"Why don't you tell me?"
After seeing Liu Ling, Lu Zhi asked with some concern, "It's your first time in Shanghai, don't run around." ” Liu Ling smiled, "I'm just here to take a look around, I have a good look at the bus and know how to go back." ” Lu Zhi still had a worried look on his face, but he didn't say anything more.
The atmosphere was a little awkward all of a sudden, which made Liu Ling suddenly remember that they hadn't chatted face-to-face like this for a long time.
"Auntie, is it okay?"
Liu Ling didn't want the embarrassing anger to continue, so he asked.
Lu Zhi replied, "It's nothing, it's just a little sad." ” "Something happened to your brother?"
Liu Ling asked worriedly.
Lu Zhi nodded, "Tomorrow morning, I will go to see him with my mother."
If you don't want to go, go to the hotel.
When we come back from the cemetery, I'll take you to Shanghai for a few more days. ” "Cemetery?"
Liu Ling couldn't believe it and asked, "Your brother?"
” Lu Zhi lowered his head sadly, "I passed away, I passed away five years ago." ” Five years ago?
It's the same time he died.
Liu Ling didn't know how to comfort Lu Zhi, in fact, she felt empathy for Lu Zhi's heart now, and even the pain in her heart was stronger than Lu Zhi's.
She hadn't come to see a deceased person, and that person was himself.
"Don't be too upset."
Liu Ling really couldn't find any words to comfort Lu Zhi, how could he not be sad?
That is the brother he has been looking for for many years, and that is the brother who supported him to be admitted to Fudan and come to Shanghai.
So, all the comfort is superfluous.
Liu Ling knew that in the face of great sadness, no comfort would have any effect, and it could only tell the comforted one fact that what he was suffering about had really happened.
Other than that, there is no more effect.
If the person who is comforted will be relieved by a few words of comfort from others, there will probably not be so many people in this world who are suffering because of their feelings.
"Would you like something to eat?"
Lu Zhi's efforts to look okay made Liu Ling feel a little distressed.
"No, I'm not hungry, why don't we go back?"
"Aren't you going to play any longer?"
Lu Zhi asked.
Liu Ling shook his head, "No, I'll just take a look."
Let's go, Auntie knows we're out, right?
She'll be worried. ” "Okay, let's go back."
Lu Zhi didn't insist anymore, and in fact, he didn't have the strength to insist anymore.
He asked Liu Ling to come, so he felt that he had the obligation to accompany Liu Ling, but now he really didn't feel this way.
It's just that if Liu Ling insists, he will always accompany him to the end.
On the way back, Liu Ling and Lu Zhi didn't speak again.
Liu Ling didn't know what to say, she felt that she should have comforted Lu Zhi, but she couldn't find the right words.
She wasn't even sure if Lu Zhi needed her own comfort.
She felt that the reason why Lu Zhi asked her to accompany his mother was not because he still had her previous feelings, but because Lu Zhi really couldn't find other suitable people.
Her mother has a meeting in the past two days, if it weren't for such an important matter, I'm afraid Lu Zhi's mother would not be allowed to leave.
As for the others, Lu Zhi doesn't seem to have a better relationship with a girl around him, and he definitely doesn't want his father to know about it.
So her casual is not the best option, but it is also the only option.
When the two returned to the hotel, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon.
"What does Auntie want to eat at night?
Do you want to eat in your room?
Liu Ling asked Lu Zhi.
"I'll go ask her, you go back to your room first, and I'll call you later."
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"Okay."
Liu Ling didn't insist anymore, she didn't hear a strangeness from Lu Zhi's words.
It's just that now is not the time to worry about that, or to ask about it.
Lu Zhi is now sad about his brother's death, and he doesn't have any energy to face other things.
Therefore, Liu Ling felt that the most important thing he should do was to weaken his existence, try not to make trouble for Lu Zhi anymore, and he could no longer sneak out by himself like this afternoon.
After returning to the room, Liu Ling suddenly felt a great sadness. came from Tao Rongtian and his brother who died five years after Lu Zhi's death.
She suddenly didn't understand whether it was right for her to insist on coming back.
Tao Rongtian and Qi Yi have a bad time, will she really be happy?
Will he really be like them, in order to get everything for himself, but to hurt them?
"Shen Zhu" didn't know what he would do, and he even felt that if Tao Rongtian and Qi Yizhi really didn't have a good time, it might be his fault.
If he could have poured more love into Tao Rong at that time, if he had been better to Qi Yizhi at that time and gave him more, maybe everything would not have happened.
Maybe he's married to Tao Rongtian now, maybe they'll all be better off now than before.
Shanghai, this city, he stood here, from beginning to end, feeling sadness.
It is the pain of the departure of a loved one, and it is the irreparable fate of oneself.
He really wanted to work harder, he wanted to be the one who could do anything, so that he might be able to protect the people around him, and he could give anyone a warm embrace when they were hurt.
But would he really do that?
"Shen Zhi" turned to look at the closed door behind him, he felt as if he could see the sad look on Lu Zhi's face through this door and that wall.
But he1 didn't know how to comfort the person, he wanted to give the person a hug, but his inner struggle made him give up doing so.
He thought, he must be selfish.
When you are truly kind and forgiving, you don't care about anything at this time.
That person will become the warmest companion by Lu Zhi's side, accompanying him through this sad time.
He wanted to......
She wanted to be that person, but could she be that person?
After a while, there was a soft knock on the door.
"Liu Ling, it's time to eat."
"Okay."
Liu Ling answered and walked out.
Although Lu Zhi tried his best to make himself look less sad, his restraint made people feel more and more that he might be experiencing something painful in his heart.
On the contrary, Lu Zhi's mother is much more relaxed.
Liu Ling thinks this may be the difference between adults and teenagers.
Lu Zhi's mother has long been accustomed to the joys and sorrows of the adult world, so no matter how sad she is in her heart, she will not show it on her face.
Adults, "Shen Zhi" doesn't know what kind of swamp they have in their hearts.
"Ling'er, what do you want to eat?"
Lu Zhi's mother asked with a smile, and after asking, she said first, "Do you want to go to the cafeteria of Lu Zhi's school to eat?"
I've never been to a cafeteria in Fudan. ” "Okay."
Liu Ling nodded, he hadn't eaten the food of his alma mater for a long time, and he really missed it a little.
"Then it's decided, let's go, Lu Zhi, cafeteria."
"Okay," Lu Zhi smiled.
After eating, at the suggestion of Lu Zhi's mother, they walked around the campus for a while.
Lu Zhi was telling his mother about him at school all the way, introducing her to everything on campus.
Lu Zhi's mother listened happily and kept asking Lu Zhi all kinds of questions, curious like a child.
Liu Ling didn't feel like she was visiting her dead son, but like she was visiting Lu Zhi.
Liu Ling feels that Lu Zhi's mother is really a very good person, she always gives people a very warm feeling, and she always has the ability to make the people around her feel happy.
Liu Ling remembers that the bitter Luzhi mother in her impression has always been a warm and smiling woman, she always wears very cute clothes, just like a princess living in a fairy tale.
Perhaps it was because of his optimism that after wandering around for a while, Liu Ling saw that Lu Zhi no longer had a sad look on his face.
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In fact, although it is a very painful thing for a person to leave, that person has been away for five years, and Liu Ling hopes that Lu Zhi can look at this matter optimistically.
Although his brother didn't get to see him, at least, after he left, there were still people who grieve because of him, and there were people who were willing to work hard to come to this city for him. 、 That man is much happier than he is.
When he died, he was really dead.
No one in this world will miss him in his heart, I am afraid that the grass on his grave is now a meter high.
Hehe, if there is a grave, let's talk about it.
"Ling'er, what do you want?"
Maybe seeing that she hadn't spoken, Lu Zhi's mother asked.
"It's okay, I didn't think about anything, I just listened to you.
Then I felt that Fudan was really good, and I had to study hard and strive to be admitted to Fudan as well. ” "That's good, Lu Zhi will be able to take care of you again then."
Lu Zhi's mother said with a smile, and then looked at Lu Zhi, "You have to study hard in the past two years, and you can live everything you can, so that you will have time to accompany Ling'er at that time." ” Without waiting for Lu Zhi to say anything, Liu Ling hurriedly waved his hand, "No, no, I may not be able to pass the test." ” "You study much better than Lu Zhi, you see that he can be admitted, you must have no problem."
Lu Zhi nodded, as if he had agreed to his mother.
Liu Ling didn't say anything more, and continued to listen to the two of them continue to talk about Lu Zhi's study.
At nine o'clock, Lu Zhi's mother finally said that she was tired, and they went back to the hotel.
Because the hotel was near Lu Zhi's school, Lu Zhi said that he would send them to the hotel and come back by himself.
In Shanghai, the magic capital, the night of nine o'clock has just begun, and it is summer now, so there is no need to worry about safety.
Lu Zhi insisted, Lu Zhi's mother didn't refuse, and Liu Ling didn't say anything more, after all, this was not something she could decide.
Thinking that Lu Zhi might have something to say to his mother, Liu Ling went back to his room first.
Just as he was lying on the bed, about to rest before taking a shower, there was another knock on the door.
"Liu Ling, it's me."
It was Lu Zhi's voice.
Liu Ling hurriedly stood up, tidied up his clothes, and opened the door for Lu Zhi.
"Can I go in?"
Lu Zhi asked.
"Absolutely."
Liu Ling took two steps back to make way for Lu Zhi, who closed the door after Lu Zhi came in.
Before Liu Ling could ask Lu Zhi what was wrong, he was hugged tightly by a big hug.
Through the thin T-shirt, she clearly felt Lu Zhi's heartbeat, rapid and heavy.
It's like this sudden weight that makes her feel an indescribable sense of satisfaction.
"Ling'er."
Lu Zhi screamed softly, his voice sounding gentle and sad.
"Yes."
Liu Ling responded, not knowing if she should also hug Lu Zhi at this moment, and after hesitating for a while, she finally stretched out her hand.
She knew that the person in front of her needed comfort, warmth, and a hug.
He came to her to get some comfort from her.
Is it her?
Is she still the one who can comfort him?
Or is it the one who can make him feel warm?
Liu Ling didn't know, she only knew that she couldn't refuse Lu Zhi at this moment.
"Thank you."
"Thank you for coming."
"I didn't ......
It's okay," Liu Ling said, "I said it, I'll always be there." ” "Really?"
"You're not going to leave me, are you?"
"Everyone in this world will leave you, in a variety of different ways.
You know, the thing we experience the most when we come to this world is parting.
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So you have to get used to it. ” Lu Zhi smiled, sounding so sad.
"So, you're going to leave me, aren't you?"
Liu Ling didn't know how she should answer Lu Zhi, if she said no, then what was the parting in the past six months?
Did she leave Lu Zhi, or did Lu Zhi leave her?
"I don't know, no one can say for sure what will happen in the future."
Liu Ling felt that the arms holding her slowly loosened, and her body suddenly lost its center of gravity and stepped back slightly.
Liu Ling didn't dare to look at Lu Zhi's face, she didn't know how she should face those eyes and the sadness on Na's face.
"I'm sorry."
Lu Zhi said, "I don't know......
I don't know what happened to me before.
I don't know what's wrong with me now, everything is messed up, everything is messed up...
You......
My brother is gone. ” Liu Ling knew what Lu Zhi's pause was when he said "you", and she also knew why Lu Zhi didn't say it.
This is also the reason why she has no way to give Lu Zhi a reply he wants at the moment, this body is the original owner's, and the original owner will come back sooner or later.
She originally planned to be half a month later, but now Lu Zhi has advanced this plan by a week.
So she can't give Lu Zhi any promises, and there is no way to be the person who accompanies him all his life.
She can't be irresponsible, and make a promise now, and when the original owner returns, everything will be even worse.
"Lu Zhi, you don't need to say it, I know everything.
If it were me, I would do the same.
It's not your fault, really, it's me......
It's me who is too unstable.
We......
Well, let's not talk about these things.
Come in and sit down, would you like something to drink?
” "Nope."
Lu Zhi shook his head, "You rest, you have to get up early tomorrow." ” "Okay, what time are you going?"
"Go to breakfast at seven o'clock, you get up early every day.
If you ......"
"It's okay, I'll go with you, in case Auntie is emotionally unstable, it's more convenient for me to be there."
"Okay, thank you."