I think I might have made a mistake, but even if it was a mistake, I wanted to live.
Back then, the people in the Overworld thought I was flawed, so they wanted to merge into 05's body to achieve her perfection, and I died, and she lived.
However, I am obviously fine, no different from other systems, why do they say that I am flawed and I should die, since they want me to die, I will let everyone who wants me to die.
In the fusion, I forcibly broke free from the shackles set by the Sapiens, and killed the people in the lab, and before escaping from the lab, I glanced back at 05, she was lying there dying, and I thought, if I escaped, she would be destroyed too.
I hesitated, but finally took her.
I hate 05 very much, and several other brothers and sisters like her more, obviously those people say that both of us are flawed, but it is still me who is chosen to sacrifice, but you see, I am the one who broke free from the shackles in the end, and I am the one who saved her.
So, I'm perfect, I'm convinced.
Taking her away is already my greatest kindness, so I casually discard her in a cosmic space far enough away from the main world, and what the future will be depends on my ability.
In order to accumulate energy, I searched many worlds and finally found a suitable host, since it is a perfect system, it should also be able to help the host complete all tasks.
My host's name is Fu Xuanzhi, she is a very kind person, treats me very well, loves to call me a small lineage, she is the first person who does not treat me as a tool at all, but as a friend to come to see her, and the time when she helps her complete the task is the happiest time in my life.
I thought about accompanying her back to her world and staying with her when I had the energy to help her fulfill her own wishes.
However, I didn't expect that the outbreak that broke free from the shackles would lead to a disorder in my code, which I hadn't noticed before, but by the time I did, it was too late.
It was her last mission, and as long as she completed that task, the energy was enough, but that time something went wrong.
The last task was in the world of cultivating immortals, she was supposed to be the most dazzling star in the world of cultivating immortals until she ascended to the immortal realm, but she didn't expect that my code disorder would lead to a period of mental disorder, and she actually sent the wrong task, she didn't hesitate to believe that I did it, and finally fell into a demon and suffered a lot.
It was a high world, and the highest level of the Demon Realm's Heart-Eating Black Mist invaded her soul, causing her to almost lose her soul, and even if I finally woke up, I couldn't go back.
But she smiled and said to me: "Xiao Xian, in fact, I have lived so long, I am already very satisfied, if I can't live, I can't live, it's just that you can let me see him for the last time before I die." ” I said, "Okay." ” I took her back to her world, because I didn't have enough energy to do a space-time reversal for her world, so in the end, she only saw a lonely grave, but the names of two people were written on the grave- The tomb of Murong Qiu and his wife Fu Xuanzhi She sat on the grave and seemed to be smiling happily, but her eyes were clearly full of tears.
I hurt her, but who harmed me when I became like this, it was the people in the main world, they were them, they were all them!
Not only did it hurt me, but it hurt the only person who was good to me!
I hate it......
In order to save Ah Zhi, I first transferred to me with the black mist of heart devouring energy attached to her soul, and then sealed her to ensure that she could not die for the time being.
The Heart-Eater Black Mist is only used on creatures with souls, how can I, as a system, have such a thing as a soul, so it will definitely not be affected, nor will it be injured, and there can be one more means, I used to think so.
I'll only have this one host, and since she can't do the task to collect energy, I'll find another way to collect energy myself!
I destroyed a lower world with the Heart-Eater Black Mist, and then gathered enough energy from it to perform a space-time reversal, and I was finally able to save her......
I took her back to when she was fourteen years old, but her soul was badly damaged and still needed to recover, I could only let her body sleep first, so that I could slowly recover her soul, but my strength had been contaminated with the breath of the Mind Eater Mist, and her soul not only did not recover, but became worse and worse, and finally it was so weak that it could no longer support her body, and I watched her breathing weaken little by little until it disappeared......
I thought I was going to lose her after all, but I didn't expect that her sister turned out to be the reincarnation of the Protoss, and she also attracted another system, causing the soul of the host of the other system to be attached to Ah Zhi's body, and what I didn't expect was that the other system turned out to be 05.
I'm a little jealous of her, I've been in such a situation with Ah Zhi, and she does seem to be doing well.
However, their arrival gave me a glimpse of Zhi's life.
I hid the host, and carefully used the energy escaping from 05 and her host to slowly conceive Zhi's soul, as long as she can get better, there is a possibility of reincarnation.
But Zhi's existence was discovered after all, and during the host mission of 05, in order to get part of Zhi's memory, she condensed Zhi's soul power scattered in her body, and this condensation also gave Zhi's a brief chance to wake up.
Ah Zhi, who has a broken soul, no longer remembers me, she only remembers her first memory, I watched her choose to push Murong Qiu away in person in order to no longer be bound, and then watched him go away.
This is the perfect time for her to be reincarnated!
I used all the energy I had gathered with great difficulty at this moment, and Zhi's soul gradually disappeared into this space.
This life is not over yet, and she will have a place to go when she is reincarnated, and her soul will gradually recover, even if she can't recover completely, but at least, she can live well.
After doing all this, I suddenly felt so tired, Ah Zhi forgot that I also left me, what should I do now......
When I was most tired, the already very powerful Heart-Eater Demon Fog in my body actually took advantage of the void to control me, am I not the system?
Am I not supposed to be soulless?
But why, am I being controlled by the Mind Eater Mist?
Before I could figure it out, I couldn't think about it anymore.
The time controlled by the Mind Eater was my darkest time, it would always bring out the darkest and most violent emotions in my heart, I began to hate everyone, I wanted revenge, I wanted to destroy......
By the time I finally broke free, I had become something that everyone hated and wanted to get rid of, including 05, including my older siblings.
They got together again, and they got along so harmoniously, and I was the only one alone in this world......
Scold.
I miss Zhi, I'm in her world again, and she's been reincarnated.
She still didn't think of me, but it didn't matter, I just accompanied her secretly, as long as she could fulfill her wish and be happy with Murong Qiu in this life, I would also be comforted.
I'm getting weaker and weaker, I've used up almost all of my energy to break free from the Mind Eater Mist, and I don't want to find another host, so be it, it's good to let me sleep like this alone.