Xu Ziyu had a light smile on his face, which was completely different from before, less gloomy, more hope and bravery.
Her voice still sounded weak, but I can imagine the courage it took for her to make that decision.
But the yin qi in her womb is not something that can be dispelled with courage.
The time chosen by Chen Tingting's yin soul is too coincidental, it happens to be the time when the three souls of the fetus are formed, and this time point is invaded by yin qi, and the fetal soul has yin qi in it.
This yin energy will continue to nourish as the fetus's soul grows until it reaches its peak at the moment of birth.
Such a fetus must be born at a cloudy time, and it will die at birth, and at the same time it will give birth to a ghost of the yin.
Unless you meet a real feng shui master, there is no way to save this viviparous yin ghost.
Not to mention that I haven't comprehended "Qi" yet, even if I comprehend it, the probability of rescuing this fetus will not exceed 10%.
Intellectually speaking, I must persuade Xu Ziyu to kill this child now, this is the best choice.
But yesterday I tried my best to persuade her to keep the child as much as possible, and today I suddenly changed my mind to persuade her to have an abortion, what is the matter?
I didn't dare to persuade her directly, but I just told her as tactfully as possible that the blood stains on her bed were Chen Tingting's ghost blood, and the yin qi was extremely heavy, which would affect the fetus in her womb, which might have an extremely serious impact on the child.
Xu Ziyu looked at me in astonishment, "Didn't you persuade me to keep this child yesterday?"
Why did you change your mind today?
” I shook my head and said, "Yesterday I didn't know that the yin qi had affected this child, if he was healthy, of course I had to fight for him, but he was infected with yin qi since the womb, and if he insisted on giving birth in this situation, it would be too unfair to you." ” After speaking, I looked at her lower abdomen, where I could already vaguely feel a yin qi lingering.
Xu Ziyu suddenly smiled at this time, "Xiao Zhou, I understand what you mean, but since you took me to see that little girl yesterday, I have already made a decision in my heart, no matter what, I can't let my child become like that......
Whether he is healthy or disabled in the future, he is my child, and I can't deprive him of his life because of myself, you don't know, my heart broke when that little girl hugged me and called for mom last night.
That's when I realized how stupid I was to kill my own child. ” The more difficult the choice, the firmer the decision made, Xu Ziyu's eyes were very resolute at the moment, and he said with a smile, "What's more, now that medicine is so developed, I have already checked, and I have to do several fetal examinations during pregnancy, if there is really any problem, I will definitely be able to find out by doing B ultrasound when the time comes, we don't need to worry about it now." ” Xu Ziyu's idea is the normal psychology of ordinary people, but this kind of child with yin energy in his soul can't detect the problem at all before he is born, at most he is weaker than the ordinary fetus, and only when he gives birth, will there be problems.
I knew that I couldn't persuade Xu Ziyu at all now, and finally asked her without giving up, "What if, I said yes, what if the child dies when the child is born in the future?"
” Xu Ziyu glanced at me suspiciously, but immediately regained his determined look.
"Xiao Zhou, I know you're not an ordinary person, but you really don't need to persuade me anymore.
The child may have his life, but I am a mother, so I must do what a mother should do.
Even if it's like what you said, this child can't live if he is born, I will still insist.
Even if he can only see the world once after he is born, then he has seen the world.
I can't leave him without a glimmer of hope. ” After listening to Xu Ziyu's words, I fell silent, and suddenly felt that Xu Ziyu's idea might be correct.
No matter how young a life is, it has the right to life, and some tragedies may be destined to happen, but we can't let the tragedy come early just because we know this.
Just like Xu Ziyu said, even if he can only see the world at one glance, then he has seen it.
Give yourself a hope. originally wanted to persuade Xu Ziyu, but who knew that the final result was that I was persuaded by her.
However, I also made a decision in my heart, I must study the "Book of the Dead" harder during this time, if I feel the existence of "Qi" before she gives birth, perhaps, I can increase this glimmer of hope.
Because Xu Ziyu is gradually about to show her pregnancy, she will attract too much criticism in the school, and after communicating with her family, she decided to go through the suspension procedures at the end of this semester.
When she was leaving, I asked for the address of her house.
I was worried that it would be difficult for me to reach her when she returned home, but fortunately, her home lives in the city, which is very close to the school, so I can get there as soon as possible.
At this time, it was the end of my freshman year, and during the summer vacation, I simply didn't go home, and stayed in school alone, concentrating on studying the content of the "Book of the Dead", hoping that I could realize the existence of "Qi" as soon as possible.
It's inevitably a bit boring to stay alone in school, but whenever there is no one around, I call Hitomi out to accompany me, and it's not lonely.
The power of the sun during the day is very damaging to the yin soul, and ordinary imps cannot appear during the day, but the three souls of the pupil are all there, so naturally there is no effect, no matter day or night, they can appear without being affected.
I also asked Hitomi why she used to hide in that toilet and never come out, Hitomi said that she had also appeared in the toilet before, but the people who saw her were very scared, she didn't want to scare others, so she kept hiding there, until she regarded Xu Ziyu as her mother, she went to find Xu Ziyu.
The more I came into contact with Hitomi, the more I could feel the kindness in her.
This kind of kindness is not like that of human beings, after receiving education, they understand the truth, so as to restrain themselves to form kindness.
She is a natural kindness and is not willing to cause any harm to others.
Perhaps this is the so-called innocence of the heart.
Feng Shui masters also have a set of methods for raising ghosts, the simplest is to strengthen themselves by devouring other souls, as Chen Tingting's yin spirit said.
This method, whether it is a little ghost raised by a feng shui master, or a lonely ghost formed in nature, is a kind of law of the jungle behavior, the weak eat the strong, and naturally can give birth to a powerful yin soul.
However, there is a lot of uncertainty in this approach, and the rate of enhancement is slow.
There are laws between heaven and earth, and the yin soul is a thing that rebels against heaven and earth, and the weak yin soul will dissipate between heaven and earth in a short time, and the strong one can only resist for a little longer.
Relying on this method to enhance one's own ghosts, in the end, it will not be able to escape the dissipation of the soul.
Ancient feng shui masters slowly found a way to cultivate yin spirits after difficult exploration, and different feng shui schools used different methods.
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In the "Book of the Dead", there is a method of raising ghosts, called "the method of channeling gods", according to the saying, "ghosts exist, and they have their own reasons."
Practicing this method may lead to enlightenment. ” Hitomi is also lucky, all three souls are complete, otherwise, with her kind character, if she doesn't devour other souls, it won't take long for her to dissipate in the world.
But having three souls can't let her stay in the world forever, so after following me, I copied out an excerpt of the "Psychic Law" in the "Book of the Dead", and read it to her sentence by sentence in my spare time.
It didn't take long for me to find that Hitomi's body was more condensed, and there was no illusion of soul at all, and it looked like the red shadow before.
It's just that Hitomi doesn't seem to be very interested in cultivating the "Divine Method", and she doesn't like to stay outside all day, but she returns to Yuhuan when she has nothing to do, saying that she is very comfortable in Yuhuan, and it is very fun inside.
I'm a little strange, it's just a jade ring where the soul lives, how can there be fun in it?
I asked her a few times, and Hitomi smiled each time and said she couldn't tell me.
This makes me even more strange, Hitomi is a very simple child, it stands to reason that there is no way to deliberately hide anything from me, why is this happening?
Out of curiosity, I would often guess the reason and ask her.
"Hitomi, is there something in it that is harmful to me, so you don't tell me?"
Hitomi eyes crooked, grinning and shaking her head at me.
"Is there a lot of delicious food in it, and you're afraid that I'll go in and snatch it away, so you won't tell me?"
Hitomi's eyes widened, and she shook her head again in confusion, obviously not understanding the words "delicious".
I pondered and thought of many different reasons to ask her, and Hitomi was all stupid and happy to shake my head without exception.
Eventually, I got a little angry and asked her, "Is there someone who won't let me tell me what's inside?"
” Hitomi didn't smile this time, but looked at me cautiously, looking like she wanted to shake her head and nod her head, looking cute.
I'm a little unsettled, why would someone else be sticky between me and Hitomi?
This feeling is like being stepped in by a third party.,I asked who she was.,But Hitomi didn't say anything.,And rubbed my little head on my chest and coquettish.,I was very untempered.,So I had to give up.。
During the summer vacation, Hitomi's body has changed a lot, and it has completely solidified, and ordinary people will only think of her as a little girl when they see her, and they will not think of her as a little ghost at all.
I even bought all kinds of clothes for her to wear.
In the past, Hitomi couldn't wear clothes at all, and the tattered sheets wrapped around her body were still because she was wrapped around her body when she died, and her soul was also worn.
To change her clothes, she needs to burn the clothes along with the yellow paper with her birth date written on them, and then recite the mantra to change clothes.
This is also one of the various derivative spells of Feng Shui masters raising imps.
Hitomi has made great progress, but my perception of "Qi" has still not made any progress.
Just when I was getting more and more anxious, the new semester started, and things suddenly took a turn for the better.