And the reason why I wasted so much energy is, to put it bluntly, because I simply don’t know where to put my energy.
In fact, looking back on the more than a year I have been in the Qian family, almost every time I went out to do errands, someone else took me with me.
Before I took charge of the thrift store, my second master took me with me.
After taking charge of the thrift store, the first time I did an outside order, I was accompanied by a Qian man.
Later, Su Yunbin When I was killed, Sha Wenxiao and Bao Youyou were with me.
When I went to the Laohaiba Underground Palace, Wu Lin was there to help me.
Except for this time, the only time Li Huaishan and I went alone was the time we went to Southwest Chrysalis Village.
Looking back now, Li Huaishan and I almost fell into someone else's trap that time.
If Netherworld Tongbao hadn't helped us at the most critical moment, we both would have died underground long ago.
Even this time, without the hammer, Li Huaishan and I wouldn't know what we would be doing now.
People say we are rookies, but they are not unfair at all.
Li Huaishan leaned on the bed and sighed at me: "It's embarrassing this time."
I scratched my temples a little irritably, sighed gloomily, and said, "We have to make a plan."
Li Huaishan raised his hands, holding the back of his head, and asked me with interest: "What are the plans?"
I still couldn't help but sigh before speaking: "We have to plan what will happen in one year.
For example, what kind of person we will become in one year, what kind of cultivation we will achieve in one year, and we must set a plan." plan."
Hearing my words, Li Huaishan frowned: "Stop making trouble, this is not about how many points you need to get in the exam, how many questions you have to do every day, how do you make a plan?"
I patted my butt and stood up: "No matter what, at least I have to have a clear mind about what I can do and what I shouldn't do.
My mind must be clear and I can't be so confused anymore.
No, I have to make a list.
List out what you can and cannot do."
Li Huaishan smiled helplessly.
He seemed to be a little dismissive of my ideas.
It was not until I took out a pen and paper from the suitcase that Li Huaishan said, "You really want to write these things that you have and don't have."
On paper, you are not a kid who has just entered school, and you have to get yourself a student code.
Besides, Bao Youyou said, you can't always put pressure on yourself, but you have to get some by yourself for whatever you are doing now.
Follow the rules and frame yourself.”
As I wrote words on the paper, I responded: "Some people never set any rules for themselves, but they never do what they promised.
I don't know who it is, but I will say it again and again.
I’m not nervous anymore, but when the moment comes, I’m still nervous when I should be, I’m still nervous when I should be, I still have stage fright, I keep saying things over and over again, I won’t be a burden to others anymore, but when the time comes, I’m still a burden.”
Upon hearing this, Li Huaishan was immediately unhappy: "If not, who are you talking about?"
I didn't want to argue with him, so I just said to him: "Ergou, have you noticed that sometimes and certain things, if you don't remind yourself repeatedly in daily life, once you encounter a bump in the road, you will easily fall off the chain."
Li Huaishan opened his mouth, but didn't say a word for a long time.
Then he nodded sharply and took out his notebook and pen from the suitcase.
That night, I almost stripped myself naked from the inside out and listed all the problems in my body on paper.
To be honest, when all the shortcomings were unreservedly presented in front of me, I found that He is simply a useless person.
As for my specific shortcomings, in order to save space, I will not list them one by one.
Anyway, as long as I know them clearly in my heart.
I don’t want to become a so-called saint, and I have never thought about becoming a perfect person in this life, so I will never try to correct all my shortcomings.
But at the same time, I also know very well that I urgently need to change now.
I want change.
After struggling for three or four hours, Li Huaishan and I finally compiled a "plan" for ourselves that only we could see.
Li Huaishan folded his plan and put it in his jacket pocket.
I repeated my plan over and over again.
After reading it a few times, I took out a lighter and burned it to ashes.
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When Li Huaishan saw my move, he was stunned for three or four seconds and then burned his own plan.
The small east bedroom was filled with the smell of plant ash, and the smoke lingered in the air for a long time.
Li Huaishan and I sat on our respective beds, looking up at the smoke floating on the roof, and stayed in silence for a long time.
It wasn't until Li Huaishan smiled and cursed: "Trouble", I also smiled and shook my head, took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it.
At ten o'clock in the evening, Lao Hu knocked on the door of the east bedroom, said that the meal was ready, and asked Li Huaishan and I to go to the living room to eat.
Li Huaishan and I did come out of the bedroom, but instead of having dinner with Old Hu, we left home directly and went to the small mountain bag in the east of the village to find Old Man Zheng.
Lao Hu was busy coaxing his wife, and he didn't notice at all when Li Huaishan and I went out without saying a word.
After coming out of Lao Hu's house, I confessed to Li Huaishan that the roads in the village were too complicated for me.
Although I went to the east end of the village with the owner of the shoe store, I had long forgotten the road.
Li Huaishan rushed I smiled and consciously walked to the front to lead the way.
It is true that Li Huaishan has never been to Old Man Zheng's home, but he knows how to get to the east end of the village.
At night, this small urban village becomes very quiet.
Li Huaishan walks in front, his soles touching the ground, making constant dull footsteps.
I follow him, always feeling a little panicked.
I'm still worried that when Old Man Zheng sees me again this time, he will have more contempt in his eyes.
Li Huaishan probably had the same worries.
Before leaving the east exit of the village, he had been walking in front, but when the hill beside the road appeared in front of us, he deliberately slowed down and retreated behind me.
I took a deep breath, slowly climbed up the hill, slowly raised my hand, and gently knocked on the door of Old Man Zheng's house.
At that time, I was like a junior high school student who failed the exam and was summoned to the teacher's office.
The moment I knocked on the door, I actually hoped that there was no one in Old Man Zheng's home.
But contrary to expectations, Old Man Zheng quickly opened the door for us, and what greeted us on the other side of the door was not a look of disdain, but a smiling face filled with enthusiasm.
Seeing the smile on Old Man Zheng's face, I was also infected and gradually started to smile.
After entering the house, Old Man Zheng kept thanking Li Huaishan and me for saving the village.
He also brought a tea tray and invited Li Huaishan and me to drink tea.
It seems that Li Huaishan and I's previous worries were unnecessary.
Old Man Zheng set the tea tray, and Li Huaishan and I sat down near the window.
After drinking a few cups of tea, Old Man Zheng asked me if I was here because of the owner of the shoe store.
I smiled and nodded, saying that I came here just to ask what happened in the village.
Why is there a fierce ghost in the warehouse, and where did the urn used to seal the ghost's soul come from?
What kind of person is Mrs.
Wang?
Why did she suddenly transform into a corpse last night?
And that shoe store named Wang?
Boss, what role did you play in this incident?
Faced with my series of questions, Old Man Zheng didn't seem to know where to start.
He slowly sipped the tea in the cup, staring at the edge of the coffee table, thinking quietly for a long time.
It wasn't until the tea in the cup had cooled down that Old Man Zheng said, "Xiao Wang's grandfather is my master."
I was stunned for a moment, and it took me a moment to realize that the Xiao Wang he was talking about must be the owner of the shoe store.
After saying this, Old Man Zheng fell into deep thought again.
After a short while, he continued: "My master was not originally named Wang.
He was from Myanmar.
He helped people raise brats all his life.
He was damaged."
Yin De, my son was hacked to death at a young age, and my grandson has been born with sprained legs.
My master didn’t want that.
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I followed in his footsteps and only taught me some medicine and pharmacology, but when it comes to real skills, I didn't learn much.
Originally, according to my master's wishes, those things he practiced would eventually accompany him to the grave.
We will never see the light of day again, but when it comes, there are still some things left behind.”
There was originally no tea in Old Man Zheng's cup, but when he said this, he still brought the rim of the cup to his mouth and took a sip out of habit.
I asked at the right time: "What did he leave behind?"
Old Man Zheng took a deep breath before saying that before his master died, he compiled his life story into a booklet.
The reason why he compiled such a thing was not to leave it to future generations, but just to leave it to future generations.
When I look back on my life.
But when the old man was buried, he forgot to bury this booklet in the soil.
Later, the owner of the shoe store came back to collect the old man's belongings and accidentally discovered this booklet, and learned a way to raise imps for himself.
The secret to changing your luck.
Before this shoe store owner changed his fortune, he could be considered the poorest person in the village.
In addition, he had always been restless and always thought about making a fortune one day.
Now that he had obtained this secret technique, he became greedy.
After all, it is not a magic secret book, it is just a memoir, and there are many flaws in the magic spells recorded in it.
After obtaining the so-called secret technique, the owner of the shoe store secretly summoned ghosts in the village behind Old Man Zheng's back.
He originally wanted to recruit a little ghost, but unexpectedly he summoned an old actor from the Republic of China back, but he didn't know the obsession with that ghost.
He was so thoughtful that he even prepared an urn to support the other party.
It was probably fate.
After he made food for the old actor, his fortune really turned around.
Not only did he make a few small sums of money by accident that year, but he also became the party secretary of the village.
This made him even more confident.
He thought it was the spell in the book that had an effect, so he relaxed his courage and decided to make a fortune by relying on the "little ghost" in the urn.
After he stepped down from the position of party secretary, he sold his belongings and started a business of hoarding and selling shoes
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