This was the first thing Yan Jiuming said to her.
She always remembered.
She remembered it until she died.
At that time, she didn't lose anything, just looking for the jar of wine she had buried last spring.
And when she met Yan Jiuming, she began to lose a lot of things.
Her heart, her pride, and, finally, her children, her parents and brothers, and, her own life.
What she threw away was what Yan Jiuming obtained.
With what she threw away, he exchanged it for his country.
Hatred continued to entangle the tip of her heart, and she felt that if she gritted her teeth and held back, she would rush out in the next moment, find Yan Jiuming, and die with him.
But she knew that she couldn't do anything now. has no martial arts, no Gu poison, no relatives and no friends to help her, no power, and is as humble as the most humble slave in this palace.
And Yan Jiuming is the king of this palace.
He was the emperor of Southern Qin.
He is the pride of the sky, and she is now an ant.
Therefore, she can't be in a hurry now, everything has to be done slowly, one day, she will get back what Yan Jiuming has now.
Make him what she is.
Even, more than she is now, it is better to live than to die.
"What do you want me to do?"
Chongmen Huan put away all her emotions, and still asked Qin Yunxi ignorantly, just as everything in the past, she never remembered it.
Qin Yunxi waved his hand and asked Han Xia to hand over the things in his hand to Chongmen Huan.
Then, carefully told Shigemen Huan what she was going to do.
Holding the things in his hand, Chongmenhuan was stunned for a moment: "What is the purpose of Niangniang's this?"
” "Do you know what the heartache is in this world?"
Qin Yunxi sat in front of the beauty couch, raised his head slightly and looked at Chongmen Huan, with a slight smile in his eyes, which looked unfathomable.
This woman is becoming more and more difficult to fathom.
Chongmen Huan shook her head in confusion very cooperatively, for Qin Yunxi, all she wanted was an obedient chess piece, as long as she was obedient enough, Qin Yunxi could decide, she had completely controlled her.
This made Qin Yunxi very satisfied.
Her gaze looked over Chongmenhuan's shoulder to the courtyard outside, it was raining, the faint dim light looked faint, and the human voice seemed to have a little hazy feeling.
"It's the hardest thing to be graced by a beauty."
This sentence slowly came out of Qin Yunxi's mouth, and it sounded different.
Chongmen Huan could hear that Qin Yunxi was talking with some mockery when he said this.
There is also a deep, deep amazement.
She knows Yan Jiuming's past, the acquaintance between Yan Jiuming and Qin Xuanji, and everything is known very clearly because she has followed Qin Xuanji's side step by step over the years.
Qin Xuanji is a beauty, and Yan Jiuming is the one who receives the favor.
"The emperor has received too much beauty and kindness from that person, even if she is dead now, he hates her, but no one can deny that he loves her, love and hate are the most unbearable, you go, seize the opportunity, this palace believes, he will definitely keep you by his side."
She said it with certainty.
It was as if everything was under her control.
The understanding of Yan Jiuming is very deep.
She could think of all the reactions that a man should have. can't resist Qin Xuanji's beauty, and can't let go of his love-hate entanglement.
People, most of them, are uneasy after all.