Sometimes she will regret a lot, if she can resist the loneliness of the deep palace, then now, she is still a noble and dignified concubine Nalan Xin, in the harem, lonely life.
The emperor who can't get it is pitied, lives as a lonely harem woman, or dies in the deceit of the deep palace.
Either way, time is going to be longer, and now, it's all coming to an end.
She knew that she had fallen on this matter, it must have been a well-designed bureau, and who was the person controlling this bureau?
Yan Jiuming?
Yanka?
Or Xie Qingluan, or ......
Heavy door?
Everyone is suspicious, everyone is scary, no matter which one of them is now, it no longer means anything to her.
The matter between her and Yan Su is certain, others are just clever in taking advantage of this, even if she finds out who set up this out, she still can't escape the fate of death.
The tone is noisy, it is better to accept fate, and the result is the same.
In the drowsy shadows, Nalan felt as if the bones in her body were about to shatter, and the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow made her heart twitch incomparably.
Tears fell silently, this trip to this life, there was no trace left, and she didn't save her two children.
Is it really worth it for this power, for this share?
No one told her if it was worth it, only people kept telling her that if she didn't fight, then there would be nothing.
However, what can she do if everything is there, isn't she still the same, unable to keep her children?
Before he died, he hated nothing, but hated Yan Jiuming, turned into a ghost, and was unwilling to let him go!
Tingqin came in from outside with a bowl, the contents of the bowl were still steaming, and he carefully bent down and handed it to Nalan Xin: "Niangniang, this is the slave maid begging a few adults outside to be accommodating, and it is for Niangniang, drink a little!"
” It was a bowl of hot porridge, steaming, and Nalan knew in his heart that it was condensed with Tingqin's unknown humility and tears.
She felt that her eyes were jerky, shook her head and said, "You can eat some, I am a dying person, it is useless to eat or not!"
” Hearing her words, Tingqin's tears fell suddenly. cried and said: "Niangniang, don't say that, your body is so weak now, if you don't eat something, you won't be able to hold on." ” In order to let Nalan Xin eat something, she hurriedly said, "Didn't the queen mother promise you to help you save General Nalan's life just now?"
There is always a little thought, you have to watch the queen mother fulfill her promise, otherwise what if she deceived you?
” "Listen to the ......"
Nalan wanted to say something, but a word choked in his throat and couldn't say it.
Even now, when she is so downcast and facing death, Tingqin is still loyal to her, perhaps, this is the only thing that makes her feel that she is not so defeated.
At least there's someone around.
"You are not a member of the Nalan family, most of the emperors will send you out of the palace, and when the time comes, you will find someone to marry, don't enter the door of the official family!"
Being born in a prominent official family is not necessarily a happy thing.
Many entanglements, many unfreedoms, love and hate are not controlled by themselves, everything is under the control of others.
It's never been self-helping.