When he was young, Mad Dog also fantasized about his own death.
Just like thousands of ordinary passionate young men in the Xingyao Federation, he is not afraid of death, but is afraid of dying in obscurity and disappearing from everyone.
It was the most dangerous time in the Old Federation, when the folk customs were extremely tough, and all kinds of war games and hero movies were popular.
All the boys aged sixteen or seventeen who had not fully developed their spiritual or other roots, were full of passion and had nowhere to vent.
We all want to die like the heroes in games and movies, It is best to use your bow and sword to kill all directions for three days and three nights.
After leaving a mountain of corpses of monsters and a sea of blood behind you, under the first ray of bloody dawn, carry the hot crystal rail cannon and rush towards the overwhelming monsters.
Chao, leaving one or two heroic words that can be recorded in history textbooks.
This is the most perfect way to die.
At that time, the mad dog never imagined that he would die like this, as if he died like a fart that doesn't stink or make any noise.
Those were the golden years of his life.
At that time, he was a proud man, a man of the hour, and a super genius that attracted much attention.
He once thought that his fate was destined long ago.
What lay ahead was glorious, thrilling, soul-stirring, and vigorous.
Even if he was not the whole world, at least he was the absolute protagonist of the small world around him.
However, the arrival of "that person" completely shattered his dream and effectively strangled the road to destiny that he had not yet begun!
Overnight, the situation suddenly changed.
His father was imprisoned, all his family property was confiscated, and he still owed a large amount of debt.
He also suffered a double blow both physically and mentally, and became notorious in the circle.
In the end, he did not have a major university.
If you are willing to admit, you can only enroll in a second-rate college.
The world and destiny he originally thought collapsed.
Suffering this blow, he was unable to recover and spent twenty years in a miserable state.
It's not that he doesn't want to cheer up, but every time he is ready to regroup and work hard, news of "that person" comes like a lingering ghost.
If it were just an ordinary "opponent" or "enemy", perhaps he could still practice hard to catch up and take revenge.
But "that person" was an out-and-out monster.
Every time the news was so earth-shattering and horrifying, it made him completely despair and unable to resist at all.
Just because he is disheartened and has no courage to compete with "that person" does not mean that the storm caused by "that person" will not sweep over him.
As the strength and fame of "that person" skyrocketed, the past grudges between him and "that person" were resurfaced and hyped as gossip.
Of course, most of the news was to exaggerate how wise "that person" was.
Shenwu, of course, is an inconspicuous stepping stone in the corner of the picture.
The occasional "obtrusive" passages only use his hideousness, ugliness and overestimation of his abilities to contrast the glorious image of "that person".
Twenty years have passed like this.
In the world around him, he seems to be tied to "that person".
Every time he mentions the name of "that person", others will mention him in passing, without using any words.
He was so humiliated that just a few casual glances at him with that half-smiling look was enough to completely twist his iron-clad nerves!
Twenty years later, those former classmates who were far less qualified than him all achieved success and began to stand out; even the mediocre classmates all formed happy families and lived a prosperous life, but he was still immersed in it.
Unable to extricate himself from the self-pity and self-abasement, he became a hopeless drunkard and gangster.
It was his father who was released on medical parole.
The slap he gave him on the hospital bed before his death changed his fate for the second time.
"I...I don't have the skills like you!"
These were my father's last words.
His hands were trembling, and he wanted to close the old man's eyes, but he couldn't.
From then on, no matter where he went, he seemed to be able to see the old man's eyes, staring down at him, burning his unyielding flames, Smashed it hard!
He thought he understood what his father meant.
To be fair, from the perspective of an adult in his 30s and 40s, many things that happened when he was a frivolous teenager in his teens and 20s are indeed his fault and he deserves it.
Free novels bring you joy and joy ---> storyskyline.net
Therefore, his emotions towards "that person" are very complicated.
Rather than "hatred", it is more like extremely strong "jealousy" and "unwillingness", right?
He wants revenge, against "that person", against the absurd fate, and against the damn thief God!
He wants revenge not because he really hates that person, he just wants to tell the world that he will definitely take back what belongs to him, and that he is the real protagonist of this world!
During the three days that he stayed at the old man's wake, he was completely transformed and became enlightened.
As soon as the old man passed his first seven years, he bid farewell to his past life completely and entered the most cruel underground arena in the dark corner of the Federation.
Relying on the capital left over from his crazy training when he was young, he started from the lowest level of preliminary rounds and went all the way to the annual finals of the 120-city United Arena, where he gained the reputation of "Mad Dog" for the first time.
Every time before taking the field, the moment he puts on the mask is the most relaxed and comfortable moment for him, because in the cruel world of the underground arena, no one knows he is him, he is a mad dog!
In just five years, he has been on a meteoric rise from Qi refining to foundation building.
In terms of his experience and past, it can be called a miracle.
During the game, he would look up at the stars with his bruised head, wondering if one day he could really compete with "that person".
After all, "that person" has disappeared for a long time.
It is said that he has entered a state of hibernation, and his strength should have stagnated.
This is a great opportunity for him to "overtake in a corner".
But the cruel reality shattered his hopes time and time again.
The most recent one was when he was seriously injured in a gold medal match.
After half a year of training, his strength plummeted.
Since then, he has been ups and downs in the underground arena circle for many years, but has never reached a higher level of achievement.
Later, whether he was exploring resource planets as a "bounty hunter" or joining the federal army, he fought against all kinds of enemies. , no matter how crazy, cruel, or perverted the methods he uses to torture himself, the improvement in strength is still as slow as a snail.
Golden elixir, haha, for a whole hundred years, it was just a golden elixir mixed in.
In the eyes of ordinary people, it may be great, but compared with "that person", it is simply worse than horse dung squashed by wheels.
At some point, he suddenly realized that he would never, ever, ever be as good as that person in his life.
It doesn't matter, strength is not important, military merit is the first priority.
He will make astonishing military exploits that far exceed that of that man, and even if he dies, he will die in a majestic way!
With this belief, he is always at the forefront in the most dangerous missions in the army's wars, large and small.
But fate played another big joke on him.
He has not caught up with the good times.
Apart from the Sky Ring War, the Federation has only encountered some sporadic bandit suppression and security wars in the past hundred years.
Even if it single-handedly wiped out the monsters and bandits on the entire planet, it would be nothing worth bragging about. ?
At this moment, "The Empire Strikes Back" was originally his best chance.
But he did not expect that the main force of the Black Wind Fleet would raid the Tianyuan Realm.
Although he had personally experienced this war, he was the first batch of troops to face the enemy.
He was an out-and-out cannon fodder, destined to die in obscurity in this iron can.
Fall, just like so many ordinary soldiers around me.
Yes, ordinary...
Until the last moment of his life, looking back on the monotonous life of the past hundred years, Mad Dog finally shed his pretense of neurosis and madness, and had to admit with great frustration: "It turns out that I am just an ordinary person, just like the thousands of ordinary soldiers around me.
I am insignificant when I am alive and insignificant when I am dead.
I have always been.
"God, damn you, it turns out that Li Yao is your chosen one, and I am really just a stepping stone.
"I will never be able to catch up with him.
No matter how much I torture myself, it will be useless.
The gap between us will only get wider and wider.
Now I am not even qualified to be one of those little minions with deer-headed and rat-like eyes in the movie starring him!"
"This... is life, right?
"I am an ordinary person.
Free novels bring you joy and joy ---> storyskyline.net
How can ordinary people fight against superheroes?
Then in this damn war, I will die ordinary and unknown, just like all the ordinary soldiers around me, just like dirt and shit. , what else is there to struggle with?
The more you struggle, the more it becomes a joke!
"Die, don't think about anything, old man, I'm sorry, afterlife, afterlife..."
The mad dog's consciousness gradually dissipated, and his soul fell into a weak darkness.
But after a long time, I still couldn't wait for complete relief.
Instead, my perception gradually increased, and there was a refreshing, cool, and extremely itchy feeling from the wound on my abdomen!
Mad Dog's eyes widened and he found a small blue dot on his retina beating happily.
Jingkai's medical system miraculously repaired itself, and artificial active cells were being injected into his liver area.
Perhaps the impact of some fine meteorites hit a key point in a certain medical unit?
On the chaotic battlefield, anything incredible can happen, even if the chance is only one in a billion!
"What do you mean, you won't let me die?"
In a daze, Mad Dog saw his father's eyes full of anger and unwillingness, staring at him outside the helmet's window.
That's right, unwilling, unwilling, really damn unwilling!
"God, what on earth do you want to do?
If you really don't want me to die, if there is really a chance for me to compete with Li Yao again, please give me some inspiration!
“I don’t ask to defeat him, I just want to stand in front of him, let him see what I look like now, and tell him who I really am!
"God, help me, even if, even if Li Yao is really the protagonist of the whole world, at least let me be the protagonist of this small battlefield now, for just one second!"
The mad dog burst into tears and roared silently.
As soon as he finished speaking, a series of flashes of light appeared not far away.
"This, is this the revelation you gave me, my God?"
The mad dog was startled for a moment, then raised his hope again.
Regardless of the pain in his abdomen, he activated the few remaining talisman formations on the crystal armor and flew towards the flash.
After a moment, he braked suddenly, and his eyes instantly became bloodshot.
That was the Imperial Crystal Armor used by Siwutai to clean up the battlefield.
They didn't notice him originally, but he took the initiative to activate the power talisman array and exposed his target, causing all the imperial crystal armors to fly towards him.
"Hold."
The mad dog said to the thief God.
It turned out that this was the different ways of death that the thief God had given him, and they were also unknown. 90% of the area on the battlefield is occupied by the three-star lightning battle flag of the Imperial Army.
The mad dog is desperate and should close his eyes and wait for death. but…… Not willing to give in!
Not willing to give in!
Not willing to give in!
Not willing to give in!
Not willing to give in!
Not willing to give in!
Not willing to give in!
In a daze, he somehow recalled the golden years in Fuge City a hundred years ago, and thought of the once domineering and extremely proud young man.
"Hehe, hehehe!"
The mad dog vomited blood, slung it across his back, and swung the half-handed dragon-killing knife that relied on magnetic adsorption again, letting out a lawless laugh.
Blood sprayed all over the helmet, and even the windows were dyed red.
Looking out through the blood, the brilliant sea of stars is in full swing!
"God damn it, and you trash..."
The mad dog brandished the dragon-killing sword, activated the last five power talisman formations, and swooped down like a falling meteor, "I was the number one master of Chixiao No. 2 Middle School in Fuge City, Xingyao Federation in the past, Helian Lie!
What on earth do you think I am?
Who is it that wants to kill me?
Free novels bring you joy and joy ---> storyskyline.net
Let’s try it!”