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Chapter 688: Doubt Yourself


She walked so fast that her skirt fluttered with her steps.

If she is seen by Mama Hua, she will definitely teach her.

But, at this time, where can she still take care of the manners?

The outline of the study appeared in front of her eyes, and a bright light flashed in Fang Jinshu's eyes, almost trotting over.

"Father!"

She shouted as she crossed the threshold of the study.

She expected to see Fang Xiaoyu, as usual, raise her head from behind the bookcase, and asked her with an elegant smile: "The book girl is here?"

” However, behind the bookcase, there was no one.

The chair was slightly opened, and the ink ground in the inkstone on the desk exuded a fragrance.

The pen has been hanging from the pen holder, and the nib has not yet dried.

A bluestone paperweight is pressed on a piece of rice paper in a proper manner.

Above, is an article written by Fang Xiaoyu with a few lines of words.

All of this is showing that Fang Xiaoyu has just left.

Fang Jinshu's complexion suddenly turned snow-white.

The color of blood faded from her cheeks at a rate visible to the naked eye.

The eyes that have always been calm are tightly constricted like needles, and there is a bottomless dead air hidden in them.

She was like a paper man, lost her soul.

Fang Fei hurriedly held her hand so that she didn't fall down.

The little maid who was in charge of cleaning Fang Xiaoyu rushed in, and said after seeing the salute: "Fourth girl, the master just went out." ” When he saw Fang Jinshu coming in a hurry, he wanted to tell her when he was at the door.

But she walked too fast, and only then did she catch up.

Fang Jinshu held Fang Fei's hand, almost using all the strength of his body, before he turned around, looked at him and asked, "How long has it been since you went out?"

” Her voice was hoarse like never before, almost squeezing out between her teeth.

The little guy was taken aback, and hurriedly replied, "About half an hour of effort." ” "Got it, where did you go?"

The little guy shook his head, dodged Fang Jinshu's gaze, and said, "I don't know if the little one is young, maybe the old man has something to do temporarily."

He remembered Fang Xiaoyu's warning to him before going out, where did he dare to tell the truth.

All of this today is unusual.

The old man, who had always been gentle and elegant, just half an hour ago, warned him sharply, and did not allow him to reveal half a word.

And the four girls who are the most indifferent and demure in the house, this will look like they are on the verge of breaking out.

Such an abnormality made the little guy feel frightened from the heart.

Instinct, he just wanted to get as far away from this thing as possible.

However, Fang Jinshu's gaze seemed to have seen through all this, and he was not allowed to dodge in the slightest.

"Isn't it, there are people I don't know who have come to find the master?"

Fang Jinshu stared at his eyes tightly and asked.

According to Shanmei's prudence, it was impossible to come to Fang Mansion in person and do such a conspicuous thing.

"Huh?"

was said by Fang Jinshu, and the little guy opened his mouth.

Although he did not answer, his reaction spoke for itself.

Fang Jinshu closed his eyes, and the fighting spirit that had just been aroused quickly dissipated from his body because he was one step late.

Yes, this must be someone sent by Empress Cao.

Otherwise, my father wouldn't have kept it so secretive, and the little girl wouldn't have reacted like this.

She secretly hated in her heart, why didn't she ask these details clearly in her previous life?

If he could know where Shanmei saw Fang Xiaoyu, he could rush to intercept him.

Even so, her behavior was a little out of line, and for the sake of the Fang family's future safety, she couldn't care about that much.

However, for now, I can only be here, secretly regretting it.

She really hated herself.

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Hate yourself for thinking that everything is under control, hate yourself for not telling the truth to your father, hate why you don't make a decision about the future.

"Girl?"

Fang Fei called her worriedly and said, "Let's go back to Cuiwei Courtyard first, okay?"

” Fang Jinshu sighed tiredly and moved his steps.

Now, it's too late for her to do anything.

Since my father went to meet the people sent by Empress Cao, everything that should happen will happen.

If you just heard the news of Fang Xiaoyu's return to Beijing, it would be a bolt from the blue for Fang Jinshu.

At this time, a deep sense of powerlessness hit her heart.

Is the trajectory of history so difficult to change?

In that case, what is the point of God letting her live this life again!

The sudden blow made Fang Jinshu begin to doubt his existence.

She didn't know if it was the real world or if it was her dream.

Perhaps, it was just a long dream.

When I woke up from my kidnapper when I was eight years old, I was too guilty and had a dream?

The real self is actually the shell of the Empress Dowager Cao, lying unconscious in Yanqing Palace.

Otherwise, how could it be so ridiculous!

How can there be three selves in this world at the same time?

This kind of doubt comes from the depths of Fang Jinshu's soul.

It has been with her since she was reborn.

It's just that all along, she deliberately buried this emotion in her heart, using the goal of changing the fate of the Fang family as a driving force, and didn't think about it.

And the first outbreak was during the Joki-an.

Fortunately, at that time, Master Jingchen used Zen to wake her up, so that she was not defeated by the demons.

But this outbreak was menacing, and she couldn't guard against it.

When he returned to Cuiwei Courtyard, Fang Jinshu's entire back was soaked in cold sweat, and he shivered a few times.

It's just that the physical discomfort is far less than the emptiness and despair in the heart.

This failure made her not even know what to do next.

"Girl."

Fang Fei saw that something was wrong with her, reached out to probe her forehead, and exclaimed, "Ah!

Why is it so hot?

” Fang Zhi opened the curtain and came in, holding a cup of freshly boiled pear soup in her hand.

Seeing this situation, he and Fang Fei helped Fang Jinshu to the bed and lay down.

"You wait for the girl first, I'll go to the eldest lady and ask the doctor to come over."

Fang Fei Dao.

"Okay."

Fang Zhi took warm water and gently wiped Fang Jinshu's hands and feet.

Wrung a towel with water and put it on her forehead to cool her down.

Fang Jinshu was groggy, as if he knew everything that was happening around him, and as if he was out of this world.

She couldn't think, and the tired feeling of her soul being hollowed out made her unable to speak.

At this time, the only one who can help her is herself.

Si Lansheng listened to Fang Fei's report and hurried over.

Looking at Fang Jinshu, who was sick on the bed, with abnormal flushing in her pale complexion, she was very anxious: "What's the matter, wasn't it okay before?"

How can you be so sick after just a while?

” Fang Fei knew the reason, but she didn't dare to report it truthfully.

"The girl knew that the master was back, so she went to the study."

This matter can't be hidden, not to mention that it is common for Fang Jinshu to go to the study, so Fang Fei avoided the important and said lightly: "Xu is walking in a hurry on the road, and the wind is cold."

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When I came back, I had a seizure. ”