She chose Yan Jiuming.
At the beginning, it seemed that everything was fine, because he came from the famous Nalan family, and Yan Jiuming, who had no power at that time, was naturally very kind to Nalan.
Qin Se and Ming, envying others.
However, how much love there is in this, only Nalan Xin can feel it the most.
If a woman can be easily replaced by another woman, then at least it can prove that this woman does not have much status in this man's heart.
After having Qin Xuanji, Yan Jiuming seemed to have forgotten her, abandoned her in the deep palace courtyard, and watched the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court alone, and he never came to accompany her to see the flowers and play the piano with her as in the past.
It's not that he changed his mind, but from beginning to end, he never gave her a heart.
So much so that later, even if Qin Xuanji died, he was respectful to Nalan Xin, would accompany her to dine and talk to her, but he often lost his mind. has never been the same as Qin Xuanji, who has always looked at her.
I don't love it!
She only understood this fact after Qin Xuanji died, because before Qin Xuanji died, she always felt that it was Qin Xuanji who snatched her lover.
It was Qin Xuanji who snatched her position as queen and robbed her of everything, so Qin Xuanji must die.
It's just that after Qin Xuanji really died, the facts appeared naked in front of her, it turned out that it was not Qin Xuanji who snatched her lover.
It's her lover, and he doesn't love her at all.
People can't get love in a person they love deeply, so they naturally grow resentment and hatred, she loves Yan Jiuming, but hates him.
Therefore, in the face of Yan Su's hints, she had some unsightly things with Yan Su again.
Inside and outside the palace, the night lingered tactfully, and there were also touching love words.
But he never thought that it would cause today's disaster.
Nalan Xin cried so much that the makeup on his face was spent, and he muttered: "If there was no trace of the old love, I would not have chosen him!"
” It's because of the old love, after all, there are some regrets.
Especially when I was getting worse and worse, I thought of going back to my old lover to get a little comfort.
This is her selfishness and meanness, and the consequences of today's evil are also what she must bear.
She sat up straight from Mrs.
Nalan's body, wiped the tears from her face, and then made up her mind: "Then take it away!"
” No matter how reluctant you are in your heart, you can't keep it after all.
What can't be retained, is destined to be let go.
Otherwise, there will be no place to bury.
She would never allow what she had painstakingly managed for so many years to collapse overnight.
Seeing that she had finally made up her mind, Mrs.
Nalan was a little relieved, but she immediately thought of another question: "It must not be safe to shed a child in the palace, there are many people, if it spreads, it will be a capital crime!"
” Dr.
Li, a henchman who has never dared to speak up, also interjected: "Madame is right, this process is very painful, Niangniang will definitely make trouble for a while, Niangniang must remember the last ......"
"Shut up!"
Nalan Xin's face changed in shock, and he looked at Doctor Li angrily, so don't be so frightened that Doctor Li knelt down as soon as his legs became weak, and Nalan Xin's voice came from above his head: "You dig up the old wounds of this palace, don't you want this palace to give you a red zhang?"
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