"What if I don't say it?"
She said it was as if she was hearing not her own voice, but someone else in her body.
"Liu Ling......"
Lu Zhi screamed with concern, wanting to help her, but she was thrown away fiercely.
Liu Ling felt that she could barely control her body and mind, and she tried hard to regain control of her body, but she lost more and more.
It's like a person desperately trying to forget something, but because he is too desperate, he remembers these things more and more.
Liu Ling relaxed, she slowly turned her head to look at Lu Zhi, she knew that she could no longer hope for anyone to bring her happiness or security.
"I did hide something from you, and I did tell you, and I don't intend to tell you now."
"Even I can't know?"
Lu Zhi asked injuredly.
"It's not that I can't tell you, it's that I can't tell you now.
You would have been the only one who knew about this matter except for Liu Yan, but not now.
If you mind, I don't mind, and I'll keep it a secret forever. ” She was ready to tell Lu Zhi about it, after he graduated from the college entrance examination, after he was admitted to Fudan and fulfilled his dream.
But who would have thought that the original owner would actually write a letter to each of them.
But thanks to a letter from the original owner, she was able to see everything clearly.
"What do you mean?"
Lu Zhi stared at Liu Ling without answering, he found that something was wrong with Liu Ling, but he didn't know why she suddenly became wrong.
He had already guessed something.
But he didn't know that the result of the truth was even more serious than he imagined.
Liu Ling smiled, like a stranger.
"That's what you mean by that."
Lu Zhi said, "I don't understand why you're angry. ” Liu Ling didn't understand, or she didn't know if she was angry, or the original owner's body was angry.
I don't know when it started, but her body suddenly became sensitive, as if it had received some kind of signal.
It seems that anything related to the past, as long as it is brought up, this body will involuntarily associate with it.
Those things,.
It's like tiny chemical powders that start chemical reactions, and when they are scattered in the air, some kind of chemical reaction occurs on the surface of his body.
The memory of the original owner did not recover much, but whenever she remembered the past and remembered the original owner, it was as if there was suddenly an extra person in her body, desperately fighting with her for the ownership of this body.
It seems that a voice is telling her, you don't have to talk to Lu Zhi so politely, he has hurt you, and he has the obligation and responsibility to bear some of your bad temper and cold words.
So Liu Ling said with a cold face, "I don't understand it myself, maybe I think that after Liu Yan came to you, your abnormality made me a little uncomfortable." ” Lu Zhi explained, "I don't mind, I just want to know what happened to you, I want to bear it with you." ” Is it?
Liu Ling asked in his heart, if this is the case, you would not have asked in the first place.
Maybe it's true, but she's said long ago that there are things that can't be said now.
But he's still been aggressive, so why can't he give her a little time?
Why can't you trust her unconditionally?
Why can't you wait until she wants to say it, sit back and listen to her say everything?
Why do you want to take the initiative to ask for everything?
Doesn't it mean that others don't say it, it means that they don't want to say it?
Yes, it is true that we can bear it together.
Between friends and lovers, they should be honest and unfair, if everyone can't confide in each other's hearts and solve problems, what is the point of these relationships.
But shouldn't friends and lovers be silent companions?
Trust the other person, be considerate of the other person, don't do things that make the other person feel ugly, and don't force the other person to do things that you don't want to do.
Everyone has their own personality, and not everyone likes to tell others about their inner pain every day.
She needs company, that's all.