may have been in a hurry.
When overtaking, it changed lanes very quickly.
The bus did not stop, and the front of the truck hit the butt of the truck.
No one in either vehicle was injured, but the drivers still rushed out of the cab and sprayed saliva on the street.
Sometimes people are very strange.
What happened in front of me clearly had nothing to do with me, but when I saw the scene in front of me, I seemed to be inspired by something, and immediately gave up the idea of calling Li Huaishan.
When a taxi stopped next to me, I immediately got in and headed straight to Guichuanzi in the west of the city.
Taoist Master Kongyun once suggested that I travel for a year and wait until the trip is over before making a decision.
I understood at that time that he wanted me to decide whether to stay in the Gan family after one year.
Staying is a lifetime, leaving is a lifetime.
I was worried that I would eventually choose to leave, so I had to go see Zhang Zizheng while I was still at his house.
Even if I just said hello or goodbye to him, at least I would have done my duty as a junior.
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In the year since I returned home, except for the encounter in the river, I have not had a few words with this dear uncle.
When the car was about to arrive at Guichuanzi Pass, I called Che Yanan to inquire about his residence, but I learned that Che Yanan had gone to Yeren Mountain, and it would take half a year to come back at the earliest.
In addition, there was no signal at all in Yeren Mountain.
He couldn't be reached by phone.
After that, I got out of the car, but instead of entering the ghost shop, I went back to the thrift store.
Qian Yanan was not in the store, but Li Huaishan had packed his luggage early in the morning.
When I entered the store, he sat on his suitcase and raised his chin at me: "When are you leaving?"
I glanced towards the counter and asked him, "Where's the man?"
"She knew you were leaving," Li Huaishan sighed and said, "so she left early."
I could only smile helplessly: "You don't know how to see me off.
What kind of sister do you think she is?"
Li Huaishan stood up and shook his head with a smile: "You don't know her well yet.
She is just too reluctant to let you go and doesn't want to see you walk out of the old alley.
By the way, Yanan asked me to ask you, what are you doing this time?"
It’s only been a year since I left, what will I do with Big Black and Iron Hammer?”
When I came back, I had been thinking about how to find the man named Gaidong, but I had forgotten the three of them.
When Li Huaishan mentioned this, I suddenly became embarrassed: "If you take these three with you, you can't take the train." ” Li Huaishan took out a set of keys from his pocket, waved them in front of my eyes, and said, "If you decide to take them with you, don't take the train and take the expressway."
I looked at the keys in his hand and asked him: "Whose car is it?"
"Qi Liyan lent it to us.
I used to think this guy was a pauper, but I didn't expect him to have such a high-end Range Rover.
Oh, by the way, there's also this."
As Li Huaishan spoke, he took out a piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to my hand.
I unfolded it and saw an address written on it, the mobile phone number of Gaidong.
Previously, Taoist priest Kong Yun had clearly asked me to go to the Bund to find Gaidong, but judging from the address on the note, Gaidong seemed to have been opened deep in the alley.
A bar.
I shook the note and asked Li Huaishan: "Is the address on it accurate?"
Li Huaishan spread his hands and said, "Then I don't know.
Why don't you ask Qi Liyan?
He left this note."
Except for Che Yanan, I don’t want to have any contact with the people around the second master now, so I waved my hand and said no, and then carefully put the note into my pocket.
Li Huaishan looked at the suitcase dragged behind me and asked: "Are you leaving now?"
I pushed one of the suitcases to her: "Don't use the old suitcase, use this one.
You pack your things, and I'll get three small items out."
As I said that, I walked towards the bedroom.
When I was about to step into the porch, Li Huaishan shouted in the hall: "I won't burden you anymore."
I stopped and turned to look at him.
He added: "I promise that I will never be a burden to you in the future."
I gave Li Huaishan a smile: "I never thought you were a burden."
Li Huaishan seemed to be infected by me and smiled.
After that, he lowered his head to pack his things, while I returned to the bedroom and told Xiaohei and Tiechui that I was going to take them on a trip and would not come back within a year.
At first, the hammer still had that indifferent expression that the whole world had nothing to do with, but as soon as it heard me saying that I was going to go on a long trip, it immediately raised its head and looked at me, its eyes widened as big as a light bulb.
I didn’t know what it was.
Are you nervous or excited?
But no matter what it thought at the time, when I left the bedroom, it followed me out together with Xiaohei.
After Li Huaishan packed up and saluted, he drove Qi Liyan's car to the door of the thrift store.
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Since Li Huaishan was often randomly checked by the traffic police while driving, I still drove the car, while he was responsible for checking the map and taking care of the luggage.
As soon as Dahui got in the car, he lay down on the back seat to sleep, and Tie Zhui lay on the passenger seat.
On top of the chair, staring in the rearview mirror with wide eyes.
Before driving, I originally wanted to call Che Yanan to inform her that we were leaving, but Li Huaishan stopped me.
He said that he would take the initiative to contact us when Che Yanan recovers.
If I call her now, I will definitely avoid it.
Get a scolding.
As soon as I thought so, I gave up the idea of calling Che Yanan, then pulled on the handbrake and drove the car slowly out of the alley.
Whenever the car passes by a store, the store owner will show his head and wave to me, which is a simple farewell.
Both of Boss Jiang's stores are closed.
She must have gone out to relax with Qian Yanan.
Boss Wen and Boss Yu are all in the store.
The lights were on, but neither of them showed up.
When the car was about to leave the alley, I received a text message from an unknown number.
Although I did not recognize the number, judging from the content, the sender should be Er Ye.
The text message said that in order to keep me here, Qi Heng In my family, I am afraid that during the year when I am traveling, I will find someone to persuade me and tell me to ignore those people and let me follow my own heart.
I didn't reply, I just smiled helplessly in my heart and stuffed the phone back into my pocket.
The road from the thrift store to the alley entrance seemed to be very long, but I finally drove out.
As soon as he exited the alley, Tie Hammer jumped into the back seat as if he had discovered a new world, and then pressed his entire face against the window, looking out the window with wide eyes.
I saw the strange look on Iron Hammer's face in the rearview mirror, and I couldn't help but laugh.
It turns out that this old cat, who usually treats people with a cold eye, can occasionally show curious eyes like a child.
Li Huaishan also looked back at Tie Hammer, and then turned to me and said: "Oh, as soon as I left the old alley, I felt so empty in my heart.
That feeling was similar to when I first arrived at the Furniture City.
No one cared about it.
People ask, like a wanderer."
I deliberately pretended not to hear and stared at the road ahead.
Li Huaishan probably felt a little bored, so he leaned on the back of the chair and played with his mobile phone.
After a while, he heard him talking to himself again: "Hey, it's Xiaoxue today.
Time flies so fast.
In the blink of an eye."
It’s winter.”
Since I was in coma for a long time in the hospital bed, I always thought it was still autumn.
After hearing what he said, I realized that early winter had arrived.
I just looked through the old calendar and found that the light snow in 2007 fell on October 14th of the lunar calendar, and it will be the New Year's Eve in more than two months.
On that day, Li Huaishan and I began a one-year tour.
However, according to Li Huaishan, our trip was not called a tour, but rather a wandering
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