Yun Miao said: "I have found all of these, but from the information after you joined the army, I can't find them." ” In fact, she was curious about his past, but she never took the initiative to ask.
She was also curious about where the scars on his body came from, Ji Cheng's back, chest, and legs were covered with a lot of scars, some of which were shallow and almost disappeared, and some of which had long since healed, but they were still extremely hideous.
At first, I didn't pay attention to turning off the light, but the more times we were together, the more curious I became.
But she knew that people who generally carried so many scars must be burdened with more secrets, so she didn't ask, for fear of asking his sadness.
I didn't expect it to be left behind after enlisting in the army.
What kind of mission would leave him with so many wounds?
Yun Miao's hand unconsciously stroked his back, gently rubbing through his shirt.
Ji Cheng said: "A lot of things happened after enlisting in the army.
Lu Xiran finally joined the army, and I joined the special forces of the air force.
Later carried out several top-secret missions......"
"What top-secret mission?"
Yun Miao's eyes shone brightly, and he asked curiously.
She hugged his waist and looked up at him, as if she had forgotten what she had experienced today, and he was the only one left in her eyes.
However, Ji Cheng didn't answer her question.
After being stunned for a while, she reacted: "Can't you say?
” Ji Cheng's expression was a little embarrassed.
Yun Miao understood and asked, "Then what?"
” "I forgot what the last mission was, there was an accident, selective amnesia."
Ji Cheng said lightly.
For the first time, Yun Miao felt that the man who was so powerful and invincible in her eyes also had a fragile moment, so she quietly hugged him and said, "Since you have forgotten it selectively, it proves that the memory is not good." ” "Maybe!"
Ji Cheng put his arm around her and said, "But I remember that I tasted revenge, Ru Mao was calm after drinking blood, and after the excitement came endless emptiness. ” She finally understood why he suddenly brought up the past he didn't want to mention, just to tell her the truth.
"Sometimes once you're stuck in it, it's hard to get out."
He looked out the window at the swaying leaves, the dark night and the dappled black shadows on the glass windows.
Yun Miao suddenly understood something and asked him, "This is why you left the army?"
” Ji Cheng shook his head: "I quit the army because I knew that I was not suitable to stay in the army anymore. ” After he finished speaking, he lifted his trousers, pointed to the shocking scar on his heel, and said, "It is said that this happened during the last mission, and he was poisoned and his tendon was ruptured. ” Judging from Ji Cheng's walking posture, Yun Miao is not professional enough, and he really can't see anything abnormal, but he has always walked steadily, and he has not seen him running or doing other leg exercises, her eyes flashed, and she couldn't help it just now, but her eyes were a little red at this moment.
"It's good that I can't remember the past."
She said it over and over again.
"If you had a choice, would you choose to forget the saddest part of your past?"
Ji Cheng asked.
This assumption was unrealistic, but Yun Miao thought about it as if it were a real question based on the question he asked, and after thinking about it, she came up with a positive answer, and she shook her head.
Even if she could, she didn't want to forget.
Ji Cheng put his arm around her shoulders and told her: "People are like this, they grow up and forget at the same time.
As long as you insist on what you want to do, I want to support you.
But don't sink too deep.
Xi Hang deserves his retribution, but it's not worth it to exchange your time for his fate. ” "Auntie gave up fighting with Xi Hang back then, and I also hope that you can be stable and happy."
After Ji Cheng finished speaking, he told her again, "Miao, revenge is okay, but you can't be lost."
But no matter what decision you make, I'm someone you can rely on. ” "Hmmm......"
This night, Yun Miao remembered two of the most profound words.
The reason why people have endless desires is because once they lose their goals, they become empty.
Revenge is allowed, but it cannot be lost.
The next day, Yun Miao made a phone call to Jian Zeyao and told Jian Zeyao about the diary.
Jian Zeyao asked, "Then what do you think now?"
” Thinking that Yun Miao had a new plan or would ask his opinion in confusion, who knew that she said something that made him scratch his head, she said: "I want to move, just tomorrow, you and Zigui will come over to help, right?"
” "Moving?
Where to move?
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Jian Zeyao thought that Yun Miao had been hit hard.
Who knew that she smiled and said: "Ji Cheng and I bought a small villa, and wrote our names to make our new house."
I want to move, I want to get married......"
If these words had been put a year ago, Jian Zeyao would not have believed that he would have said it from Yun Miao's mouth, and this tone was full of yearning and expectation, as if she had an indescribable beautiful vision of her upcoming new home and newlywed life.
Although Jian Zeyao was shocked by her, he still nodded in response.
Ji Cheng respected Yun Miao's opinion, and specially took a day to prepare to help Yun Miao pack his luggage.
Although the new home has everything available, whether it is furniture or others, Yun Miao feels that it is meaningful to move something from the old home.
She rejected Ji Cheng, but asked Du Jixiao to help her clean up.
While helping her sort out her clothes, Du Xiaoxiao listened to her talk about Miranda.
Du Jixiao felt sorry for Yun Miao, and naturally hated Miranda from Yun Miao's point of view, but from Miranda's point of view, in Yun Miao's words, it was: "She has her concerns, she just made her choice, if I were her......"
"If you were her, you wouldn't do that!"
Du Jixiao opened his mouth with great determination, his eyes widened, and he looked indignant.
Yun Miao smiled instead: "How do you know that I won't do this, people won't be killed for themselves!"
” "No matter, I just know!"
Du Jixiao looked like 'I'm the uncle, I have the final say', and asked her again, "Then are you still going to the hospital today?"
” "I asked Ah Cheng to go to the hospital and communicate with the doctor."
Yun Miao said.
It's not that she doesn't want to go, it's that she hasn't figured out how to face Miranda yet.
After a while, Ji Cheng called and told her that the doctor said that Miranda's condition was not optimistic, even chemotherapy and radiotherapy were just a way to prolong her life, and in fact, Miranda's own body was also suffering.
After hanging up the phone, Yun Miao felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
"Xiaoxiao, I always wanted Miranda to be actively treated, so she arranged a specialist consultation as soon as she returned to China, but in fact, I never asked her opinion.
I just selfishly didn't want her to leave me......"
"How good it is to be alive!
Miranda did not refuse treatment, proving that she also wants to live well.
As the saying goes, it's better to die than to live, don't think nonsense!
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