In the wind and rain, when he said this, it was bitter.
She didn't know when he came back, it should have been a long time after he left, how did he come over after he was out alone for such a long time?
"How have you come all these years?"
When she asked this sentence, her heart was quite bitter, knowing that he must be having a bad time outside, but she couldn't help but ask.
She wanted to know all about him, the good and the bad.
The man still refused to let go of her, buried his head in her, and after being silent for a while, he began to say slowly: "Not long after leaving the imperial city, there was an accident at home, and I was chased and killed all the way, fled all the way, and traveled to countless places. ” He said this to her so often, which made Chongmen Huan feel very warm, and over and over again, it was his voice that echoed in her heart.
"I always want to come back and see, but where is the way back!"
His voice was low and hoarse, and how much bitterness and helplessness he had in it were all brought away by him in this sentence, and finally fell silent.
There is no turning back, so you can only move forward step by step.
It seemed that there was a lot to say, but she didn't know where to start, she was willing to listen, and he was willing to say, and he talked about a lot of things in a staggered manner.
"At that time, it seemed that all of a sudden, I felt that I had grown up, only to realize that there were still so many hardships in this world, and there were still so many sufferings in the world."
He grew up in a noble family, was born with a golden spoon, grew up in a prosperous and wealthy family, and had the most perfect and willful youth, and did not eat the fireworks of the world.
Later, I found that there are so many pains and struggles in life, and I realized that life can be such a situation, so tormenting, and so rapid growth.
He gradually understood that the girl Qin Xuanji looked at him with a more or less childish meaning.
Later, when he thought of all this, the corners of his lips lifted slightly in the cold night of a foreign land, and that was the only thing he felt happy.
In those long nights, the girl warmed his cold nights.
Chongmen Huan felt that the emotions in his heart were unstable, listening to him babbling so much to her, that feeling came from the bottom of his heart, it was strange and familiar.
Let her miss it, let her not give it up.
"At that time, you were really too arrogant, you didn't know the height of the sky, you thought that your world was in your hands, and you were not afraid of anything!"
She actually laughed at these words.
The high-spirited teenager at that time was really nostalgic.
Compared with the current cold and heavy door, she prefers the young Shen Changan.
"Nope."
Chongmen opened his mouth in a deep voice: "I'm afraid." ” With such a big wind and rain, it seemed to calm down all of a sudden, and she stood there and listened to Chongmen Jue whispering in her ear: "I'm afraid that you will grow up and go with someone else!"
” So at that time, he always approached her infinitely with uninhibited reasons, but he couldn't pull his head down, and he was used to being high and unwilling to bend down.
The only thing he had ever feared in his life finally became true long afterward.
Later, he always laughed at himself countless times, perhaps, all his life, he should be so calm and relieved, never afraid and unwilling to retreat, and continue to move forward alone!