"You're never going to have to be angry with your grandparents at home, you know?
It's not my fault, it's theirs, it's their fault that led to our tragedy.
They were the ones who made me live in pain all my life, and now they still resent me......"
Lu Zhi just hung up the phone, and he didn't continue to listen.
Because he didn't know what he was supposed to say.
What is the truth?
Is his mom telling the truth?
Is it the truth that is being said nonsense, and it is the combination of these two that is the real truth, right?
He didn't know, and he couldn't know anymore.
Because my brother's father died, my brother couldn't wake up again.
Even when he woke up, he was too young at the time, and he didn't know that he was abandoned by his own parents, and later his mother picked him up and survived.
Lu Zhi stood in front of the window blankly, thinking about what he had just heard.
He hoped that what he heard was false.
Because he was afraid that one day his brother would wake up and know this cruel truth.
Knowing that I have been fainting for so many years, how much I have resented the wrong person, and how much pain and panic I will feel in my heart.
That kind of struggle, that kind of torture is something he doesn't want his brother to endure.
At the same time, he felt that his mother was too ruthless.
But you can't resent your mother because of your mother.
Because she is not wrong, the brother is not his child, and they have no obligation and responsibility to raise her.
He was picked up and raised until he was five years old.
On the one hand, this is already benevolent enough.
But on the other hand, isn't that cruelty?
If my brother had died by then.
He probably wouldn't have had so much pain.
Maybe it's a kind of bad luck to live and be lucky, and it's not a bad luck to live and be miserable.
If only the elder brother knew these things.
Will he hate his mother for saying that he picked it up and didn't let him die at that time?
Maybe death would be a better relief for him.
If you had died then, nothing would have happened so far.
Lu Zhi suddenly felt that his brother's life was too miserable.
He couldn't bear to tell his brother about these things, and although he might not be able to do it for a while, he felt that it was a good thing for him.
Because he doesn't have to hate his mother anymore.
Because his mother didn't mean anything to him at all.
Lu Zi didn't know if he should hate his mother.
He felt that his world had changed dramatically in this instant.
What he used to believe seems to have changed because of his mother's words.
Yes, no one has the right to raise another stranger.
Mom has the right to pursue his own happiness.
But why does he feel sad when he thinks of his brother?
Why he has to feel himself.
Also, the victim of my mother's happiness.
Mom loved Daddy and loved her and sacrificed so much for him, even at the expense of her own son.
I knew that Mom probably didn't want to hurt him.
But what Mom didn't know was.
Over the years, he has endured no less pain in that family than his brother.
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Maybe even more pain than my brother.
He felt that his mother didn't understand either, he didn't understand a child.
He will feel sad and sad because of the actions of his parents, and maybe in his heart, all children are ignorant.
Lu Zhi had already decided not to go back, but now that he heard his mother's words, he felt that he had not escaped from that family, and he felt that he was still living in that shadow.
He felt that he might not be able to get rid of the shadow of his parents in this life.
He knew that his grandparents didn't love him, or maybe they didn't like his mother, so they said that this anger was about to happen to him.
But what parents in the world can't understand their children?
He was still a child, he didn't do anything, he even ran away from home for many years for Lu Yan and didn't return home.
He didn't understand, he did it, so he gave in, why couldn't his grandparents understand, why couldn't he give him some love?
Or is it that in that family, love is insignificant at all?
Isn't my father like that?
He never smiled, but when he looked at it, he was always smiling, as if the eldest son was his real son, and he was just a burden from his mother.
He didn't understand why his mother continued to live in such a family, maybe his father loved her, maybe he was the only one in that family.
Only he is superfluous.
Mom is Dad's favorite person, Lu Yan is his son, and grandparents are his parents, so only he is superfluous.
Lu Zhi was very happy, even if Shen Zhi was not his own brother, but so what?
In his heart, he has missed his brother for many years, his own brother.
Sometimes relatives are not blood relations, he thinks it is a deeper feeling.
Even if the two of them are not related by blood, if they treat each other well, it is also family affection, and Shen is still his brother.
I just don't know if Shen Zhu will treat him as a younger brother......
Maybe not, maybe when he knew the truth, he would resent him for standing in front of him again, and the scars that had been picked open made him feel sad.
No, he doesn't believe that his brother is such a person, if it is such a person, Yang Xiao and Yan Chaohe will not help him for a long time, he believes that his brother must be a tolerant and generous person.
If it weren't for this, Tao Rongtian and Qi Yizhi would not have hurt him so easily.
Brother must have given them full trust and believed that they would not stab themselves in the back, and gave them too much tolerance and understanding, so that those people thought that even if they hurt their brother, their brother would not hurt them.
Isn't that it?
Lu Zhi put down his phone and prepared to take a bath and sleep, he decided not to think about all this anymore, he decided to let it go, no matter what the final result was, whether his brother would wake up in the future or not, it was his brother, he decided to live here, he decided to face all this, he decided to let go of the past, no one could stop him.
My brother is still here, and that's the best result.
Just then, there was a soft knock at the door.
Lu Zhi opened the door and saw Liu Ling standing in front of him.
He didn't have time to ask, is there something wrong?
I felt that Liu Ling gave him a big hug.
He felt that the hug Liu Ling gave him seemed to have another meaning, but he didn't know what it meant.
After a while, he was about to raise his hand and hug Liu Ling as well, but Liu Ling had already let go of him, and he turned around and went back to his room.
He didn't know what exactly this hug meant?
He wanted to ask Liu Ling, but he saw Yan Chao smiling at him in the living room.
"Don't think too much, in fact, life is very simple, it is nothing more than the pursuit of happiness, getting happiness, losing happiness, pursuing happiness again, and then getting happiness."
Isn't it nice to be alive like this now?
You're here, staying in your brother's room, and I'm here.
Living in this room of my brother whom I will meet, Liu Ling is also here, living in the room of this netizen she has never met, I think this is happiness.
The greater happiness is that our brother did not really die, he will always come back to life one day, we still have such a hope to have such a surprise, I think maybe this is the meaning of life, so I hope you don't blame your mother again.
Let's let go of those things, whether it's your mother or your brother's previous things, let's let go.
What we have to do now is to study hard, make progress every day, and then wait for my brother to come back, are you right?
” Lu Zhi nodded: "I know, don't worry, I won't bother with these things."
I know what I have to do. ” Yan Yan nodded, looked at Liu Ling's room and said, "I already know about you and Liu Ling."
It's not that I don't think I'm optimistic about you, two years of long-distance relationship is not an easy thing.
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I think you'd better put it down, childhood sweethearts, few come to an end.
Although the two of you are no longer together.
But I think it's actually a better thing to be friends.
But who knows what the future holds.
I believe that Liu Ling also treats you as a friend from the heart, and he told me to let me comfort you and take care of you.
She's going to leave soon, so I also hope that you can understand each other and let go of everything.
Really, Lu Zhi may be when you grow up, when you grow to my age......"
Lu Zhi smiled helplessly, "What do you mean that when I grow up to be like you, you don't seem to be as old as me, right?"
” Yan smiled and said goodbye, "Don't care about those details, the main thing is that I have experienced more than you."
You must know that nothing is for everyone to live happily together, and more importantly, whether it is fame, fortune, or money.
But if you have no one by your side, you are alone, you will still feel lonely.
So no matter what, whether you have money or not, it's good for everyone to be happy together, you know what I mean?
” "Don't worry, I'm not going to worry about those things anymore.
I just wish my brother would wake up sooner.
That way, he will know that he has a son, and I think he will be happy when he wakes up. ” "Okay, then I'll go to bed, you can go to bed early.
Tomorrow, I'll take you and Liu Ling out for a while, and Liu Ling should leave the day after tomorrow. ” "Well, just buy some stuff for his mom."
"Okay, that's it, good night."
Lu Zhi went to the refrigerator and took a bottle of drink, and was about to go back to the room, he looked at the door of Liu Ling's room and couldn't help but walk to her door.
He knocked softly on the door.
Liu: "I've already fallen asleep, let's talk about it tomorrow," What does Liu Ling's words mean?