Without waiting for Lu Zhi to speak, Shen Xiaobai walked in with a smile first.
"Hello teacher," she looked at Zhao Qian with a smile.
Zhao Qian hurriedly put down the chicken leg he had just taken out of the thermos box, and also showed a bright smile.
"Hello, Xiaobai, right?
What's the matter?
” Shen Xiaobai smiled apologetically, "That's the kind of teacher, I have no money in my meal card, and I can't eat in the cafeteria at noon today, can I have a meal with you?"
” Zhao Qian glanced at the only two chicken legs left in the insulated box, and only hated why he didn't take a bite just now.
"Okay, of course, I have a whole rice, and I am saying that I can't finish it and I have to leave it.
It just so happened that Ling'er was here, and you were here too, so you don't have to eat Yangzhou fried rice tonight. ” Lu Zhi glanced at the rice on the table behind Zhao Qian distressedly, and then looked at Liu Ling, who was no longer happy, wanting to say something, but he didn't know what to say at this time.
He was afraid to see Liu Ling, so the moment he left Liu Ling's house, he turned off his mobile phone, fearing that Liu Ling's roar would cross the physical distance on the ground and appear in his mobile phone.
He didn't know what kind of attitude he should use to face Liu Ling like that, he didn't want to say anything to hurt Liu Ling, but at the same time, he didn't want to go back to the nightmare he had four years ago.
That shrew-like Liu Ling was once the initiator of his nightmare.
"Come and sit down."
Seeing that none of the three of them spoke, and none of them made the next move, Zhao Qian hurriedly greeted, "Ling'er, you haven't eaten either, have you?"
Let's eat together, right?
” Liu Ling smiled and said, "No, you can eat, I'll finish eating." ” As she spoke, she waited for Shen Xiaobai to come over and prepare to sit down, bypassed Lu Zhi's side, and walked towards the door.
"Teacher, I'll go first, my mother won't let me stay outside longer."
"Okay, then you can go first, Lu Zhi, you can send it away."
Zhao Qian said, and tried to look at Lu Zhi.
Lu Zhi was about to turn around - even if he was afraid, it was impossible for him to say no at this moment.
He didn't want to hurt Liu Ling, he knew very well in his heart how much wound those hurtful words could cause in his heart.
But before he could speak, he heard Liu Ling refuse with a smile, "It's okay, you can eat, I'll just go by myself." ” When he turned around, Liu Ling had already opened the door and walked out.
He hesitated, turned around and walked out to send Liu Ling, but found that there was no longer Liu Ling in the corridor.
Obviously, she was running.
Lu Zhi closed the door and walked a few steps out of the corridor, but he didn't find Liu Ling at the staircase, and he didn't see Liu Ling in the hall on the first floor.
By the time he saw Liu Ling, Liu Ling had already walked to the school gate.
He subconsciously ran two steps, and Liu Ling had already walked out of the school gate.
By the time he arrived at the school gate, Liu Ling had already disappeared from the school gate.
A failed send-off, a failed visit.
Lu Zhi didn't know if he was more defeated or Liu Ling was more defeated.
He couldn't tell how he felt at the moment, he was afraid that that person would be hurt because of him, but at the same time, out of the instinct of survival, he didn't dare to approach Liu Ling.
He could detect the difference between Liu Ling just now, which was completely different from her previous state at home.
But Lu Zhi didn't know if his judgment was correct, even if it was different, what was the difference?
Aren't both of them Liu Ling?
Isn't it all that person?
Isn't it a nightmare that has appeared in your dreams countless times?
No.
That's not a person.
He can clearly distinguish between two people, but he can't clearly say the difference between two people.
But even so, when facing Liu Ling, whom he liked, his heart was also fearful.
Over the years, he thought that he had forgotten that fear, especially when he saw that Liu Ling had completely changed as a person, especially when he found out that he actually liked Liu Ling who grew up.
He thought that this fear had slowly disappeared as Liu Ling and him grew up.
It wasn't until he saw Liu Ling's crazy appearance at Liu Ling's house that he finally realized that that fear would never go away.
He began to wonder what kind of mentality he liked Liu Ling, did he really like her?
Is it because you feel guilty?
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Or is it because he wants to tell himself that he's strong enough to overcome that fear?
He couldn't tell which reason was more obvious, or if it was a combination of all the reasons that he had the illusion that he liked Liu Ling.
Is that a delusion?
Is it a delusion to fall in love with her?
Lu Zhi couldn't find an answer, he couldn't even be sure what he was thinking in his heart at the moment.
On the one hand, he was afraid to see Liu Ling, but when he saw Liu Ling leaving, he was reluctant to let her leave alone.
But he didn't stop Liu Ling out of a voice, just watched her disappear in front of him little by little.
He knew that if he worked hard, he could catch up with Liu Ling.
He can even call Liu Ling's name, and Liu Ling will definitely turn around.
But he didn't do that, he was even afraid that Liu Ling would suddenly turn around.
Because he didn't know how to explain why he chased after him, let alone how to explain that he chased after him, but he didn't stop her.
Liu Ling also seemed to have guessed what he was thinking, and he didn't look back once, and left here firmly.
It's weird, it's weird.
It was an indescribable feeling.
After standing for a while, Lu Zhi slowly walked back.
Liu Ling has already left, even if he stands here for a long time, he may not be able to see Liu Ling.
But, at the same time, he was afraid in his heart that Liu Ling would really go and return.
This kind of ambivalence has been filling his heart from the beginning, torturing him without knowing what to do.
Liu Ling didn't actually leave, she hid behind the wall pier next to the school gate.
She wanted to know if Lu Zhi would catch up, but happily, Lu Zhi really chased him, and unhappily, Lu Zhi chased him out, but he didn't stop him.
She didn't know if her guess was correct, she felt that Lu Zhi was going through a struggle inside.
Just like today, he decided that he would chase him out, because if he hadn't hesitated, he would have chased after him.
After he chased her, he was hesitating whether he wanted to stop her.
In the end, he didn't do it, but he stopped at the school gate for a while.
Liu Ling didn't know what he was thinking at that time, maybe he was making a decision, and in the end, he chose to go back.
After seeing Lu Zhi's figure slowly disappearing, Liu Ling also turned around and walked to the side of the road, preparing to take the car home.
She tried to keep herself from paying attention to what had happened today, but everything kept playing back in her head.
Shen Xiaobai walked out from behind Lu Zhi with a smile, Lu Zhi still had a straight face after seeing him, and Lu Zhi hesitated to chase him out.
Liu Ling knew, no, she believed that there was nothing between Lu Zhi and Shen Xiaobai.
Lu Zhi didn't like Shen Xiaobai, this was something that Lu Zhi had already made clear, and she didn't think that Lu Zhi would change in such a short period of time.
And when Shen Xiaobai came in, he also said that he was looking for Zhao Qian to eat, not Lu Zhi, which shows that Shen Xiaobai came with her, not Lu Zhi invited her.
But even though he knew this, Liu Ling still felt sad.
She couldn't help but think of Tao Rongtian and Qi Yizhi, and thought that she didn't know until she died, how they killed herself.
I don't know what they did behind his back to hurt him after all the years he trusted them.
Will this happen again?
Shen Xiaobai is not Qi Yizhi, and Lu Zhi is not Tao Rongtian, but there has never been such a thing as long-term love in this world, will it change because of different people?
Liu Ling felt that she understood very well the meaning of long-term love and Jiushui Tower, and she knew that the beautiful and gentle Shen Xiaobai might be more able to win Lu Zhi's love than herself.
The reason why Lu Zhi likes her is just because they are childhood sweethearts.
Without this layer of relationship, what is left between her and Lu Zhi?
And now, Lu Zhi is because of the original owner......
Wait, Liu Ling felt that he suddenly understood why Lu Zhi and the original owner had quarreled.
She remembered that Lu Zhi once said that he didn't like her very much before, and if it weren't for her changing personality now, he wouldn't be friends with her.
Is it because of this?
Right!
Liu Ling affirmed this idea in the next second.
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Because among the reasons for the original owner's suicide, there is Lu Zhi.
And the reason why she came back was also because the original owner met Lu Zhi, and there was a little unpleasantness between her and Lu Zhi.
And this time, after the original owner quarreled with Lu Zhi, she came back.
This should mean that what happened between the original owner and Lu Zhi was enough to collapse the original owner on the one hand, and enough to make Lu Zhi fear on the other hand?
For the original owner, the fact that Lu Zhi went to the hotel with that girl was the last straw that crushed her.
In the process of persuading Lu Zhi from the original owner and letting Lu Zhi go home, Lu Zhi should have also said something that made the original owner sad.
It's just that although those words are ugly, they can't match the matter of Lu Zhi going to the hotel.
For the original owner, Lu Zhi didn't like him.
And she herself likes Lu Zhi so much.
So what she is most afraid of should be Lu Zhi?
What about Lu Zhi?
And why was he afraid of the original owner?
Or is she?
When Lu Zhi returned to Zhao Qian's office, Zhao Qian and Shen Xiaobai had not yet eaten.
Seeing him come in, Shen Xiaobai hurriedly greeted him with a smile.
"Come in and sit, it's cold outside, right?"
Lu Zhi nodded, in response, and sat down closer to Zhao Qian.
"Ling'er went back?"
Zhao Qian asked while serving rice.
Lu Zhi nodded, "Go back." ” "Ling'er is really good, she enjoys happiness at home, and she doesn't forget our two brothers and sisters.
The teacher stewed chicken legs, and she knew to bring us a few.
As he spoke, he took out a chicken leg from the insulation and put it in Lu Zhi's bowl, and put the other one into Shen Xiaobai's bowl.
Seeing that there were only two, Shen Xiaobai hurriedly excused himself, "Teacher, eat it, I don't like meat." ” Zhao Qian pushed back again, "You eat, the teacher has already eaten two before you came." ” "Really?
Then I'll eat it, thank you, teacher. ” Zhao Qian smiled.
"Don't thank me, just go back and thank Liu Ling, the chicken leg was stewed by her mother, and she brought it."
Shen Xiaobai smiled and nodded violently, "I will definitely thank her well, speaking of which, I haven't thanked her well for the sprint class, if it weren't for her, we might not be able to enter the sprint class." ” "This is a trivial matter, as long as you want to learn by yourself, even if Ling'er doesn't look for me, I will go to you."
Zhao Qian and Shen Xiaobai chatted without a mouthful, and Lu Zhi never spoke, eating silently.
Chatting and chatting, Zhao Qian felt that he was really a little tired, so he kicked Lu Zhi and motioned him to hurry up and say a few words for himself.
Lu Zhi ignored him directly and continued to eat.
"Lu Zhi, will you go back after eating?"
Shen Xiaobai seemed to see through his thoughts, and took the lead in chatting with Lu Zhi.
"No, I'm going to go back after a while."
Zhao Qian paused in surprise, thinking that Lu Zhi said this, probably because he didn't want Shen Xiaobai to continue to stay here, so he didn't make a sound.
Of course, it is mainly because he has nothing to talk to Shen Xiaobai, he is not very good at chatting by nature, except for asking the main situation of girls, he really can't find a topic to talk about.
Therefore, after asking Shen Xiaobai which major he wanted to take the exam, he really couldn't find a topic to talk about, otherwise he wouldn't have asked Lu Zhi for help.
Therefore, at this moment, it is better to eat your own food quietly, let the two of them talk to the young people, anyway, Lu Zhi is the best at offending girls.
"Oh, well, I also said that if you're studying here, I happen to have a few questions for the teacher."
Shen Xiaobai looked at Zhao Qian expectantly and disappointedly.
Zhao Qian only felt that he was wronged, why did the topic fall on him in the end.
But seeing Shen Xiaobai's expectant and aggrieved eyes, as a people's teacher, how could he refuse a high school junior's eager desire for knowledge?
"It's okay, there's another office next door, we can go there."
Zhao Qian said with a smile, he is much more benevolent and righteous than Lu Zhi.
Shen Xiaobai was naturally a little disappointed, but she didn't show it obviously.
Instead, he smiled excitedly, "Really?
Then it's a trouble for the teacher. ” "It's okay, it should be, I stayed in school to help you study, and if you have any questions in the future, just come to me at any time.
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It's just that it's not very convenient for me and Lu Zhi to live here, and I'll tell the principal when I go back, and use the office next to it as my office, so that you don't have to see such a messy nest where the two of us men live. ” It's too exquisite.
After Zhao Qian finished speaking, he looked at Lu Zhi, who didn't even look at him, obviously not appreciating it at all.
"That's a good idea, so that I can often come to the teacher and ask you questions.
Actually, I don't care, I don't think your room is messy.
Lu Zhi has to study every day, and he definitely doesn't have time to clean up his room.
You're a guy like him, and you're not good at tidying up your room, so it's normal to mess around.
If you don't dislike it, I'll have time to clean it up for you later?
” "No, no," Zhao Qian hurriedly waved his hand, "You are still waiting for the college entrance examination, how can I let you clean it up, I will just clean it up myself." ” "It's okay, call me if you need it, and I'll be relaxed."